How many people in this world would be nice to another person for no reason?

At least I'm not willing to pay for Meng Lu for no reason, I also have a purpose, and my purpose is just a ten-year-long unrequited love that only belongs to me.

I love Meng Lu, this is my secret alone, if I can, I am willing to never let her know, I have loved her for ten whole years.

Maybe at the moment I die, I will still say to myself in my heart: "Meng Lu, ten years of loving you is not a long time, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely accompany you to old age." ”

Qingya rubbed her eyes, rubbed the tears into her eyes, and asked unhappily, "What do you love about her, from your descriptions over the years, I don't think she is a perfect woman!"

Shu Menglu is indeed not the best woman I have ever seen, she has many shortcomings, such as laziness, indecision, impulsiveness, etc., but she also has a lot of advantages, she is self-motivated, real and unpretentious, and very kind.

But no one is perfect, I don't have the luxury of finding a perfect woman, love depends on feelings and fate, the right eye can have a beginning, the perfect woman may not be loved by everyone.

"Is Ling Xi a perfect man?" I asked Qingya, she was also a person who met love, and she should know that there is no reason for love.

I don't know what to do, I love deeply, if love is clear, is it still true love?

My love never knew when it began, maybe it was love at first sight and I didn't know it, maybe it was love for a long time and I couldn't extricate myself, maybe it was destined to indulge and I didn't know the way back.

Qingya was silent, and I didn't speak again.

After a while, she said, "Since you love her so much, let's stay with her, even if it's short, but at least it will leave a good memory for each other." ”

I don't care about eternity, I only care about what I once had, that's what she meant, right?

Thinking of Meng Lu's attitude towards me over the years, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "She doesn't love me, how can I be with her?" And since I didn't pursue her ten years ago, now when the oil runs out, how can I let her watch me go to the end of her life, it's too cruel to her." ”

Qingya gritted her teeth, "Then you give up, give her freedom, and free yourself, you have been loving her so hard and not letting her know, you are too hard, I don't want to see you like this." ”

"It's my own choice, don't persuade me. I smiled at her gently, "Now is the most difficult time for her, even if I really want to give up, I can't do it at this time, it's worse, I can't do it!"

"Just do it!" Qingya roared, Huo Ran stood up, strode out, slammed the door shut, and made a loud noise.

She huffed back to the opposite suite, I stared at the door in a daze for a long time, and didn't catch up to comfort her, let Ling Xi do this kind of thing, I already have a weak heart.

I love Meng Lu, but she doesn't love me, I can't give her a lifetime, so I don't pursue her, and I don't let her know my heart.

Even if she asked me in person if I liked her, I could only deny it insincerely, telling her that we were just friends, the kind of good buddies she said.

Sometimes I also feel embarrassed, obviously I really want to see her, listen to her voice, see her bright smile, and tell her in person that I love her, but I am even more afraid that she will fall in love with me and finally watch me die.

Death is not terrible to me at all, what I am afraid of is the pain that this death brings to the people around me, and life and death are the eternal source of sadness in the world.

Because of Meng Lu's divorce, my contact with her has become frequent again, and I can often receive calls or text messages from her, and even see her in person.

I cherish every opportunity to meet her, and I want to imprint her voice and smile deeply in my mind, engraved on my heart that may stop beating at any time.

Rabindranath Tagore once said: The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am standing in front of you, and you do not know that I love you.

I love Meng Lu and don't let her know, it doesn't make me feel that there is a long distance between us, but it makes me feel sad to think of the separation of yin and yang in the future.

I don't know if there was something wrong in any link, Meng Lu actually asked to see Song Qingya, at that time Qingya was still angry with me, and she didn't want to help me anymore, she said that I was looking for death and ending my life early.

I was very good at persuading, and after telling her for a while, I let her lose her anger, and then promised to continue to help me, and finally went with me to meet Meng Lu, and successfully made Meng Lu believe it.

Qingya's acting skills are really good, I am obviously just her cousin, but in front of Meng Lu, she can instantly turn me into Ling Xi, ambiguous with me, if I didn't know that this was acting, I would really think that she was in love with me.

Of course, this is just a joke.

In the matter of divorce, Meng Lu's indecisive temperament was brought into full play by her, Lu Pengfei complained to me several times, saying that she suddenly changed her mind again, if it weren't for my face, no matter how much money she gave him, she wouldn't have taken the case.

I'll just say, Meng Lu has a lot of shortcomings, but if you love someone, you should accept all of her, so I can tolerate everything, in order to express my apologies, I invited Peng Fei to dinner, during which he complained to me for a long time.

But Meng Lu won't know about these things, no matter what I do, it's just to help her solve the problem silently, not to let her know what I did for her.

Zhou Mingchuan was pregnant with another woman, this was a fatal blow to Meng Lu, I knew she was very sad and sad, but she couldn't help at all, my chest may not even be as good as a pillow for her.

Since seeing Qingya, Meng Lu's attitude has changed a little, she should be a little inferior, Qingya is beautiful, and she is a returnee doctor, her job is not bad, and she deliberately bought a lot of brand-name clothes when they met last time.

However, it doesn't matter if she doesn't contact me less, but there is Lu Pengfei here, and he, as Meng Lu's entrusted lawyer, can easily know the latest situation of her divorce.

I don't know when Meng Lu left her Zhou Mingchuan common home, but during the National Day he suddenly called me and asked me why I was going around preaching that she was going to divorce.

What she said was publicized everywhere, in fact, it was just because Li Sisi learned that her divorce case had been filed, but this is really not what I said, I am not familiar with Li Sisi at all, but Lu Zhenting and her made up a pair by mistake.

They have lived together for a long time, and Lu Zhenting also knows Lu Pengfei, I think Li Sisi should have learned the news from them, but Meng Lu questioned me indiscriminately, which made me sad.

Especially at that time, I was lying in the hospital with a high fever and getting an intravenous drip, and my headache was almost exploding, if I hadn't been used to this kind of torture for so many years, I really couldn't bear it.

But when she asked her teacher on the phone and suspected me, my heart hurt more than my head, I didn't want to say anything more to her, and I didn't have that spirit, so I hung up her phone after a simple explanation.

I never took the initiative to hang up with her before, but it seemed like the first time in my memory, and I was so suffocated from the pain at that time.

This time my condition was a bit serious, and I didn't get better after a day of dripping, Qingya came to see me a few times, and finally almost gritted her teeth to warn me that I should never bother with other people's affairs again, and take care of my own little life first.

Qingya became my attending doctor after returning to China, and I didn't dare not listen to her words, just like when I was studying, I basically listened to the teacher's words in my ears and remembered them in my heart.

I am reluctant to die, I can't let go of my parents, I don't want them to suffer the pain of losing their independence, and I can't give up Meng Lu, because she hasn't been freed from a failed marriage, and she hasn't found someone who can really be entrusted with her life.

At this time, the company also had problems, and there was a big hole in the funds, so I was going to recuperate in the hospital the next day, and when I got better, I quickly returned to the company to deal with the problem of funds.

Unexpectedly, at ten o'clock in the morning, she received a distress call from Meng Lu, and her parents actually locked her in the room in order to force her to divorce peacefully, without taking a penny from Zhou Mingchuan.

Something happened to her, I must not sit idly by, I pulled out the infusion tube before the phone hung up, just when the nurse came in and saw it, she said nothing and didn't let me go, I was afraid that Meng Lu would hear the clue, so I hung up the phone.

Miss Nurse was entrusted by Qingya to take care of me, so she came very attentively, I was afraid that she would go and tell Qingya immediately, so I hurriedly pushed her out, changed her clothes and quickly flashed people.

Before I walked out of the hospital gate, my phone rang, it was Qingya calling, I didn't want to answer, but I was afraid that she would worry, so I had to answer.

"Jin Yebai, do you want to die? If you want to die, just say it, I will never stop you, but have you ever thought about your aunt and them? Can you be more selfish?"

"Meng Lu was locked up by her parents, I must go over to save her immediately, and if something happens later, then I won't be at ease even if I die! Don't worry, I'll be back soon, and I'll call you when the time comes." I explained, gave her another promise, and hung up the phone.

I am indeed very selfish, for the sake of love, I disregard family affection, but I just can't let go of Meng Lu, in such a short life, to be able to love like this can be regarded as no regrets, parents please forgive me for my unfilial piety.

There were a lot of cars on holidays, and I was stuck in traffic for a while, worrying about Meng Lu's situation on the road, and at the same time, my head was getting more and more painful, and my consciousness was a little blurred.

At this time, I shouldn't have been driving, it was easy to have accidents, but when I left the hospital, my mind was blank, thinking that the car was in the parking lot of the hospital and drove straight out, but I forgot about my current physical condition.

Fortunately, I was safe all the way, and I arrived at Meng Lu's parents' house, which I had been to in high school, safe and sound, and finally brought her out.

I asked her for the address and drove her to the apartment where Liss had lent her a temporary stay, and on the way she fell asleep, and I was drowsy all the time, and my vision became a little blurry.

On the way, I quietly stopped the car several times, opened the window and breathed desperately, trying to make my increasingly blurred consciousness clear, otherwise I might not have to wait until I died, I would have died in the car accident, and also pulled Meng Lu to cushion my back.

She slept very soundly, so she didn't notice every time she parked, and I didn't wake her up before I arrived at the apartment, first wiped the cold feeling off my face with a tissue, let myself ease for a long time, and adjusted my state before waking her up.

Li Sisi rented a serviced apartment, because the floor is low and there is no elevator, but she is on the fifth floor, at that time my physical strength is extremely overdrawn, looking at the apartment in front of me my legs are a little trembling.

But in front of Meng Lu, I couldn't let her see anything unusual, I just looked forward to lifting the box to the fifth floor, sending her safely to her new home and leaving quickly, so I could only climb the stairs hard.

The five floors usually look very relaxed, but this time it took me the longest time, and by the time I got to the door, I was almost out of breath, and I was so dizzy that I wanted to fall, and my legs were so weak that I was trembling.

I was very uncomfortable, leaning against the wall and panting hard, I didn't even have the strength to wipe the sweat on my face, and my clothes, which had already been wet with cold sweat, became more and more wet, and it was very uncomfortable to stick to my body.

Meng Lu finally noticed my abnormality, but she only made fun of my lack of exercise, and didn't find out that I was physically wrong, so she took the box from me and opened the door and went in.

I am glad that she is careless, otherwise if I were to explain, my aching and almost numb head would not have been able to think of a good excuse to deal with her for a while.

I followed her into the door, closed the door and walked a few steps, when it suddenly went dark in front of me, and I fell headlong, and then soon heard her eager cries.

I woke up immediately and felt embarrassed, I had been holding out for so long, but I couldn't survive at the last minute, so to avoid her suspicion, I pretended not to care and told her that I just had a cold.

She believed it, boiled water and looked for medicine, and tossed for a while, but I didn't dare to tell her that oral medicine was useless to me, and the normal result was that I would be vomited soon after eating.

Every time I get sick, I vomit a lot, which is one of the main symptoms of this disease, so I can't eat anything at all. But for her sake, I can't refuse.

Qingya called me very punctually, I didn't dare to answer her call in front of Meng Lu, so I hung up the phone and texted her, asking her to take a taxi to pick me up, and drive the car back by the way.

Because of the fever, I have been feeling very cold, and I am embarrassed to ask Meng Lu for a quilt, thinking that Qingya will come over soon, so I insist on enduring.

As long as Meng Lu doesn't doubt it, even if I have to endure greater pain and suffering, I will admit it, I only hope that when I live, I won't let her take a distraction for me and face the arrival of death with me.

We chatted for a while, and before I knew it, I curled up, and with the exhaustion that came over me, I almost fell asleep on the couch.

Fortunately, Qingya came quickly, according to our previous agreement, we were commensurate with husband and wife in front of Qingqian, and when I saw her, I was like seeing a savior, and she helped me out of the door.

I no longer had any strength in my body, and I couldn't even stand on my feet, and as soon as I walked and closed the door, I put all my weight on Qingya's body.

"You deserve it!" Qingya scolded me with red eyes, "If you dare to ignore yourself like this in the future, I will definitely not care about you anymore, and I will not be an attending physician for you, I look down on a willful patient like you!"

I reluctantly pulled up a smile and comforted her, "It's okay, I'm not still alive, Meng Lu was also rescued, don't worry too much, didn't you say before that I won't die so soon? ”

"You can still laugh!" Qingya supported me as I climbed the stairs with difficulty, "I'm about to be scared to death by you, you don't know how dangerous it is for you to come out like this, and you are driving by yourself, you are really too long." ”

I didn't speak again, my stomach was churning for a while, I was about to vomit, and when we finally reached the first floor and left the apartment, I found a no-man's corner to help me vomit the medicine Meng Lu had given me before.

Qingya patted me lightly on the back on the side, and asked with concern, "What did you eat?" I know that I can't eat at all now, did she let you eat?"

"She doesn't know anything, and she has a good heart, so don't blame her. My vomiting stomach twitched, and finally stopped, raised my hand to wipe my mouth, and there was a blackness in front of me, and I quickly reached out to support her shoulder.

"Okay, okay, then I won't talk about it, I'll help you to the car immediately, you lie down for me, don't toss anymore, you can't afford to toss anymore. Qingya hurriedly stopped the topic and helped me to the car.

After getting into the car, I looked up at where Meng Lu lived, there was no sign of her by the window or on the balcony, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly, she was quite comfortable with me.

"Don't look, she's already downstairs, let's go. Qingya then came in.

No wonder I couldn't see her upstairs! I was about to roll down the window to look at her, but Qingya had already locked the window and started the engine.

Qingya gritted her teeth and looked at me, "If you can care about half of her mind about yourself, how can you be so uncomfortable now?

I smiled, knowing that I couldn't talk to her, so I didn't speak anymore and fell asleep in my chair.

Meng Lu's matter is solved, and then he should worry about the company's financial problems, Zhenting cares about this company very much, which embodies all his hard work since graduation, and I don't want to see the company go bankrupt.

I contacted many banks with Zhenting, but to no avail, he was almost desperate, seeing that even the salaries of his employees were about to be released, and his last hope was pressed on an order I had recently tracked.

Qingya's family is still rich, so I asked Qingya, "You said that if I borrowed money from your father, would he lend it to me?"

"Even if he is willing, I will not agree!" Qingya said viciously, "You are not short of money, and your family has long been free of food and clothing, why do you want to open any company? Since God wants to let it go out of business, then you should obey the destiny of heaven!"

With her words, I don't need to open my mouth to my uncle, my uncle has been spoiling her as a child, and she must be the only one who obeys her life, so why should I touch this nose ash.

Although my family has a car and a house, but the house is in the name of my parents, and the car is not a good car, just convenient for transportation, I am really not a good son, I actually hit the idea on my parents, I want to sell the house temporarily, raise money to solve the company's problems, but Zhenting disagrees.

Meng Lu learned about the company's difficulties from Zhenting, and suddenly asked me how much money I needed, which surprised me, as far as I know, she doesn't have any money, and her parents may not be able to help her.

Later, I remembered one thing, she was going to divorce Zhou Mingchuan, and Lu Pengfei was going to let him leave the house, so Meng Lu could get all the marital property, so she could really help me.

On the day she came to see me in the hospital, we made an agreement that when she got divorced, we would all go to her house for dinner, and she would cook for us herself.

After the court filed the case, there was a mediation and evidence collection period, during which Meng Lu found out that she was pregnant, and Zhou Mingchuan's cheating was somewhat childlike, and she had a child at this time, which was really bloody.

I know very well in my heart that Meng Lu is still in love with Zhou Mingchuan, and she seems to be very happy to have his child, and even wants to use this child to save that broken marriage.

But that man has already changed his mind and empathized with her, if she turns back to him, then she will definitely be hurt by him again in the future, I will never watch such a thing happen, I must stop her.

Later, I successfully persuaded her to have an abortion and sent her to the operating room, but she regretted it at the last moment, ran out of the operating room barefoot, and said that she would use this child to take revenge on Zhou Mingchuan.

Her thoughts are really too naïve, Zhou Mingchuan doesn't even care about her anymore, how can he care about their children, even if he loved her so much before, and he expects her to be able to have a child for him.

Once a man's heart changes, it will become ruthless and unrighteous, Zhou Mingchuan is now focused on Meng Shuwei, and there is no longer a place for Meng Lu from his eyes to his heart.

I forcibly kissed Meng Lu in the car, that was the first time I kissed her, carefully covering my sincerity in a domineering way, and even found a high-sounding reason.

I kissed so desperately that I might never find a reason to kiss her again, the first time might be the last time, so I almost kissed each other to death in despair.

Meng Lu, I want to be with you like this for the rest of my life, wake you up from sweet dreams every morning, hug you tightly to sleep at night, we form a warm home, and have a lovely child.

It's a pity that you don't love me.

It's a pity that I can't be with you forever.

And in addition to me, who didn't want her to give birth to a child, there was also Meng Shuwei, Meng Lu, a fool, the woman with the name would be unfavorable to herself, so she went to see her alone, but she beat her hard, and the child was miscarried that night.