And he just moved vaguely to the cool bamboo mat next to him, and then he seemed to hear Yu Xiang's laughter, and then he was very helpless, "Sleep, sleep!"

It's a very long memory, a memory that didn't have any impression at the beginning, and suddenly in those two days, Tao Jingjing thought about it very clearly, and suddenly a lot of later things, about going to college together, Yu Xiang's changes to himself and Lin Ziyu, and every time he was a nymphomaniac, his disgusted expression and when he was with Xiao Xiche.

His loss of control, all his abnormalities and those words that he didn't say when he wanted to say it, Tao Jingjing suddenly understood very clearly, and why Mu Zhuoyan only smiled so brightly when Yu Xiang was there, why he heard that when he wanted to see Yu Xiang, he had to follow every time, and when he and Xiao Xiche were in everything, why everyone objected, and she was the only one who supported herself so much, and later when Yu Xiang regarded Mu Zhuoyan as his girlfriend, he didn't dislike it intentionally or unintentionally, he didn't know it, but he never took it to heart.....

Thinking about the past, Tao Jingjing suddenly understood a lot of things, many things that she never paid attention to, it turned out that she was the last person to realize it, it turned out that she was the most ignorant person in the relationship, it turned out that she was the most damned person, in this relationship between four people, it seems that because of her own existence, everyone is having a hard time.

"Ziyu, you know, I called you at that time!"

Tao Jingjing remembered that she was locked in the house alone, and suddenly remembered that Mu Zhuoyan said that Lin Ziyu went abroad because of herself, thinking about this, Tao Jingjing was even more eager to slap herself a few times, Tao Jingjing did slap herself a few times at that time, but she felt that nothing had been solved, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and the more she thought about Tao Jingjing, the more sorry she felt for Lin Ziyu, Tao Jingjing called Lin Ziyu, wanted to say sorry, wanted to tell her that she had never wanted to hurt her, but after the phone was called......

"You didn't say anything after you connected that day!"

Lin Ziyu suddenly remembered that Tao Jingjing suddenly made a phone call after seeing her marriage, why did she remember it, because Tao Jingjing called that time, and she only knew that crying, that is, crying..... Then there was the sudden cancellation of the marriage contract, and then a lot of things happened, and a lot of things happened that I didn't even know about.

"I don't know what to say, after hearing your voice, I can't say anything, those who want to say sorry, I want to say sorry, everything I want to say, I have a lot to say, but when I hear your voice, I think you are good to me, Ziyu, I really can't say it, I really can't say it, I really say it......"

Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu, thinking about the bits and pieces between the two people, and looked at Lin Ziyu in front of her with tears in her eyes overlapping with the Lin Ziyu a few years ago.

"I thought you were a premarital phobia!"

Lin Ziyu looked at Tao Jingjing with a smile, and her eyes were also hazy with tears, and they didn't know what they had experienced in the past.

"You said that we both missed a lot of things about each other, right?", Lin Ziyu also looked at the rain curtain outside sadly, and didn't look at Tao Jingjing, afraid that he would lose control when he suddenly looked at Tao Jingjing, and he wouldn't know what he did.

"Yes, we have missed a lot of things about each other, but Ziyu, what I want to say is, now, what I want to say is, I'm sorry, I never thought of hurting any of you because of myself, Yu Xiang too, you too, Mu Zhuoyan too, I have always been sincere, so you treat you as friends, treat you sincerely, if I hurt you because of some of my behaviors, I'm really sorry, you have to know that I didn't mean it, I...."

"I know, I know, a lot of things, especially the emotional thing, no one can control, to be honest, if I say that I don't blame you, this is false, I guess say it, you don't believe it, I don't believe it myself, the three of us grew up from a young age, many things, I don't know when it started to change, but I admit that I like Yu Xiang, I like it very much, even if I am married now, I can tell you very clearly, I still like Yu Xiang but I know, Yu Xiang doesn't like me, he doesn't like me at all。

In the past, maybe he still regarded me as a sister, and now it can be said that he still regards me as a sister, but I know that since I said I like, after this topic, Yu Xiang and I can't get along like before, many things have changed but I have grown up, to be precise, I understand a lot of things, if it's not my own, it's not myself, just like I used to envy you for loving your father so much, and grandpa, me, adoptive parents, biological parents abroad, none of them can compare to your father.

Later, I went to the United States, and when I returned to China, I met a lot of people and experienced a lot of things, and suddenly I understood that everyone has their own experience, everyone has their own experience, everyone has what they should have, what you want, may be what others want, what I once wanted to give up, may later find out that it is my greatest wealth! Now too, we cherish everything in front of us, everything we have, I don't blame you, I don't blame Yu Xiang, I don't blame anyone about feelings!"

Lin Ziyu said very easily, but only she knows how much sadness and despair have piled up in this ease, because of anger, she went abroad without caring about anything, and when she got outside, she knew a lot of things she thought about, none of which she thought about was what she thought, different languages, different lifestyles, no money, no friends......

When there is nothing, Lin Ziyu is the only one Lin Ziyu remembered that at that time, he used to face the wall and talk to himself, just because no one could understand himself, that loneliness, Lin Ziyu now feels terrible when he thinks about it, there is no money, he used to work alone for four points a day, just to be able to eat a full meal, but.... When I think about those hard days, I feel like everything I went through doesn't matter at all.

Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu opened their hearts to each other as if they had found an outlet for their depression in the past few years, talking about the past that they never knew each other, some sad and some sad.