Ying Ying was still shaking her head sadly after finishing speaking, and I was already in tears. Yingying's words were like needles piercing my heart, making me so painful that I couldn't breathe.

"So, what about Feifei? Where is she now? Did He Yiyang find them after he went to the United States?"

I know that Feifei is He Yiyang's life, but now he can't bring Feifei back from the United States.

This is his pain and a thorn in my heart, but I have to face it, I want to know where Feifei has gone, and what Qu Lingna wants to do.

Ying Ying glanced up at me and said, "We also dared to ask He Yiyang about Feifei's situation after his mood stabilized a little, but he didn't say much.

I only know that after Feifei was taken away by Qu Lingna, he flew back to the United States on the plane that night, and then He Yiyang followed him to Shanghai for a transfer to the United States.

But whether he found Feifei or not, I didn't tell us. Because he was very excited when he mentioned Feifei, Caiqi and I didn't dare to ask any more. ”

After listening to Feifei say so much, my self-blame became more and more, I really hated myself, and I was still stubbornly misunderstanding him when he needed me the most.

In fact, I can't say it, I can also imagine him alone, he can't speak and can't see his eyes, he can only immerse himself in his own painful world, and it makes people feel sad to think about it.

From now on, I will not leave him alone, and I will never leave him again, no matter what becomes of him in the future, I will stay by his side.

When I came back from Yingying's house, I found that he hadn't moved at all for the breakfast I bought for He Yiyang. But it doesn't matter, I know that he will definitely not accept my concern for a while, but I will not give up, I will keep watch over him until he is willing to open the door.

He has always done a lot of things for me silently, and this time it was time for me to do something for him.

At noon, I bought lunch again, knocked on his door, and said to him, "Yiyang, I bought lunch, I know you don't want to see me." I'll leave the food at the door for you, you must eat it. I haven't been home since last night, so I'll go home first and change my clothes, and I'll be back with you later. ”

I don't say this to invite merit, but I hope that He Yiyang will be soft-hearted and let me in, and give me a chance to talk to him.

I went home and washed my face, worried that He Yiyang would still refuse to open the door for me at night, so I deliberately took a long-sleeved shirt and put on long pants, ready to "fight" with him to the end.

About an hour later, I came to the door of He Yiyang's house again, but the dishes on the ground still did not move.

So I sat down on the steps in front of his house, leaned my head on the door frame and talked to He Yiyang inside: "Yiyang, I'm back again, but why haven't you eaten yet." I know you're willing to accept my concern, and you don't want me to come to you, but I just want to tell you that I won't leave you again, no matter what you do to me, don't want me to leave you behind. ”

I wanted to believe that He Yiyang must be able to hear and listen to me, so I just sat there and said it to myself. However, it may be because I haven't slept much all night, and I feel like I can't open my eyes as I sit there.

"Yiyang, I'm a little sleepy, let's sleep here for a while, it's still early, you can sleep for a while." After I said that, I leaned against the wall and fell asleep.

By the time I woke up again, it had been an hour. My first instinct was to check if the bag I had placed on the door had been moved, to see if He Yiyang had opened the door.

But it still disappointed me, He Yiyang really let me sit and sleep here, and didn't open the door to come out to see me. But I just don't believe he doesn't care about me at all, so I'm going to gamble to the end, and I'm going to see how long he can endure.

In the evening, I didn't go shopping again, but went home and made him soup and vegetables, and left them at the door as usual, only this time, I didn't avoid it again, but sat directly at the door.

"Yiyang, I went home and cooked dinner for you, can you come out and take it in and eat something? In the afternoon, I went to the supermarket to buy chicken, stewed chicken soup for you, and fried a home-cooked tofu. You taught me this chicken soup, can you taste how I do it?"

I talked inside for a long time, but the door still didn't open, and I didn't hear any movement inside. I had to sit there with the thermos and wait.

However, He Yiyang still didn't open the door for me until ten o'clock at night. In fact, from morning to night, I didn't eat a bite, and at this moment I have already put my chest against my back.

I touched my stomach and leaned against the wall, changing my strategy and screaming miserably to He Yiyang.

"Yiyang, I brought you three meals today, and you ignored me. But you don't know, you haven't moved for three meals, and I haven't eaten for three meals. I've been worried about you all day, don't you feel sorry for me?

I haven't slept much since last night, and I'm going to die of sleepiness now, and if you don't open the door, I'll still be sleeping in front of your house." ”

I was really sleepy, too, so I literally leaned against the door and slept. But after I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that He Yiyang was still ruthless and didn't come out to see me.

It was very windy at night at the top of the staircase, and even in the summer, it was still very cold. I can't let myself get sick, He Yiyang still needs me to take care of him, and I don't want him to worry about me anymore, so in the end I had no choice but to go back to the car to warm up.

I had to go to work the next day, and after I bought food for He Yiyang in the morning and put it at the door, I happened to meet the neighbor who came to work, so I gave the eldest brother some money to help take care of He Yiyang when I was not there during the day.

As for me, while going to work, I delivered meals and talked to He Yiyang in the morning, noon and evening, and I persisted like this for a week. But He Yiyang never showed up in front of me.

I could only learn from my neighbors that he would go out every morning and afternoon, but he didn't go far, so he groped his way back and forth in the cultural park, and on a few occasions he got lost, and it was the neighbor's eldest brother who helped him find his way home.

I think He Yiyang should want to be familiar with the nearby roads and slowly adapt to his current state. But I'm very worried about him like this, what if the neighbor's big brother doesn't pay attention one day and he gets lost?

Finally, it was the weekend again, and I was waiting for him at the door without leaving the door. I hope to take the opportunity to take a look at him, but He Yiyang should have known that I was outside, so he didn't come out again all day.

In the evening, when I was coming back from shopping, I was about to knock on the door to tell He Yiyang inside, but I suddenly heard a "bang" inside, as if the pot with the lid fell to the ground, and then I heard the sound of the dishes and chopsticks falling to the ground.

My heart panched, and I hurriedly slapped the door hard: "Yiyang, Yiyang, what's wrong with you? What happened? Are you hurt?"

Hearing that there was no response from inside, I became even more anxious, and my heart began to think crankily.

"He Yiyang, did you hear me? When you hear it, hurry up and open the door, okay? I'm really worried about you. Don't scare me, okay? ”

My shouts were already crying, but He Yiyang still didn't open the door. In the end, I had no choice, so I called Yingying in a hurry and called the two of them over.

After I told the two of them what had just happened, Lao Qi directly proposed: "It's really not good, I'll call the locksmith now, and ask the locksmith to come and open the door." ”

"Okay, then you hurry up. "I immediately urged Lao Qi.

Lao Qi immediately took out the phone and started dialing, and at this moment, the door suddenly opened.

I was the first to turn around and quickly pull the door open. I saw He Yiyang standing in front of us with an expressionless face, looking intact up and down, I couldn't help but rush up and hugged him tightly, and the tight tears in my eyes all poured out in an instant.

"He Yiyang, why are you only opening the door now? Do you know that I was almost scared to death by you. By the way, what just happened? Are you hurt?"

I was still not completely reassured, so I immediately got up and checked him up and down to see if he was injured. When I was about to take his arm and prepare to check his hand, He Yiyang suddenly shook my hand to the side.

Then he immediately became agitated and signed to me, "I don't need your pretense of concern." I said I didn't want to see you again, why do you come here every day to bother me? And it's enough for you to bother me, and you want the man opposite to bother me together. Do you know that the more you do this, the more annoying I amuse? Excuse me, if you don't go home every day, squatting at the door of a man's house and begging people to eat the food you sent, you will be embarrassed. ”

I thought he would say something nasty to me, but I didn't expect to say that about me, even though I was mentally prepared, but my heart was still like a knife cut. Tears of grievance involuntarily burst out of my eyes.

"Lao He, are you a little too much. How can you say that about Xia Jing?" Lao Qi couldn't stand it anymore and spoke for me.

Unexpectedly, He Yiyang didn't give Lao Qi any face, so he immediately turned angry at Lao Qi: "Boss, you don't have to be a good person here." I remember that I told you a long time ago that you were not allowed to talk to her about me, but why did you tell her anyway?

Do you think I'm pitiful? I tell you that I'm fine now, and I don't need your sympathy, much less your charity. I'm just blind, I still have hands and feet, my ears are not deaf, I can take care of myself.

So please collect your sympathy, that thing is not suitable for me. Also, boss, boss, I said that if you dare to tell her about me, then I will move out immediately.

Now I will do what I say, you can deduct the rent of this house for three months from the commission I painted, and from tomorrow I will go out to find a house and move out as soon as possible. ”

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Quietly, Lao Qi, please forgive me for being unscrupulous, I really don't want to bother you.