By my personality, I don't take the initiative to talk to someone. Therefore, in recent years, except for advertising information, QQ has hardly flashed. It's just that very occasionally someone comes to me and talks to someone.

And if there are people who have the most Q with me in the past year, she is undoubtedly one of them.

It's just that, uncharacteristically, she hasn't contacted me in recent months. It makes me wonder if something has happened to her lately.

Out of concern, I messaged her and asked how she was doing. Whether it's QQ or WeChat, it's sent.

However, a day, two, or even ten or twenty days passed, and I did not receive any reply from her. This makes me a little worried.

It's just that time is the best medicine in the world, it can heal all wounds, no matter how deep and heavy you are, and it can also blur the once bitter love.

As the days passed, the sun rose in the east and set in the west. As the reinforced concrete hides the fragrance of the earth, the materialistic society cools down on human nature, and the busy life is barren, I finally gradually forget these things.

One day, I was at work, and suddenly my mobile phone rang, and when I looked at my phone, I found that it was an unfamiliar number from other places. Because I was busy and it was an unfamiliar number I didn't know, I didn't want to answer it, but after hesitating, I still pressed answer.

On the other end of the line was a man's voice, a somewhat low and hoarse voice, like ice shattering in the warm sun, which I was sure I had never heard in my life.

However, what he said had to make me doubt that he knew me. Because he called out my name at the first moment.

He said: Are you Xu **? Do you know ***?

I paused for a moment, and then subconsciously said yes.

And seeing that I admitted that I knew her, the man's tone suddenly said a little rushed: You are her brother, right? I am from such and such a company, *** asked me that the company borrowed 2,000 yuan, and it has not been repaid for more than a month, can you contact her? Let her pay it back as soon as possible!

I listened and immediately took a break. Then, I raised my eyebrows slightly and said to the man on the other end of the phone: I know, I will tell her.

After hanging up the phone, after a lapse of many months, I finally sent her a WeChat message again, telling her what the man asked me to convey just now.

Then I went back to work on my own.

As the saying goes, blessings are incomparable, and disasters are not one-way, and this is indeed true.

Just as I was finally finishing my day's work and changing my clothes and preparing to go back to the dormitory, an unfamiliar out-of-town number appeared on my phone again. The number that came over this time is not the same place as the previous one.

I answered, and it was another man's voice. He said to me straight to the point. She borrowed more than 1,000 yuan from me and haven't paid it back, can you help me contact her?

For three days, I didn't know how many strange phone calls I received, and how many strange text messages I received asked me to help contact her and ask her to pay back the money she borrowed from their company as soon as possible. There is Shanghai, and there is Hubei......

It's no exaggeration to say that I was bombarded with so many phone calls and texts that I almost collapsed.

During this period, I sent her WeChat and QQ to say these things, and as always, I didn't see her back, as if I hadn't seen it at all. So, I had to call her on her phone.

However, when I dialed it, the mobile phone number, which was quite familiar, turned out to be down.

Instantly, uneasiness rose in my heart.

Because near the end of last year, I also borrowed money from her, although it was not much, but it was more than two thousand, close to two thousand five.

With anger in my mind, the word "liar" popped up in my mind.

Although, when I borrowed her money at that time, I didn't take the more than 2,000 yuan very seriously. I also told her that if you don't have so much money for a while, just pay it back slowly, I'm not in a hurry to use it.

But when this kind of thing happens, it is impossible for people not to get angry and angry.

People live for a lifetime, to be honest, this mere more than 2,000 yuan is nothing, life is long, and I don't know how many 2,000 yuan I can earn. However, the loss and collapse of trust is chilling.

Life in the world, integrity-based. These are the words that have been taught by my teacher since childhood.

In interpersonal communication, if there is a lack of integrity, then just as there is a lack of bridges between shores, there will be no necessary bonds for communication and communication between people. Then, for this person who lacks integrity, he will lose a lot.

As another month passed, two months passed, the anger in my heart towards her gradually dissipated.

In today's era, in addition to credit cards, credit products such as Ant Borrowing, Jingdong Baitiao, and WeLoan have sprung up one after another, which is destined for its future development direction.

Credit will definitely become more and more important for individuals.

Thinking about this, I can't help but feel a little sad in my heart. Because the days ahead will be difficult for her.

What kind of experience, what kind of human accident, made a girl who was in the prime of youth and still in the flower season give up the most beautiful qualities of human nature at such a young age and begin to go astray? !

What kind of indifference did you raise so much that a young girl had to carry so much that she had to go out alone to work hard, and she would never go home if she couldn't make money?!

What kind of sorrow is it that makes a young life with fresh sunshine have to degenerate step by step, become a cancer, and eventually go to the abyss? !

With integrity, a small match can light up a starry sky.

With care, a small green leaf that can be poured for a season.

With true love, a small wave can splash the entire ocean.

But without integrity, without care, without true feelings, what can she have?

She didn't have anything.

yes, she didn't have anything......

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First came the chicken, or came first the egg?

Did the woman come first, or did the man come first?

Adults don't have time to think, and children can't think of answers.

The spotlight shone on his head, and the heat activated his brain.

He will be nervous when there are many audiences, and he will hesitate when there are few audiences.

The youth stage comes and goes, and many people look like dogs, prejudice and arrogance take turns to visit, and the way is unknown.

If all the childhood recalls, there is only a few crying and shouting, a person scattered in the world, no one loves, and is desperate......

The carrot grabs the mole and throws it into the sky, then stares at it until its hands and feet break, twitch and roll, and its head blooms.

The carrot beard was not cruel enough, his hands trembled, and tears fell. Can he escape? Where is the retreat? He has never had a home.

——Xu Song, "Carrot Whiskers"