She had an accident in the apartment, and instead of calling me, she called Lis, and when I arrived, she was already in the emergency room, and she was in a critical condition, and if it was a little later, she might have to go before me.

When I heard the doctor say this, I hated myself to death, blaming me for being useless and not protecting her, so that she almost died at Meng Shuwei's hands.

I rarely hate people in my life, but at that time, I hated Meng Shuwei so much that I even had an urge to settle accounts with her, but I finally endured it.

I stayed by Meng Lu's bedside that night, I was afraid that she would never wake up again, I wanted to see her bright smile, she smiled so sunny and warm.

Her body was very weak, and I did not want to leave her for a moment, for fear that someone would take advantage of this time to give her a fatal blow again, so that I could live the rest of my life with remorse.

Because there were also people on the bed next to me, I didn't dare to say anything to Meng Lu, I just grabbed her hand tightly with one hand, and gently stroked her pale face with the other hand.

"Meng Lu, I love you, but I can't let you know. I silently said to her in my heart, "I don't blame you for not loving me, because love is to give and not take." ”

I smiled to myself, "I'm even glad you don't love me, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to stay by your side as my best friend and protect you quietly, I could only leave gloomily, because I couldn't bear to make you sad." ”

The midnight ward was unusually quiet, and I watched her stupidly until there was a little light outside the window, and then I lay on the edge of the bed and slept for a while, I was really tired.

Staying up late is not a good thing for a normal person, and a dying person like me can't stand such a toss, if I don't take a break, I may not wait for Meng Lu to wake up and I have already collapsed.

Although I was very tired, my sleep was still very light, and after sleeping for a while, I heard Qingya's voice, she came to work earlier than usual, and I was woken up by her voice.

Her face was very bad, gloomy and terrible, I knew that she was just worried about me, but Meng Lu didn't know, I was afraid that she would misunderstand Qingya, so I hurriedly pulled Qingya out to talk.

Because I didn't sleep all night, my spirit was very bad, my head hurt and dizzy, I went to Qingya's office to rest for a while, Zhenting called, he accompanied Li Sisi to see Meng Lu, and talked to me about something by the way.

Qingya didn't allow me to go, her face was as black as Bao Gong, I smiled heartlessly and said that I was fine, regardless of her anger, Gu Zi went out of her office and went to discuss the company's affairs with Zhenting.

Later, I went to see Meng Lu again, and she told me that she followed Meng Shuwei and unexpectedly found a man, and then we made a bold guess that that man was Meng Shuwei's real boyfriend.

I suddenly felt that Meng Shuwei was very pitiful, and her biggest mistake may be that she loved the wrong person, so the hatred I had for her slowly disappeared.

Meng Lu stayed in the hospital for a few days, originally wanting to send her back when she was discharged, but before that day, my illness flared up again, and I couldn't drive, let alone see her.

I was in the same hospital as her, and when Qingya told me that she was leaving, there was no one to pick her up, and she was going back alone, so I immediately pulled out the IV tube and went to her ward.

When I arrived at the ward, she was gone, and I caught up with her, but I could only follow her from a distance, watching her walk through the inpatient department alone and stop the car outside.

"She has nothing left but me, and I should send her back. I leaned against the wall, watching her lonely back as she left, and my heart ached and panicked.

Qingya has been following me, and said angrily when she heard the words, "I knew why did I have to do it today? If you can listen to me and rest well on the night she came to the hospital, then how can you get sick? This is called not listening to the doctor, and suffering in front of you!"

"I know, but she was like that at the time, how can I rest assured. I looked at Qingya helplessly and begged, "If you don't wait for work, you can go and see her, and by the way, help me buy some nutritional products to replenish her body." ”

"You!" Qingya frowned, and the black lines on her face burst out, "Can't you give me a pause?" she just had a miscarriage, and now she's fine, what are you worried about?"

"Don't be angry, if something happens to Ling Xi, can you rest assured?" I am not cursing Ling Xi, I just want her to empathize and understand my feelings.

Qingya glared at me angrily, "I'm your sister, it's not enough to pretend to be your fiancée for you, and you actually want me to go to see her on your behalf, will you be too careful?"

I was stunned for a moment, only then did I realize that I really asked too much of her! I quickly apologized to her, "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish, I won't trouble you like this in the future." ”

Let's wait for the evening to see the situation, maybe I will recover by then, I can go to see Meng Lu by myself and buy her something, now that she lives alone, I really can't rest assured.

Qingya was silent, slowly and leisurely went back to the ward with me, and after a long time she spoke, "Forget it, whoever made you my dearest cousin, then I will make it difficult for me, go and see her after work." ”

"Thank you. "She finally said yes.

Qingya is like this, outsiders seem to be lonely and arrogant, but in fact, they are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, the night Meng Lu had an accident, she was actually very anxious, and called several times to ask about the situation.

It's strange to say, after Qing Yadai went to meet Meng Lu, she rarely took the initiative to contact me again, and I learned about the latest developments in her divorce from Lu Pengfei, and she didn't tell me anything at all.

Qingya has always played the role of my fiancée at this time, which I asked Meng Lu to do after knowing that she was going to divorce, the purpose was not to give Meng Lu any chance to fall in love with me.

This may be my own passion, but at this time I became her lifesaver, and I was really afraid that she would have strange feelings because she was grateful to me.

I'd rather be narcissistic than let this happen to us, and then I might not be able to hold on and let her know my heart, and that's something that neither I nor Qingya want to see.

She didn't want to see it because she didn't like Meng Lu all the time, she felt that Meng Lu was a troublemaker, always causing me trouble, which would prompt the constant use of her brain, she wished I could be like a baby and don't think about anything every day, just read books and play the piano or something.

Thinking that I had asked her to see Meng Lu once before, I secretly guessed that she must have said something to Meng Lu, and when I asked, it was true, she used her fiancée to warn Meng Lu.

She is actually helping me, but I still feel sorry for Meng Lu, Qingya treats her as a third party, which undoubtedly touches her deep wound, I regret it, I shouldn't have asked Qingya to see her that time.

But I can't blame Meng Lu, no matter what she does, it's for my good, and even willing to be a nasty bad person, she made such a big sacrifice, how can I still say the words of blame?

Maybe it was because the weather was not very good in winter, and my health was getting worse and worse, and I was looking forward to the trial, but before that day, my illness flared up again.

Qingya lives opposite me, she has already got a backup of my house key, she will come over with Ling Xi to have dinner after work, she will call me before going to bed, and she will come over immediately after calling a few times that night and no one answered.

When I came in, I was found fainting in the bathroom, and she hurriedly sent me to the hospital with Ling Xi, and then never let me leave casually, because this time the illness was much more serious than before.

I asked her seriously, "Qingya, tell me honestly, how many days do I have left?" I knew very well about my body, and the more frequent attacks in the past few months had undoubtedly become an omen.

Qingya stared at me with raised eyebrows, "As long as you want to live, there are still many days, if you don't want to live, then you can die at any time." ”

"Are you trying to remind me that it's better not to go to the trial?"

"It's good to know!" Qingya fiddled with the hanging bottle casually, and then sat down on the edge of the bed, "You're not a lawyer, and you can't help much, if you're just to accompany you, I don't think it's necessary at all." ”

"But I want to see her win this lawsuit and see for yourself the moment when she is truly liberated. "I seem to be a little headstrong.

"Then can you guarantee that you won't fall in front of her?" Qingya's eyes turned red, "With your current physical condition, you can't last such a long time in a court session." ”

I sighed to myself, in fact, I have been asleep more than awake in the past two days, Qingya is my doctor, but also my sister, she has no reason to lie to me.

Seeing that I was still a little hesitant, Qingya added, "If you want to be discovered by her that she has been hiding the secret for so many years, then go boldly, I promise not only will not stop you, but even take the initiative to drive you over, do you want to go?"

How could I bear to let Meng Lu know my secret? I've been hiding it for so long, wouldn't it be a waste of my work to let her know now?

While Li Sisi and the others accompanied Meng Lu to the court hearing, I was lying alone in a hospital room full of disinfectants, enduring the pain and worrying about the outcome on their side.

I had a dream, I dreamed that Meng Lu lost the lawsuit, although she divorced Zhou Mingchuan, she lost nothing, she couldn't stand the blow, curled up in a corner and cried loudly, there was no one around her, she looked so pitiful.

It was a terrible nightmare for me, I was awakened, thinking of Meng Lu who was crying helplessly in the dream, I immediately pulled off the needle, changed my clothes and walked out of the ward.

No matter what the outcome will be, I must go to see her, and at this most important moment, I should be by her side and face it with her, instead of leaving her alone and lying in the hospital by myself.

In the corridor, I unfortunately ran into Qingya who was coming this way, and she roared, "What are you going to do?"

I didn't hide anything, I didn't even stop, and I replied as I walked, "I still can't rest assured, I have to go see her in person." ”

Qingya grabbed my arm, "Then what do you want to say when you see her? Why didn't you go to the court, and now that it's almost over, you hurried over, what did you do before?"

I broke Qingya's hand, "I'll figure out the reason on the way, you don't have to worry." ”

"Then I'll send you there, if you die today, at least someone will die for you!" Qingya followed, and drove me out of the hospital without even asking for leave.

She is deliberately stimulating me, how can I die so soon? I obviously feel a lot better today, this girl is always so knife-mouthed, and only Ling Xi understands her, otherwise with her temper, who would dare to ask for someone who doesn't know her well enough?

I can't worry about Meng Lu, and she can't worry about me, in the end, it's all my fault, it's my selfish love that caused trouble, but fortunately, she doesn't care.

On the way, Qingya took the initiative to give me a reason, saying that there was something I had to deal with at her family, so I couldn't go to the hearing, this reason directly showed that for me, she was more important than Meng Lu, and she could make Meng Lu retreat.

Every time she gives me the reasons she thinks of, what she does for me, is according to my wishes, not giving Meng Lu a chance to fall in love with me, which looks very ruthless, but it is my goal all along.

I must not let Meng Lu fall in love with me, and when she finds Ruyi Langjun, I can complete my merits, retreat with my whole body, and completely disappear from her life.

When I was about to arrive at the court, I received a call from Lu Pengfei, who did not mention anything about the lawsuit, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said that I would invite him to dinner, so I knew that he had won the lawsuit.

I smiled and said that I would treat him well, but not today, and the dinner must be saved for later.

He was originally joking with me, so naturally he didn't say anything, and hung up the phone after reporting the good news, saying that he had to rush back to the law office to deal with other cases.

When I saw Meng Lu, her father was raising his slap and wanted to hit her, but she seemed to be stupid and stood still, so I hurriedly went over and pulled her away.

By Meng Lu's side, in addition to her parents, there are two young men, one is her ex-husband Zhou Mingchuan, and the other is named Li Muchi, who is Zhou Mingchuan's college classmate.

After knowing that Meng Lu was going to divorce Zhou Mingchuan, I began to pay attention to the man next to Meng Lu, and was ready to match a new marriage for her.

I have seen this Li Muchi a few times before, although he is Zhou Mingchuan's classmate, he is very good to Meng Lu, and seems to have a little bit of that meaning to her, today is a working day, and he even deliberately asked for leave to listen to the trial, which shows that he does have a heart for Meng Lu.

I have quietly investigated before, his character is not bad, and his work is good, if he is really interested in Meng Lu, I will definitely match them.

I really hope that before I die, I can watch Meng Lu enter the palace of marriage again and find the real person in my life, so that I will die blindly.

After making sure that Meng Lu was okay, I left with Qingya, and I fainted shortly after getting into the car, so I am very grateful to Qingya, if she hadn't stopped me from coming to the trial, then I would probably have been exposed today.

It's too difficult to live a secret life, especially when I'm with this person who wants to hide the secret, it's even more difficult, and between me and Meng Lu, it ended up like this.

After she divorced, she asked Li Muchi to help her sell the house cheaply, and then gave me and Zhenting basically all the property she got from the divorce to solve the company's financial problems, everything was as I guessed before.

It just so happened that she had already quit her job, and I thought that she was doing foreign trade before, so I discussed with Zhenting to expand foreign trade, and was ready to let Meng Lu come over to help, as for the money she gave us, whether it was borrowed or invested, it depended on the company's benefits.

If the company is saved, then I must count her money as an investment and give her the corresponding shares, if the company eventually goes bankrupt, then I will pay her back at that time, in short, I must not let her suffer.

In this way, we started working in the same office and lived a life of looking up and not looking down, so if anything happened to my body, I couldn't go to the company, so as not to be seen by her.

I love being with her like this, it feels a bit like life in high school, but it's much more liberating than that, at least we can talk and do whatever we want, and never have a teacher staring at us anymore.

She is now living alone, and she is stiff with her relatives again, and no one cares about her at all, so I will do my best to give her warmth, and I hope she can quickly come out of the hurt of love and affection.

However, I can only care about her under the guise of friendship, but friendship seems so insignificant compared to love and family affection, I can't help but feel a little embarrassed, no matter how much I do, I don't feel enough.

She had a good relationship with Li Muchi, and she accompanied him to a class reunion with Zhou Mingchuan, I was very uneasy, so I called her to ask her, but she didn't say anything to tell me, only that she was sleepy and would call me tomorrow.

The next day I woke up and waited for her call, but there was no news until ten o'clock, and I guess she had forgotten about it.

She has been like this since the day I met her, but I don't pay much attention to my business, so I can love her so reassuringly.

For most people, love is the most beautiful, but for people like me, silently loving someone who doesn't love them and doing everything they can for her is the most beautiful.

This may be a big reason why I fell in love with Meng Lu, it sounds a little ridiculous, but it doesn't matter anymore, I want to love her like this until the end of my life.

She didn't call, so I had to call over, only to know that she didn't forget about it, but was sick and hadn't woken up at all, I asked a few words to know that she had a cold and fever, and quickly hung up the phone to buy medicine for her.

When I hurried to the apartment where she lived, there was already a man in the house, who had also come to deliver medicine to her, it was Li Muchi.

I don't know where I offended Meng Lu, she spoke to me in a very angry tone, as if she was very angry with me, and I didn't want to ask her in front of Li Muchi.

Her meaning is obvious, there is no need for me to be here, so I didn't stay for a moment, put down the medicine and fruits I bought and left, please Li Muchi take good care of her.

On the way home, I kept thinking about Meng Lu's recent attitude towards me, she often seemed to deliberately mention Qingya's name when talking to me, I thought maybe Qingya was talking to her again.

After I went home, I looked for Qingya, and after asking, I found out that she really went to find Meng Lu, so that she could use her own money to help me solve the company's financial problems, and she also said some things that were difficult to listen to and hurt.

I, Qingya has been a villain again, and I can't say a word except for being grateful and sorry for her sister, because I don't have this qualification at all.

"Brother, pay attention in the future, she already has feelings for you, if you continue like this, it won't be long before she will fall in love with you completely. Qingya warned me.

"Wouldn't she? Isn't she developing a relationship with Li Muchi now?" I think Qingya is a little too sensitive.

"The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. Qingya glanced at me, "You may not feel it as a party yet, but my fake fiancée has already felt her hostility towards me, think about it yourself." ”

Qingya woke me up and went back to my apartment opposite, I got up and poured myself a glass of water, and then thought carefully about what she had just said.

Meng Lu is not a cautious person, she will not be hostile to people for no reason, she doesn't like Qingya so much, although part of the reason is that Qingya has a bad attitude towards her, but it is not ruled out that she is jealous.

In other words, she may be in love with me, how can that? I must not let her fall in love with me!

Because of Qingya, her attitude towards me in the company is very cold, the two of us are like the most familiar strangers, although I feel a little lost, but isn't this the result I want?

Privately, I mentioned Li Muchi's matter to Li Sisi and asked her opinion, and she also thought that this man was not bad, so we matched them together.

There was an agreement between us before, when Meng Lu finished the lawsuit, we would find a time to go to her house for a meal, and she would cook it herself, to be honest, I have known her for so many years, and I have never eaten her cooking.

We made an appointment for a small party on the night of New Year's Day, and called Li Muchi together, but Meng Lu begged me not to bring Qingya with me, it was her home, and I definitely couldn't refuse her request.

We went out together to buy ingredients and wine, snacks and desserts and other things, a group of three men and two women, Li Sisi and Lu Zhentinglang were concubines, Meng Lu and Li Muchi were also very right, and I became a superfluous person.

I was a little discouraged when I was at the supermarket, but I really wanted to eat a meal cooked by Meng Lu, and I also wanted to cherish this rare opportunity to dine at her house, and deep down, I quietly regarded this as a family dinner.