Kang Ruoran finally got tired of crying. Mother and daughter are connected, and Kang's mother can't rest assured that this daughter will die with her death. The old lady died strangely, and he never dreamed of her. Not once. I didn't come to talk to him, and I didn't come to talk to him. The old lady lived half her life, and everything was transparent. She understands that the reason why she is connected with Liu Nian is all because of Kang Ruoran.

Now that Kang Ruoran has become like this with the passing year, Kang's mother is more willing to make herself an outsider in the passing year. Sometimes alienation and indifference are the harshest accusations, and the calmest way is more powerful.

Liunian understood too late.

But in life, you always have to live up, either to yourself or to others.

Liu Nian got up quietly, and saw Kang Ruoran moving slightly on the bed uneasily, she couldn't sleep well for a while, and she was thinner. Since coming to the United States, Liu Nian has watched her wither day by day, and his heart is not happy, he doesn't know how to help her, and he has also had the idea of escaping, and until now he has not figured out whether his lingering by Kang Ruoran's side is more beneficial or harmful to her.

A woman really wants to get a man, but she knows that she can't get it, so why does she let him face herself every day? People have to learn to turn around, and maybe Kang Ruoran will find out when he turns around: I go, it turns out that the men in the world are black and oppressive, and they are all in a bunch of black and black people.

People must learn to betray themselves and break with their former selves. The old does not go, the new does not come. For a woman, this is about a man, about love, and not about herself.

However, he sniffed beside Kang Ruoran like a wolf, but he couldn't find a place to put his mouth down. What he says and does now is wrong. At present, this incident has happened to the Kang family, even if he turns his back on Chen Mofei again from today and chooses to be with Kang Ruoran, he, Kang Ruoran, and the Kang family will never be able to go back to the past.

I don't know who started the matter, and who completely messed things up. This situation actually made him helpless.

The sigh slipped into the night, silently. Kang Ruoran's breathing is almost inaudible, she is thin enough, if Kang Ruoran has three long and two short...... I don't dare to think about it in the past few years, then his so-called happiness is GDP with blood, and he and Chen Mofei are afraid that they will be shackled for the rest of their lives.

When he saw Kang Ruoran's brows stretched, his face was calm, and then he got up again and carefully turned off the indoor lights one by one, and the sound of him turning off the lights and pressing the button all needed to be brewed, and he held his breath, because he was afraid that he would wake up Kang Ruoran, who had finally fallen asleep.

When the last light in the room was extinguished, she looked at Kang Ruoran, who was curled up in a small ball on the bed, the huge bed and quilt enclosed her in the middle, and she looked weak and small, like a homeless cat.

He thought, what if Kang Ruoran was his sister? What if she was his relative? Liu Nian tiptoed back to the bed, sat on the chair he had just sat down, and his body temperature was still sitting at the bottom of the chair, he almost didn't dare to breathe, breathed gently, and stayed by her bedside.

Until the east was white, the sun rose in the east, and the sunlight tried to penetrate the airtight blackout curtains, but finally found that it could not do human technology, so he gave up in vain, and woke up early, but he didn't dare to move, just quietly watching the people on the bed sleep.

Go to sleep.

I think that there was a time when he was very fond of sleeping.

Liu Nian turned his gaze out the window, it was when he had just moved here and had just separated from Chen Mofei, after studying late at night, he went to bed and went to sleep, he let himself be heartless, and forced himself to forget Chen Mofei, but from time to time he imagined her looking for herself, her tears, and her disappointedness. Liu Nian wrote letters to Chen Mofei, one after another.

"Dear Chen Mofei......"

He always began like this, but as soon as the word "Filipino" ended, he put down his pen weakly and irritably. I have nothing, I can't give her anything, she must hate me to death, I ......

When I was young, I always had no scruples about falling in love with someone, until I really figured out what I was doing, and I started to feel uneasy again.

Sometimes in the morning, before I get up, I think, let me sleep like this all the time, sleep and never wake up again, no more girl's eyes, a girl's gasp, a girl's face tormented him in the middle of the night, under the street lamp when he came back from school in the middle of the night, in the corridor where he went upstairs, outside the windowsill that he occasionally looked up at while he was studying.

Missing a person, becoming a disaster, becoming a disease, and never tasted the taste of lovesickness before. I don't know what acacia is, but I really know it, and I know that it's not acacia, it's a traveler who fell into the salt sea, and there is nothing to save when he opens his mouth and closes his mouth.

So he studied like crazy, he became a top student, and everyone took him as an example, saying, look, the new kid, I heard that there was a sudden change in the family, and everyone can be so good, what reason do you have not to work hard?

Listening to them praise themselves behind their backs, I felt empty-hearted. Only he knows that sometimes people really need a reason to work hard, and there is no need for a reason not to work hard. People get it wrong all the time, really.

On the bed, Kang Ruoran gently squirmed her body like a mollusk, and sat up straight, Kang Ruoran opened her eyes with relief, and her slender fingers pulled out her hair, and she saw Liunian.

"Husband. "Flowing years shouted.

At this sound, Liu Nian almost fell off the chair, but he calmed his heart in time.

Liu Nian didn't speak.

Kang Ruoran didn't move, still maintaining the same posture for the last second, and his weak smile started at the corners of his lips and ended with his eyes.

"You haven't slept all night?" Kang Ruoran asked.

"It's not. Liu Nian got up from his chair at this time, he was so tired from sleeping, his muscles and bones were so tired, he moved his almost stiff bones.

"Are you having nightmares again?" asked Liunian.

Kang Ruoran shook his head and didn't speak.

"What do you want to eat?" asked Liu Nian, "I'll make it for you, you can lie down for a while, slowly." Just wake up, don't rush to get up. ”

Kang Ruoran smiled, and his fingers reluctantly moved away from his hair. She looked at the passing years.

"You say, if you don't know us and see this scene in the morning, will anyone think that we are a loving newlywed couple?"

This is another question that there is no way to answer, and Liu Nian has recently learned to avoid the important and light.

Getting along with women is a science. Women are naturally delicate and sensitive, and men who can't read women like to say that women are unreasonable.

"I'm going to buy some fresh ingredients. "I didn't go to the kitchen before, since I came to Bibang with Kang Ruoran, my cooking skills have improved by leaps and bounds, and when I am in a good mood, Kang Ruoran can't help but praise him. The passing year is also happy and smiling.

However, Kang Ruo's then words ruined the harmonious and friendly atmosphere.

"I know I'm a white mouse. Your motivation to work hard, all your excellence has nothing to do with me. ”

Whether it is a woman or a man, you can't be too smart, and your wisdom will hurt. I can see through everything at a glance, and I don't know how to deceive myself, I don't know how to find a good step for myself, life and human nature are clear at a glance, life is not fun is small, no suspense is big.

Some people like a life where they can see the end at a glance, saying that it is smooth and stable, and some people like that every step is unknown, every step is frightening, brain-burning and heart-burning, but people will feel that they are alive.

I feel like I'm alive, steaming alive.

Kang Ruoran is a smart woman, and so is Chen Mofei. Both women are. What is the difference? Chen Mofei may have hated at the beginning, but she knows that love and hate are only a part of her life, not the whole thing, and she knows that no matter how much she loves and hates, the premise is to live first. Kang Ruoran is different, her love and hate seem to be stronger, her thin body seems to contain a huge amount of energy, saying that she has a huge energy because that energy is almost a nuclear weapon, a proto-child bomb, and the killing range is too large.

There are those whose love destroys themselves and destroys everything around them.

But Liu Nian suspected that when Kang Ruoran learned about this, she would definitely blame him for all the guilt. If you are worried about the years, Kang Ruoran will do more extreme things.

For now, however, filling your belly is a top priority.

I went out to buy fresh ingredients, knowing that Kang Ruoran's appetite has not been very good these days, so I want to boil a porridge for her, and then fry a side dish, two people eat just right, not wasted, this place is not very easy to buy, otherwise I want to give Kang Ruoran a medicinal porridge, it is said that a woman who has just become pregnant has endocrine disorders, and basically becomes a little unreasonable. I didn't hear Chen Qiao say that Chen Mofei has become hateful now. However, the structure of the human body is almost the same, not to mention that he is so far away from her, when he is done, he will give the recipe to Chen Qiao and let Chen Qiao help Chen Mofei make it.

He walked towards his home, and when he passed by Kang Ruoran's door, he wanted to go in, but then he didn't.

Maybe she's asleep again. It's better to get her up when the food is ready, and let her come over and eat here, or I can bring everything to her.

When Liu Nian opened the door, he saw Kang Ruoran sitting in the living room of his room, which was a small house with one bedroom and one living room, the space was not too large, and the living room was facing west, so when he got up in the morning, the light in the living room was not good.

Liunian wondered how Kang Ruoran got in. But he closed his mouth in amusement and didn't ask. There was a laptop on the small table in the living room, and the dialog box on it had not yet had time to be closed.

There was a conversation between him and Chen Qiao last night, and then he fell asleep on the sofa, and then he was woken up by Kang Ruoran, so he ran directly to Kang Ruoran's house.

Liu Nian did his best to remember what he had told Chen Qiao last night.

Then, little by little, he remembered.

Now it seems too late to run in front of Kang Ruoran and turn off the computer. But there has to be something to do. Liu Nian walked over to Kang Ruoran and put down the vegetables and fruits in his hand.