"It's been a holiday, and it's been a break lately. ”

"Then do you want to go back?" asked Mu Rong.

Eleven shook his head: "Don't go back, it's boring to go back with nothing, just stay here." ”

Mu Rong hummed: "Yes." ”

Eleven took his phone and glanced at his phone: "It's almost time, let's order takeout and eat." ”

"Takeaway?"

Eleven smiled: "Well, I haven't cooked for a long time, and I may not be doing well, let's order takeout." ”

Mu Rong didn't have any requirements: "I'm fine, you can order whatever you want." ”

"Well, then I'll look at it. ”

The takeaway came quickly, and Eleven Murong chatted while eating at the table.

In fact, everything that should be talked about is almost there, Eleven basically doesn't speak, it's all Mu Rong talking about some small things in her country.

"By the way, do you remember Shen Nanyan?"

Suddenly hearing Shen Nanyan's name, the pizza in Eleven's hand accidentally fell on the table.

This gaffe was seen by Mu Rong, in order not to let Mu Rong see anything, Eleven took the first step and said, "Remember, what's wrong?"

"You know what? Recently, the president of the Shen Group has been investing in the film and television industry. ”

"Isn't Shen's mainly engaged in building hotels?"

"yes, I think it's weird too. Mu Rong held the pizza with one hand and supported his chin with one hand.

"The previous investment was only a part, but now it is increasing. ”

Since she went abroad, Eleven has never learned about Shen Nanyan, so what Mu Rong said at this moment is something new to her.

It may be that Shen Nanyan is suddenly interested in film and television. She kept her head down, and her voice was neither loud nor small.

Mu Rong hummed: "Probably, but ah, compared to this matter, what I am more curious about is that this Shen Group has never had any scandals before, but in the past month, it has been frequently photographed with women." ”

The pizza in Eleven's hand fell again, and at this step, without waiting for her to speak, Mu Rong wondered: "What's wrong, is this pizza hot today?"

Eleven glanced at the pizza awkwardly, and said something a little messy: "No, it's nothing, I'm just careless." ”

Mu Rong sensed that her mood was wrong, but she didn't know why.

"Eleven, are you not feeling well?"

Eleven denied: "No, I'm not uncomfortable, where we just talked about, we continued." ”

"Is there really no discomfort?"

Eleven pulled up a smile: "It's really not, just now I said that Shen Nanyan has been with a woman in the past month?"

"Well, it's a bit of a big change, and people who know about it are a little surprised. ”

Eleven lowered his head, his emotions hidden: "Is it? Maybe he didn't meet the right person before, but now he has met the right person." ”

"Who knows, but his mother, Mrs. Wen Wanrong, Old Madam Shen, seems to have been in contact with Miss Mo a lot recently, maybe she has taken a fancy to Miss Mo Family. ”

Miss Mo?

Mo Xiaojing?

Eleven held a Coke and drank it carelessly.

"Miss Mo has an identity and a family background, and it is reasonable that the old lady of the Shen family can like it. ”

"Who knows, the mother-in-law of these wealthy families is the most difficult. ”

Mu Rong said unintentionally, but Eleven unconsciously lost his mind.

Thinking back to her marriage with Shen Nanyan, Wen Wanrong didn't seem to like it from the beginning.

She doesn't like her, she doesn't like her profession, she doesn't like her family background, and she doesn't like her temperament.

After marrying Shen Nanyan for a year, Wen Wanrong told her many times openly and secretly that she could marry Shen Nanyan, because she was Gao Pan, and she also inherited the light of the old man of the Shen family.

To this day, she still remembers the ridicule in her eyes every time Wen Wanrong said these words.

Perhaps, Mo Xiaojing and Shen Nanyan are what Wen Wanrong likes to see.

After all, Mo Xiaojing's family background is indeed better than her, and Mo Xiaojing is willing to join the Shen Group for Shen Nanyan.

Mu Rong said again: "Do you think Shen Nanyan will be with this Mo Xiaojing?"

Eleven whispered, "Perhaps." ”

……

Mu Rong stayed at night, and Eleven left the bedroom to her and went to the guest room by herself.

Lying on the big bed in the guest room, Eleven didn't feel sleepy for a long time.

When I first divorced Shen Nanyan, the situation of day and night seemed to have come again.

In his mind was what Mu Rong said, and what Shen Nanyan said the last time they met.

- Eleven, do you regret divorcing me?

Regret?

How she regretted it.

When she got married, she was worried day and night, afraid that her behavior would make her unhappy, and afraid that he would marry her because it was a great grievance.

So when she decided to divorce later, she told herself.

It's okay to give up on your own initiative, otherwise you will always worry that he will leave and will be disgusted.

At the time of the divorce, she probably thought that Shen Nanyan would be with Mo Xiaojing, and at that time, she also imagined how sad she would be.

But now that I've really come to this point, I realize how can it really be as simple as being sad?

……

Mu Rong's itinerary is full, and he only stayed here for two days in Eleven.

On the day she left, Eleven took her to the airport.

"I'm gone, Eleven, and I'll come back to you when I have time. ”

"Good. ”

Eleven stood in the airport hall, and the light blue floral dress showed that her whole person was calm and remarkable.

"Take care of yourself over here. ”

"Well, I know. ”

"Okay, then I'll go back, I'll wait for you to come back after completing your studies. ”

Eleven pursed his lips and chuckled: "Well, Mu Rong, develop well, you are a very capable actor." ”

"Of course I'm going to develop well, I'm still waiting for you to return to China and work with you on a new drama. ”

"If you have this heart, I'm already very happy. ”

Mu Rong hugged her: "I don't just have this heart, I've been waiting for you." ”

Eleven looked at her for a long time before he spoke: "Mu Rong, I'm very happy to know you." ”

"Me too. ”

Mu Rong left, Eleven had been standing at the airport and watched her figure leave completely before leaving.

The airport was crowded with people, and Eleven had a phone in his hand.

"Hello, Dr. Luo. ”

“……”

"Okay, I'll go over now. ”

……

Jiangcheng.

Inside the bar box.

Shen Nanyan glass after glass of wine without pausing at all.

Across from him sat a woman, her eyebrows furrowed, her gaze falling on him unfathomable.

"Nanyan, you have been like this every day during this time, what is the point?"

When Shen Nanyan heard this, he only paused for a second: "Xia Shi, I don't need you to take care of my affairs." ”

The corners of Xia Shi's lips hooked up with mockery: "You don't need me to take care of it?" Shen Nanyan, if it weren't for my friends for many years, you thought I would take care of you?"

The man's glass kept on and on, as if he hadn't heard her.

Xia Shi was already full of anger, and she was even more angry when she saw this.

"It's rare for me to go back to China once, and as soon as I come back, you're like this, I can understand that you don't welcome me back?"

"It doesn't matter to me whether you come back or not. ”

Xia Shi's eyes fell on his face: "So you're like this because of Ye Shiyi?"

Ye Shiyi's three words finally made Shen Nanyan make an expression other than indifference.

He pursed his thin lips and said nothing.

Xia Shi: "Your marriage is over, why do you want to do this?"

"yes, I sometimes think, why should I do this?"

"Haven't you been very close to women all this time? ”

Shen Nanyan lowered his head and did not speak.

Xia Shi squinted: "Or do you want to verify something in this way." ”

Xia Shi's words made Shen Nanyan fall silent, his eyes were dark, and the expression on his face looked obscure under the bar light.

"Xia Shi, I thought that she was just a wife to me, but later I found out that it was not. During this month, I often think that the past is gone and I can start a new life. But every time I spend time with other women, I think of her, and I think about what we would say if it was her. As soon as other women speak, I am disgusted, I refuse to get along with everyone, I just can't help but think of her. ”

"What are you going to express, do you love her?"

"Love?" Shen Nanyan leaned back against the sofa, his hand still resting on the wine bottle.

"Everyone asks me if I love her, but for so long, I don't know what love is, I tried to let go of her completely and start a new life, but I can't forget her all the time. ”

"I don't even know about you, how can I give you an answer?"

Shen Nanyan stretched out a hand and put it on his forehead, and a pair of indifferent eyes were a little more drunk at this moment.

"Yes, I didn't reply to her every time she asked me, how sad she should be, but Xia Shi, I really don't know what love is, the word love has too much meaning for me, I don't know what kind of feeling it needs to be considered love. ”

He said word by word, and he paused for a while.

Xia Shi tasted a hint of bitterness from this.

She looked at Shen Nanyan without saying a word.

At this moment, Xia Shi suddenly understood that Shen Nanyan was not not in love, he was in love without knowing it.

Once upon a time, he could be nice to Eleven, and although he paid attention to her affairs from time to time, he was used to her life.

After the separation, he never forgot Eleven for a long time, and he tested himself in this way.

"I used to think that you were only good to her because she was your wife, but now I find that it doesn't seem to be the same thing anymore, she has been gone for so long, and you still can't let go of her, it's not what love is. ”

"Is it love?" Shen Nanyan said to himself, "But I have already lost her, and I can't find her anymore." ”

……

When Xie Qianen came to the bar, Shen Nanyan was already drunk, leaving Xia Shi alone on the sofa and playing with her mobile phone.

"What's wrong with him?"

Xia Shi raised her head when she heard the voice, and Xie Qianen had already sat down on the sofa opposite her.

"Drunk. ”

She said without being salty.

Xie Qianen raised his eyebrows: "Hasn't this time been good, how did it become like this?"

Xia Shi didn't speak, just looked at him motionlessly.

Xie Qianen smiled instead: "Why, it's strange to look at me like this after not seeing each other for so long." ”

Xia Shi still looked at him, but this time it was no longer silent: "You have the most contact with Nan Yan, what kind of feelings do you think he has for Ye Shiyi?"

Xie Qianen's expression paused slightly, and then he said casually: "I don't know." ”

"I don't know?" Xia Shi's voice was cold.

Xie Qianen put away the smile on her face, all of Xia Shi's performance was abnormal, and her tone seemed to be more like questioning him.

"Xia Shi, what do you think of me in your heart? Just tell the truth. ”

Xia Shi was silent for a second and spoke: "I, you, Nanyan, the three of us have known each other since childhood, and I have always felt that we can know each other and be good friends for a lifetime." ”

"Don't you think so now?"

"Perhaps, from the moment you told me that you liked Ye Shiyi. ”

"I like Eleven, is there any necessary connection to our relationship?"

Nanyan and she were husband and wife. ”

"You also said it was. Xie Qianen repeated.

Xia Shi: "But they divorced, how much did you say to Nan Yan about this, you are often together, looking at his attitude towards Eleven, don't you really find anything?"

Xie Qianen has always been very calm, and after Xia Shi's words fell, he just asked lightly: "Xia Shi, what do you want to hint at, I will ask them to divorce?"

"We're friends and I don't want it to be what I thought it would be. ”

"Huh. ”

Xie Qian'en's tone made Xia Shi fall silent.

The two sides were silent for a long time, and Xie Qianen finally spoke: "We outsiders can see it, or we can't see it, it's all us Shen Nanyan, in their marriage, all my suggestions are also based on his thoughts, Xia Shi, you criticize me so harshly, can he Shen Nanyan not agree, I can still confuse him and bring him to the Civil Affairs Bureau." ”

The logic of Xie Qianen's words was terrifyingly strong, and Xia Shi wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word.

"He doesn't know what love is, humility, and you're not doing it to him like this. ”

"Family reasons? Yes, you always say that, but Xia Shi, he is good at disguise, how many people know his true identity?"

The word disguise is really ugly, Xia Shi frowned: "We are all friends, it's not appropriate for you to say that." ”

Xie Qianen thought about it, and it seemed that it was indeed a little inappropriate.

He raised his eyebrows and said, "Yes, but Xia Shi, your words tonight are hurtful enough, and in your words, I seem to be deliberately destroying their feelings." ”

Xia Shi glanced at him: "Do you dare to say that you don't have that kind of mind for Ye Shiyi?"

"I like Eleven, but it's not the same as ruining feelings. Speaking of this, Xie Qianen sighed: "Actually, I never told her that I liked her, because I knew that saying it was the same as not saying it." ”

"She likes Nanyan, she likes it very much. ”

"Yes, what we can all see, Nanyan doesn't understand. ”

……

When Shen Nanyan came to his senses, he had already arrived at the Xiyuan Villa where he lived.

Xiyuan Villa is the first part of the property developed by Shen Nanyan after moving into Shen's house, Shen Nanyan kept a set back then, thinking that after he and Eleven had children, they couldn't live in Clear Water Bay, so they came to live here.

After Eleven left, Shen Nanyan moved here alone, and in those days here, he always remembered those thoughts from the past.

It's okay if you don't want to, but when you think about it, there will always be infinite loneliness.

When the phone rang, Shen Nanyan had just gotten up from bed.

"Hey. ”

It was Xia Shi on the other side of the phone, and when she heard the voice, she asked, "Are you up?"

"Hmm. ”

"Well, I don't feel good about a hangover. ”

Shen Nanyan didn't say yes or no: "You sent me back last night?"

"No, Xie Qianen sent you back, how could I send you back as a girl. ”

Xie Qianen's three words made Shen Nanyan silent.

He hadn't seen Xie Qianen since that time when he came back from the Hidden Kingdom, and their relationship seemed to have reached an impasse because of that time.

"You called him to go?"

"Hmm. ”

Shen Nanyan didn't speak again.

Xia Shi then continued: "Nanyan, you and he are friends, you shouldn't completely give up this relationship because of something, this is not right. ”

Shen Nanyan remained silent.

Xia Shi sighed.

"Forget it, I said so much, and you didn't actually listen to a few words. ”

When the phone was about to hang up, Xia Shi said.

"If you think you love Eleven, go to her for so long, this life is so long, you didn't see it clearly before, and it's still too late to see it now. ”

After hanging up the phone for a long time, Shen Nanyan was still standing in place and did not move.

If he thinks he's in love with Eleven.

Does he think so?

When he came back from the hidden country, he was always looking for what love was, and whether he loved Eleven or not.

Among them, Mo Xiaojing has the most contact.

But every time Mo Xiaojing came to him under the leadership of his mother, or went back to his hometown and met Mo Xiaojing as a guest at home, he would have rejection in his heart.

Eleven's face kept flashing through his mind.

Happy, sad, lonely, forbearing, calm.

He was even thinking that Eleven didn't like Mo Xiaojing so much, if she knew that he had come into contact with Mo Xiaojing, then how disappointed she would be in him, and how unhappy she would be herself.

He thought about it so much, it was all about Eleven.

Last night, Xia Shi's several questions silenced him.

If it's love, then Eleven lets it go by himself, and how can he complain about others.

……

Hidden Country.

Aerodrome.

Xin Meng held the box in his hand, and Shen Nanyan walked in front.

Xin Meng asked first: "Mr. Shen, where are we going now?"

"Go to where Eleven lives. ”

"Okay, Mr. Shen. ”

The person who arranged to pick them up went straight to Eleven's villa.

Shen Nanyan sat in the back seat and was silent all the time.

After Xia Shi's words, after some thought, he still came here.

He thought, he should come.

After being clear about your feelings, after knowing your loved ones.

The car stopped smoothly in front of the Eleventh Apartment.

Shen Nanyan got out of the car alone, and Xin Meng wanted to be together, but he refused.

In front of the door, Shen Nanyan tidied up his clothes and rang the doorbell.

After a long time, just when Shen Nanyan wondered if no one was at home, they were opened from inside, and a small head poked out: "Hello, who are you looking for?"

The tone of politeness and politeness was as if a stranger was standing in front of him.

Shen Nanyan stood fixedly, he stared at Eleven, she was obviously smiling at him, but Shen Nanyan felt that the smile was particularly dazzling.

"Eleven, I'm Shen Nanyan. ”