Chapter 55: Forget Forget, How to Forget

In many cases, Eleven wondered if if she had chosen not to go abroad, there would have been no later events.

After all this time, the events of that day still come back to my mind.

For the first three months in the hidden country, everything in her life was as usual, except for thinking about Shen Nanyan from time to time, everything was fine.

On this day, Eleven received a call from her classmates that there was a social party, she didn't want to go, but her classmates were enthusiastic, and she still went.

On the way to the destination, Eleven got off early.

It was still early, and she had planned to walk around by herself.

But just after walking a few steps, I suddenly met a little girl.

The child asked her for directions, and Eleven said slowly, "It's from here." ”

"Okay, thank you, sister. ”

There was a road in front of him, and Eleven saw that the girl was alone, and asked more: "Can you go by yourself?"

"Yes sister, I often travel alone. ”

The girl said proudly.

The Hidden Kingdom has always been very open to children's education, and Eleven has always had a lot of understanding, and when she saw the little girl like this at the moment, she didn't think much about it.

"Okay, then you have to be safe. ”

"I will. ”

Everything is so normal, eleven is only a small thing in the thousands of trivial things in life.

She didn't take it too seriously, either.

But the next scene that happened was completely beyond my expectations.

The girl was in the middle when a car suddenly drove up at a rapid pace.

Seeing this scene, Eleven didn't think about anything at the moment, and rushed straight forward.

As a result, a lot of things have become a different state.

On that day, a car lost control on the street and drove straight towards a little girl.

At the pinch, a woman in her twenties pushed the little girl away and was hit by a car for a long distance.

The woman was admitted to the hospital that day.

That man was Eleven.

After spending almost a month in the hospital, Eleven began to recover.

However, during the hospitalization, the condition of her eyes was not controlled.

As a result of the car accident, she developed a blood clot in her head, which gradually compressed the optic nerve over time.

Dr. Lowe said she could end up completely blind.

Only Xu Qing knew about her situation.

It was because she had not been in class for a long time because she had been hospitalized, and Xu Qing learned from the teacher at the school.

Xu Qing appeared in the hospital for the first time, and saw Eleven lying on the bed with a pale face, her face was hard to hide her distress, it was from the hidden country that she cruelly rejected Xu Qing, telling him that she would never love anyone again in her life, and they met again for the first time.

Xu Qing was half distressed, half annoyed and asked her, why did she want to save someone who had nothing to do with her?

For a long time after that, Eleven would ask himself in his heart, why did he save it, but it was just a girl who didn't have much to do with him.

Later, she thought, maybe she didn't have so many thoughts, at that moment, she just felt that what a lovely child it was, and what a pity it would be if she never saw the girl so lively again.

So she went up.

Later they all said that she was really a good person.

But she felt that people don't have so many good and bad things, just that moment.

Nowadays, the condition of her eyes is getting worse and worse, and many times she can't even see people clearly.

This was the case the last time Shen Nanyan came, so she didn't recognize him.

Now that all this time has passed, she is slowly coming to terms with the fact that she will be completely blind one day.

She began to minimize the use of her eyes, reading books through the Himalayas, no longer cooking, usually through takeout, and even some times when traveling, she would close her eyes and get used to what it was like to not see at all.

But even so, there is still sadness and sadness.

Thinking that in the future, she will never see the colorfulness of this world, all the joys and sorrows of this world, and she can't see the look on her face when she loves Shen Nanyan, as long as she thinks of this, she will feel infinite sadness in her heart.

……

In the living room, Mrs. Mancher sat opposite Eleven, and Nuo Nuo sat on the edge of Eleven.

"Miss Ye, in addition to seeing you, I have one more thing I want to ask you. ”

"What? ”

"My husband has found a specialist, and we hope to be able to do our part for Miss Ye's condition, but I don't know what Miss Ye thinks?"

Eleven didn't think it would be such a thing.

She was very pleased: "It's my honor that you can always remember." ”

"Miss Ye, don't say that, you saved Nuo Nuo at the beginning, which was a great favor to our family, and I have always remembered it. ”

Eleven didn't say anything, just looked at Mrs. Mancher.

"It's all your own, you don't have to remember it all the time. ”

"Miss Ye said this, I really don't know what to say. ”

Mrs. Manche sighed lightly, but Eleven pursed her lips and smiled lightly: "My condition, Doctor Luo has always been in charge, and I have always believed in Doctor Luo's ability, if there is any room for my condition to turn around, he will tell me." ”

"Then the expert, why don't you go?"

Eleven lowered his head with a shallow smile on his face: "There's no need." ”

"Alas. Mrs. Manche sighed, "Since you believe in Dr. Lowe, then I won't force you." ”

"Well, let's do it, if I have other situations later, I'll discuss it with Dr. Luo, and if there is any other situation, I'll call you. ”

Mrs. Manche was still worried.

But Eleven said so, and she finally had to compromise.

"Then I'll take you out to eat with Nuo Nuo. ”

Going out to eat?

Eleven was reluctant, but Mrs. Manche was so enthusiastic that she didn't want to think about it too much, so she finally agreed.

……

Chinese restaurant.

Eleven sat with Nuo Nuo on one side, and Lady Manche sat alone.

Some of the bonds are so strange, she has no blood relationship with Nuo Nuo, but because of that accidental car accident, Nuo Nuo is now even more intimate with her than with Mrs. Mancher.

"Miss Ye, you are Chinese, this Chinese restaurant is very famous, you shouldn't have been here yet." ”

It's far from the school and the apartment, and she's in a special situation right now, so "I haven't been here." ”

"Then you can have a good taste, their house is indeed good. ”

Mrs. Manche is a hermit, and her husband is Chinese.

But in their homes, it seems that Chinese food is more popular, both for adults and children.

"Do you want to see the menu?"

Eleven shook his head: "It's good for you to come." ”

She didn't think much of it, but she didn't think it was necessary, but Mrs. Manche was full of regret.

11. In the current situation, I am afraid that it is difficult to order food.

"I'm sorry, Miss Ye. ”

She said apologetically.

Eleven was quick-witted and quickly understood what Mancher meant.

"It's okay, it's okay, I didn't take it to heart. ”

Mrs. Mancher looked at her with a complicated look, and moved her lips, and the wordless words went back and forth on her lips several times.

A meal, the meal is quite harmonious, but Eleven's movements seem to be extremely slow.

Mrs. Manche looked at it, and the guilt in her heart increased a little.

"Miss Ye, my husband and I will definitely find a way to get you well, this is what we owe you. ”

Eleven chuckled: "You don't have to have too much pressure, we just work hard." ”

Mrs. Mancher was very moved: "Why are you so good?" ”

All right?

Eleven probably thinks that this shouldn't be good.

Towards the end of the meal, the two sat and chatted.

Nuo Nuo has always been active.

Seeing that the child is still as lively and cute as when they first met, Eleven always has infinite emotion.

In fact, she saved the child, although she paid, but she did not regret it.

While we were talking, a voice suddenly sounded beside me.

"Eleven. ”

Eleven's body froze, and the voice was extremely familiar to her.

The low and pleasant, deliberately suppressed voice is particularly magnetic, who else can it be if it is not Shen Nanyan.

Eleven remained silent until Mrs. Manche asked her, "Miss Ye, is this your friend?"

Eleven came back to her senses from her heavy thoughts, she turned slightly sideways, and her eyes looked towards Shen Nanyan.

"Long time no see. ”

Long time no see?Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed into a straight line.

It's not like they haven't seen each other for a long time, they've only seen each other before, and he hasn't even left the Hidden Country yet.

"Out for dinner?"

He asked.

Eleven snorted, "Yes." ”

Mrs. Mancher then spoke, "Who is this?"

"Ex-husband. ”

"Friends. ”

In unison, Eleven and Shen Nanyan said this sentence together, the former one was Shen Nanyan, and the latter one was Eleven.

There was a moment of embarrassment in the atmosphere, and Eleven took the lead in sorting out her emotions and said again: "It's also my ex-husband, we have known each other for many years, and although we are divorced, we are still very good friends." ”

Mrs. Manche was on the side, her eyes were obviously surprised: "Miss Ye, I didn't even know that you were already married. ”

Eleven licked his lips, "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you about it." ”

Mrs. Mancher waved her hand: "It's nothing, it's just curious, after all, Miss Ye is so young." ”

Yes, she is so young, and when a normal person reaches her age, she should be in college or just graduated from college and working.

But she is married and divorced, and has experienced many joys and sorrows in life.

Speaking in detail, it seems that the hardest part of the time has been going through many times.

Shen Nanyan suddenly turned his head to look at Mrs. Mancher: "Who is this?"

"A friend I know. ”

"When did you meet?"

"Not long ago. ”

"Are the people you know so diverse now?"

He had something in his words, how could she not understand.

Mrs. Manche with her children is still a foreigner, and if it weren't for that incident, they really wouldn't have had a chance to get acquainted.

"In foreign countries, many times the people I come into contact with are like this, and it is normal to be diverse. ”

Shen Nanyan's eyes were burning, as if she wanted to see something else through her expression.

But for a long time there was nothing.

"Have you finished eating? I'll send you back. ”

Eleven thought for a moment: "No need. ”

"I said I'll send you back. ”

Eleven still refused.

"I'm with a friend, it's not appropriate for you to send anything, forget it, let's just go back by ourselves. ”

"Eleven, is it really necessary for us to do this?"

He was very strong, and every word was in a very strong tone.

Eleven didn't react at all.

Shen Nanyan stared at Eleven for a long time, and then he turned to leave.

……

In the blink of an eye, Eleven had been in Prague for about a month.

Prague is a city with a long history.

It's far, far away from River City, London.

So, she wasn't worried at all and would find it.

Here, she didn't look for a job, and she had always been involved in the team she had set up with the school teacher, and her eyes were not as good as before, and it was much more difficult to live alone.

The school sister on the hidden side of the country helped her take a leave of absence, and she completely started a new stage and adapted to the condition of her eyesight.

Because she lived alone, Eleven renovated the house that her sister Ye Xingchen had bought for her before.

A small study was granted separately.

With the things he likes to do, although he is far away from his family and friends, Eleven doesn't feel anything bad.

Living alone, for unnecessary trouble, Eleven's living arrangement is very regular.

I got up on time in the morning and groped my way around the neighborhood.

Since she couldn't see clearly, she would try to go out alone every day and adapt to all kinds of unexpected situations.

Then it's about listening to books, and sometimes, listening to music. According to Dr. Luo's arrangement, go to the hospital on time for a physical examination.

On time, I talked on the phone with my sister, Nuo Nuo, Mrs. Manche and others.

Everything is moving in a new direction.

On this day, the refrigerator at home was empty, and Eleven went out to the supermarket to buy something.

But when she came back, there were suddenly more people from the decoration company on the other side of the door.

I guess a new resident has arrived.

Eleven didn't care.

Back to his own home.

The people of the decoration company are not bad, and they have not made much movement in the past few days of decoration.

Until the end, the new residents moved in, which did not have much impact on Eleven's life.

However, Eleven's strange thing is that although the new occupant lives on the opposite side, she never seems to have seen her.

But strange is strange, Eleven didn't think much about it.

At dusk that day, Eleven was ready to go out for a walk.

However, when I got downstairs, the weather suddenly changed, and in order to prevent the rain from happening without an umbrella, Eleven turned around and went home to get an umbrella.

Coming to the door, Eleven lowered his head and looked for the key from his bag.

Finally found the key, Eleven raised his head, and just wanted to open the door, he heard the sound of the opposite door opening, subconsciously stopped the movement in his hand, and raised his eyes to look at the opposite door.

Seeing this, Eleven was completely stunned.

The key in his hand also fell to the ground.

In this silent atmosphere, the sound of the key falling on the ground was particularly harsh.

At dusk, the lights in the corridor were already on, and the light shrouded the man's body, making the silhouette of the man opposite look a little hazy.

However, Eleven still clearly recognized the man standing across from her.

After a brief pause, Eleven picked up the key and tried to open the door almost without thinking about it.

However, perhaps because he had not recovered from the situation he had just learned, Eleven tried several times, but he could not accurately insert the key in his hand into the lock.

This scene was taken into the eyes of the man behind him.

The man didn't speak, stepped forward, and was about to take the key in Eleven's hand to help her open the door.

However, the hand had not yet touched the key.

Eleven hurriedly retreated as if frightened.

After retreating to a safe place, Eleven stared at the man tightly: "Why, Nanyan, I've come here, and you're still here." ”

Shen Nanyan still maintained the action just now.

Spare it?

How could he possibly do it?

It took him a whole month to finally get her in Prague from Hsieh Hen.

He's coming.

However, he didn't dare to let her know, for fear that she would avoid it again.

Therefore, he silently moved to her opposite door, silently watched her life every day, but whenever she was at home, he would not go out.

lest she find out.

He heard the door closing in the house just now, and thought she was going out, but he didn't expect that she would go and return.

But who Shen Nanyan is, he will know when Eleven knows, and he has never been a person who can disguise.

"I'll open the door for you. Didn't say anything else, Shen Nanyan said lightly.

Eleven looked at Shen Nanyan, and after half a sound, she spoke, with a touch of despair in her tone: Nanyan, you tell me, what do you want me to do so that I can completely let you go, what do you want me to do?

Shen Nanyan stood in place, his eyes deepening unconsciously.

"We should be together, Eleven, we should be together. ”

"Nanyan, I said it, we are divorced, legally, we really have nothing to do with each other. ”

"In my heart, you are my wife, you were, is, and will be. ”

Eleven said with some despair: "Nanyan, do you have to force me like this? Do you have to force me to run all over the world because of you? Do you have to force me to have no fixed place to live?"

"I didn't force you. ”

Eleven rarely loses her temper, she has always been calm and indifferent, but at this moment, she can't calm down her temper.

She yelled at Shen Nanyan, her voice obviously out of control: "Then why did you follow me to Prague? Why, why, why, you told me?"

After saying this, Eleven squatted directly on the ground, and said with a little collapse: "Nanyan, I just want to live a better life, I just hope that in my life, there will be no more you, why, you can't meet me even with such a little request, don't you know that I'm in pain? Whether it was before, or now, when I see you, I will remember a lot of things." You have to torture me like this, are you satisfied?"

Shen Nanyan stood in place.

Looking at Eleven who was squatting on the ground, he was silent for a long time, and he slowly approached her.

Squatting down in front of Eleven.

He tried to reach out and touch Eleven, who had already broken down.

But when he felt Eleven's approach, he immediately shrank back.

Shen Nanyan withdrew his hand in disappointment.

After half a ring, he spoke quietly, sentence by sentence. It was said with exceptional clarity and firmness.