Laughing, I felt like I was laughing all the time, but this time, instead of a sad laugh, it was a happy laugh, and I seemed to have entered another space, which was a happy paradise, full of happiness, and people could enjoy it without sorrow.

However, this space is so small, and happiness is so short, I was finally squeezed out and squeezed back into reality.

The moment I opened my eyes, a familiar face came into my eyes, she had the face of an angel and the body of a devil, she was, the big-breasted school doctor Angel Sister.

Seeing that I was awake, she immediately showed a relieved smile and said to me, "How is it, what else is uncomfortable?"

Her voice was soft, but it couldn't melt my heart, which was still like frost, hard and cold, but I didn't know why I was like this, and my mind was still blank.

It wasn't until the angel sister chattered that I was in a coma all night, but fortunately the knife was not inserted deeply, but fortunately it was nothing serious, and after saying a lot, I gradually woke up.

I knew that I was lying in the school infirmary, I was not dead, and suddenly, my heart became desolate again, and I felt that my eyes were full of black fog, which suffocated me, and I really didn't want to go back to this world, and I didn't want to face this ridiculous and sad reality.

Sister Angel seemed to see that something was wrong with me, and she kept comforting me, hoping that I would cheer me up.

After a while, the leaders and counselors of the hospital also came to see me, and they usually ignored me, but when it came to the critical moment, they behaved completely differently, as if they cared about me.

They kept giving me spiritual encouragement, chattering about many scenes, saying that Ding Wudi had been demerited, and that they had publicly warned some students that no one would openly bully me now, otherwise I would be expelled immediately, and I would never be tolerated, so that I could recover from my injuries and study in this school with peace of mind in the future.

Listening to these, my sad heart hurt fiercely, the reality is really still so realistic, Ding Wudi was on campus, openly humiliating me, beating me, and even stabbing me with a knife, so blatantly, but he only remembered it.

No wonder a black sheep like Ding Wudi can do whatever he wants at school, no wonder so many people are bullied but swallow their anger, it turns out that this is a school that condones fighting, it turns out that the backstage can settle everything.

And these sanctimonious leaders will only appear in time at the critical moment and make those false cares, they are nothing more than afraid that I will have another neurotic attack, afraid that I will commit suicide, afraid that I will make a big deal and affect the school. The so-called human affection is really nihilistic.

Love, brotherhood, classmates, today there is another teacher-student relationship, sure enough, the feelings in the world are the same, the fragile to die, the fake to die.

I suddenly rolled my somewhat dull eyes, scanning these pretending people, and I couldn't help but feel a strong antipathy in my heart, I didn't want to see them, let alone communicate with them.

So, I directly pulled out the needle hanging from my hand, got up from the hospital bed, and endured the severe pain of the wound and got out of bed.

Immediately, I put on my clothes that had been trampled on and I didn't know who had picked them up for me, and left indifferently.

One of the older professors hurriedly grabbed me and said, "Student Wu, what's wrong with you? You still need to cultivate well, you can't move around, if you have anything, we can do it for you, or if you have any requirements, we will try our best to meet you, but don't think about it!"

Sure enough, these hypocritical people are afraid that I will die, and that my blood will stain their campus.

I didn't even bother to look at them again, so I shook off the old guy's hand and continued to walk towards the door.

After taking two steps, Sister Angel grabbed me again and said that my wound was not healed and I couldn't move around, but I still ignored it and left her indifferently.

My head is very dizzy, my body is very painful, and my steps are very heavy, but I still don't want to stay in this ghost place, I don't want to see anyone here, I stubbornly walked out of the school doctor's room, every step I take, the pain increases by a point, the gauze on my body even slowly oozes blood, I break out in a cold sweat, but I am still silent, with a resolute face.

Out of the school doctor's office, the old professor's anxious shout immediately sounded behind him: "You follow him quickly, don't let him do anything stupid again!"

The counselor and two younger department leaders immediately followed me.

I didn't care about them, I just raised my head and looked at the boundless sky, today's sky, gloomy, shrouded in me, still the fatal gray, all the aura that once put on my head disappeared overnight, and now all that is left is desolation.

I closed my eyes deeply, squeezing out the last tears of despair that had accumulated in my eyes, and then I suddenly opened my eyes and moved on.

After walking a few steps, a sharp-eyed classmate suddenly noticed me and shouted, "Look and see, the madman is out!"

These words, like the lead of a firecracker, ignited, suddenly the whole campus crackled, the crowd gathered, the more I walked forward, the more people followed behind me to watch the excitement, their eyes were full of excitement, as if they saw a monkey in the circus.

I tried to break through the suffocating air, ignoring the faces of those people, and walked slowly, but some unstoppable voices still broke through the wind:

"Hey, what are you going to do with this madman, his wounds are still oozing blood, he ran straight out of the infirmary, it won't be that he can't think of jumping off the building, right?"

"Don't you say he's a psychopath, his thinking is incomprehensible to ordinary people. ”

"Maybe he's going to take revenge on Brother Invincible, didn't you see it yesterday? He's been bullied into something, I'm afraid a man can't bear this humiliation, and he's still crazy!"

"What kind of revenge, you don't look at him, you walk around, what do you take to take revenge!"

"Alas, be quiet, don't hit him, he's already very pitiful, let's still have a little sympathy, let's take a look, see what he wants to do!"

“...”

The discussion is endless, but after I listened to it, I couldn't make it more uncomfortable, I should have endured it, I have already endured it, my heart is almost numb, I just can't get rid of the feeling of suffocation, the air on campus is really turbid.

With difficult steps and followed by everyone, I slowly walked to my dormitory and went upstairs.

The corridor on the first floor of my dormitory was already full of classmates, and their eyes were inexplicable, ashamed, fearful, but more indifferent.

When they saw me coming, they didn't say anything to me, but they all stepped aside and made way for me.

I crossed the road and went straight to my dormitory, and the counselor and the two department leaders immediately followed me in and guarded the window, probably afraid that I would jump out of the window.

I took my backpack and put a few clothes and some important things into my bed when they didn't exist, and then I put my bag on my shoulders, buckled my cap on my head, and walked out of the dormitory with my head down.

The people blocking outside the dormitory immediately made way for me again, and I walked through the corridor unimpeded, went downstairs, and exited the dormitory.

Outside the dormitory building, there was also a sea of people, and they all looked forward to it.

However, when they saw me walking downstairs with my bag on my back, their eyes immediately showed disappointment. Some people couldn't help but cry out with regret:

"Ah, no, what is he doing with his bag, shouldn't he have been scared out of school by Brother Invincible!"

"Probably not, he's a madman who isn't even afraid of death, how could he give in so easily!"

"That's right, it's hard to come out of the school with such a madman, if he really leaves, then there will be no good show to watch in the future!"

"Will you go or not, follow and see, what's the point!"

I tried to get rid of these chirping sounds, only pressed the brim of my hat lower, I didn't want to see these indifferent people anymore, I didn't want to look at anyone's eyes, I just lowered my head, looked at my feet, and walked slowly forward.

There are more and more people gathered around me, and the stars are not as fan-attracting as me, but the stars are glamorous, and I, haggard and depressed, stepping on this cold land, the pain in my heart began to accumulate little by little, and the injuries on my body continued to worsen, and people became more and more uncomfortable.

The road was not long, but I walked for a long, long time, until my whole body was soaked with sweat, and I finally walked out of the university gate.

Walking outside the school, immediately, I felt like I could breathe, the air around me was finally no longer oppressive, and the black smoke that enveloped me gradually dissipated, I raised my head, took a deep breath, and then exhaled heavily.

At this time, my state was a little calmer, and then, I put down my backpack and turned my head to look at the school that had brought me extreme pain and humiliation.

Some inexplicable passers-by, seeing this spectacular scene, thought that the people of the school saw me off thousands of miles away, but who knows, they just want to watch the big show, whether it is those sanctimonious teachers and leaders, or those indifferent and ruthless students, they will not really think about me and worry about me.

I let out a wry smile, then slowly lifted the brim of my cap, trying to open my heavy eyelids, and scanning the faces in front of me.

Among the unfamiliar faces, the expressions are varied, excited, anticipating, banter, indifferent, sympathetic, simply colorful.

Among the familiar faces, Wang Yadong, a northeastern man who had officially married me as brothers, had dodgy eyes and didn't dare to look at me.

Fang Zixuan, the sinister villain I hated from the beginning, had an incomprehensible depth in his eyes, and a seemingly innocent smile at the corner of his mouth.

Ding Wudi, the purple-haired girl, the muscular boy group, and those little sisters, they all seemed to be holding a celebration banquet, all of them with happy faces, celebrating my exit from school.

The classmates and teachers in the class have rich expressions and complicated eyes.

But, for me, all of them, no difference, all of them are demons in human skin.

After sweeping away these demons, my tired eyes stared at the majestic school gate carved in a few big characters, which were the names of our school, looking at it, the sourness and bitterness in my heart couldn't help but roll.

After staring at it for a long time, I finally withdrew my gaze, crouched down, and took out the acceptance letter from my backpack that I had been carefully keeping.

Immediately, I stood up and stared at the well-groomed notice, and gradually, my eyes began to darken, and my eyes were full of pain and sadness.

Under the inexplicable gaze of everyone, I slowly tore the notice in my hand, one at a time, one at a time.

The fragments grew smaller and smaller, and finally, I clenched the fragments, raised my hand suddenly, and swung them into the air.

The moment the debris flew down, my angry and unwilling yell suddenly rang out in the air: "Fuck your garbage school!"