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It is often said that if you can meet someone in your life who is willing to give your life for yourself, that person must be an old person in your previous life, and the meeting in the next life is for an agreement that originates from your previous life.

In the spring of 2011, the boy in the story asked someone to look for a long time and found a white puppy, the boy took out all his savings and used 2,000 yuan to buy a snow-white puppy for the girl.

At that time, the boy didn't eat or drink for a month, which is the money, and the boy lied stupidly in order not to worry the girl, saying that it only cost 500 yuan, in fact, the girl didn't know, the boy was penniless at that time, and he didn't even have the money to go home.

The girl, who had told the boy that she had a yellow-colored Hiromi in her own childhood, had been with her for a long, long time, and that autumn boy took the puppy in his arms and gave it to the girl, and one day a month later, the girl cried and cried and hugged the boy into the boy's arms, saying that Xiaomei was dead, and the girl named the puppy Xiaomei.

The moment he embraced him, the boy really wanted to protect this girl and give this girl a future for the first time.

Guys, I'm the boy in the book, and I'll tell you a little bit about what happened next.

After a year of love, the girl and the boy accepted the blessing of everyone, walked together, the married life was very beautiful at the beginning, the two people were together very beautiful, the result of eight years, the first five years are very much in love, there is a girl, both people are very fond of this little life, with the child slowly growing up, the boy because of the business has been sharp, but because of a wrong decision to ruin their business for many years. The boy was in the doldrums for a long time, the girl gradually became estranged from the boy, and the boy didn't dare to say anything out of his own inferiority, but just silently endured everything that should have been endured.

Gradually, the boy became degenerate, became sluggish, the boy looked at the girl's locked door, and gradually stopped bothering the girl, so time passed quickly, the contradiction between the two people became deeper and deeper, and this contradiction that was not vented was accompanied by a silent gradually unable to explain, unable to communicate.

In 2019, boys and girls are still in a cold war, boys always deliberately change themselves, to learn, to change, to please girls, but girls have quietly had a new love, the girl deceived the boy for a year, deceived the boy to write his name on the divorce agreement, and turned his head The girl embarked on the road to a new love, what an ironic love. The boy once had low self-esteem and thought that he was not good enough, and wanted to try his best to please the girl, but the girl never dared to admit the mistakes he had made, the boy was heartbroken and deeply hurt, and the boy once thought about revenge, but the boy did not do that. Because the boy has always loved this girl deeply in his heart, even if the girl betrayed him, the boy still wanted to keep it, but time has passed.

On January 31, 2020, a phone call on the night made the boy understand that the reason for the separation was not that he didn't work hard enough, but that the third party hidden in the shadows. This is also the reason why the girl is really ruthless.

Life is like a play, drama is like life, the boy once felt that love was extravagant, and he always dared not hope for it, he just wanted to live his ordinary life, and there was someone who was willing to accompany him.

But the simpler the wish, the more difficult it is to achieve, this book boy originally wanted to completely re-rely on words to make that inseparable love live again.

But on January 31, 2020, this night, a phone call made the boy completely let go.

This boy has cried, made trouble, gone crazy, and struggled, worked hard, and endured for this girl to give her a good life.

But no matter how you fight for it, the girl still never looks back at the boy, even if it is a glance, the boy puts down his self-esteem, puts down his body, prays for mercy to the girl, and even puts down his dignity to the girl's new love. The boy just wants the girl back, no matter what the girl does, the boy is willing to accept it, and is willing to make up for the two years of love after the disappointment to the girl.

However, if you don't love it, you don't love it, the boy's worry may just be the boy's idea, but the boy is afraid, if the day it comes true in the future, what should the girl do, will the boy give her a home because of the self-blame he once had, the boy hesitated, the hesitation is not that the boy no longer loves her, the hesitation is not whether he will give her a home, what really makes the boy hesitate is that one day in the future, the appearance of the girl, so that the boy can abandon everything he has, and give his love to the girl who hurt her the most again, whether he can ignore the world's eyes and let the girl integrate, this is what the boy hesitates, and the only thing he worries about this girl。

I hope this day will never come, the boy once proposed to the girl to separate because he felt that he could not make the girl happy at the moment, and wanted to let the girl go and let the girl go.

But the girl thought that the boy didn't love her anymore, and in the end the girl forced the boy to separate.

The boy was deeply hurt because of the girl's departure, but the boy clearly knew that he was not qualified to keep it at this moment.

The boy is determined to change himself, no matter the cost, to win back the girl. But when the boy changed, the girl had already embarked on a path of no return.

The boy let go of the prejudices in his heart and let go of everything, and the boy still made a retention, again and again. But the girl still didn't look back, but hurt the boy even more.

On the evening of January 31, 2020, the voice of the new love on the phone made the boy completely desperate, and the boy no longer kept it, but because of the relationship he once had, the boy hoped that the girl could live well in the future. Can be happy.

The moment the phone was deducted, the boy did not cry, but the pain in his heart was known only to the boy himself. Maybe one day in the future the storm that should have come will continue, but not now, this rain will come sooner or later, this is the blood of the boy. The home address, phone number, name, photo, the boy has already figured it out, and put it in the box, locked it, buried deep in the ground, and the boy doesn't know if he will take out this grudge one day in the future, maybe not, maybe the boy will not hesitate to take it out and take it all in his own hands, who can say for sure.

It's all over, endless entanglements, mutual torment, it's all over, and the boy will never look back.

I wish the girl that she has really found the right person and found someone who loves her who is willing to give everything like a boy.

If this girl is deceived by a new love in the future, will the boy make them/them worse when they should have paid the price, involving the rest of their lives. Everything is unknown, but it seems to be full of certainty.

At this point, it's almost over, only this heartfelt blessing, which pays tribute to the persistent love in the boy's heart. Forever engraved in the boy's heart. Forever buried deep in my heart.

For those of you who read this book, please cherish the person around you who truly loves you, even if they are not as perfect as you imagined, but in fact, as long as both parties simply talk, they are willing to change each other. Don't let yourself be like me, hide a regret in your heart forever, even if you can turn back, don't let it happen, because it's too late, too late.

A tear wet my hands, this night, this last stay, will be buried in my heart forever. Just buried in the heart, there will be no other.

Goodbye, that girl I used to be, may you be well.

Wishing you happiness!

Eight years have passed, and we have not cherished this sincere love!

Goodbye! the girl I love!

I still love you deeply!

I'm not willing to let you get hurt in the slightest.

Goodbye! Eternal Youth!

Live your life!

Writing this, the boy looked at the medicine on the table, looked at the daughter beside him, and smiled. Because of an unforgettable love, the boy suffered from heart disease, and he needed medicine every day to relieve his breathing and make his breathing easier.

May we have no regrets for the rest of our lives, in fact, this boy has an evil voice in his heart, he hopes that the girl will be deceived and deceive, and when the girl is desperate, the boy will not hesitate to rush over and take the girl into his arms to protect him, maybe only in this way can the girl look at the boy, maybe it still won't. What an inferiority complex, what a pitiful helplessness, that's right, this is the boy, because he loves her and forgets himself. Because of love she is willing to give everything, because of love she will always be cruel only to herself, because love wants her to be good, because love she tortures herself. This is boys, humble love.

May the girl be well in life and cry again!

(Girls, like sunflowers, like to laugh, like to sing, like to go shopping, like to eat good food.) Likes to take selfies, likes to look in the mirror)

(Girls, hate cheating, hate taking pills, hate laziness, hate being misunderstood,)

(Girls, they will cry when they are wronged, they are not very courageous, they like to rely on them when they encounter problems, they will be coquettish and cute, and they will burst into foul language,)

In fact, the two of us love each other very much, maybe because there are too many reasons, and there are too many ways to turn back, so that we miss each other.

It doesn't matter, I'm waiting for the day when you look back at me, one year is not enough for ten years, ten years is not enough for a lifetime, even if you are old and yellow, I will still wait. Maybe we are old, and I close my eyes and die alone, which means that you are happy! I will silently spend the rest of my life as the one who waits. Because you are the person I recognize, for the rest of your life.