It's four o'clock in the morning, and I've woken up from my dream.

In my dream, you suddenly called me and said you were going to separate from me, and I was puzzled. You didn't explain anything to me.

One day on my way to work, I found you at your new love's home, but you were not doing well, and it seemed that he was not good to you. So I took a knife to seek revenge, but even if I walked on that road, I couldn't find the place where I found you before, I was lost in my dream, I ran all over every corner, and I couldn't find any trace of you, maybe even in my dream, I was the one who was really lost.

Later, the child had a parent-teacher conference, I accompanied the child, and after settling the child, I once again set out on the road to find you, but then my phone rang. It was your father who called, and on the phone he scolded me for always sending the child to your house, and warned me not to send the child again in the future, not once.

I kept explaining that I had let the child stay for a few more days because of work, but your family was very resolute, and I felt that I had been deceived, just like when you left me, and didn't say anything, not even for a reason.

Desperate again, I rushed into your house with three bottles of gasoline and sprinkled it in the house, and I died with you.

It's a terrible dream, but the moment of liberation in the dream my heart is calm......

I can't remember how many nights I've dreamed of you in a row, I'm so tired, the pain in my heart keeps touching my nerves, I just keep torturing myself.

What a humble love, I will never be as liberated as I was in a dream.

I miss you so much.

You've taken all the photos of us, and all that's left is a few left. I looked at our photo and felt so sad in my heart. I miss you so much, I want to go back to the past. But I know that everything is impossible, and every day I can only quietly look at the photos, listen to the songs you once sang, and be sentimental. I really miss you! I torture myself all the time every day, and this longing tears my heart and makes me unforgettable. Can't extricate yourself.

Love should be beautiful, accompany each other for a lifetime, and grow old together, but we who once loved each other have become strangers, and even the simplest words of care and greetings have become extravagant hopes.

The years have destroyed you and me, and the love you once had for me has been eroded. I really want to love you again, but I don't have a chance, you are my life, really, the person of my dreams, really.

But no matter what I do, I won't let you look back at me, I miss you so much. A few years later, I don't know if you will inadvertently think of me who used to be by your side.

You ruthlessly erased all our memories, just like you forgot the love we once had.

I don't know if I fell in love with a cruel woman, or if the two of us weren't supposed to reunite in the first place, but it all turned out to be meaningless.

This love, how can I forget, I can't forget it at all, I know.

I think about ten years later, we are all old, we are all past the age of falling in love, I don't know if I am still as infatuated with you as I am now, loneliness is terrible, but missing can't deceive people.

I miss you so much! At this moment, I had to lock myself up secretly and cry. I can't let my family see me crying anymore, they will be heartbroken. I had to cry quietly by myself. I'm so helpless, I wish you could be next to me, holding my hand tightly as before, and letting me hold you tightly.

Why am I so infatuated, I can't forget you at all.

It's another night, and the dream of you has long lost your original enthusiasm, just cold to me. It's so uncomfortable, I hurt, maybe it was a mistake for me to fall in love with you.

But this love has been abandoned by you forever, and I am destined to torture myself for the rest of my life.

There isn't so much right and wrong in this world, there's not so much worth not worth it, and I understand now. But what exactly are we chasing every day? I don't understand.

Life is short, I thought I was strong, but you became a hurdle that I could never overcome.

I restrain myself from sending you messages every day, but this has become my only way to vent, I really love and love you, but you never know, I miss you so much, I miss you so much. But nothing became possible, and I was destined to suffer for the rest of my life.

Today is Valentine's Day on February 14, and I really want to call you and ask if you are going out on a date, I am afraid that you will be troubled by the ties of the child. But I couldn't, because I slapped myself hard and warned myself once again not to disturb your life, and to wait quietly.

I really want to tell you that if the child affects you, I can pick it up and I'll send you there after your date.

But your heart will never understand.

Silently wishing you a happy Valentine's Day, even if that person is no longer me. I want you to be happy.

I'm no longer entangled in the current you, I have chosen a choice that allows you and your family not to worry.

In fact, I know that you will not understand my good intentions at all, because now you are no longer willing to remember the bits and pieces of our past, and that love has been completely abandoned by you ruthlessly.

I wanted to keep going, but such a choice would cause indelible damage to both of our families, and even if the two of us came together anew, it would not last long, and I knew the cost of doing so.

So I chose to let you go for the time being, and I will wait quietly. I won't be there until the moment you've experienced despair. Without any worries, I hugged you tightly in my arms.

Now that you've been blinded, then I can only wait, a year, two years, three years, I will keep waiting. Even if I have exhausted my life, I will still wait, even if I am just stupidly waiting and there will be no results, but I am still willing.

When you are old, not young, when you are willing to think back to when we were there, I will appear. Before this, in order not to let you be hurt, I could only follow you and let you go, taking an unknown path.

If one day you go through pain, I don't know for sure whether I will show up, but I know that I will always be with you, by your side, silently watching you do well, silently guarding behind you.

I don't know how long I'll be alone with this loneliness and torture, but I can actually feel a little relieved in my heart, even if you are not by my side now, maybe not in the future. But I have two people who I am willing to spend my life protecting, and that person is you and your children.

I can't do anything but wait, I owe you, I've paid it off, but how will you pay me back in a few years. I don't know, and I don't dare to know. I just hope you can have a good life.