Chapter 88: Go see Meng Shuwei
When he asked me, I couldn't, and when I wanted to do what he said, he didn't have any requirements for me, and he didn't need me to do anything.
We were like a merry-go-round, I watched him in front of me and tried to catch up, but by the time I got to his place, he was no longer there.
I chased him round and round, tirelessly, but I could never catch up with him, standing in the same place as him.
It's really time to give up, whether he loves me, or I love him, or we love each other in a strange way, he doesn't belong to me after all, and I don't belong to him.
"How are you feeling now, is there anything uncomfortable?" I said, avoiding the topic of love, and instead asked about his injuries.
He smiled, pulled the tissue on the bedside table, leaned forward, and wiped away my undried tears, "It's okay, I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I can catch up with the company to work." ”
"The company has us, you don't have to worry, it's better to recuperate. "I've never seen a workaholic like him, and he's not bad for money.
"I knew you could help Zhenting take care of the company. He smiled again, but the warm smile quickly faded, and he asked with some distress, "Did Qingya embarrass you that night?" Although she didn't say it, I knew her temper, and she couldn't treat you well when something like this happened. ”
"It's nothing, it's all gone, and I'm to blame for everything. I took the tissue from his hand and threw it into the garbage basket, "Are you thirsty or not, I'll go get you some hot water." ”
"No, I don't. "As soon as I got up, he stopped me, and I had to sit down.
He paused and continued: "Actually, no matter what she does to you, it's for me, so don't blame her, if you want to blame, blame me, you already hate me so much, don't hate her more." ”
"No, I don't hate you at all, what I said that day was angry, you have to believe me, even if I hate everyone with hatred, it is impossible to hate you. I hurriedly explained.
"Did you figure it out?" he moved, perhaps a little tired from sitting.
"Well, I've figured it out, let the past pass, and if you keep thinking about it, you will never get out of hatred. "Yes, I figured it out, take a step back and open the sky.
"Then the back of my head is not in vain. He smiled with relief, and was in the mood to joke.
Looking at the warm smile on his pale face, my tears flowed again, and there was a feeling called distress, a real headache.
"Why are you crying again? Did I say something wrong? Then I apologize to you, I'm sorry......" Jin Yebai hurriedly took a tissue to wipe my tears.
"No, no......" I snatched the tissue and wiped my tears away.
"You look so ugly when you cry, don't cry anymore. He said with a disgusted face, and then immediately changed his expression and looked at me apologetically, "I'm really sorry this time, not only did I worry you, but also made you feel wronged, I really shouldn't force you." ”
"Don't say it, I know what you're thinking. "I don't dare to look at the watery tenderness in his eyes.
There was a sudden knock on the door outside, it was Song Qingya who came, she lost her previous domineering, not only knocked on the door, but also asked in advance, "Yebai, can I come in?"
I subconsciously wanted to hide, I didn't want her to see me here, she must not want to see me.
"With me, she won't do anything to you, don't be afraid. Jin Yebai gently comforted me first, and then responded, "Qingya, come in." ”
The door was quickly opened, but it was not only Song Qingya who came in, but also Ling Xi, as well as Lu Zhenting and Li Sisi, who were holding hands.
Song Qingya was much haggard than a few days ago, and she didn't look at me after she came in, so she walked to the side of the bed and said to Jin Yebai viciously: "Next time you dare to do such an irresponsible thing, I want you to look good!"
The corners of Jin Yebai's mouth hooked, laughed softly, beckoned to her, she immediately leaned down, and then I saw Jin Yebai's slender hand hooking her neck and kissing her forehead gently.
This is the first time I have seen the ambiguity between Jin Yebai and Song Qingya, although I know their relationship, my eyes still feel stinged when I see this scene.
I was sitting on pins and needles, rubbing my hands together, feeling a little helpless, as if I was a kilowatt light bulb, which was especially eye-catching here.
Jin Yebai let go of Song Qingya and said to me lightly: "Now that I'm fine, you can go back first, and you don't have to worry about Qingya here." Then he said to Lu Zhenting, "Zhenting, please help me send her back to the apartment, and we'll see you tomorrow." ”
As soon as his words fell, Song Qingya shouted, "No, I don't allow you to be discharged from the hospital so soon!"
Jin Ye glanced at her in vain, "Qingya, don't be surprised, I just broke the back of my head, and it's not a big deal, the company is busy now, and I've been delayed for several days." ”
Lu Zhenting answered: "I think she is right, although you are fortunate to only break your head this time, but after all, you have been in a coma for three days, so you have to check it well, we are busy with the company's affairs, and the sky will not fall." ”
Li Sifu sang with his wife, "Yes, I haven't been lazy these days, or you will listen to your wife, no matter what, she is also a doctor, and patients should listen to doctors!"
Everyone knows that Jin Yebai is a person who can't be idle, and I can't be silent at this time, so I persuaded him in a low voice, "We will help you do your work together, you don't have to worry, let's check it out here." ”
After saying that, I got up and walked to Li Sisi's side, "Let's go back first, let him have a good rest." ”
Li Sisi immediately let go of Lu Zhenting's hand and waved goodbye to Jin Yebai, "Jin Yebai, you can recuperate with peace of mind, let's go first, the company has us, you don't have to worry about it." ”
I glanced at Jin Yebai silently, and let Li Sisi pull me out of the ward.
As soon as he left the ward, Li Sisi exhaled a long breath, "Lulu, you can rest assured now, right? I was really scared to death in the afternoon, and I thought he couldn't get through it, so I didn't dare to say a word to you, but now it's good." ”
It turned out that he was really critically ill in the afternoon, no wonder Li Sisi had such an expression, thank God, he finally survived.
Before leaving, Jin Yebai asked Lu Zhenting to send me back, but now it's not too early, they have to go back to their own home to send me back, and the distance is so far, I didn't let him send it, and insisted on taking a taxi back to the apartment by myself.
After confirming that Jin Yebai only injured the back of his head, my hanging heart finally let go, and as soon as the tense nerves relaxed, I felt too tired to do it.
I basically didn't fall asleep in the past few days, I always dreamed that Jin Yebai died after closing my eyes, which scared me to wake up from my dream, and then I couldn't sleep for a long time.
I think I will be able to sleep well tonight, and then go to work energetically tomorrow to solve Jin Yebai's worries and let him recuperate with peace of mind.
The next day, everyone's spirits were very good, because they no longer worried about Jin Yebai's safety, and even their work efficiency was improved a lot, and the work of three people and four people was completed ahead of schedule.
In order to reward me and Li Sisi, Lu Zhenting asked us to get off work early, and we went to dinner together, and then we went back to our respective homes to find our mothers.
Staying alone in a deserted apartment at night, I wanted to call Jin Yebai and ask him about his situation, but when I thought that Song Qingya might be there, I had to dismiss my thoughts.
Although Song Qingya forgave me and allowed me to be buddies with Jin Yebai as before, I must refrain from the connection between the two so as not to hurt her again.
Meng Shuwei was dystocia, and after hearing Zhou Lijuan say that she needed to stay in the hospital for more than a week, I thought about Jin Yebai's words and Liu Weiqiang, who was not a good person, and decided to go to the hospital this Saturday to see her and the child.
On Saturday, I got up early in the morning and had breakfast with Li Muchi, and he asked me what the arrangements were for the morning, and I remembered my previous decision, as if I was going to the hospital to see Meng Shuwei and the child, so I told him the truth.
"He's finally a dad. Li Muchi smiled, "Although I don't have a good relationship with him, I am also a classmate for four years, or you can take me by the way, and I will also say hello to him." ”
"Are you sure you're not going to quarrel with him?" I laughed, "but he might have to fight with you, he's the most face-saving person, and I remember the last class reunion clearly." ”
"Then why do you want to go?" Li Muchi asked rhetorically, "Even if he really wants to find someone desperately, I think the first choice is you, right? ”
"I'm not looking at him, I'm looking at my sister and niece, what's in the way of him?" Because whether it is Meng Shuwei or the child, it has nothing to do with him, this stupid!
In fact, Li Muchi didn't have weekends off, and they were busier on weekends, but in the end they went to the hospital with me, so I didn't have to crowd the bus again.
On the way, we bought some fruits and nutritional products, called Zhou Lijuan by the way to ask for the ward number, and then arrived at the ward where Meng Shuwei was located, and saw Zhou Mingchuan at the same time as seeing her.
When they saw us, both of them were surprised, and they didn't speak for a long time, but the little baby on the side looked at me with wide eyes, looking a little cute.
Although I have only met Liu Weiqiang once, I have to admit that he is okay-looking, with a little long hair and a ruffian all over his body, just like those street gangsters in Hong Kong films.
Anyone who has watched those movies should know that although many of them don't look like good people, there are not a few who are good-looking, and Liu Weiqiang is the kind that looks good.
If I were still young and a little sister, I would have chosen such a man, but this kind of plot is no longer within the scope of my life.
There were three beds in the ward, but only Meng Shuwei was there, and it seemed empty, and the four of us looked at each other, and finally Meng Shuwei spoke first to break the strange silence between the four.
"What are you doing here?" she asked, very unhappily, and gritted her teeth as she looked at me, as if I owed her two hundred and fifty.
Her face was very bad, not haggard or painful, but angry, and she didn't want to see me so much, or did something bad happen to her after she gave birth?
"I heard that you gave birth to a child, I came to see you, Mu Chi came to congratulate his squad leader, I have been looking forward to it for so long, it is really not easy. "I kept my face on my face and put what I bought on the cabinet next to my bed.
She stretched out her hand and pushed the thing to the ground, and screamed: "Who wants you to be here to be pretending, the weasel greets the chicken, I don't think you are happy." ”
"Why are you like this? Lulu came to see you kindly, regardless of her previous suspicions, and you actually said such a thing. Li Muchi couldn't stand it anymore and made accusations.
"Mu Chi, don't you have something to say to your squad leader? Or go outside and talk about it, it just so happens that I also want to talk to Xiaowei alone. "Calling this name that has been called for more than 20 years, I feel like I am in a different world.
"What do you want to do?" Zhou Mingchuan looked at me uneasily, "I'm sorry for you, but I have already given you financial compensation, the child is innocent, please don't mess around." ”
What the hell was he thinking, did he think that I would strangle this child who was only a few days old when he was away and Meng Shuwei had just given birth?
"I don't want to do anything, I forgot all about the past, I just want to see my sister and niece. I looked at Zhou Mingchuan and said calmly, "What kind of person am I, don't you know, besides, when will I be your wife's opponent?"
Li Muchi knew the purpose of my coming here, so he walked over and patted Zhou Mingchuan on the shoulder, "What are you afraid of, can she still eat your wife and children, when did you become so timid?"
Zhou Mingchuan was finally pulled out by Li Muchi, but before leaving, he warned me that I must not be locked up, if something happened to Meng Shuwei and the child, he would definitely not let me go.
I smiled, Zhou Mingchuan took the purpose of my trip as revenge, if it hadn't happened in that car accident, I might really have been, but now, I have really let go.
It's easy to be born, it's not easy to live, and live and cherish it, I don't need hatred in my life, and I hope everyone can block the hateful life, it will be a lot easier.
Zhou Mingchuan had already closed the door when he left, and I didn't plan to lock it, this time I came just because Jin Yebai used his life to awaken the kindness blinded by hatred, and I wanted to say a few words of truth to Meng Shuwei.
Meng Shuwei looked at me with a wary face, I smiled lightly, didn't say anything to her immediately, just leaned down and picked up the child.
"What the hell do you want to do, don't touch my child!" Meng Shuwei saw me pick up her child, and immediately spoke, her tone very anxious.
I reached out and touched the child's little face, it was slippery, soft, so comfortable, and my mood improved, so I asked Meng Shuwei with a smile, "Is she going to call me aunt in the future?"
"Shu Menglu, can you say something human? I don't have the heart or time to talk nonsense with you here. Meng Shuwei became more and more anxious, and reached out to snatch the child.
"Don't worry, I promise I won't hurt her. I handed the sleeping child to her, "Your daughter's name is very good, and girls should be pampered." ”
Meng Shuwei hugged the child tightly and stared at me with a sneer, "Do you know that I gave birth to a daughter, and my parents-in-law are unhappy and don't even look at it, so you want to come and see my jokes, right?"
I did think that way before, but today I am not here for it!
Her eyes were resentful and vicious, "Shu Menglu, let me tell you, don't pretend to be so noble, you are not the Holy Mother, you are a disgusting white lotus, it makes me want to vomit when I see it!"
I sat down on the bed next door, deaf to Meng Shuwei's words, and just asked lightly, "This kid is actually not Zhou Mingchuan's, right?"
Meng Shuwei was stunned for a moment, obviously didn't expect me to say such a thing, stared at it with wide eyes, and came back to her senses after a while, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
I sighed faintly and kindly persuaded her, "Don't associate with people like Liu Weiqiang in the future, he is not a good person, if you entangle with him again, you will be ruined by him sooner or later." ”
Meng Shuwei's face was ugly, and she looked like she had seen a ghost, "Why are you ......?"
I reached out and patted her on the shoulder, "Although there is indeed a lot of unhappiness between us, you are my sister after all, and I don't want to see others hurt you." ”
She was stunned and muttered, "Shu Menglu, are you crazy? Also, how do you know about Ah Qiang? Could it be that you secretly investigated me? No, you definitely don't have this ability, it must be Jin Yebai, it was a good thing he did, right?"
The reason why I am here today is indeed a good thing that Jin Yebai has done, but I am grateful and sorry to him, while Meng Shuwei is angry and hateful to him.
"You don't care how I know, I just want to tell you that since I found Zhou Mingchuan, I will live well with him, as long as you live well, I will definitely not tell him about the child. "I really bless them.
"Are you threatening me? Shu Menglu, what kind of play are you singing? Stop playing dumb riddles with me, I don't have time to spend with you, hurry up and make things clear to me. Meng Shuwei raised her voice suddenly, waking up the child in her arms.
Lin Jiao's crying temporarily interrupted our conversation, and Meng Shuwei lowered her head and coaxed her softly, looking like a gentle and good mother.
I didn't say anything, just looked at Meng Shuwei quietly on the side.
Zhou Mingchuan may have been dragged away by Li Muchi, and the child's cry was so loud that he didn't see him come in.
Meng Shuwei coaxed for a while, the child stopped crying, closed his eyes and slept quietly, with crystal tears still hanging on his little face.
I got up and took the child from Meng Shuwei's arms, put it in the place where she slept before, and covered her with the quilt, but Meng Shuwei didn't say anything, let alone refuse, just kept looking at me.
After settling the child, I was still sitting on the edge of the bed, and Meng Shuwei suddenly asked me, "Do you really want a child of your own?"