People like me should stay away from others, so as not to bring bad luck to those around them.

"Xia Xia, we are friends!" Han Xiaoya stubbornly took my hand: "Xia Xia, you have dropped out of school now, what are your plans in the future?" You wait for a while, Junxi is still negotiating with his uncle and aunt, and when he comes out, everything will be fine!"

I heard him say that Jun-hee was still having trouble with his family, and I looked at her all of a sudden: "How is he?"

Han Xiaoya shook her head: "He's not good, not good at all, if you see him, you won't recognize him, his current situation won't be much better than yours, uncles and aunts are very distressed!"

I suddenly knelt down in front of Han Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, I don't need you to help me, but I want to ask you for one thing!"

Seeing me like this, Han Xiaoya hurriedly reached out to help: "What do you want me to do, just say it, everyone is a friend, what do you want or not, you get up quickly!"

"Just let me say that!" I stubbornly refused to get up and looked at Han Xiaoya.

"You can meet Jun-hee, right?"

"I can, my uncle and aunt asked me to help persuade him, but I'm ashamed, it's useless!" Han Xiaoya's tone was with a touch of frustration.

"Okay, you tell Song Junxi and say。。。。。。 My mom and I left the city, I don't know where I went, so I told him not to look for me anymore, or that I was dead and had disappeared from this world。。。。。。 ”

"Xia Xia, are you crazy, what will you do alone in the future, you shouldn't leave him at this time!" Han Xiaoya looked at me, her eyes full of disbelief.

"Xiaoya, there will be no result between me and him, I know that this will be the result but I still stubbornly like him, this is God's punishment for me, I am too self-conscious, Xiaoya, Junxi is with me, I will only drag him down, I think I understand, my life is already like this, there is no need to pull him into the water again, I think he is doing well, I don't want him to be depressed like this, you just tell him, it's best if I die, and you can let him have no worries from now on!"

Han Xiaoya shook her head desperately, and I smiled bitterly: "Is there a worse life than me? I will drag him down for the rest of his life, Xiaoya, I know, you like her, right?"

If you like him, stay by his side, like her on my behalf, take care of him on my behalf, I Liu Xia owes you only in the next life.

Xiaoya, I beg you, persuade Junxi well, don't let him look for me, Xia Xia in the past is dead, I have nothing left, I think he lives happily, then I will be very satisfied, and it can be regarded as a little alleviation of my sins!"

"Xia Xia, I have never seen such a stupid person as you, how could two people who love each other so much come to this point!" Han Xiaoya wiped her tears and pulled me up desperately.

"Our love was wrong from the beginning, we are all too young and naïve, Xiaoya, don't say you've seen me, don't come to me again, I'm ready to leave here and start a new life, and I won't be in this city again!"

"Where are you going, we。。。。。。 How can I find you in the future?" Han Xiaoya looked at me, and her eyes were red.

"Don't look for me, you can go, just tell him that if you want us to live well, you know what kind of life is the best choice for Joon-hee!"

"But, what will you do in the future?" asked Han Xiaoya uneasily.

"I'll have a good life in the future! You go, Jun-hee's everything will be entrusted to you!"

I watched Han Xiaoya leave step by step, sitting on the ground for a long time and couldn't come back to her senses.

Everything is really in the past, in this world, there are three people I love the most, one is dead, one is crazy, and Jun-hee is left, I don't want his future to be tainted because of me, without me, he will still be the Song Jun-hee from the sun, maybe I should have left a long time ago!

I used the phone in the room to call the landlord over, and she only gave me a deposit of 3,000 yuan, saying that my rent was overdue, and I wanted to calculate a month's money.

I stood on the road with the money refunded, and I really had to rely on myself in the future.

The money left is only enough for my mother's medical bills for a year, and I don't have time to be depressed, I have to go and earn money to support my mother to atone for my sins.

When my dad was alive, he used to say that as long as people work hard, they will always have a good life.

Can I make a good life for my mom?

The place where I rented the house was in a small town on the edge of City A, and at that time, the developer of the house had not yet developed the house there.

As a result, it is relatively quiet compared to the bustling metropolis.

At night, with the lights turned off, I could hear the wind blowing and shaking the branches.

It sounds desperate on a night like this. It's been almost a week since I moved here, but I haven't found a job yet, I'm not an adult yet, and it's not easy to find a job.

Tomorrow, I have to go to the hospital to bring a change of clothes to my mother, I asked the doctor, my mother goes to bed every day after eating at noon, I can go at that time, I can go into the ward to see her, and stay with her for a while, so that she will not go crazy when she sees me.

The street was very lively, and when I received a flyer handed to me, I remembered that today was Christmas, and I remembered that Jun-hee told me that he was going to take me to the movies on Christmas Day.

It's a pity。。。。。

My eyes were sour and I wanted to cry, and the girl who handed out the flyer looked at me and rubbed her eyes: "Miss, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, it's windy, squinting, thank you!"

"We have a 50% discount on Christmas in our store today, Miss, if you have time, go over and take a look!"

"Okay, thank you!" I left quickly, now scared of these lively places.

I got off here just to help my mom buy egg tarts, our family came to eat KFC once, my mom likes to eat egg tarts inside, she used to be worried about money, never willing to eat.

Now that I'm sick, I can't even recognize it, I just want her to taste it again.

When I arrived at the hospital, my mom was asleep, and I took her hand and sat next to her for a long time.

It wasn't until the nurse came to remind me that my mom was about to wake up from a nap and told me to get out quickly.

Sure enough, not long after I came out of the ward, she woke up, saw the egg tart next to the bed, and looked at it in a daze for a long time before picking it up.

The nurse didn't know what to say to her, she seemed to be trying to think, and then suddenly she grabbed her head and threw the tart on the ground.

The nurse comforted her for a long time before she calmed down, but suddenly got out of bed, picked up the tart on the floor and stuffed it into her mouth.

In that way, I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, turned my head, rushed out of the hospital, and wanted to cry, but I couldn't shed a single tear.