After that night, sure enough, I was sick, but the illness was worth it, and the illness was happy.

On January 18, 2011, I was sick from the cold because I played my cards unreasonably that night.

I took a week's leave to stay at home to recuperate, and that day, I was still sleeping under the covers.

Suddenly, two people appeared in front of me and stood in front of my face and called me.

At that time, I was really stunned for a moment, it was not someone else, it was you and your best friend Ma Qian.

At that time, I was actually very, very embarrassed, and my ugliness in the bed was exposed to you like this, and I was afraid that something would make you feel uncomfortable, disgusted and alienate me.

You stood at the head of my bed, smirked and said to me, "I'm not happy, I'm uncomfortable." The teasing flavor in this sentence feels warm when I think back now.

I looked at your silly smiling face, and I was so happy, happy that you would suddenly appear in my house, worried that my body would come to see me.

And because I was embarrassed, I deliberately dragged your best friend, haha I laughed again when I wrote here, that sweetness made me feel very warm again, it's good to have you!

My mom came back not long after, and you were embarrassed to explain that you came to see me, and mom was happy to greet you.

It's been a long time since I've seen my mom so happy, and she's smiling so happily.

You sat at the head of my bed, and bought me medicine, cold cure, and let me drink medicine, but I played as a scoundrel, held your hand tightly, and looked at you and smiled.

Your best friend saw that I was so good, and joked: "Don't show affection between the two of you." ”

I laughed, you laughed, I motioned for you to go out, but you stood still stupidly, not understanding what I meant...... I wanted to get out of bed because I was only wearing my underwear......

When I got up, I sat on the couch, you stood in front of me, bringing me water, and your girlfriend sat next to me, watching you nervous and teasing you.

I also kept giggling, because I was happy, because of your concern, because of your appearance, I thought it was good to have you that day, and I changed from love to love in that moment!

You are so beautiful in front of me, so mesmerized, so obsessed with me.

Your every move is deeply engraved in my mind, every expression, every movement, and few words.

"We're leaving, there's something else to do. "You said goodbye to me, and I played the scoundrel again, holding your hand, reluctant to let go, until my mother came over, and you broke free of my hand, because of shyness.

"Auntie, I'll go first, we still have something to do. "You say goodbye to my mother.

We sent you to the door, and you smiled and said to me, "Go back and lie down,"

A simple goodbye, it's good to have you. I've been drawn to you. Fell in love with you.

Then we were all in contact by phone, and slowly we talked more and more on the topic, and we talked for more and more time.

Later, after we recovered, we were together almost every day, for a whole month, and we were dating almost every day. All kinds of restaurants, all kinds of topics. This month, our relationship has developed rapidly, and it seems that you and I feel that each other is the other half.

On the night of Valentine's Day, I went to the flower shop in the afternoon to buy 11 roses, which was the only and last time I bought flowers in my life. I still remember the eyes I attracted when I walked down the street with flowers in my hand, I didn't feel embarrassed at that time, but happy, I enjoyed the moment with a pair of lively eyes, because this bouquet of flowers was for you!

I called you and made an appointment, but because of my work, you waited for me at home, and I always seemed to be late.

In fact, you don't know the reason for being late, I'm making extra money, so I don't have to be too shabby when I'm with you.

At 6 o'clock in the evening, I arrived at the community, called you, you went downstairs and walked out, and I went out again.

I held the flowers I had sent for the first time in my life and delivered them to your arms, along with a box of chocolates. This bouquet is also the last bouquet of flowers in my life, and I don't think I'll ever walk into a florist again in my life unless you want to.

I said, "Let's go for a walk."

You smiled and said, "It's inconvenient to hold things, you wait for me, I'll put them at home." ”

So you ran back to your house.

When you come down again, your hands are empty. Even the chocolate I wanted to try is gone.

We came to the City God Temple, and after a turn, there was nothing but more people.

So I proposed to go to the movies, and we walked like this to the Luzhou Theater.

We kept our hands together along the way, and at that moment you seemed to recognize me.

When we entered the theater, the film in the hall had already begun, so I said to you:

"Let's go upstairs and see the box"

Following in my footsteps, we picked out a random video tape and walked into the box.

That day, I don't know where I got the guts, I kissed you, and you didn't refuse.

I saw that you looked at me in some surprise and didn't say anything, so I kissed you again.

Then came the normal route, and that day you accepted me in that box.

We hugged each other and kissed each other.

I used to jokingly tell you on dates for days afterward.

"Let's go, go to Luzhou Theater......"

You're always chasing me in anger and calling me a scoundrel. You're so beautiful. I think it's so beautiful when I scold me.

Now I want to hear you scold me and beat me again, but I don't know when you don't want to pay attention to me.

If life can come from here, I really want to make us know each other again, let us start over, and love again.

In fact, I know that even if we can't go back to the past, we can still do it, and all I'm waiting for is something you haven't said to me.

A simple willingness, I will do my best to let you have a different good memory from time to time.

I love you so much!

Maybe it's too late, in fact, who can say clearly, I don't dare, I just don't dare. If I dare, I know the end, but I haven't dared to, and I still hesitate at this moment of writing. Because I've been waiting for that unspoken word, maybe one day, after I am relieved, I will hear it.

But I knew that we must not have been young anymore!

Love is not a bondage, it is not taking, but everything I do now, it is because I really love you!

At this moment, a beautiful picture comes to my mind, I went to the place where you worked, holding a rose in my hand, and confessed to you again in front of everyone! But I know that you are deliberately avoiding memories that you don't want to pick up.

In fact, whether it has changed or not, I am willing to be with you for the rest of my life, no matter how long this life lasts, I am willing to spend my life to protect you.

The cruelty of reality makes us let go of the hands that we once held tightly, even if you are not what you are now, you are old. Whatever you've been through, I'll say to you, I do! I mind but I do!