There is also confusion and confusion, loss and those private secrets that have never been told to each other.

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"Actually, I met Xu Qingming at that time!

"What, I thought you met when you were in Xiao Xiche's company, and when you invited you to dinner, I thought the two of you were very funny, and it was very wrong to look at him when he looked at you!"

"What, what is wrong with the eyes, at that time, I didn't have that idea, okay, he didn't have that idea, he knew that he lost his temper all day long, he knew that he was looking for my fault, to be precise, I was able to go to Xiao Xiche's company is actually his credit, you know that for a while I didn't stay at home all day, didn't do anything, surfed the Internet all day, and I didn't know how to get in touch with him.

Originally when I was in the United States, this person, you don't know that it is a person with good character, good learning but definitely a straight man, I was really lonely for a while, there was no one who spoke Chinese, I felt that if I went on like this, I was really going to be depressed, and then suddenly I met in a small café that I often went to for a person who spoke Chinese and called to speak Chinese, and then I was cheeky and shamelessly entangled, and then I returned to China, it was also very sudden, I didn't expect that he would always remember me, after coming back in the past few years, the work changed back and forth, and people would rarely deal with each other, that is, you have always been in contact, and if it weren't for your mother-in-law and mother all day long, I guess if it were me, I wouldn't have taken the initiative to contact you!"

"Look at you, you still don't say you're angry, if I hadn't taken the initiative, wouldn't you just not contact me, and then treat me as a stranger?"

Tao Jingjing suddenly heard Lin Ziyu say this, w is actually very unbalanced in her heart, to be precise, she is still very sad, in fact, she herself knows, if she hadn't gone back to her grandfather by chance, she heard the aunt next door mention whose child came back, and she listened to it for a while, she really didn't know that this person was back, and she didn't take the initiative to contact her, it is estimated that just like this person said, she really has no contact with a person, just like she is still in the United States......

That is, occasionally make a phone call, and then it is a relatively speechless state, even if he takes the initiative to contact, two people call in China, it is also a relatively wordless, silent and silent state when he is talking, but occasionally two people get together with each other, even if they don't say anything, Tao Jingjing feels that it is all good, and it is a comfort to herself.

"It's not, it's just that a lot of times, you know, a lot of things, that is, I say I don't blame you, I don't blame you, but Yu Xiang's problem is still there, just like I don't say it, you don't say it, but we actually know each other, many things can't go back to the past, it really won't be the past!"

Lin Ziyu looked straight at Tao Jingjing, talking about the fact that neither of them could ignore each other, Tao Jingjing's eyes were constantly dodging when she was looked at by Lin Ziyu, but she also knew that what she said was the truth, and the fact that neither of them could ignore.

"How did you get together later, I don't know the process, and then you told me that you got married?"

Tao Jingjing avoided the topic that Lin Ziyu had just talked about, moved to other aspects, and asked seriously.

Lin Ziyu doesn't care about Tao Jingjing's obvious avoidance of the topic, in fact, Tao Jingjing's character, each other's situation from childhood to adulthood, everything they know, if it was before, at this time, Lin Ziyu would definitely chase Tao Jingjing to explain the question just now But after experiencing so many things, it is rare to be confused, this is Lin Ziyu's deepest understanding in recent years, whether it is for himself or for his relatives and friends around him, it is really rare to be confused.

It's rare to be confused, you can not pursue those small and big problems that seem to be very troublesome, you can not care about the various problems of chicken feathers in life, it is rare to be confused, you can not always care about the unfairness in life and you can't look past some things, it is rare to be confused, life is rare to be confused.

"No one said in everything, Xu Qingming is a straight man and can't be straighter, just like when we were children, we liked someone, always doing all kinds of weird things, trying to attract his attention, Xu Qingming is like this, I always thought that in this way, I could notice him.

In fact, Xu Qingming will not hide his feelings or thoughts about me at all, he doesn't care if people know it or not, but I am not a vegetarian either, although I like Yu Xiang, I still like him after so many years, but it can't prevent me from finding other men. “

Lin Ziyu looked at Tao Jingjing unexpectedly after listening to what she said, with a surprised expression, but she didn't care, after all, this is the real herself, and she has never demonstrated her idea in front of others, especially Tao Jingjing, everyone is an adult, this idea is no more secretive and useless.

"You don't have to be surprised, Yu Yi doesn't like me, even if I work hard, another truth that I still understand over the years is that I can't be with Yu Xiang after all, whether it's your existence or Mu Zhuoyan's existence, I can't be with Yu Xiang in everything, because I can't stand myself, I can't stand myself when I'm with Yu Yi.

I always think about how much this man used to dislike me, how much he looked down on my feelings, all I have my pride, I can't be with Yu Xiang, even if I like him very much, even if you ask me now, I can still say that I like the man named Yu Xiang very much, he has an irreplaceable position in my life, I can still do anything for him but I have decided not to think about our future, we have no future in the first place!"

"Ziyu ......"

"It's okay, I've already seen it, otherwise I wouldn't have married Xu Qingming, even if there is an impulsive reason in the middle, and there is the effect of alcohol, but I know, Huahua, I always know what I want and what I can want!"

Tao Jingjing felt very strange to Lin Ziyu like this, as if she had never known her, this person's attitude, this person's thoughts, and everything about this person's feelings, as if she was listening to a stranger's story, in fact, they were not strangers at all, not strangers at all.

Tao Jingjing always thought that she and Yu Xiang, Lin Ziyu were childhood sweethearts.