January 1, 2003 Sunny

On New Year's Day, the school gave us an unprecedented day off.

I was finally able to return to my home for the first time after the National Day.

It feels very good.

During the day, Shen Sijia called to find me.

Since December 26th, the two of us have inexplicably changed from enemies to lovers.

I have said before that if I want to love, I must love fiercely, love unforgettable, love until the sea is dry.

But for Shen Sijia, I don't know if I like her or not.

Say I don't like it, but I'm a little attached to her. On TV, they often play happy enemies, and they find each other to be true love, and finally come together happily.

She and I are happy enemies, fighting all day long, but now we have become boyfriend and girlfriend.

But if I like it, I can't forget Zhen Songni.

She and Shen Sijia have long become best friends, and now as Shen Sijia's boyfriend, I have a lot of opportunities to contact her. But I feel guilty because I always inadvertently focus my attention on Zhen Songni.

This is unfair to Shen Sijia.

I'm curious about what Zhen Songni thinks of the letter I wrote to her earlier, and does Shen Sijia know about it?

But the relationship between the two was surprisingly good, and I dispelled the idea of asking about it.

Just let it be.

January 3, 2003 Sunny

Chongshu said that I was the head of good luck, and I was really with Shen Sijia.

I remembered that he said before that he wanted to chase Shen Scarlett.

He said that I was too scheming to stop him from being with Shen Sijia, and then turned his head and got along with her.

But fortunately, he didn't care about it, and it was just fun to say that he wanted to chase Shen Sijia at the beginning.

I'm relieved.

I'm not sure if I like Shen Sijia or not, but now that I'm her boyfriend, I don't want others to like her.

But seriously, after confirming the relationship with Shen Sijia, her attitude towards me has also changed 360 degrees.

The book says that women are like that. When you become the person she thinks you are, she will always show you the most tender side.

Now I don't have to give up playing football and go to the cafeteria to have breakfast every morning, because my breakfast is always put in my drawer on time before the morning self-study.

I don't have to worry about washing my lunch box after eating anymore, because Shen Sijia has dish soap there, and he always takes my lunch box and washes it together.

The most annoying thing for me is to turn on the water, not to mention the crowding, and waiting until my legs are weak.

But Shen Sijia helped me do it, and it did it well.

I was grateful to her, but I was still guilty.

Zhen Songni's sentence "good to her" made me choose to come together with Shen Sijia.

But now it seems that I am far less good to her than she is to me.

Sometimes you're a bastard, Takaki said me.

I acquiesce.

But human beings are very cheap animals, and they often know that this is not good, and that it is not right. But once someone pampers you, you become a matter of course, even carried away.

At this moment, Shen Sijia is in love with each other, but I don't know whether I love her or not.

January 6, 2003 Overcast

For Shen Sijia, I don't know how to respond to what she gave. I just let it be, I am still myself, and she is happy to be kind to me silently on the side.

I stopped messing with Shen Sijia, and I began to devote myself to the construction of the football team of Class 9 in the first year of high school.

I don't want to miss another chance to play in a school soccer league.

Aside from the enthusiastic me and Chongshu, the rest of us came to join us either out of curiosity, boredom, or simply because of pure enthusiasm.

They really don't know how to kick.

Someone has played basketball and is tired of playing. Some people love table tennis, but there is a shortage of school tables. There are even people who have never exercised before, but this time they watched the team organized by the class and came to join with enthusiasm.

But it's better than no one.

I began to patiently explain football to them, starting with the origins of modern football.

But the effect is not good, and people are still being asked all day long, "What is offside?"

I simply didn't talk to them systematically, but walked directly on the football field.

As a result, I was even more disappointed.

When this group of people saw the ball, they rushed to it, you kicked me and I kicked you, and the whole thing looked disorganized, like a chaotic battle.

Fortunately, some people have played basketball and have a rational understanding of team-based ball games.

"You're mistaken, that's not how you play. Look at me!"

With that, he picked up the ball and slapped it.

The dribbling action is smooth, the crotch dribbles, the virtual shaking changes direction, and the turn for the layup, which is really good.

But we're football, big brother!

So with his extreme reluctance, I sent him to be the goalkeeper. You have to use your hands, right?

January 9, 2003 Light snow

It's snowing today.

I feel like the view from the window today is especially good because today is my birthday.

But I didn't tell anyone except Shen Sijia knew.

Originally, Shen Sijia didn't plan to talk about it, but she asked me about my birthday and constellation, so I could only tell her.

It's a shame that she remembers.

A can of soda, a loaf of bread, and that's my snack for my birthday morning.

There is not much money, we have to save some money, Shen Sijia said.

I smiled and nodded, it didn't matter, as long as there was something to eat.

Before high school, I didn't live on campus, and I spent my birthday at home every year.

My mom is a very particular person. She said that she would eat longevity noodles when she got up on her birthday morning, so that she would be healthy and healthy for a long time.

So I started eating longevity noodles for 14 years when I was two years old.

But maybe not today.

I was a little disappointed, but I didn't let Shen Sijia find out.

But don't say that you pity the hearts of parents all over the world.

At lunchtime, I was just about to go to the cafeteria after class, and I ran into my mother when I left the classroom.

Why are you here?, I asked, in amazement.

Isn't it your birthday? Mom is here to bring you something to eat.

As she spoke, she opened the bag she was carrying and took out a lunch box from the bag.

Inside the lunch box is a bowl of longevity noodles.

The difference is that the noodles are fried and not cooked.

I'm afraid that the boiled noodle soup will be spilled, so I fried it for you, and eat it quickly, my mother said.

I was so moved to hold the lunch box, but as a man, I don't plan to shed tears in front of my mother. So I picked up my chopsticks and grinned and ate the plate of fried noodles in front of my mother.

I choked up a little at one point, but I held back.

Mom is so good, and the noodles are delicious, I thought to myself.

After lunch, my mom hurried home. She still had to go to work today, so she only took time to visit me at noon.

But just this noon, it made me popular again in the class.

Li Muyang's mother is so good, so envious.

That's the most satisfying quote I've heard today.

Shen Sijia was also very happy, she said, Auntie is so good. My mom wouldn't have come all the way to bring me longevity noodles to eat.

I smirked, then patted her on the head.

In the evening, the surprises continued.

Shen Sijia gave me a clear glass jar filled with stars folded with a clear plastic stick.

Happy birthday, she said.

I'm smiling a lot, thank you.

10 January 2003 Cloudy

The jar full of stars was something that Shen Sijia had prepared to give to me a long time ago.

We fell in love in December, and she started doing it after she asked me about my birthday.

I was touched and guilty.

What touched me was that Shen Sijia, who was originally my rival, actually became such a little woman after falling in love, it seems that she really likes me.

Guiltily, I wasn't sure if I liked her or not.

I am very worried about our future.

I told Takaki about my worries.

Chongshu said disdainfully, come on, walking one day is a day, don't always fantasize about the future, look at your feet.

January 19, 2003 Cloudy

Looking at the football at my feet, I was very angry.

Today was the first meeting since the team was formed, but we came home with a heavy defeat.

0:9, an incredible scoreline.

It's still the third class I was going to play in the last time, and they were very weak, so weak that they lost five in a row in the last league and ended miserably.

I thought that choosing a weakest opponent would build confidence in our team.

But today it has become an opponent and we have found confidence in it.

We didn't have a handball or an own goal, which was a good start, Takaki reassured me.

your big birdie eggs! No handball and no oolong gets hard poured! That's a great start???

0:9, it's 0:9!

It's the second time in my life that I've suffered such a huge defeat, and I didn't feel so ashamed even the last time I fell in the 100m final!

And the first huge failure was to chase Zhen Song Ni.

20 January 2003 Heavy rain

Today's heavy rain will not quench my anger.

The football team's fiasco left me lost for days.

Chongshu said, what are you doing, don't be hypocritical, we're not newcomers, we should suffer some losses.

If you think it's just a "little loss", I don't have anything to say, I say to him.

I was so depressed that I couldn't even read comic books in class.

I imagined the merciless ridicule of the other teams, and then I looked at Zhen Songni, I think she should be disappointed in me.

But Shen Sijia was not disappointed, she said, it's okay Brother Yang, isn't it the first time we have competed, and we will definitely come back next time!

I sorted out my thoughts and looked at Shen Sijia who was talking with wide eyes.

I can't think about Zhen Songni anymore, the girl in front of me is not only good to me, but also comforts me at a critical moment. Although her comfort was not gentle, there were no touching words. But at this moment, I feel like that's what I want.

I impulsively hugged her for the first time, startling her and myself.

It was raining outside, but my face was as hot as the sun.

Shen Sijia in front of her was too, she hurriedly lowered her head to avoid my gaze.

If this is love, it will be unforgettable.

January 24, 2003 Overcast

Winter break is coming.

This year's winter break is particularly late.

I'm still like that for the final exam, and I'm too bad to look at mathematics, physics and chemistry.

Before the holiday, the old class said that some people seemed to have a bad Spring Festival this year.

I think he's talking about me.

I just hope my dad doesn't beat me up.

Where to go for the Chinese New Year?

I shook my head, I don't know.

We can go up the mountain and see the snow, Chongshu said.

I'm afraid of falling, I said.

Let's go to the river and blow up firecrackers, he is enthusiastic.

I'm afraid of being caught by the police uncle, I said.

Then you're going to die at home, he said.