Children can hide under the wings of their parents when they are wronged, while adults have to face whatever they encounter on their own. No matter how desperate I am, I can't help but deal with all the things related to Quan Yu.

I really don't want to have any chance to meet Quan Yu again, and I don't want to give myself a chance to be soft-hearted. As the saying goes, one blow, then decline, three exhaustion, while my determination has not wavered, I will take care of all this, and don't leave myself a way back.

So I took a five-day vacation with my company temporarily. The first thing to do at the moment is to quickly find a house to move out, that space full of Quan Yu's smell, I can't imagine how to convince myself to continue to live, and as long as I live there for a day, Quan Yi should not give up coming to me, the past few days apart, every minute and every second I have been thinking about him, every cell in my body has been deeply locked by him, and I can't wait to rush into his arms immediately, but I can only endure it, hold back tears, force my thoughts, and force down my anxiety.

In the past few days, I insisted on staying in a hotel, but Chen Mo didn't allow it, but if he was just an ordinary friend, maybe I wouldn't feel embarrassed if I could really be under the same roof as him, but after all, he also has the identity of an ex-boyfriend. Even if I had a problem with Quan Yu, I couldn't take his protection for granted. In particular, he didn't completely give up on me.

I insisted with him that I must move out, and he agreed verbally for the time being, but insisted on accompanying me to find a house, and after two days, he excitedly told me that a friend in the same building had a house that had been empty for more than a year, and in the past two days he had contacted that friend and could let me temporarily transition to his place.

This kind of lie that anyone with a brain can understand, but I can't bear to debunk it. On the one hand, it is his sincerity that I can't bear to refuse, on the other hand, it is the graduation season, college students have begun to leave school for internships, and they have already digested most of the housing, and it is really difficult to find a house at this time.

In the past few days, there is no suitable housing for the agent, and seeing that finding a house is a time-consuming project, and the economic strength does not allow it if you have been living in a hotel, so you can only agree first.

Chen Mo didn't go to work during the day at first, just wandering back and forth in my house, and although the huge frosted glass in the bedroom blocked the view from inside and outside the house, it couldn't stop him from appearing by the door from time to time.

Maybe I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to open it, so I secretly listened to my movements, I didn't want to demolish him and didn't want him to worry, so I deliberately got out of bed and walked a few steps around at this time, drooping my slippers and deliberately making heavy footsteps, or coughing a word or two.

Since I came in, all the sharp things at home, such as kitchen knives, fruit knives, screwdrivers, etc., have suddenly disappeared, and even the CD discs have been taken away.

A few times when I got up late at night to go to the bathroom, I could see him working in the living room with a computer, and I had already made him worry about this for me, and it was really unbearable to delay him to go to work, so after I repeatedly insisted that he go back to work and swore that nothing would happen to him, we reached an agreement: he went to work during the day and insisted that I accompany him to dinner at night. And every time it is in a restaurant near the residence, there are many people around, even if we don't speak, we will not fall into a desert, and the noisy fireworks can well resolve the embarrassment of being alone.

After two days of such peace, I was really uncomfortable and didn't want to go down to eat, but he didn't follow me and forcibly took me downstairs. Although I was dragged to the eating place and sat down, I had been in bed all day during the day, and with the recent insomnia attack, I was really top-heavy and couldn't eat. Looking at the delicate side dishes on the table, my stomach felt like someone was stirring it with a stick.

Chen Mo looked worried and comforted: "Your face is very bad, you haven't eaten well for several days." You're going to get sick if you go on like this. ”

Seeing that his face was also very bad when he was tossed by me in the past few days, he couldn't bear to worry him, so he lied and said, "It's okay, I've just been lying down for a long time, and my stomach hurts a little." ”

Chen Mo ordered chaos and small pickles that were easier to digest, and insisted that I eat a little, I drank a few mouthfuls of soup and really had no appetite, so I forced myself to swallow a few chaos and put down the spoon to cover my stomach and lie on the table, Chen Mo hurriedly helped me back to the car.

On the way home, when I passed by the pharmacy, Chen Mo wanted to go down to buy medicine for me, and asked him to wait in the car. Originally, I wanted to say no, but I almost vomited out of my mouth, and finally I could only hold my stomach and nod.

After Chen Mo got off the bus, I leaned my head on the seat and took a few deep breaths. After a pull on the door, a familiar smell greeted you. The smell was sexy and warm, and it corroded my heart in the middle of the nights when I had insomnia.

Maintaining the posture of leaning back on the seat, he tilted his head slightly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that he didn't want to think about it, but the figure had appeared in his mind countless times.

After a few days of not seeing him, his eye sockets sank a lot, and the dark green under his eyes appeared, and there were a lot of vicissitudes at once. I was about to open my mouth to get him out of the car, but Quan Yu said anxiously: "Give me five minutes and listen to my explanation." ”

I forced my tumbling vomit and replied, "I don't want to hear it anymore, and I don't want to see you again." ”

Quan Yu put one hand on my forehead and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?"

I pulled his hand away and tilted my head to the side, just wanting to end the conversation quickly: "I'll be comfortable when you're gone." ”

Quan Yu withdrew his hand in frustration, raised the document bag in his other hand and said hurriedly: "I already told you last time that I would prove that we are not... ”

Before I could hear what he was going to say, Quan Yu's voice was interrupted by the sound of an engine, and when I came back to my senses, I saw the speeding car and Xiao Lin's hideous and terrifying face on the opposite side, followed by a heavy impact.

The pain in his chest was almost out of breath, his brain was blank for a long time, and when he woke up again, Kwon Yu's originally handsome face and body were stuck in the middle of the windshield in a twisted and weird posture.

I was in a panic as I was in a nightmare, and I pushed my fingers into my thighs in the hope that I could get out of the dream.

But I watched the blood slide down the sides of his erect nose, and I couldn't help but reach out and try to cover the wound for him, but the blood kept rising from between my fingers, dripping onto the white shirt on my chest, and one by one I blurred, and the warm touch from my fingertips was too real.

The red in his eyes was spreading, but his brain was blank, and he wanted to scream out but couldn't say it, so he could only repeat the action of stroking Kwon Yu.

Blood flowed freely down my palms, dripping at first, and gradually pouring out from the top of my head in branches.

In vain, I tried to wipe the blood off Kwon Wook's face with my sleeve, but the cuffs, which had already been stained with blood, soaked his face red.

"Kwon Yu, don't!" I leaned desperately towards him, straightening his head so that his eyes were on me.

"Quan Yu, what's wrong with you, Quan Yu! You speak, you speak, what's wrong with you. I don't like this dream, I don't like it, you take me out of here, I want to get out of this dream, you hurry up and take me out of this dream, I beg you. ”

The face in the palm of his hand twitched a few times, and after the Adam's apple bounced up and down a few times, a large stream of blood poured out of his mouth.

Every wisp of blood flowed out of it was like chopping my heart into pieces, and a terrifying thought in my brain gradually took shape, and I desperately shouted: "Quan Yu, don't speak, don't open your mouth, I was wrong, I won't leave, we are all here." Don't speak, don't bleed ... I don't want you to shed your blood ... Kwon Yu... I beg you, you look at me, I beg you ... ”

The eyes of the person in his arms flickered a few times, and finally vomited blood and said intermittently: "Rourou, I am... Ahem, ahem... It's true.. Ahem, ahem... Love you!... I.. Cough.. No... Yours... ”

It was the last sentence he left me, even incomplete, and he closed his eyes before he could finish it.

I don't know how he managed to say this with a smile at the end. Obviously, his mouth kept vomiting blood, and it was clear that his whole body should be in pain like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, and it was clear that all I left him with was a piece of determination.

I wiped the blood from his body blankly, trying to remove his stuck body, but I couldn't do it anyway. The fear and despair in my heart became deeper and deeper, and gradually, the body in my arms completely softened, and I pulled him forward with all my might, his body moved, and I desperately adjusted the angle to let his head rest on my shoulder, despite the pain in my heart. Then, warm liquid poured down his neck into my body.

I hugged Kwon Yu's blood-soaked body and tried to shout his name to make him open his eyes and look at me again, but his chest seemed to be stuck with a rubber, and he couldn't breathe or make a sound.

Then, gradually, the scene that had just happened began to reappear in front of my eyes, when Quan Yu didn't finish speaking, a car driving in the opposite direction crashed madly, Xiao Lin in the car was getting closer and closer to me with madness in his eyes, I looked at those eyes, and the intense uneasiness began to spread rapidly and then subconsciously wanted to push Quan Yu out, but he instantly pounced and locked me in his arms, and firmly fixed me between his body and the seat.

After the impact, he was thrown out by the powerful impact and stuck between the windshield and the body of the car, and his life was completely lost with blood, leaving me with only an unfinished word...

Looking at Xiao Lin sneering in the car opposite, he has never been so desperate in his life as he is now, and he has never been so angry as he is now, so angry that he wants to kill someone. She killed my Kwon Yu, but she herself was protected by a seat belt and only broke a little skin on her forehead, how can this be fair.

There was only one thought in my mind: it was she who killed my Quan Yu, right in front of me, and took him alive. I can't let her leave alive, I'm going to let her die faster and uglier!

Later, Chen Mo recalled that when he heard a loud bang and rushed out, he saw me all red, dripping blood in my hand holding the fragments of the car window, stumbling towards Xiao Lin's car, like a flower on the other side: trembling, firm, swaying, and sad.

It doesn't matter what I look like, the important thing is that I hate myself so much, I hate Xiao Lin, she wants to kill me, but I killed my Quan Yu, when death really came, I thought clearly about the so-called deception and so-called betrayal that I was entangled with before, it was nothing at all.

It's enough for the person I love to be by my side, I don't care if he is a blood relative, what purpose he approaches me, no matter what kind of family feud he has, it's not that important, the person I love is by my side, it's okay. When you are alive, you really don't know when death will come, it is enough to have a lover, why do you have so much hypocrisy.

But fate is to love to make this out-of-tune joke, and it was only after Quan Yu really wanted to leave me that I figured this out. If I had figured it out a moment earlier, he wouldn't have ended up like this.

What kind of regret must he have had when he left, and how painful I must have been for those last words to him. And how could he know how remorseful I was at this moment!

However, it doesn't matter, I will accompany him, in vain about life and death, the misunderstanding that is too late to be resolved, I will explain it to him well when I get to the underworld, I will follow him if he wants to become an immortal, and I will accompany him if he wants to go to hell, and I will never be separated again.

But after all, I didn't have a car to go fast, and Xiao Lin didn't wait for me to walk over, and had already started the car to hit me again. God once again abandoned me, and didn't even give me a chance to avenge Quan Yu. However, it's okay, even if I can't kill you, it's good if you kill me, I can catch up with Quan Yu to accompany him immediately, I heard that it's cold over there, and I can't let him bear it alone. I can't let him cross Lethe by himself, drink that bowl of Meng Po soup and forget me completely, with the regrets of this life.

When the car crashed over, I kept my eyes open, I want to remember this face, I hated myself more when I was separated from Chen Mo. But now, I hate her to the core, and I want to engrave this face in my soul power, even if I am reincarnated, I can't forget it.

When the car sped in front of me, my nerves relaxed, and I could finally be freed, Quan Yu, wait for me. But in a blink of an eye, I was thrown aside by a figure, and then Chen Mo roared: "Are you crazy?"

I saw Xiao Lin in the car who was frightened by Chen Mo's appearance through him, desperately trying to break free from Chen Mo's embrace, "You let go of me, you let go of me, I will kill her in a few days to avenge Quan Yu, you let me go!!"

Chen Mo locked me in his arms: "Arou, listen to me, you can't end your own life like this, you still have people who love you, have you ever thought about your mother, you die, what should she do?"

I wailed and cried in his arms in despair: "Then have you ever thought that Quan Yu, he will be very lonely if he leaves by himself." He loves me but because I'm dead, I can't let him die in vain, I want revenge! ”

Xiao Lin still fled, I don't know if she was afraid that Chen Mo would see her embarrassed appearance or my crazy hatred made her afraid, anyway, she ran away like crazy when Chen Mo desperately grabbed me.

Looking at the speeding car, remorse and unwillingness almost swallowed me. I pushed Chen Mo away with all my might, turned around and ran back, got up again when I fell, and simply climbed back when I fell again.

Chen Mo came over to pull me, but I shook him off. Stumbled back into the car, dragged Quan Yu out, and hugged him tightly in his arms. The past is constantly emerging in front of us:

"You are really Zhen Rou?"

"One of the most proud things I did before I got drunk was tossed my keys in your bag. ”

"I want to be with you, but not in this way. ”

"I've always loved you, I've always been you, no one else, for ten years. ”

"Rourou, I really love you!"

"I swear, in this life, in the next life, nothing can make me leave you except death, and even if I die one day, I will leave you all my things. ”

"Rourou, I really love you. ”

Our past together converged, collided, and exploded before my eyes. At this moment, I realized that the past that I thought I could cut off with hard work before today is actually connected in every cell of mine.

Quan Yu, I love you, no matter who you are, I love you, no matter where you go, I will accompany you. I'm sorry to be so late to understand, but I'll never let you down again.

When the ambulance came, I refused to allow anyone to come and touch Kwon Yu, as long as they came I would keep screaming and then frantically waving my arms and pushing him. Chen Mo said that it was only after the doctor said that Quan Yu was still alive that I suddenly fainted.