The moment I fell to my knees, I raised my face and looked at the sun that was about to set in the distance, and my heart was desolate.

The glimmer of the remnant sun hit my eyes, and there was only one sentence reflected in my eyes: Let the storm come more violently!

I can't find the meaning of life, I should have come, I shouldn't have come, just hit me today, I want to see how cruel fate will be.

Gradually, the crowd around became denser and denser, and the discussion became more and more noisy, but no one made a loud noise, only a small noise.

The invincible brother standing in front of me kept looking down at me, the living dead, and his eyes flashed a subtle change, from anger to contempt, and disgust.

stared at it for a long time before he said coldly: "You still dare to come to school, you are really a madman who is not afraid of death." ”

I was still staring into the distance, my eyes were empty, and everyone, in my eyes, was nothing.

The anger in my eyes spurted out again when Brother Invincible looked at me like this, and he suddenly leaned down, grabbed my neck with one hand, and punched me in the stomach with the other.

A punch came, and the only remaining sour water in my stomach was beaten out, and then, the invincible brother punched me mercilessly, and said angrily: "You still pretend to be forced by me, Lao Tzu hates a gloomy villain like you the most, I gave you the opportunity to have an upright struggle, but you engaged in a sneak attack, and used a woman to pester me, and took the opportunity to stab me, how can a person like you be embarrassed to live in the world, huh?"

After saying that, he punched me twice, and my eyes were about to burst out, but I still held on, trying to be sober, sober and sober in the face of the cruelty of the world.

At this time, there was a small and fragmented discussion in my ears:

"Maybe he is relying on his own mentally ill mother, deliberately pretending to be neurotic, but in fact, his heart is darker than anything else, specializing in what villains do. ”

"Possibly, this kind of withdrawn person, the devil knows what is in his heart. ”

"At the beginning, he thought he had won the invincible brother, and he thought how majestic he was, it turned out that he relied on sneak attacks, and it was really not a man's business!"

"Not only by sneak attack, but also by women, I heard that now I have been dumped by that woman again, I deserve it!"

In the midst of everyone's accusations, Brother Invincible's anger became even more rampant, he increased his strength, grabbed my neck fiercely, bared his teeth and said: "Do you think that if you win me, someone will accept your neuropath? People are afraid of being accidentally stabbed by your neuropathy and don't want to provoke you." You still have to inch in, and you actually shot at Zhen Zhen again, you and I are dead, right?"

His strength was so great that my already miserable face became even more distorted, and the whole person was about to suffocate, so Brother Invincible let go of me.

Immediately, he stood up straight, crossed his hands over his chest, and looked down at me with a fierce face.

I coughed violently, and the sour water gushed out of my mouth, and it was very uncomfortable, but I still persevered, insisted on straightening up and kneeling in place.

I didn't speak, I didn't refute, I just closed my eyes gently, waiting for a more violent revenge.

Soon, the cold voice of the invincible brother came: "Zhen Zhen, your account, you go and settle it!"

Suddenly, two loud slaps were thrown on my face one after another, instantly waking me up, I opened my eyes weakly, saw the purple-haired girl facing me, and scolded: "Your mother's madman, my mother has let you go regardless of your previous suspicions, and you even took the initiative to provoke me and humiliate me in public, thinking that I was a bully, right?"

As soon as the purple-haired woman's fiery temper came up, the wind and clouds seemed to change color, and I knew that she was particularly confident because she relied on her invincible brother by her side. I didn't dare to retaliate against me at the beginning, but it was also because my invincible brother was recuperating at home. I really have nothing to say in the face of someone like her.

When the purple-haired woman saw that I didn't speak, she couldn't wait, so she kicked me in the chest with her high-heeled foot, kicking me to the ground, and then she played the move of the white bone spirit, dancing with a group of demons, kicking and kicking at me.

I endured the pain, swallowed all the pain, and let her ravage.

However, beating me was obviously not enough for her to vent her anger, she suddenly stopped moving, looked down at me, and said: "You are still dressed so decently, ruining your clothes, hum, didn't you say that you stripped me naked and threw me on the road a few days ago, and today my mother will let you taste the taste of being stripped naked!"

Hearing this, my confused eyes suddenly widened, I opened my mouth, and wanted to speak, but the purple-haired woman squatted down directly, and pungent my clothes, I hurriedly reached out to protect myself, but a few muscular men next to me immediately held me down, I couldn't move, and wanted to make a sound, but I knew that my opening could not stop the woman in purple at all, but would only make myself more humble.

I could only grit my teeth and watch the purple-haired woman take off my shirt and pick up my pants, and this perverted woman even wanted to take off my boxers.

I immediately took the opportunity to hold on to my last line of defense and refused to let go, which felt worse than being raped.

The purple-haired woman almost tore my boxers, but she didn't take them off, and in the process of tearing, it was inevitable that there would be some embarrassing touches. No matter how thick-skinned the purple-haired woman was, she realized that it was very unsightly in public, so she finally stopped, patted her hands, and said disdainfully: "Forget it, don't stain the old lady's hands!"

After saying that, she got up directly, leaving me naked and wearing only a pair of panties, curled up on the ground, shivering.

The day in June was not cold at all, but my heart was extremely cold, there were so many onlookers, but none of them helped me, they would only whisper to the side:

"Look, this guy is so thin, with ribs!"

"Oh my God, he has a lot of scars on his body, and he still has such a long stomach on it, it's miserable!"

"Maybe I've had some surgery before, so this body should be very fragile!"

The crowd's chatter made Brother Invincible react slightly, and he suddenly said to the purple-haired girl: "Baby, have you had enough?"

The purple-haired woman immediately replied coquettishly: "Not yet, like a dead dog, silent, not interesting at all, I have to train and train him, let him become a dog that can make a sound, and know how to respect the master!"

As she spoke, the perverted purple-haired woman didn't know where to get a rope, so she put the rope around my neck and tied it, then pulled the other end of the rope and walked me like a dog.

I've lost everything, my dignity or something has become worthless, but I still have a little backbone for myself in my bones, I don't want to be at the mercy of the purple-haired woman's insults, I curled up tightly on the ground, I didn't move, even if my neck was pulled and almost suffocated, I was still curled up.

The purple-haired woman was holding the rope, she couldn't pull me, she was immediately angry, and immediately asked the muscular man to lift me up, and I was weak, and I was pulled up from the ground by the muscular man, I wanted to resist with what little strength I had, but it was useless, I didn't go, and the muscular man kicked my ass.

In the end, I was led by the purple-haired woman like a dog, a dog with only pants for people to play with.

The purple-haired woman walked on crisp steps, pulling me proudly, parading in the playground, I walked slowly, and the muscular man behind me kicked me from time to time.

The onlookers were stunned, perhaps they had never seen a person actually become a dog and be walked like this.

The purple-haired woman pulled me with a rope and walked around the playground for a whole circle, before finally stopping, her expression had a kind of pride in conquering the world, and this pride prompted her to want to conquer more, she squinted at the muscular man behind me, and said arrogantly: "Let him lie on his stomach!"

Immediately, I was by the muscular man, and my legs fell to the ground, because I was so tired and exhausted, my legs were weak, and I couldn't support my body, so that my hands involuntarily supported the ground.

And the purple-haired girl, standing not far away, lifted her high heels, hooked her fingers at me again, and played with the taste: "Climb here, lick my sister's shoes, and I'll let you go, how about it!"

I raised my eyes slightly, looking at the purple-haired woman's face with heavy makeup, my heart suddenly became more desolate, and the wind hit my naked body, making my desolate heart tremble unconsciously.

I thought there was a woman who loved me, but it turned out that love was so fragile.

I thought that my brothers had supported me, but when I was in trouble, they shrank in a corner that I could not see.

I thought that many people around me were adoring me and fearing me, but they were just afraid that I would have a nervous attack.

All my self-righteousness is so illusory.

Having gained and losing again is really much more terrible than having nothing, but I didn't expect that I would lose so much that now even the little bit of dignity I have will be deprived.

At this moment, I really don't have the strength to fight against this cruel reality, but at least, I still have a little consciousness, keep my backbone, I don't want to resist, but I will never take the initiative to be humble.

I still looked at the purple-haired woman in a daze, motionless, my eyes were already hollow.

The purple-haired woman saw that I didn't know each other, and suddenly her eyes widened, and she shouted angrily, "Do you lick it?"

I didn't move, just staring at the purple-haired woman, and in my hoarse voice I let out my first voice since I came to school: "Bitch!"

The voice was not loud, but it instantly ignited the anger of the purple-haired woman, she suddenly rushed over, kicked me down, and then stomped on my face and mouth with her dirty shoes, and scolded as she stepped on it: "Call you cheap, cheap!"

In this way, she was not relieved enough, and finally simply took off her shoes, stepped directly on my mouth with her stinky feet, and kept scolding me, I endured my nausea, held my breath, and let the purple-haired woman go crazy.

She stepped on her feet until her feet were sore, and finally stopped, and said stupidly: "Forget it, it's boring, don't play, a bug-like man, it's boring!"

After saying that, she twisted her ass and walked to the invincible brother.

She left, and I finally felt the commotion dissipate, so I gasped hard, trying to breathe in a little fresh air, but the dust was flying, and what I inhaled was the turbid breath of reality.

The crowd of onlookers was still watching this good show with relish.

And Brother Invincible, strode directly, walked to my side, squatted down, patted my face, and said contemptuously: "Zhen Zhen's account has been settled with you, it's time to settle our account, Lao Tzu has never been knifed since high school, but you kid gave you yin, what do you say?"

I opened my eyes slightly, looking at this notoriously ruthless violent maniac, the corners of my mouth suddenly curved a touch, and said sadly: "Poke it back!"

Suddenly, the sparks in the invincible brother's eyes jumped out, his left hand instantly grabbed my neck, and his right hand gave me two heavy slaps, "Do you think I don't dare?"

The corners of my mouth were bloodied, but I still had a smile, a desperate smile. I squeezed a very hoarse voice out of my throat again and said, "Come on!"

Brother Invincible glared angrily, and immediately, he took out a folding knife from his body and shouted, "I'm going to stab you!"

said that it was too late, and Zhang Bin, the muscular man beside him, suddenly grabbed him and dissuaded: "Invincible brother, calm down." This kid, at first glance, is the master who doesn't want to live, and his body is so fragile, don't really kill people in front of so many people, it's not a pity for him to die a rotten life, but it's not good to drag you into the water!"

Zhang Bin's words were like a basin of cold water, which suddenly woke up the invincible brother, he stared at me incredulously, gritted his teeth and said, "You really fucking want to die?"

The smile on my lips deepened, and the voice in my throat became more and more hoarse: "You'll kill me if you kind." ”

Brother Invincible's sharp eyes flashed, and he suddenly waved his hand and shouted loudly: "Beat me, I'll be responsible for crippling!"

Suddenly, my stiff body felt endless pain, the pain was extreme, and my nerves were numb, but the smile on the corner of my mouth was still there, as if I had really become a neuropathy who was not afraid of pain.

The crowd of onlookers talked a lot, but no one came out to dissuade them, everyone was selfish and didn't want to involve themselves, so they didn't care about idleness. No matter how miserable I am, it's none of their business, they just want to be safe, and some people are even very proud that they have such a beautiful drama for them to enjoy.

And I, on the other hand, have no hope in the world, no hope in this school, and even less hope in these indifferent people.

Heart, completely dead, my life, is also gradually passing, I seem to be aware that I want to stay away from this chilling world, at this moment, I hurt, but happy, it's just that ruthless people are not brainless, those punches and kicks kicked on me, the proportion is very appropriate, in the moment when I was in pain and almost suffocated but not unconscious, they suddenly stopped moving.

But then, a foot stepped on my chest, followed by a mouthful of spittle, sprayed on my face, my confused eyes vaguely saw that it was the invincible brother, he was looking down at me with a hideous face, bared his teeth and said: "I don't want to kill people, so I will let you go for the time being, but, I limit you to this madman to get out of school within two days, otherwise, I will make you pay a heavier price!"

With that, he removed his feet, hugged the purple-haired woman with a smug face, and left wildly.

The muscular men yelled at me, "Get out of school!" and left.

The crowd of onlookers looked at me a few more times with various eyes, discussed a few times, and hugged each other and left.

Standing in place and not moving, there were only a few people left, they looked at me with a tangled face, and then looked at the invincible brother who didn't go far, looking like they wanted to help but didn't dare to help me.

These are what I call brothers, and this is reality.

Ridiculous love, ridiculous brotherhood, ridiculous human affection, ridiculous myself, why, why is everything so ridiculous, since you want to torture me, then torture to death, why do you want me to keep a trace of consciousness to be sober, sober to face this ridiculous world.

I wanted to be happy, I really wanted to be a little more happy, my heart was swollen, swollen to the point that I wanted to explode, so swollen that my limp body was suddenly full of strength, and I leaned on myself and got up from the ground alone.

Standing in the afterglow of the setting sun, I straightened my chest and tried to hold my feet as steady as I could.

The red light left by the setting sun stretched my shadow very long, and my thin body, full of scars and bruises, looked thin and withered under the reflection of the red light.

Looking at the indifferent backs in front of me, the swelling qi in my heart rose directly to the sky, and my throat suddenly burst out of a hoarse voice, I laughed, laughed out loud, laughed at this ridiculous world, laughed at this sad human affection, the more I laughed, the more I laughed, the more I laughed, the more wreaking it was.

The desolate and raging laughter resounded over the noisy playground and spread to the ears of some of the people in front of them who were ready to leave, one turned around, and then pulled the other, and slowly, those people basically stopped, and looked back at me inexplicably.

Even the invincible brother and his group who were at the forefront stopped moving forward due to the commotion of the crowd and looked to my side.

Seeing that I was able to stand in a frenzy, Brother Invincible immediately turned around and walked towards me, and the purple-haired woman and the muscular man behind him also followed.

As soon as the invincible brother came to me, he showed a fierce gaze, he stared at me in a little surprise, and said in a deep voice: "You are really a fucking pervert, you can still stand up after such a fight, it seems that my brothers are light!"

More and more people gathered, looked at me, and talked about me.

I'm still laughing, laughing unscrupulously, tears of laughter coming out.

Brother Invincible circled around me, and suddenly, he took out the folding knife again, shook it in front of me, and said, "It seems that if you want your neurotic to stop going crazy, you have to do something real." ”

My eyes hurt from the knife, I squinted the red and swollen teary eyes slightly, looked at the invincible brother, and said with a smile: "Come on, kill me!"

After saying that, I laughed louder and louder, the laughter became more and more miserable, and the tears became more and more raging.

At this moment, the anger in the invincible brother's eyes soared instantly, and there was a very impatient anxiety on his face, he suddenly clenched the handle of the knife, and roared irritably: "Fuck your mother's neurosis, give me death!"

As he spoke, his knife stabbed at me in an instant, and his brother was too late to stop it.

The knife pierced into my body, and my laughter stopped abruptly, and my eyes glared at the boss, and tears rolled down my face.

At this moment, I have no sorrow, no pain, no depression, only a sense of relief.

With this relieved smile, I, in all kinds of sighs and exclamations, slowly fell to the ground...