6 February 2003
February 1, 2003 Light snow
During the Spring Festival, there are no fireworks, but there are snowflakes.
The old class said that I couldn't have a good Spring Festival, but this was the most wonderful Spring Festival I have ever had. The first Chinese New Year with a girlfriend.
Shen Sijia and I fell in love with each other inexplicably.
After hugging her, my feelings for her suddenly changed a lot.
Men are such strange animals, not their own, and don't care. But once you become your own, then no one should touch half a point again.
You're too possessive, you said.
Fuck off, that's Lao Tzu's daughter-in-law. I say.
Yes, I started calling Shen Sijia my daughter-in-law.
She was quite shy at first, but she got used to it in the past two days, and she said yes.
I think love must be unforgettable. Because it is a unique memory of two people, no matter what the result is, they all have a common name, called ** love.
February 3, 2003 Snow
It feels particularly good to snow during the Spring Festival, and I liked snow the most when I was a child.
But I'm not in the mood to see this snow scene today.
My dad finally lost his temper about the test results.
Lao Tzu never said anything about you before, because he didn't want you to have a bad year. Now that the year is over, see how Lao Tzu cleans you up!" he roared.
I was too scared to speak, so I quickly raised my eyes to look at my mother.
Okay, okay, the child knows it's wrong. And today is only the third day of the first lunar month, and it is still the New Year, so don't lose your temper. My mom said.
You just indulge him, you will, and you will regret it in the future, my dad said.
I'll just pamper him, what's the matter?
My mom suddenly lost her temper.
So my family has been able to get to this point in harmony, thanks to such a food chain.
My dad ate me to death, and my mom hurt me, and then my dad was completely suppressed by my mom.
Okay, okay, okay, can't I stop talking? My dad is a little aggrieved.
Watching the two of them arguing, I snickered.
This is the love of my parents and my parents, and it looks beautiful.
So I proposed, Dad, Mom, let's go climbing the mountain tomorrow.
February 4, 2003 Sunny
Climbing a mountain is a very simple but important thing for us here.
Born in the mountains, when you go out, you can see all the mountains.
Our old Li family has a tradition that the whole family has to go out to climb the mountain once a year during the Spring Festival.
I heard that my family was going to climb the mountain, and Shen Sijia was also anxious to go.
I said forget it, we're only in our first year of high school, and it's still early love, why are you still going to meet your parents?
If you see you in advance, I'll say it's your classmate.
I still don't allow it.
But I seem to have underestimated Shen Sijia's determination.
There is a mountain at the end of my small alley, and there is a small cave on the mountain, which we call the Cool Wind Cave.
It's not too high, but it's one of the most popular mountains for us here. Because standing on the top of the mountain, you can overlook half of the city, and the scenery is unique.
On the phone, I told Shen Sijia that we were going to climb this mountain.
Sure enough, as soon as the three of us arrived at the bottom of the mountain, we saw a little girl in a pink down jacket and a beanie standing there from a distance.
That is Shen Sijia.
To be honest, I've never seen her dressed so cutely.
Shen Sijia is not tall, at best the same height as my earlobe. Small man, but he looks full of energy.
Auntie, I am Li Muyang's classmate, my name is Shen Sijia. As soon as she saw us walking by, she came up and introduced herself.
I was frightened and turned to look at my dad.
What do you use to describe my dad's eyes?
It's as if the police uncle has found a key clue on TV, sharp and frightening.
Oh, little girl, why are you here?" my mother asked with a smile.
My mom and dad said they would come and climb the mountain with me, but they had something to do for the time being. I was a little reluctant, and I didn't dare to go up alone, so I stood down the mountain and took a look. I'm leaving soon, Auntie. Shen Sijia was a little aggrieved and said reluctantly.
I'll go, this panic is just too superb. I looked at my mom and wondered if she would be fooled.
It's so pitiful, let's go up and have a look, I'll let Muyang pull you.
My mom really got on it!
Okay, okay, Shen Sijia said with a smile.
I turned my head to look at my dad again, and when it was over, the eyes with a knife hidden in his smile made me shudder.
Although Shen Sijia's sudden intrusion made me uneasy, the family's Spring Festival hiking trip still looked harmonious and beautiful.
Mom and Dad, as in previous years, helped each other all the way to the top of the mountain. And Shen Sijia and I were also playing around all the way, so unhappy.
Sure enough, the scenery from the top of this mountain is unique.
In the distance, the mountains are covered with snow, and most of the city is in full view.
L City is developing so fast, there were not a few high-rise buildings in sight last year, and now there are several high-rise buildings rising together, and it looks thriving.
I wish you a smooth New Year!, my mom shouted down the hill.
I wish me a great fortune in the New Year! My dad shouted at the hill as well.
I also shouted to the mountain.
I wish the two of us well, Shen Sijia lowered his head and whispered to me.
February 10, 2003 Cloudy
I've been deliberately avoiding my dad these days.
The reason was simple, I was afraid that he would ask me about the girl who climbed the mountain that day.
That's right, I'm empty-hearted.
My mom also asked me a few questions, and I gave me a perfunctory explanation.
Don't worry, I won't tell your dad, my mom laughed.
It's really nothing, it's just a classmate, I said.
I was also your dad's classmate, my mom laughed.
It's not the same, okay, I say.
Anyway, son, I'll tell you, no matter what you do, don't do anything you regret. Whether it's feelings or learning. If you think you're mature enough to handle these things, the won't say a word about you. But remember, never do anything you regret. My mom said with some seriousness.
I don't know what my mother means, but I can see that Shen Sijia's little trick didn't actually deceive anyone.
I remember my mom telling me that she and my dad were also high school classmates. But when they were still studying, they weren't together. In my mother's words, it was when my dad felt he was capable that he came back to her. Love is not just a feeling, it is also a responsibility.
February 14, 2003 Sunny
Legend has it that today is Valentine's Day in the West, but I seem to have forgotten it.
So is Shen Sijia.
Her aunt gave birth today, and she was busy going to the hospital to pick up the baby, so she didn't have time to come to me.
Somehow, when I was writing in my diary that night, I learned that it was Valentine's Day, and I was suddenly a little lost.
Today, when I have a girlfriend, I still live alone.
Suddenly remembered Zhen Songni, is she also a person?
Thinking of her, I quickly shook my head again.
Whatever she does, it's none of my business anymore. Shen Sijia is a good girl, I have to cherish it.
Well, cherish.
February 16, 2003 Cloudy
School starts today.
It feels awesome to be back at school.
But the first class after school started was math class, which made me feel very uncomfortable.
Unlike teachers in other subjects, math teachers never talk to us about life and ideals in class. I was writing and drawing on the blackboard, and there was not a single Chinese character.
All kinds of symbols and all kinds of numbers, whether we accept them or not, anyway, they just stuff them into your head.
But even so, I didn't dare to doze off or anything. The math teacher was so bad that the last time I kicked my ass, it still hurts.
Chongshu said, you know a fart, mathematics is the king of science, learn mathematics, physics and chemistry well, and you are not afraid to go all over the world.
I asked, how much did you do math last time?
Belch...... Let's talk about something else, he said.
20 February 2003 Cloudy
Liu Chuanfeng actually sent us red envelopes!
Twelve pieces of one red envelope!
I heard Chongshu say that he sent out more than 80 in total!
Well, I calculate, a twelve, ten one hundred twelve, eighty...... Well...... Thousands!
Is this guy that rich? I asked.
Chongshu shook his head, I don't know, anyway, I said it's right to follow him.
I don't know if there's anything wrong with it, but this guy is getting more and more like a gang now, and it's making me feel a little uncomfortable.
Whatever, let's buy cigarettes and smoke them!" Chongshu said.
February 25, 2003 Sunny
The soccer team is back in training today.
I have to say that Takaki's enthusiasm is one of the reasons why I continue to do it.
But more importantly, Shen Sijia said, do what you like, don't care if you do it well or not, do it first, don't leave regrets.
I thought she had a point, so I grabbed the ball and stood back on the pitch.
It's just that I always feel that those other classes on the court are always watching me.
Look, that's the nine-class football team that was weakly forced to play a 9:0 in the third class.
Wow, it looks so frustrating.
How many own goals did they score?
How could it be? They couldn't even touch the ball, they were poured nine alive.
I made up their conversations in my head, and with their expressions looking at us, I believe that nine times out of ten my brain is true.
Fortunately, Chongshu is cheeky enough.
Come, let's go!" he shouted, and then a brisk stride rushed up to the field and kicked the ball away.
I looked up and saw a shoe flying happily in the air.
I looked down in surprise and saw that the football was still in place, next to it was Chongshu who was touching his head and bare feet.
Aren't you ashamed enough?
Where's my shoes?, he asked.
February 27, 2003 Sunny
I finally learned to smoke.
Takaki said that this is a good thing.
Me, ahem...... Cough...... Cough......
Takaki says that it can make you forget a lot of worries for a while.
Me, ahem...... Cough...... Cough......
Takaki said that one day, I will lose everything, but only it, will never give up.
I said, "Ahem...... Nonsense, nicotine...... Cough...... It's going to get on your lungs...... Of course...... Cough...... Don't give up......
But I learned anyway.
The reason is simple.
In the dormitory, there is a large bunk, and there are more than a dozen sleeping in a row.
When I go to bed at night, my buddies on the left and right always have to smoke one before going to sleep. I choke on their second-hand smoke every night and can't keep my eyes open.
So I said, "Give me the roots."
It seems that this pumping will not stop.
Chongshu said, cool.
Cool you big bird's egg, I'm just scared. If I can't defeat you, then I can only join you, I said aggrievedly.