On Thursday, April 13, 2017, in Yanchuan City, Jiangdong Province, Ji Jun, 17 years old, a sophomore at Ichigu Private High School.

Today is the second day that Ji Jun has seen Crow, he goes to school as usual, and his classmates hate him as usual.

He sat at the end of the class, accompanied by a few students who did not learn and did not know anything, Ji Jun did not have any ill will towards them, and tried to avoid them, but the fact that the madman who came out of the mental hospital was still known to them. So with this group of students who don't learn and don't know how to do it as the fuse, the whole class started cold violence against Ji Jun for more than a year, and of course, hot violence, which just happened in a place that others couldn't see. It's not the first time Ji Jun has experienced such a thing, when he was in junior high school, he was subjected to school violence, it would be 2013, and it was still an era when the underworld was rampant.

In September 2013, Ji Jun had just been promoted to the second year of junior high school, but because of his good looks and good studies, he was concerned by the senior gangsters, and they did not allow anyone to be more 'popular' than them in school. So he went to Ji Jun for three days and two ends to collect protection money, at that time, Ji Jun's family conditions were quite solid, and he would pay a little less at first, but the gangsters became more and more insatiable, and the protection fees charged were getting higher and higher, until Ji Jun couldn't afford it, so they began to intimidate Ji Jun and took Ji Jun to various small corners of the school to beat him. Ji Jun didn't dare to tell his classmates, teachers and parents, in Ji Jun's opinion at that time, it was because of the loss of face, because a good boy with a good family background, good looks, good studies and good study, he couldn't let others know that he was a succumb to gangsters and had no ability to fight back. So Ji Jun endured it day after day.

Until one day Ji Jun couldn't bear it anymore, he also did it, and was beaten by six or seven gangsters at the staircase of the teaching building, then the teachers and students of the school knew that Ji Jun was beaten by the gangsters, and the head teacher found Ji Jun and asked him to explain the cause and effect of the matter, Ji Jun explained truthfully, and then took Ji Jun to find the school leaders and explained the causes and consequences of the matter, and then the school leaders found the parents of the gangsters and told them that they could not do this anymore, this is not good, it affects the campus environment, and after carefully teaching those gangsters and their parents, they found Ji Jun's parents and said: "Flies don't bite seamless eggs, your Ji Jun must have done something wrong, let him go back and self-examine and stop entangling with those gangsters. ”

Ji Jun's father said angrily: "Do you still say that it is because of our family Ji Jun?

The school leader pushed his glasses, lit a cigarette, and said, "Nine-year compulsory education, I'm sorry." ”

So Ji Jun was taken home and cried all night very aggrieved.

The horror has only just begun.

Since Ji Jun can't be bullied in school, what should I do? The gangsters also have a support club! Their fox friends in society, a group of young people who have nothing to do and ride unlicensed motorcycles all day long to pick quarrels and provoke trouble, just let them bully Ji Jun!

So every day after school, Ji Jun would encounter a group of people with dragon and tiger tattoos calling his name behind his back, and then taking him to the commissary opposite the school to beat and intimidate him to force Ji Jun to pay protection money. That's right! The owner of the shop is also in cahoots with them. They hid a lot of knives, guns, sticks, crossbows and electric batons in the shop, and even Ji Jun had seen a pistol, and heard the gangsters say that it was a pistol that hit steel balls, Ji Jun was very afraid, his parents were ordinary people, how could they have the ability to entangle with these deadly gangsters, what should they do? Ask the school teacher for help? But these people are all members of society, and they are completely useless. When the police came, they would have already run out, and would the police make a special trip to protect themselves every day for such an insignificant little person as themselves? Ji Jun's life fell into despair completely. He thought about himself, yes, he thought that at the age of thirteen, it was better to free himself as soon as possible than to live in this world without dignity all day long.

At that time, Ji Jun's father suffered a little setback in business, drank heavily all day long, often beat and scolded Ji Jun, Ji Jun's mother didn't dare to ask, the only one who could compete with his father was Ji Jun's brother, but he just got married and moved out of this family, so Ji Jun lived a triple torment life every day, and he had to be criticized and alienated by the students at school, because no one wanted to provoke people like Ji Jun, and after school, he would be coerced and bullied by the gangsters in society, and he would have to face his drunken father after returning home, Ji Jun was already confused about his life and questioned the world before he was a minor。 "Am I born to endure such torture?"

The turning point came to Ji Jun's homeroom teacher. He is a strong man in his early 40s, who is 1.87 meters tall and teaches Chinese. He was behind Ji Jun when he went to school in the morning, Ji Jun was afraid of being discovered by the gangsters and walked quickly towards the school gate with his head down, the gangsters who had been hiding next to him still found Ji Jun, seeing that Ji Jun was about to enter the school, several gangsters hurriedly chased after him with electric batons in their hands, but did not catch up, this scene was clearly seen by the head teacher who followed Ji Jun, and then the strong head teacher stopped the gangsters and asked them if they were here to trouble Ji Jun, the gangsters immediately denied it, if they dared to admit it, according to the character of Ji Jun's language teacher, they might all press them to the ground on the spot and rub them to teach them the sinister nature of society。

Afterwards, the head teacher found Ji Jun to talk, saying that he had found out that the gangsters outside the school were making trouble for him all day long, and asked Ji Jun why he didn't tell him? Hearing this, Ji Jun cried aggrievedly, and confided all the hardships he had suffered in the past few months to the head teacher, and then the head teacher found Ji Jun's father and explained to him what happened, Ji Jun's father looked at Ji Jun with a complicated expression, and decided to transfer Ji Jun.

Ji Jun's life seems to be back on track, but his mother and his first sister-in-law were in a car accident in July 2014, both died, and then his father's business went bankrupt, the family's financial situation plummeted, and Ji Jun was abandoned by his first girlfriend Yu Shuwen, and finally fell into a complete dark abyss. For a whole month, he locked himself in his house, saw no one, and barely survived by drinking only some soup and water every day. Later, Ji Jun was diagnosed with major depression in the hospital. Ji Jun's father also began to repent of what he had done before, and felt that he really owed Ji Jun something, and after some painful experience, he decided to send Ji Jun to a mental sanatorium. After staying in the sanatorium for a year, Ji Jun was discharged from the hospital and took the high school entrance examination, but the exam results were not satisfactory, so his father sent Ji Jun to Yanchuan City, where Ji Yi was located at that time, to study in a private high school.

After coming to Shigu Middle School in Yanchuan City, the situation did not improve, it was originally the class teacher who was kind enough to tell the class leader Ji Jun about it, and wanted him to take care of Ji Jun more often, who knew that the class leader was a Sven scum, and a few gangsters in the class who did not learn and did not know how to do it, and told them that Ji Jun had lived in a mental hospital, and then used this to make fun of him, Ji Jun also tried to make a way to please everyone, but they didn't give Ji Jun this chance, crazy, neurotic, weirdos, Words such as alien and so on are on their lips every day, even the new daughter-in-law of my brother Ji Yi, Sister Alu, also thinks that Ji Jun is a weirdo, thinks he is a drag oil bottle, Ji Jun is also sneered at by her every day at home, and Ji Yi has to turn a blind eye.

Endless torment.

Even Ji Junxin's psychiatrist never knew how to listen to Ji Jun, and would only ask every time: "Have you taken the medicine on time?" "Is there any negative emotion?" "Is your mood stable and unstable every day?" "How is your sleep quality?" "How is your academic performance?" Every time what Ji Jun wanted to say came to his lips, he swallowed it back when he saw her face. Even psychotherapy has become a painful process that is superficial, and Ji Jun just wants to shout loudly to his psychiatrist: "Lao Tzu has fucking negative emotions all day long!"

The only thing that can make Ji Jun feel relaxed and happy is smoking, which is also an important reason to support his tenacious life, although it is useless, Ji Jun still chose to jump into the white river to commit suicide, but he didn't die, is he angry? Ji Jun still can't believe that he really encountered this kind of thing.

"Save people, save people. Ji Jun thought to himself: "As long as I can commit suicide safely, it doesn't matter how many people I save...... Forehead...... It's really no problem...... Right?"

"The crow said yes to give me the list, but he didn't tell me how...... It's really sad......" Ji Jun sat in his seat and didn't listen to the lecture at all, thinking about the crow in his head.

"Ji Jun!" The math teacher on the podium shouted Ji Jun's name, and Ji Jun panicked when he heard this, and immediately stood up from his position.

"Where's that?" The female math teacher looked at Ji Jun with a disgusted expression and asked.

"I don't know. Ji Jun replied truthfully.

"Stand outside the hallway. The female teacher said lightly.

Ji Jun was silent, left his seat, and walked outside the class, all the students secretly laughed at him below, saying that he deserved it, did he really deserve it?

Ji Jun stood in the corridor, bored, looking at the blue sky, and then at the green mountains printed on it, and his mind began to think about it rapidly. "This is a three-story building, will I die if I jump from here? Since I signed a contract, I'm afraid the crow won't let me die easily, is it that I am immortal now? Do you want to try? Just jump? If you don't die, forget it." ”

The teacher's roar interrupted Ji Jun's thoughts, and he saw a tall male student walking out of the class next to him and standing in the corridor to punish him. The male student has a square head, a square face, big eyes, a straight nose, and a stud earring on his left ear, Ji Jun is 1.8 meters, and he is at least 1.85 meters. He was wearing a school uniform, loose and big, like a mountain in the distance, with a sense of heaviness. The boy tilted his head to look at Ji Jun, who was also standing at the penalty station, and smiled at him, and Ji Jun politely smiled at him. I saw the boy take off the blue and white school uniform shirt, revealing a white vest and strong biceps, and then jumped and jumped directly from the corridor on the third floor.

"It turns out that jumping from the third floor can't kill people. Ji Jun muttered.

At lunchtime, students rushed to the cafeteria like ants, some students in groups of two or three, some students in groups of three or five, and there were few students like Ji Jun who went to the cafeteria alone every day to eat lunch. Other people's excitement is just noisy to Ji Jun, he doesn't envy the classmates who go to lunch together, really don't you envy?Emmmm...... Ji Jun fell into thinking again, so much so that he bumped into a classmate who was cooking well in the cafeteria, and the rice was scattered on the ground, and the male classmate was angry.

"Your mother is dead, don't you look at the road when you walk?" The classmate is also tall, with long hair dyed shit yellow, it was definitely not this color before, it should be like this after the color fades, Ji Jun thought so in his heart, and didn't care about the insults of others at all.

"Can you squeak the when you scold you?" the male classmate yelled even harder, and at this time the huge cafeteria was quiet, everyone was watching everything that happened here, Ji Jun became the focus of everyone, and many classmates snickered, waiting to see the joke of the neurosis.

Ji Jun looked at the scarlet, bloody human faces around him, and retched, he disgusted these people, Everyone, everyone just stood in a corner that had nothing to do with their own interests and watched their tragedy happen.

"Right...... I'm sorry...... ...... vomit," Ji Jun apologized while pinching his throat and retching.

"Am I so disgusting to you? No wonder everyone says you're ......" Before the male classmate finished speaking, he saw a figure fly out from behind the male classmate, kicking him to the ground and lying on his stomach, and then the figure rode on the male classmate who fell to the ground and slammed him on the back of the head, and while beating, he still chanted words in his mouth: "If you can speak, you will publish a book, and if you can't speak, you will fucking eat my hammer sparks!"

The surrounding students were stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly rushed up, pulling the two apart, the beaten boy covered the back of his head and pointed at the boy, wanting to scold something but couldn't scold, the boy touched the silver cross stud earring in his left ear, and then the corners of his mouth rose and threatened: "If you dare to pop out of your mouth again, I will let you go to the hospital today." ”

Someone next to him whispered something in the ear of the beaten boy, and the beaten boy's face changed, and then said that you two should wait for me, and hurriedly ran away.

Ji Jun looked at everything that happened in front of him, stunned in place, he didn't expect that someone would stand up for himself, he couldn't say whether he was moved or not, he just wanted to say: "Silly X, actually solve the siege for people like me." ”

"Hey, bro. The boy wearing silver studs said, "My name is Gao Yongxing, high and low, high and low, forever happy Yongxing, you." ”

"Ji Jun. It is not the champion and runner-up of the successor, the season of the season, the gentleman of the king. Ji Jun replied.

"You are the neurotic of the fifth class in other people's mouths, right?" Gao Yongxing asked, "No offense, I just transferred to this school and have heard of you." ”

"Yes, that's right, I'm that psychotic, crazy, weirdo, alien, whatever you want to call it. Ji Jun replied.

"I won't call you that, because I'm also an anomaly, in a sense we are the same kind, and I'll be your brother from now on, and in the same way, you'll have to treat me as your brother. Gao Yongxing smiled and walked over and patted Ji Jun on the shoulder.

"Why? Brother is like that? I don't understand. Ji Jun was puzzled, he really couldn't understand why Gao Yongxing wanted to be friends with him.

"Because, you saw me jumping from the third floor. Gao Yongxing said.

"Is this because of this?" asked Ji Jun.

"Yes, this is the secret between the two of us, the secret between brothers, because I know, you also want to jump, I just give you a demonstration, jumping from the third floor will not kill people, you have to jump from the fifth floor!" Gao Yongxing put his arm around Ji Jun's shoulders and walked towards the dining window.

"Fifth floor! I see!" Ji Jun said lightly.