In the last period of the school, some companies that cooperated with the school came to recruit one after another, I went with the flow, after several rounds of hope and elimination, to the factory in the next city, the quota given is the reserve cadres, good and bad are heard, the future is only to go by themselves. If it is a man's normal growth history, he has stepped into society, saved money, and established a family, this is an ordinary life, but I can't get it, just like me in the countryside, it is very different. I was living in a dormitory, I had to take care of the food at work, and finally started my new life, work was not as serious as I imagined, I got off work early every day, and I had two days off a week, I continued the style of school, going to work was like going to class, and I could wander around the neighborhood during the break.

But if there are no friends is impossible, there is an old employee named Weili, others call him "Brother Xiaoli," at the beginning he always came to my side, told me about the company's situation, I can see that he does not have many friends, company dinners are a common thing, once I was just not picky eater, but he thought I liked a certain dish, and enthusiastically for me to clip. I felt like I had met a shy little brother who told me little things that didn't matter, as if I had met them at first sight. This kind of excessive heat is really unbearable for ordinary people, but I just came here and am not familiar with life, so I do that kind of insincere communication! He is three years older than me, he doesn't look mature, his family is simple, he has few friends, he sleeps or watches TV when he is resting, I have also thought about it, maybe when the two of them are together, they have a little superiority to each other, I am a new employee, younger than him, and now I am in the same position as him, he has not studied in college, and now he can play with me. I've had that kind of autism in him, but now I want to show a rebellious side. He doesn't usually smoke or go to Internet cafes to play games, which is the same as me, and on the other side, someone whispered to me not to get too close to him, not to learn from him.

I didn't learn from him, at least he couldn't do it physically, and I could walk a long way at a time, in fact, I liked the strange feeling at the beginning, I wanted to understand the local customs, just by walking more, plus a few coins, especially like the longest bus route, knowing when the last bus was without worries, occasionally talking to farmers in the suburbs, stepping on the country road, this feeling is really good. I think of it this way, I can go out once a week, dozens of times a year. For this day of vacation, I will be colorful and already grateful. Every time I go out early and come back in the evening to look through the map, I often feel that I have traveled such a long distance. If you don't go out on any weekend, you won't be able to do it for the rest of the week. I'm already familiar with a bridge, a mall or a building nearby, and others are purposefully consuming entertainment, yes, I'm also entertaining, spending time, walking, watching people is also a need, and I'm proud of my knowledge. Walking around the city is not worried about getting lost at all, and occasionally helps people with directions. I don't understand the local dialect and can't speak it, but it doesn't matter. When you are tired, find a place to sit, this city is very humane, and there is no shortage of such public benches. There are people sitting around, people walking away, some young, some old, some sitting down to read the newspaper, or waiting for people, people get up as soon as they come, all of them are smiling, and there is one less person. And for lunch, I have eaten a few times in that old place in the suburbs, a large courtyard, an open-air kitchen, I usually eat a bowl of noodles, sometimes I drink a small bottle of wine, because almost all the customers who come here will drink, and there are always some men sitting at the table next to it, as if they were a group of men in the village when they were young, there are construction sites, there are three-wheelers who do transportation, truck drivers, and they can play cards before and after meals. In this season, they sometimes take off their shirts, sometimes they are mixed with neatly dressed young men, no more than twenty years old, but they are also old employees, and the children should be civilized, and they wear at least one vest on their sweaty cheeks. They may not be literate, but they know how to make a living with their hands, and they may have to go home when they are busy farming. They ate side dishes, drank small wine, and shouted loudly, now it is a fairy-like life, which I envy. As long as a fashionable woman walked by the roadside, they all had to talk about it, the honest shopkeeper also told them meat jokes, and the wife who was washing the dishes scolded him for being improper, and everyone laughed. I knew that the cheap meal was not hygienic, but I didn't get sick either, my stomach didn't hurt, and I didn't feel sick, so that's my good luck. All these things I saw and heard existed in my mind when I was young, and I felt that I remembered it as a person's happiness.

I rarely talk to my parents on the phone, their voices are heavy, unlike what I hear here, the city is thriving with entertainment, there are some people who don't want to make progress, it's hard to tell who is smarter——— people work harder, isn't it to enjoy life better? In the park, I saw an old woman smoking a cigarette, putting one foot on a stool, playing cards, swearing and swearing, and her mouth and hands were not idle. I thought that in my hometown, there are many old people who are likely to lie alone in bed, and I feel a little uncomfortable, so I went to another corner, sitting on a bench by the lake, and it seems that people come and go, and the goldfish in the water are also swimming freely, and there are more children here, all of whom are brought by parents, so that they can realize their little wishes. A beautiful little child is holding a bag of fish food out of the fence and gently spilling it into the lake, and the young mother is also smiling happily next to it. They come to the park to take a photo as a souvenir to prove that they have been here, and I come here often, whether it is joy, sorrow or regret, every time the mood is temporary. This antique trail, the trees on both sides are lush, in a scenic spot called "Alpine Flowing Water", I sat on a big rock, listened to the sound of the small waterfall, smelled the smell of running water, when the wind rose, the water splashed on me, and brought a trace of coolness, just moistened my face, I remembered the scene of watching the rain under the eaves in my childhood. I wasn't the only one who was so interested, there were also adults and children who walked around me, stepping on the water-soaked rocks and playing. When I walked away, the place was immediately occupied, and I realized that the place where I had just stayed was almost the best place to take pictures, no wonder others were dangling around me, looking at me with strange and even dissatisfied eyes, I felt sorry, maybe this is the social harm caused by loneliness. Maybe they took a picture of me and added the name "Nasty". It was overcast and drizzling, and the empty space next to me became wet, so I got up and followed the screaming crowd into the nearest pavilion.

The weather is slowly getting hotter, I have never been through such a summer, there are fewer wanderings outside, I am contaminated with a gambling vice, with this kind of entertainment, summer is no longer difficult, time passes more quickly.

When I was a child, I also played cards, that was a game, gambling would take a few matchsticks to win or lose, in the free time of college, it was easy to get together three people to fight the landlord on the weekend, a few cents to play, and finally take the money won to eat, there was Ziming on that occasion, I was mostly a bystander, never thought that I went to work, and also had such a heart to play, now I sit at the table, beginners must pay tuition, win less and lose more, as if they want to do a loss, in order to cheer themselves up. Outsiders can also see that my personal life is very simple, but I didn't expect that I would gamble for money. There are some people who will show off everywhere when they lose, thinking that they can show something about themselves, and I am a little hypocritical, and my friends chatted "Xiao Zhang, you lost again?" I pretended not to care on the surface, but in fact, my face felt hot, and my heart was very aggrieved, who can blame this, I can't blame myself for my bad luck, I admit that my skills are not as good as others, I can't afford to lose, and I shouldn't go to it. Many times I regretted not keeping track of every gambling situation, calculating how much time I spent on it this year, and often making up my mind to stay away from them and bring as little money as possible. I know it's a misguided path, but I can't find anything else to do, and I always compromise every time I have a conflict, and after all, evil prevails over justice. These fox friends have a common set of theories, playing cards can do two things, explain the rules and never owe credit, so that there is momentum. Let's go together, take out the money first, you have the ability to win, I hate someone who wants to empty the gloves of the white wolf, shouting to play cards and only bring a little money, not a few games to borrow someone else's. There were always two or three times a week, and on holidays it was an all-nighter, and during those hours I became bold, constantly defensive, and befriending or making enemies with other people. I've always been very straightforward in that situation, I don't like to owe someone something, and I've always been a compromiser. When we are having fun, we can also have some strange thoughts, and a new term or sentence will come up, which can be called a classic line between several of us.

In these cheerful times, I can think of two people the most, one is Lao He, he looks a little clumsy on the outside, has a relationship with the boss, and has the title of an engineer. This phrase often encouraged me later. Lao He's gambling addiction is not small, as if to make his team more harmonious, when he gathers around the table, he often takes out a wad of money to count it for us to see, we are also excited, no one has brought so much money to go, and it will soon be in full swing. He is very good, he plays very steadily, he accepts it when he sees it, he is never greedy, and his profit and loss in the end is always not as big as others, and he doesn't even get in or out, maybe it is for him to achieve the purpose of entertainment. There is also a bald master, I also see that he always loses, he is also only open-minded in the casino, usually does not talk much, but I only have very little sympathy for him, because I am more pitiful than him, sometimes his wife is also present, although disgusted with her husband's behavior, but give enough face, her skills are worse, take advantage of her husband's toilet for a while, and her husband will not hand over when he comes back, I know that the couple rented a simple house, and the money lost is enough to feel distressed.

Weley was sometimes a bystander, and at one point he tried to persuade me.

"Your character is quite honest, you may not be suitable to gamble, don't gamble on your luck. Are you really smart? Unless you really are, then you can make money gambling because you have a good brain. But I feel that you are just a petty bourgeoisie, and your character is not suitable for being a leader ....... ”

These words went to my heart, and I went the second time he invited me to his house. His usual hobbies are obsessed with warships, pistols, and automobiles, and there are many magazines about military and automobiles in his home, and there are still a few beer bottles in the corner of the living room, as if he deliberately shows the guests a kind of pleasure of the host, but in fact he is not good at drinking. In the middle of a large bed against the wall in the room, there were a few records scattered on them, and there were a few songs by Zhao Chuan that I liked. Weili introduced me to his mother, saying that I had gone to such and such a school, and I was assigned, and my aunt asked me if I had a partner, and I said no, and then she said that I was good at school, and I had knowledge, and I was very ashamed to hear it, and I couldn't say anything, so I naturally sat on the sofa and watched TV. Weylie is set on a social program, where reporters report on boring things according to their hobbies, such as the trivialities between neighbors, the division and integration of young men and women. I thought to myself that he is so vulgar, watching some TV series is better than this, and I can learn some wonderful lines. There's a comedic ad in the middle! Then the TV showed the situation of the construction of the railway in our country in the sixties and seventies, when the conditions were very difficult, the scientific level was not advanced, the railway was also bought by the local people in exchange for blood and sweat, there were many martyrs' cemeteries in the area of the bridges and tunnels dug along the line, all of which were the resting places of those who sacrificed the road construction workers, and my aunt's face was a little solemn, and I later learned that Weili's father used to be a construction worker, because he was unfortunately killed in the course of an operation, his mother pulled him up, but the son did not do as he expected。 I also heard that he had this job and that a local leader had found it for him, in order to take care of their orphans and widows, and this hearing gave me a sense of superiority.

I saw his mother's anxiety, and thought of my mother, what can my son do to satisfy his mother, my gambling behavior is really sinful, when his mother went out, we talked some gossip, I thought this was his home, Weili said that it was also a rented house, hundreds a month, and he also said that after his father's accident, he lost a sum of money, and his mother held it, and wanted to buy a house and marry his daughter-in-law. I said it was very difficult, there were no girls in the factory, and there were no opportunities. He also sighed, slowly met, don't think about it so much, let's watch TV, he tuned to a sports program, and now it's a relatively famous strong team basketball game and it's the home field, but it's a very fierce tug-of-war, and finally it really staged a dark horse, I also like to watch it, you can discuss, and I know his usual hobbies.

I was tired of the two narrators talking, and I thought they were hindsight. As soon as the team turned into a low ebb, they immediately commented that a certain player did not play well, the coach did not use people properly, and he should have been replaced a long time ago, and when that player scored at a critical time, he praised the coach for using people without doubt. The commentator accused the coach of not being like this, not being like that. If this word reaches the ears of the coach, he will definitely be very angry and say, you can do it, you can guide, in fact, the coach only needs to make fewer mistakes, sometimes he wants to send some surprise soldiers, but the game is a matter of both sides. Sometimes it's really a bystander, the star is very strong and the coach also needs to arrange tactics, I have been to the scene to see the game, not as crazy as I imagined, condescending in the stands, the players on the field have a bad vision, and even far away from the goal may not be seen.

Important events, almost every day, the popularity of the Internet provides a convenient way for ordinary people to spend time, modern sports is a skillful and brutal confrontation, to be a bright referee to judge the scale, when I was a child, I often heard that friendship is the first game second, and now that friendship is still there, but in the game you must be regarded as an enemy, otherwise others will see you as, win you on the edge of not fouling, and this is the case with war in peacetime. Otherwise, it's entertainment, it's a game. What's the point of the event? They are fighting for honor, and they occupy the interest of you, a small citizen. I'm not a fan, and I want the underdogs to play better in almost every game. If you don't have a favorite team, you can't tell the difference between winning and losing, worrying about the score, and you're disappointed when it's over. I also know that there are many games in my life, and it is important to avoid making the same mistakes. The game is full of passion, heroes are born on the field, when the heroes are in their twilight years, they can no longer jump, their eyes show helplessness, how embarrassing, this moment I can really feel youth.

I stayed at Weili's house for a long time, a lot of emotion, this time in addition to work is to play cards, not only I have become stranger to this city, I should also re-acquaint myself with myself, yes, in addition to gambling, I have to pursue something more progressive, my aunt left me here for dinner, said that her Weili is not sociable, so that she has a headache, at this moment I realized that I live with my mother, I will always be a child, I said I don't know how to talk, maybe I am not here today, I went to play cards again, she even said that she also wants Weili to play cards, but he did not go。

When I went to work the next day, Weyley told me that she had brought other friends to her home before, but her mother said that I seemed to be the most reliable. This sounds comfortable, maybe it means that I'm honestly not tactful. I thought about it, if one day I went to my mother-in-law's house for the first time, how good it would be to get such an evaluation, but where is the opportunity? I thought of love, I thought of family, I got married late when I went to school, I don't know when I was going to be late, I have already embarked on a different path with those friends, now I have no deposit, some time ago I played life again, Weili's family has savings, but it is not much better. I thought of Qinggao's loneliness and loneliness, those rural children are all in charge of their parents, what do they know, I haven't realized yet, in the war of love, I am in front of a deserter, in fact, I have been to school, to say feelings, Li Qing is my biggest gain, imagination is a simple and beautiful thing, but real life is much more complicated, I know that this is the case, but I have to rely on hope to live. I haven't been in touch with her for a long time, because I have less time to think about it, and whether I walk or play cards, I'm living a good life.

I had dinner at Weyley's house, I always felt that I owed him something, and the next day I asked him out, and I probably understood the reason why Weley and I were close, he didn't go to school, but he often went to a nearby university, which was a key university, much higher than my alma mater, and aside from despising my alma mater, universities were graded after all. Weili thinks that my study life is like this, so I will also pretend to be vanity. He said by the way, that the school food was delicious and wanted to take me to try it.

"Yes, the students are picky, the price is affordable, I have passed by that school many times, let me in?

"It's a check, but it's not like checking a train ticket, when there are a lot of people, they will be put in if they look like students. ”

Sure enough, the doorman didn't stop the two of us, and when we walked in, we were still complacent, but we were at ease without any malice. It was a shortcut from the south gate to the north gate, and I saw a middle-aged woman behind me begging her comrades at the guard to let her pass. Youth is beautiful, and it is reflected here.

I had to be in it not to be able to recognize the beauty of this time, the scenery was picturesque, and I used to swim in a painting. Most of the students walked together, and some of them were alone, as if they had seen their former selves, but now that I think about it, it was really unnecessary, even if a girl was so gentle and easy-going, how could she think more about a taciturn boy? There are also bearded and bespectacled classmates by the flower bed, they are not smiling, they look very learned, I have had such a rigorous attitude towards science before! The campus was very large, and from the distant radio station came the singing of the water and wood, the voice was high and low, I knew that it was a message from the wind, and this gust of wind almost drunk me with the long-lost singing. I remember that there was a time before that, Ziming, like others, was also playing his own heart, choosing songs, and first thinking that he had a good taste. In such an environment, I have the idea of exhilarating, my classmates are like this, it is inspiring, but now I have a different feeling, some time ago, there was a singer from the west who became famous overnight, and his voice resounded in the streets and alleys of this city, as if people here understand that time is fleeting, and they have fun in time.

The two of us sat down on a bench with a man and a woman laughing. "Oh, you're three years older than me!" I heard the girl next to me say in surprise. I stole a look and remembered my school life.

Weiley smiled at me, "They talked so happily, I thought it was lovers!"

"Yes, I heard that, too. ”

"A few years ago, I was also a good listener, those friends told me the sweetness and troubles in love, so that I longed for love very early, why these women like to chat with me when they are single, and then they have boyfriends, in love, married, and broken up, and they don't contact me anymore, which is too much contrast. ”

"They used to like you, but then with a significant other, it won't be so convenient. ”

"Don't, I still have self-knowledge for a few pounds and taels, what do you think of early love?"

"Actually, college is not a puppy love, the mind is mature, middle school may be early love, and when you grow up, if one party doesn't mean that at all, the other party shouldn't be reluctant. It's not the reality of girls, it's this society that pushes people to grow up, whether it's men or women, you don't define the definition of ordinary, it's your immaturity. What we need is cheering up, not repentance, progress rather than repetition. ”

"What about you? I never understand, you went to college and didn't have a girlfriend. ”

I told Wei Li about Li Qing, I said that I like her, of course I didn't mention Ziming, Wei Li said that since you see that girls don't hate you, you can pursue it, and I really take his encouragement seriously, I proudly talked about going to Beijing with Li Qing, and he felt that I had hope. Sitting on this bench, I plucked up the courage to call Li Qing, and it was connected, I was very excited, Li Qing said that if I wanted to change the number, I would definitely talk to my old friend, I said when it was convenient to go to her to play, and she said of course welcome. Weley said I wish me success, and I called in front of him, a little bit of showing off.

But with my realistic work, I want to pursue love, and I really don't have the confidence. I've been in this position for more than two years, and I've been stuck in the same position. The classmates who came with me have all left, only I am the only one, the former lively dormitory is empty, I heard Weili say that every year the company will go to the school to recruit workers, which is considered to be an input of fresh blood, but in the end it can't keep people. The room next door has recently housed a few young men, and they seem to me to be naïve, and I don't think they will stay too long. With their presence, I immediately realized that I was no longer young.

It was late autumn, and it had rained again last night, and with a gust of wind, the rolling shutter door at the end of the aisle in the middle of the two rows of small rooms was blown by the wind. Some people say that after this rain, the temperature will plummet by at least 10 degrees, and they want to change the season this night. The head of my bed was by the window, and I had been listening to the sound of the rain for a long time.

The next day, the young men in several rooms invariably put on thick clothes and got together to talk. I was only impressed by a young man--- his name was Shi Fei, and others called him "Brother Fei". The guy was wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, and when he saw me on a motorcycle yesterday, he honked his horn once, and a girl sitting behind him looked at me and smiled, and that's how I got a crush ......on him.

The wind was blowing all night, and they were arguing about how long it rained. Hearing that he had to gamble on a pack of cigarettes, Shi Fei said that he woke up in the middle of the night for a while, of course, knowing the weather conditions outside, while another young man said that it was just a light rain. I was listening to the whirring wind when it rained, and it had been raining for at least two hours at night, but in the morning the road was almost blown dry by the wind. When they saw me come in, they clamored for me to be fair, and they probably all saw that the light in my room was on until late, and I quickly understood their argument.

"If it's the winner, can you give me half a pack of cigarettes?"

"Yes!" they were all confident, and they didn't hold back at all.

"Then I'm going to win, but I don't smoke, so there's no need for this, it's a pity that I gave up, don't gamble, I just heard that you are betting on that brand of cigarettes, it's really enough." ”

Maybe they didn't take it too seriously, so they just gave it up.

The weather slowly turned colder, and I had to bring back a bottle of wine every few days, and take a sip or two from time to time. Shi Fei once came in with him, and I invited him to take a sip to let him understand that I was not a closed person, not a weirdo, and that they must have thought of me that way before, because I often closed the door and rarely opened the window.

This time I was able to say goodbye to my loneliness for a while. That afternoon, after Shi Feilai knocked on my door, he mysteriously said that he wanted to discuss something with me, saying that he wanted to move in with me, it was a bit noisy over there, I think he was really rude, we didn't know each other well, but I couldn't find a reason to refuse for a while. Originally, this was a dormitory, but I just made one request: try not to smoke in the room in the future. "I haven't said anything about the smell of alcohol in this room!" "It's true" "Okay, I'll abide by it".

The next day he moved in with his pants and other daily necessities, when he first came, I was still a little happy, after all, it was two people, living in the same room, but my heart was still alone, two people played their own games, except for sometimes being able to say a few words.

Some time ago, I put a thin book over my face to fall asleep faster, but now this method doesn't work. I asked him what they were thinking about when they were sleeping, "Don't think about anything", "How is it possible, what are you thinking about not thinking about anything?"

It didn't take long for trouble to run into trouble. One Sunday at noon, when I went back to the dormitory after eating outside, I saw that Shi Fei didn't go out to play like before, it turned out that he accidentally screwed the key into the keyhole when he opened the door, and he was worried about what to do.

"Stay at home, I'll see if I can fix it, or buy a new lock." "I know of an old man at a nearby intersection who has a fixed stall and makes a living by trading keys for zippers.

"Okay, how much money will be paid back, I'll give it to you. Making a mistake, Shi Fei actively went to the next room to borrow tools to remove the lock.

This time there was no wandering, I quickly got there, the old man removed the small parts inside, there was a thin piece to turn, and then he used a thin thing to top the key that was folded inside, in my opinion this method is a bit primitive, no need to rely on any technology, but if you think about it, it has to be like this, because the key has to turn several times in the lock when opening the door, so that it can go straight in and out, so only in that only position. He was now trying that position little by little, he had been playing with it for several minutes, and the broken key had not moved at all, and I was really tired from standing or squatting next to it, and I was afraid that if he was pounding it like this, the whole lock would really be scrapped. In addition, this old man is very familiar, the doorman uncle in our dormitory yard a few days ago has a new face, I have met once, it should be him.

At this time, an old lady brought him a basket of food and complained that he had forgotten to go back to eat. I said goodbye by the way, saying that it would not bother and buy another handful.

"Uncle, are you working as a security guard in the ** courtyard?"

"Yes, yes, boy, I wanted to say I had seen you. ”

"Oh, that's bothering you, you can eat first, and I'll see you later. ”

After a few words, he took his leave. I was going to throw the bad lock in the trash, but then I thought that this was a public house, and it was not good to change the lock without permission, so I took it out and studied it myself. Using the old man's dirt method just now, he was pleasantly surprised to find that some of the broken keys had been revealed. I immediately pulled it out with my pointed nails. I am destined not to break the bank. I thought to myself that fortunately I had just said it in time, maybe the old man would have made it out a minute late, and he would have to pay for the manual work at that time. And now recalling the old man's expression just now, he can only sigh that he is not professional enough, and he delays the customer's time, but he can't go away.

I was very proud in my heart, and while waiting for a traffic light, I realized that I really shouldn't have laughed at the old man who had worked tirelessly. Here I saw a relatively thin old man, cross-legged, constantly kowtowing, there was a woman who lost a money when passing by, when she bent over, she also used one hand to comb her hair back, she turned her head and bowed her head I also wrote down, and also saw her side face clearly, it was really kind and beautiful, at the moment I was in a very complicated mood, I felt that this day had experienced a lot of things, in order to be more profound, I also put the two coins in my pocket "dangdang" I was a little ashamed that the middle-aged man kept snorting at me and felt that the infected kindness was not sincere enough.

Back in the dormitory, after installing the lock, Shi Fei asked me how much it spent, I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know how to answer, if I told what I had just experienced, I guess no one would believe it, I rummaged through the drawer in the room, and found a key for him.

"Be careful next time. The one who repaired the lock turned out to be the security guard at this door, and he easily got out and confiscated the money. ”

As if I had bought Shi Fei's heart in this matter, he was respectful to me later.

"Brother Zhang, let me introduce my sister to you, she works in real estate and is very rich. This kind of semi-serious words also has, "Brother Zhang, don't go home for the New Year, come to my house!" I don't know how polite these words are, or Shi Fei's immature and sincere feelings, I am not only for these words, I am grateful to him again, and I always feel that there is some kind of grace. I used to hate compliments, but now I realize the charm of its own, and this time I want to learn it with an open mind, because it was because I thought I was extraordinary in the past, and I ended up with a ridiculous end. Xiao Shifei is not particular about food and clothing, and he is not a person who spends money lavishly. But I guess he's going to be a different guy when he's with a girl, and of course the premise of being with a girl is that he's going to be able to speak well.

Once when he was not in the room, I saw the diary of his pillow turnover, and I couldn't help but take it to my hand and look at it, on which I wrote a few words about love, what "love you for 10,000 years", "love you for a lifetime", in my opinion, vulgar and unbearable, signed behind him and another girl's name, the different font made my heart beat with it, as if this was my book. I used to think that kind of behavior was even frivolous, but now what do I get? Shi Fei told me that I went to the college campus once, and I was tempted, he said that a girl is a bit difficult to deal with, people treat him like a little brother, he was originally launching a love offensive, it has been three months. I don't know how the girl is, he brags about his affair, how to hook the girl. He said that the shortest success is only half a day, and I asked what is considered success, does it go to bed? He said that sometimes it can be without referring to the body. One time I called in front of me, and I heard that the girl was still in the campus dormitory. I couldn't sleep again, looking at Shi Fei sleeping next to me, there is no harm if there is no comparison, what did I get? Can I still say that Shi Fei is naïve? I am a few years older than him, at that age, I just met Li Qing, can this kind of character attract girls? I'm too dull, don't look at his young age, his experience is richer than mine, he is bold, he will immediately implement whatever he thinks, this is what I should learn.