Xu Qing came and went in a hurry.

The last conversation at the door was the most serious thing Eleven had ever said to him.

In the afternoon, she received a message from Xu Qing, the content of the message was very simple, it was a voice.

- Eleven, I love you, but I can't love you who won't love me for the rest of my life, so I choose to let go, I want to start my life, I hope you can get better, and you can also harvest the love you want.

Putting the phone away, Eleven leaned down and slowly picked up the cup at hand.

Xu Qing is actually a very considerate person, he knows the condition of her eyes, rarely sends her text messages, usually phone calls or voices, he said that he loves her, she didn't believe it before, but now she believes it.

Then I inevitably had a little emotion.

Xu Qing's choice is undoubtedly the most right, she won't love him, feelings are complicated, simple and simple, sometimes realistic.

Xu Qing chose to start a new life, just as she chose to leave Shen Nanyan, her love is still the same, but she doesn't want to continue to be together.

The fetters of the past should all be abandoned, and the loneliness and despair of the past will only make them grow into better people for each other.

Early the next morning, Eleven received a call from Xie Qianen, saying that he was at her doorstep now.

Eleven refused to open the door to him.

For nothing else, her eyes were completely blind.

When she got up in the morning, her world was dark, and she thought it was not yet dawn, so she waited for a long time, but she still couldn't see anything.

At that moment, there was no panic in Eleven's eyes, no fear, more of a calmness rising from his heart.

From the time Dr. Loh said she might be completely blind when she saved Nuo Nuo, she knew that day would come sooner or later.

All the sadness and fear were actually experienced at that time, and now they are just indifferent when the dust has settled.

She got up, fumbled to wash, and listened to the Himalayas as usual.

Xie Qianen's puzzled voice sounded over there: "Eleven, don't say anything else, can't you just see it?"

Isn't it okay to just meet?

Yes, if she was only invisible for a short time, then she would not mind inviting Xie Qianen to come in and sit.

But now, how could she be so suitable?

They are all keen people, and they can see it at a glance, and she doesn't want too many people to know about her situation for the time being.

"I'm sorry, Xie Qianen, you came here to see Nanyan, I am divorced from him again, it is a little inappropriate for you to contact me like this. ”

If it's not suitable, how can you say now: "Eleven, you have never cared about this. ”

Eleven took the phone and looked down and smiled: "How do you know I don't care." ”

"If you car, you're not you. ”

Eleven shook her head, as soon as Xie Qianen's words came out, she suddenly had a feeling, as if this man knew her very well.

"Maybe, but I really don't want to see anyone at the moment, Xie Qianen, you can go back. She said softly, and there was no intention of opening the door in her words.

On the other side of the phone, Xie Qianen didn't speak for a long time.

"That's it, I hung up. ”

Eleven opened his mouth lightly, and the words fell, and the phone had been cut off.

Outside the door, Xie Qianen held the phone, frowning.

Behind him, stood Shen Nanyan, whose face was gloomy.

"She doesn't see you?"

"Hmm. Xie Qianen said: "I always feel that something is wrong. ”

Shen Nanyan looked at Xie Qianen fixedly: "What do you mean?

Xie Qianen shook his head: "No, she has such a good temperament, logically speaking, there is no need not to see me." ”

Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed into a line and didn't say anything.

Xie Qianen is a measured person, Shen Nanyan is here, if he goes too far, it is not suitable.

He thought, anyway, he had seen Eleven yesterday, and he had said a lot of what he should have said, and it didn't make much difference whether he saw it now or not.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter if she doesn't want to meet, I'm about the same time, it's time to go. ”

He was scheduled to leave today, and when he met Eleven, he just wanted to say goodbye.

"Whatever you want. Shen Nanyan only said that.

Xie Qianen looked up at him and couldn't help laughing: "What's the matter, you're still angry with me?"

"I'm so angry with you, you're not with her right now. ”

It seems that the words are light and light, but in fact, they are full of heartache, Xie Qianen shook his head helplessly.

"When is the best time to change the way you speak? ”

"Hmph. Shen Nanyan said coldly: "If you want to go, hurry up." ”

Xie Qianen shrugged his shoulders: "Okay, you don't want to see me anyway, just go, but there is something I need to tell you before leaving." ”

Shen Nanyan's eyes narrowed slightly.

"It's not a way for you to stay here like this, if there is no way to stay here all the time, maybe you will think about returning to China instead, your Shen Group, it is not easy to come to this point. ”

After Xie Qianen finished speaking, he glanced at Shen Nanyan meaningfully: "I'm leaving, you can take care of the rest yourself." ”

There was only one person left in the corridor, and Shen Nanyan stood there for a long time without speaking.

His eyes darkened as his gaze fell on the closed door in front of him.

The mobile phone rang, and Shen Nanyan withdrew his gaze.

picked up the phone, and Xin Meng's voice sounded inside: "Mr. Shen." ”

"What's the matter?"

"The old lady can't contact you to come to the company, saying that if you are so willful and reckless, she will come forward. ”

Shen Nanyan's hand holding the phone suddenly tightened.

"I see. ”

With just a few words, Shen Nanyan hung up the phone.

Back at home, Shen Nanyan sat on the sofa tiredly, thinking about the attitude of Eleven in the past few days and the words she had said.

In the midst of the confusion of his thoughts, he stood up again.

He should have talked to her again, a lot of things hadn't come to an end yet, and they shouldn't have ended there.

Walking to the door, Shen Nanyan just wanted to open the door, when there was a sound of the door closing from the opposite side, and he paused for a few seconds before opening the door.

Sure enough, I saw Eleven's back in the corridor, she was holding a garbage bag in her hand, probably to throw away the garbage.

Shen Nanyan followed without thinking about it.

Downstairs, Eleven slowly walked towards the garbage dump according to the familiarity she had been feeling for a long time, and Shen Nanyan had been following her.

Suddenly, a group of children were playing and walking in the direction of Eleven, but she didn't have any intention of dodging, the children collided, and before Shen Nanyan could walk in front of Eleven, she was knocked to the ground by the child.

His heart tightened, and when the child shouted, he walked over to Eleven and squatted down.

Eleven, are you okay?

Before this sentence could be spoken, a woman's polite and grateful voice sounded in her ears: "I'm sorry, thank you, I'm fine." ”

Shen Nanyan's body froze, and a pair of inky eyes fell on Eleven.

Her eyes were looking at him, but it was as if she was looking through him to something else, and her eyes couldn't focus.

Thinking of what had happened during this time, and the fact that she hadn't dodged at all just now, Shen Nanyan's heart shrank, and a guess appeared in his mind, and he almost trembled and raised his hand to her eyes and shook it.

No reaction, no reaction at all.

Shen Nanyan's eyes were dilated, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

His eleven is really invisible.

It was obviously him, but she didn't know, so she spoke to him in such a polite tone.

As time passed, Shen Nanyan maintained that action.

Eleven is not stupid, the sound of breathing in his ears is getting heavier and heavier, how can ordinary people have such a reaction.

Her hands clenched at her sides, trying to calm her emotions.

"Is that you, Nanyan?" she finally spoke, her voice soft.

Such a sentence can be regarded as extinguishing the little hope in Shen Nanyan's heart.

He barely thought about it, and took Eleven into his arms.

"Eleven. His voice was low, a little hoarse.

Eleven didn't resist, just let him hold it.

"What's going on, when did it start? Why did your eyes suddenly become like this, why haven't you said a word to me for so long?"

Eleven put his hands at his side, and a faint smile appeared on his face: "You ask so many questions at once, which one should I answer first?"

Shen Nanyan still hugged her tightly, and it was at this time that Shen Nanyan realized that Eleven, who couldn't see in her eyes, didn't seem to have any panic and fear, and all her reactions were normal, as if she had already accepted such an established fact.

"Eleven, how many things are you still hiding from me, and since when did I even know anything about you?"

Shen Nanyan said bitterly that he had always thought that since he woke up, he had worked hard to understand her and know what she was thinking.

And he always felt that what he had done had some effect.

But now he found that even if he did, he still didn't know her at all.

He didn't even know that her eyes were like this.

Eleven noticed Shen Nanyan's clear and abnormal fluctuations, her eyes couldn't see, but she could also feel that Shen Nanyan's hand that fell on her was trembling a little.

She tugged at the corners of her lips and said in a soft tone: "Nanyan, about eyes, it's a long story, it's normal for you to not know, so you don't have to have other burdens." ”

Shen Nanyan stared at her eyes, those eyes were still starry-eyed, but why couldn't she see it.

Shen Nanyan couldn't figure it out.

"Don't you really tell me what's going on?" he looked at her, a hint of pain in his low voice.

Eleven didn't want to say more, but Shen Nanyan was like this, she was still relieved.

"I didn't want to say it, because I didn't think it made much sense to say it, but you want to know, so I'll say it, when I first arrived in the hidden country, I had a car accident, in order to save a little girl, I was hospitalized for a long time after the car accident, and when I was discharged from the hospital, I was left with a block in my head, and my eyes will not be able to see because of this block. ”

"When is the car accident?" Shen Nanyan asked subconsciously, already having a certain guess in his heart.

Eleven pursed her lips, and although it was difficult, she still said that day.

"June 24th. ”

Shen Nanyan closed his eyes, and sure enough, it was that day.

It was the only day he ever called him after Eleven went abroad, and to this day, he still remembers it clearly.

"So, you called me because of a car accident?"

Eleven's voice was calm: "I called you when I had a car accident, people's thoughts are so strange, and now that I think about it, I am also asking myself, why didn't I call my sister, but called you." ”

She had always been open-minded, and now that he knew something, she had no intention of hiding the rest.

"It's just a pity that you didn't answer that call. ”

Shen Nanyan heard this, his expression was full of remorse, if he could, he would like to execute himself at that time, it was a car accident, Eleven plucked up the courage to call him, but he didn't answer her call because of some narrow thoughts, at that moment, how desperate and lonely she should be, and how she resented him.

"Eleven, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really didn't know that you were calling in that situation. He hugged her in his arms, and there was more urgency in his words.

Eleven didn't push him away, but said indifferently: "It's okay, no one has stipulated that you have to answer my phone, and I don't have any reason to hate you because of you, Nanyan, I'm not so domineering and unreasonable." ”

The words were calm, and when Eleven said this, the expression on her face did not change, but Shen Nanyan subconsciously tightened the hands on her waist.

"Eleven, even if you blame me, blame me. ”

She said slowly: "No, I won't blame you, I won't blame you, Nanyan, you saved me, you were the only one who rescued me and gave me hope to live in the fire back then, how could I have those thoughts about you." ”

She mentioned the fire again, and Shen Nanyan's eyes gradually became complicated: "They all said that you have deep feelings for me, although it is out of place, but at this moment, I have something I want to ask you." ”

"Just say whatever you want. ”

"If I hadn't saved you, would you still love me?"

This question didn't mean anything in Eleven's opinion, but since Shen Nanyan asked, she would take it seriously.

"Yes. ”

"But you first fell in love with me in that fire, after I saved you. ”

Eleven sighed lightly: "That's true, I liked you at the beginning because you saved me, Nan Yan, you are the first person besides my family who is willing to risk for me, even regardless of his own life to comfort me, if it weren't for you, maybe I would have followed my parents out of this world a long time ago, if it weren't for you, there would be no such person as Ye Shiyi in this world." The fire was first, and then at my parents' funeral, you found me, held my hand with a warm hand, and told me that you are my lifelong dependence, at that moment, I knew that in this life, I want to be with you well, I also thought in my heart, maybe for the rest of my life, except for my sister, it is you who can let me rely on and protect me at all costs. ”

Speaking of this, Eleven smiled slightly: "Later, I continued to study, your intentional or unintentional care for me, as well as your charm, made me deeply emotionally attached to you, let's put it this way, at that time, even if you didn't save me, I still loved you." Nanyan, in fact, if you think about it carefully, you gave me a lot, and you are the only person other than my sister who makes me feel like I want to keep it for the rest of my life, so I chose to marry you. Even on the day of marriage, you tell me that you won't love me and you will still be good to me, and I still want to be with you all the time. Even later, when I reaped the fruits of my marriage and tasted the warmth and coldness, I still thought so. Just like now, although we are separated because of marriage, I still hope that you will be well. Even if we are not the same person we used to be, I still hope that you can live well, at least the life you like. ”

Shen Nanyan believes that what Eleven says now is sincere, and he also believes that Eleven loves him enough, and she may even love him more than he loves her.

It's one thing to be cute, and she still doesn't want to get back together with herself between her words.

"Eleven, is it because of your eyes that you are so resolute in refusing to get back together with me?"

Eleven smiled: "Nanyan, this is what you think about a lot, if I want to be with you, even if I am devastated, even if I am difficult to walk, I am willing to be with you again for the sake of my heart." Now that I don't want to, I really don't want to, and it has nothing to do with my body or my eyes. ”

Shen Nanyan's hand that fell on her waist slowly fell, and Eleven felt it, but did not speak.

But the turning point was in an instant, and in less than half a moment, Shen Nanyan once again hugged her whole person in his arms.

"Eleven, I know you have a grudge in your heart, because of the bastard things I said before, because I didn't take good care of you in that year of marriage, I don't expect you to forgive me at once, but at least let me stay by your side, okay?"

Eleven sighed lightly, just now, she thought he wanted to give up.

"Nanyan, this is not good for you and me. ”

"I'll judge in my own heart whether it's good or not. He said stubbornly.

"But I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, you should know, I have never had any lofty ideals as a person, before the accident, I only wanted to learn what I was interested in, and now I have nothing but hope to live in peace, and being with you will only make me feel that everything is difficult, and I will experience all kinds of mental exhaustion if I can't keep it. ”

"No, no, Eleven, I used to be bad, making you invisibly sad and sad, lonely and desperate, after you can, I will treat you well. ”

Shen Nanyan seldom said it, but Eleven knew that if he did, his heart would really be so total.

These words, if he were at the time of the marriage, she would be overjoyed, and she might not be able to sleep all night.

But this is not what it used to be, a person's mentality will change dramatically in two days, not to mention that she summed up and overturned and summarized, and finally came to the current result.

"Nanyan, I think I've really expressed it very clearly, and it's just a boring cycle to keep it talking, so be it, you let go of me, and I'm leaving. ”

She has always been gentle, and even when she says such things, she is quiet.