Li Sisi's face changed slightly, "I admit that I was a little excited at the time, I shouldn't have cursed that child, but Meng Lu, does this have anything to do with what you did last night?"

I don't answer the rhetorical question, "Do you prefer me before or me now?"

Li Sisi replied without thinking about it, "Then it doesn't need to be said, it must be you in the past, you used to smile like a flower every day, but now you are like a resentful woman, and you are sentimental......"

After speaking, she was stunned for a moment, looked at me fixedly, as if she had just reacted, and said dreamily: "Lulu, you have indeed changed ......"

yes, I've really changed!

I used to laugh and play, but now I complain and sentimental, and when I think of Meng Shuwei and Zhou Mingchuan and others, I hate them so much that I want to see them end well.

I took a deep breath, "Sisi, let's not care about them in the future, let's just treat them as if we've never known each other, and don't mention them again, I don't want to be bound by these people all the time, and live in that kind of pain forever." ”

Li Sisi was silent for a while, "Actually, I don't want you to live in hatred, then you won't be happy, but occasionally feel worthless for you." ”

I don't think it's worth letting them go so easily!

Lisston paused and said: "But since you have figured it out yourself, I have nothing to say, as long as you are happy, I will not mention them again in the future, you can open this page with them." ”

I smiled reluctantly, didn't speak again, just lowered my head and drank unsweetened bitter coffee, still thinking about Jin Yebai in my heart.

Lu Zhenting has been going to the hospital for so long, why haven't he called yet, he knows that I have been worried about Jin Yebai, is he also angry with me?

Because Jin Yebai will have today, it's all a good thing for me to do!

While waiting, Liss began to continue our main topic of the day, asking how the events of last night had happened and why this tragedy had happened.

I didn't mention Liu Weiqiang's matter, but just told her about Jin Yebai's request for me to forgive Meng Shuwei, but I refused to agree, and then quarreled with him because of disagreement.

Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered that he had said something to me last night before he used a hot kiss to calm me down, he said that he didn't love Song Qingya, he only loved me, and he only loved me in this life.

Since you don't love Song Qingya, why do you want to marry her, and since you only love me, why is he still single now, but he doesn't want to be with me?

What kind of medicine is he selling in his gourd, and what is the past between him and Song Qingya? Is it because Song Qingya loves him? Then I love him too?

Song Qingya's performance last night was indeed more concerned about Jin Yebai than I imagined, and it was still true feelings, not the arrogant domineering before, at least her tears were real.

Suddenly, Li Sisi interrupted my train of thought, and she asked in disbelief, "Just a fight with him, and you pushed him out?"

"I was a little crazy, I couldn't listen to anything, and the more he talked about me, the more irritated I became, and then I ran away, and he chased after me and tried to pull me, and I pushed me out. "Although I said it simply, I remembered every detail very clearly in my head.

How my sinful hand reached out to him, and I, whose shell was dominated by hatred, had already sold my soul to the devil and degenerated into an evil avenger.

Li Sisi sighed and looked at me with sympathy in his eyes, "Don't think too much about it, since it has happened, what else can we do except pray that he is safe?"

"Sisi, what should I do if he dies?" said that he was not allowed to cry or shed tears, but when I thought that Jin Yebai might be killed by me, I still couldn't help crying again.

Li Sisi pushed the paper in front of me, "Didn't the doctor say that the trauma is not serious?" Then as long as you wake up, you will be fine, Zhenting has already gone to see him, I believe that there will be results soon, you quickly wipe away your tears, let's go back." ”

This company has been Jin Yebai's hard work for many years, and now that he is like this, I must cheer up and help him take care of it, so that he can recuperate with peace of mind.

Decisively wiping away tears, I went upstairs with Li Sisi to go back to the company, sat in front of the computer and started working.

I did the work of myself and Jin Yebai, and Li Sisi did the two of her and Lu Zhenting, and we cooperated with each other very tacitly at this time.

During this period, I have been waiting for Lu Zhenting's call, but he has never called, which makes my heart sink more and more, he doesn't even have time to call, could it be that Jin Yebai has already ......

When it was almost time for lunch, Lu Zhenting finally came back and brought us a piece of news that Jin Yebai hadn't woken up yet, and it was very likely that he would never wake up again.

When I heard this, I stood up and grabbed my bag and wanted to run out, but Lu Zhenting called out to me, "Meng Lu, you can't go to the hospital!"

Before I could open my mouth to ask, Li Sisi had already asked on my behalf, and his voice was very loud, "Why, do you know how worried she is about Jin Yebai?"

My body stiffened, I couldn't move my legs anymore, and I guessed the reason why Lu Zhenting didn't let me go to the hospital.

First, Song Qingya is a doctor in that hospital, and as a fiancée, she definitely doesn't want me, a junior, to appear; second, I am the culprit in Jin Yebai's matter, and she is even more reluctant to see me.

"Sisi, forget it, Zhen Tingye is for my good. I silently turned around, returned to my place, and never spoke again.

Since Jin Yebai's accident, my life has become like a year, every minute is a heart-piercing torment, obviously I want to work hard to do a good job, but I start to stay for no reason, and my mind is full of him.

I called Ling Xi, but every time I asked him about Jin Yebai's condition, he told me that he was still observing, and he didn't know when he would wake up for the time being, and even comforted me that there was still hope if he didn't wake up.

Yes, it's better to be unconscious than to stop the heartbeat, he still has a chance, and I have hope.

I thought Song Qingya would call me and scold me, but she didn't, never did, but I still couldn't go to the hospital to see Jin Yebai, because she was in the ward almost 24 hours a day.

Song Qingya must love Jin Yebai very much, she and Ling Xi may really just be purely related, it is because I have a problem with my thoughts, and I want to be with Jin Yebai too much, so I wish she had other relationships with Ling Xi.

When I think of what I've done these days, I want to shoot myself to death, I can't accept my vicious and jealous self, I can't accept that I hurt Jin Yebai and Song Qingya.

I think it's time for me to let go, no matter how much I love Jin Yebai now, I can't change the fact that Song Qingya is about to marry him, so entanglement with him will only bring him unnecessary trouble.

Jin Yebai, I bless you and Song Qingya, if she can't accept us to continue to be good friends, then I can leave the company, or even leave this place, as long as you can live well, I don't care about anything.

Lu Zhenting would go to the hospital every day and leave Li Sisi to accompany me, but today, that is, the third day, when he went out, he called Li Sisi to go with him.

I immediately had a very bad feeling in my heart, is Jin Yebai really ......

I begged Lu Zhenting to let me go with me, I could just take a look outside without going into the ward, but he refused my request without even thinking about it.

He explained that Song Qingya was in a very bad mood now, and asked the hospital for leave to stay in the ward all day, and if I went, I would definitely be excited to see me.

And Jin Yebai's parents are also in the hospital, although they don't know the reason for Jin Yebai's accident, it is still very inappropriate for me to go over at this time.

He said all that, what else could I do? I could only watch him and Liss leave the office hand in hand.

When he left, Li Sisi looked at me with pity, "Don't worry, I'll help you see him, and by the way, tell him what is in your heart." ”

Do I really know what I'm saying?

Her so-called heartfelt words are just the sentence I told her, as long as Jin Yebai can wake up, I will promise him anything, even if I want to marry Li Muchi now.

Approaching the end of the year, Li Muchi's work is getting busier and busier, and he has not been in touch for the past few days, so he still doesn't know Jin Yebai's situation, and I won't take the initiative to tell him about my sins.

After they left, I called Ling Xi again, wanting to ask him how Jin Yebai was doing, but this time, he didn't even answer my phone.

I texted him, but he didn't reply to any of them, I don't know if he was too busy or didn't want to reply to me, could it be that he was the same as Song Qingya, because he blamed me for his fault, so he didn't plan to pay attention to me as a sinner anymore?

Having lost contact with Ling Xi, I was even more anxious, and hurriedly got up and prepared to go to the hospital secretly, but when I got to the door, I found that the door of the office was locked.

Lu Zhenting actually locked me in, just like my parents once did, locked me up, why is this like this?

Although there are other employees outside, only a few of us have the key to the manager's office, and even if I ask them for help, I can't help unless I find a professional to open the lock.

However, since Lu Zhenting will lock me up, there must be a reason why I can't go, and it is also for my good, so I can only turn around angrily and go back to work.

Fortunately, Li Sisi came back soon after, but he didn't say a word to me, just silently walked to his place and sat down, staring at the computer in a daze.

Seeing her look makes me feel even worse, is Jin Yebai really dead? Otherwise, why did Lu Zhenting take her away with him, wasn't it to see him for the last time?

"Sisi, what's wrong with him? Can you tell me?" I didn't dare to ask Lu Zhenting, so I had to pray to Li Sisi, if Lu Zhenting would tell me, he should have told me a long time ago.

"Lulu, you better not ask. Li Sisi turned his face away and refused to look at me, "There are still a lot of things to do today, you should be busy with your first." ”

What does this mean?

I can't even ask, because there is no such thing?

I stood up, and without saying a word, I took my phone and bag and was about to go out.

No one wants to stop me this time, even if Song Qingya will beat me to death on the spot, even if Jin Yebai's parents want to send me to prison for murder, I have to go to see him, otherwise I will feel uneasy.

"Stop!" Lu Zhenting snorted, "It's not the time yet, I'll take you there tomorrow." ”

He said he'd take me tomorrow?

I turned around in a panic and looked at Lu Zhenting in surprise, trying to make sure from his eyes that I didn't have auditory hallucinations just now.

"Lulu, you wait a little longer, you really can't go now, there are a lot of people there, your identity is too embarrassing. Li Sisi also whispered to me.

Even Li Sisi stopped me, it seems that I am really unforgivable, if I force myself to go, it is estimated that Lu Zhenting will directly carry me back like a chicken and continue to lock me in the office.

Since he promised to take me tomorrow, then I will wait, no matter what, I must see Jin Yebai, whether it is life or death, I must take a look.

Later, I still looked at Li Sisi from time to time, and every time her eyes met me, she would quickly look away, pretending to look at something else, making me feel that something was wrong with her.

She is a person who can't hide her thoughts, and now she still wants to speak and stop, and her mind is uncertain, how can I not worry about Jin Yebai's safety?

I quietly messaged her, thinking that this would avoid Lu Zhenting's gaze and get some words from her, but her phone was confiscated, and even the computer was stared at by him.

Li Sisi looked at me silently, shrugged her shoulders, and gave me an expression of "she has tried her best, but she can't help", and I had to give up so as not to embarrass her.

When I was about to get off work, Li Muchi called me and asked me if I had time to eat together in the evening.

It may be that I rejected too quickly and too thoroughly, and he didn't know about Jin Yebai, so he sounded a little lost when he hung up the phone, but I didn't have the strength to explain.

I've been exhausted and exhausted for the past few days, and I feel like I'm not at all interested in living now, and when I sit alone in bed at midnight and can't sleep, I think of death for the first time.

When I knew that Zhou Mingchuan was cheating and the other party was still my sister, I didn't think about dying, and when my parents were partial to Meng Shuwei, I also persevered, but now I have lost the desire to live.

Why can't life be simpler? Even if there are bad things, can they happen one by one, instead of the next thing happening before I finish dealing with the previous one?

I really can't deal with it, I'm so tired, I just want to close my eyes and never wake up, but unfortunately I can't sleep even if I close my eyes now.

Because Lu Zhenting and Li Sisi had been to the hospital, and Jin Yebai was not there, we hadn't finished our work yet, so we had to work overtime.

Recently, I don't know why, suddenly there are several orders, and we can only do it ourselves, and the process of foreign trade is so complicated, those people outside can't help at all.

When it was time to get off work, the people outside clocked in and left, and I was dragged by Liss to dinner, then came back to continue working overtime, and only returned to the apartment a few hours later.

But before I arrived at the apartment, I was sitting on the swaying bus, Lu Zhenting suddenly called me, asked me where I was, and asked me to go to the hospital immediately, and he and Li Sisi were waiting for me there.

His words were so urgent that my hand shook in fright, and the phone fell directly to the ground, and when I picked it up and wanted to ask about the specific situation, he had already hung up the phone.

I hurried to the exit door, waited for the bus to arrive, then squeezed out of the car, and then flagged down a taxi.

Along the way, I was urging the driver to drive quickly, and while still praying, Lu Zhenting called me over in such a hurry, but don't be Jin Yebai really had an accident.

The car stopped outside the hospital, and when I walked into the lobby of the inpatient department, I saw Lu Zhenting and Li Sisi, and then everyone went to Jin Yebai's ward together.

"You go in, I'll wait outside with Siss. Lu Zhenting pushed open the door, let me in, and then pulled Li Sisi away.

Surprisingly, there was no one in the ward except Jin Yebai, and I didn't dare to walk over quickly, I was afraid that I would see the results I didn't want to see in the past.

Maybe it was because he heard the sound, the quilt suddenly moved, and then Jin Yebai sat up, although his face was a little pale, but his spirit was beyond my expectations.

"You ......" I looked at him in surprise, my mouth wide open, my eyes wide open, speechless.

He's fine!

He's really fine!

Not only did he no longer wear an oxygen mask, but he was able to sit up on his own, and there were no other injuries other than the gauze wrapped around his head.

"You're surprised, it turns out that I'm not dead yet?" Jin Yebai pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, still so light-hearted, but this moment was as wonderful as a fairy in my eyes.

I ran over and grabbed him directly, tears fell from my eyes, "Xiaobai, you scared me to death, you're finally fine, woo woo......"

What does it mean to cry with joy?

I just want to use tears to vent now, women are like this, they want to cry when they are sad, they want to cry when they are happy, and they can't even control themselves.

"I'm sorry to worry you, I don't want to do that. Jin Yebai stretched out his hand to hold me, and there was still an infusion needle inserted in the back of his hand.

I couldn't cry, holding him and reluctant to let go, as if as soon as I let go, he would disappear and disappear into my world.

He sat on the bed and hugged me, and did not speak, and we embraced each other in silence, and I wished that time would stop at this moment, like those young boys and girls full of fantasies.

But no matter how warm his embrace was, I would have to let go of it for a moment, and I don't know how long it took before I let go of him and sat down on the chair next to the bed.

"Listen to Zhenting, you have been worried about me. Jin Yebai leaned on the head of the bed and asked lightly.

I took the pillow from the next bed and stuffed it behind his back, lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, just silently said: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I will never do it again in the future, no matter what you want me to do, I promise you." ”

"I'm not going to ask you to do anything anymore, sometimes overprotection can turn into a disservice. "Jin Yebai and I disagree again.