My eyes began to blur, like the old-fashioned television I had seen when I was a child, except for the flickering snowflakes. Like falling into a nightmare, I pushed away the person holding me like crazy, and I couldn't tell if he was Zhao Yilun or the beast.

Subconsciously, those lingering scenes replayed over and over again, cramping my bones over and over again, and the little courage I had built up for myself had long since been driven away by the ugly encounter.

Or maybe I couldn't tell what reality was and what nightmares were, and the hands that were holding me firmly were full of fangs that were about to devour me completely......

"It's me, it's me, don't you know me?"

"Su Ke, open your eyes and look at me, it's me, Zhao Yilun. ”

I heard him, heard him call my name, heard him say he was Zhao Yilun. But I couldn't find any sense of security, and on the contrary, I was even more afraid.

I was so insane that I thought the next abuser would reach out to me with his blood-stained hands until he crushed my bones to ashes.

From the moment I had this terrible thought, I knew that no one wanted to believe it.

The next morning, I woke up, and the lingering feeling of depression intensified. Across the table sat an unknown woman.

She told me that she was a police officer, probably to take care of me, and she didn't wear a police uniform, but civilian clothes. I don't know when the wound has been bandaged, and the clothes on my body have been changed, and I am wearing a hospital gown. The room was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and Zhao Yilun took the newspaper and sat on the balcony, looking over from time to time, and then turning back when he met my eyes.

The more subtle the atmosphere, the more I feel breathless. Everyone was careful to let me go back to the tower of fear again, but this caution turned into pity and charity in my eyes, and made me feel like a complete wretched.

"When ......" his voice was hoarse, squeezing out four words, unable to speak. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't hear my own voice.

When will that person be brought to justice so that he can receive the punishment he deserves in prison?

"When will it ......" still can't be said.

At one point, I thought I had aphasia. But my heart is tormented, and the insulted and ** Su Ke doesn't allow me to be silent, but I ...... I've really tried so many times that I can't tell.

The panic and haste eventually turned into a silent cry that no one heard but myself.

The policewoman took out a pen and paper and asked me to write down what I wanted to say on the paper, and my right arm was completely unable to move, so I couldn't use my strength, so I used my left hand to twist and write the sentence I wanted to say the most.

When will he be sent to jail?

"Yesterday, after receiving a call from you to report the crime, he tried to escape after the police rushed over, fell from the window and was unconscious, and is now being treated in the hospital. ”

She seemed to see my anxiety and reassured: "The scene has been investigated, evidence has been collected, waiting for the results of the DNA test, and the case can be filed after it comes out." ”

Shouldn't he have died right away, why did he save him by jumping from the window? Why......

Immediately after, I wrote on the paper: He really ** me, I didn't lie.

"I believe you Su Ke, I believe everything you say. ”

Then why not sanction him directly, why save him, and what am I suffering?

"It is the law that wants to sanction him, and you have to believe that Skynet is restored and not leaked. ”

Anger burned my tear ducts, and I leaned back on the couch and cried bitterly, but I couldn't squeeze out my tears, and my eyes were dry.

"He's going to be punished, but you can't ruin yourself because of him, you have to survive. ”

Her words were soft, and they didn't hurt or itch on her body, but she felt a little ridiculous. What do you mean you have to survive...... If two words of comfort can pass, then I don't have to live so depressed. In fact, I just want him to die, that's all.

"I know you're in pain. ”

She said this to me, and it was a painless word.

"I can empathize with me, when I was a child, I was also molested. ”

My heart trembled.

"I also thought about dying, and I survived, and you are the same, what about your family, what about them? and your studies, you should have a good future, as long as you are willing to pull yourself. ”

Making decisions in the face of everything was already exhausting, and I ...... I should no longer have the ability to support myself to go on.

If the person who abused me was an unrelated stranger, maybe I wouldn't have been so miserable, but he was the man for whom my mother, who had been missing for 14 years, was willing to bear children. His face, his tone, his insults to me, his humiliation of my mother, everything can make me creep.

The policewoman opposite took the pen in my hand, wrote down a string of numbers, and smiled gently: "This is my number, you can add WeChat, I will tell you as soon as there is a situation about the case, and I also hope to help you get out." ”

She took the phone I had taken from the man's house when I escaped, saying she needed to gather some evidence.

Before leaving, I grabbed her hand and anxiously asked if I had told my dad, she shook her head, and then Zhao Yilun handed over a mobile phone, and I called my dad on the other end of the phone.

The moment I heard his voice, I had forgotten how to breathe, and I was quietly watching the phone, and my heart was sluggish. Why don't you tell my dad without my consent, isn't it enough for me to be the only one who bears this?

"You dead girl, how did you get it, I lost my phone again, I bought it for you last time, I didn't give anyone money, right?"

"This time Yi Lun said that you fell, right, how stupid are you, the phone is not filmed, it's rotten, and I can't contact you for a few days. ”

Dad, I want to call him that.

"Are you alright?

Dad, I really want to call you that, but unfortunately I can't.

The hanging heart fell, and I thought he already knew. Thankfully, he didn't know anything. Just let me take it.

"Xiao Ke, speak, isn't the signal good? Why can't I hear you?"

Zhao Yilun leaned over, although he smiled, but I couldn't see any light in his eyes. He explained to my dad, "Uncle, she fell and dislocated her ankle. She has been eating chili peppers lately, and her voice has become hoarse. ”

He glanced at me, the smile on his lips faded, and he continued into the phone, "She said it hurts." ”

"Don't come here, don't worry, I'll take care of her. ”

"The massage works, right, okay, when the time comes, you take a picture of the contents of that book, and I'll follow the example and give her a massage." ”

"Definitely, it will get better. ”

Definitely, it will get better, really?