In the short 20-day winter vacation, according to the full performance sequence and route arranged by the county propaganda department, we performed the opera "The White-Haired Girl" in the countryside. One of the things I remember the most is that at the first performance, I was hit with a brick.

That village is called Xiejia Village. Legend has it that an emperor of the Tang Dynasty hunted and ran here, people were sleepy and tired, so he took a break here, and after lunch, he galloped his horse and chased down the Zhongnan Mountain. Now, Xiejia Village has become Xuejia Village, but in fact, there is not even a family surnamed Xue in the village.

There is a deputy secretary of the county party committee living in Xuejia Village, and the masses have a high consciousness of carrying out the pilot work of mutual assistance and cooperation there, and all work is a red flag in the county, and it is natural that the first performance will be held in Xuejia Village. Under the eyelids of the deputy secretary of the county party committee, the first performance in such an advanced village, our mood when performing is not difficult to imagine, and it is very serious.

Xuejia Village is a large village and a central natural village in an administrative village. There is an old theater building in the middle of the village, and there are people sitting or standing under the stage, and the audience is lying on the roof, on the low wall, and on the branches.

The whole performance went smoothly, the order of the masses was also very good, and 100 militiamen were maintaining it! The incident happened in the scene of "Niangniang Temple". When I (Huang Shiren) and Mu Renzhi went to the Niangniang Temple to take shelter from the rain, met the white-haired girl, and were chased and beaten by the white-haired girl, the audience was in a commotion, rolling like thunder with a roar of "hit! fight". I have forgotten that I am Xu Shenxing, I am as frightened as Huang Shiren, and I really did the fake show. As I fled to the corner, I heard an angry roar, "Fuck this shit!" and I was hit hard on the leg and fell.

The situation was quickly brought under control by the militia. I have to get up and run away immediately, otherwise I'll be caught by the white-haired girl, and if I catch it, it's not easy to do, and the plot can't go down. I glanced at the half-cut brick under my feet, but I didn't get up, and in my panic, I crawled on my hands and fled backstage.

After the performance, the deputy secretary of the county party committee shook hands with us one by one on stage, and he said to me: "You have been hit with a brick, which means that you are acting like you." This brick is the highest reward that the masses have given you!" His stiff accent from northern Shaanxi made me feel very kind.

After a short meeting, the members who took care of our meals were already crowding in front of the stage, vying to lead us to dinner. Tian Fang was pulled and pulled by several girls, competing to pull them into their house, and there was an argument. I'm a bully and naturally won't be a popular character. At this time, a young man squeezed forward and asked, "Who played Huang Shiren just now?" As soon as I answered, he dragged my arm and left.

In the dark, I walked with him through a strange village and into a small one-room house, where only his mother was present. As soon as I sat down, the old man asked me to stretch out my legs, pour liquor into a thick bowl, light it with fire, and quickly dip the burning liquor in the bowl and scrub it over my wounds. Her fingers were covered with blue flames, and they covered my bruised scars from the bricks, burning my teeth.

"I ......," said the young man very uncomfortably, "I can't help it...... Throw a brick!"

Oh! He was the one who hit me!

"Well done!" I patted him on the back, "This is the highest reward for me!"

He smiled embarrassedly and brought me food.

Egg noodles, I ate so deliciously, and I was really hungry.

Mother and son watched me eat and told me a sad thing that made me cry. His elder sister had trampled the second young master of a wealthy family in the village and jumped into a well! His father was so angry that he couldn't afford to stay on the kang and went to the ...... at the end of the year He treated me on the stage as a bully in Xuejia Village, who ruined his family!

Tian Fang is here.

She looked at my injury, pressed it lightly with her hand, and asked me if I wanted to go to the nearby town clinic to see a doctor, and I said that my aunt had already treated me. She didn't know that a tragic past had just been told here, so she casually asked, "Auntie, are you and your mother and son in the house?"

"Oh!" replied the eldest lady.

"What about your daughter-in-law, who went to her mother's house?" Tian Fang asked.

"Not yet......," said the young man, blushing.

"Why don't you marry a daughter-in-law for others?" Tian Fang said with a smile, looking disgusted, "You are really cold!"

"Positive...... "The eldest lady glanced at her son, "I said him, you are free and free......!

The young man lowered his head shyly, and Tian Fang and I couldn't help laughing. The room was filled with an atmosphere of joy, and my heart was very relaxed, and wherever Tian Fang sit, it was very happy.

"Let me see who you are, okay?" Tian Fang asked.

The young man smiled and said, "My mother is talking nonsense......"

The eldest lady couldn't hold her mouth back: "Just now I was cooking in the house, this ...... It's the ...... rolled out by someone's daughter."

"Wow, Shen Xing, you are so blessed!" Tian Fang smiled at me, "You have eaten that newcomer's noodles, it must be fragrant, right? I'm late...... Hahaha!"

After saying goodbye to the mother and son, Tian Fang and I walked back.

The streets and alleys were dark, and I couldn't see the road, and the roads in the potholed village alleys were walking at night, one foot lower and one foot higher, and my legs that had been hit by bricks ached for a while. I walked cautiously on my feet, and she walked beside me, naturally putting her hand around my arm.

I did not refuse, but wished that the road to my lodgings would be longer, so that the gentle hand would hold me a little longer, but I would not want to speak, but walk quietly. She didn't speak, and the hand holding my left arm tightened.

She tripped over something, knelt forward, almost fell, grabbed my hand, dragged me to stagger two steps, stepped on a stone in the dark, and made my leg hurt like a heart-piercing pain, "oh yo", bent down, and couldn't stand up for a long time.

She exclaimed softly, took my arms with both hands, lifted me up, and put my arms on her shoulders, her other hand around my waist, almost carrying me forward. My leg didn't hurt anymore, but I was reluctant to let her go. I felt the warmth of her waist, and the warm breath hit the base of my ears. My heart was beating wildly in my chest, my whole body was hot, my feet were trampling around, and I didn't know that it hurt. I had an inexplicable idea that if I walked to the guillotine with each other in my arms like this, I would be so calm that I would not even have a trace of pain.

I raised my left hand and boldly put my arm around her waist. She seemed to shudder slightly, and did not speak. I felt my breath run out of my throat and my heart was about to jump out of my throat, so I turned over and hugged her, and I almost fainted when my lips touched hers......

I was lying on the kang and couldn't sleep, and under me was the hot kang of the owner. Several actors crowded with the kang had already started snoring, and under the oil lamp, fine beads of sweat could be seen on the tip of their noses. I blew out the dim kerosene fireworks on the lamp, and lay under the covers, my heart still pounding. Is this love? The fire in my heart that this kind of love produces is almost melting me.

My father, according to his family rules and original theories, married the daughter-in-law I married, even on the wedding night, we didn't even say a word, and each of us slept until dawn with each other's arms in his arms, and I didn't even have a trace of "evil thoughts".

How could a person who was obsessed with his heart abandon his studies? How could he become the king of Shang or the emperor of Tang Ming, who indulged in lewd pleasures and lost his country? Not only do I now feel that my father's theory is ridiculous and ridiculous, but also abhorrent! I turned over and sat up and lit an oil lamp.

I wore my shirt and pants, and I didn't feel cold, so I jumped under the kang, opened the small suitcase, and pulled out the instructions that my father had written to me when I was leaving.

Be cautious!

Seeing these two words, my heart tightened, and in the dim light, my father's grim face seemed to be faintly visible. I took one last look, and then I lifted the thin, thin piece of rice paper the size of a page, and lit it on the lamp.

"What are you tossing! I don't sleep yet—" Wang Youmin, who was on the same kang, muttered.

"Spells!" I said, "Spells!"

He rolled over and fell asleep again. Wang Youmin has long been divorced, and he is in love with Zheng Wanglian, who plays the sister-in-law, and he has already negotiated it, and he will only wait for the two years to expire and get a marriage certificate. He had all the best and slept soundly.

I looked at my feet, and the burned rice paper turned into a black mass of paper ashes, rolling and rolling on the ground, and shattering. My heart was relieved, and the last spell that bound my heart was shattered.

I didn't have the heart to sleep, so by the light of the kerosene lamp, I opened my journal and wrote down this day of my life. A person who has been married for several years, but love has just awakened......

I flipped through my diary and found out exactly ten days since I sent my divorce petition. On the way back to school from home, I thought about it for eight or nine hours on foot, and finally made up my mind. On the evening of my return to school, I wrote down my divorce petition, which was sent from the postal agency in Shanmen Township to the county court the next day. I have already been told that the courts are receiving a mountain of such civil cases, and it will take two months at the earliest for them to be brought to trial, which should be the following spring.

Poor daughter-in-law! I couldn't hold it back any longer, and sighed in my heart, I want to hate, you hate my father! If you want to scold, you should scold him too! He not only hurt you, but also me! He stuffed you and me into the same room, and it was over! If you don't emancipate, I will live with you in a daze for the rest of my life! I'm liberated, I'm free, my heart can't hold back, if I don't enjoy the right to freedom, I'll lose this undreamed liberation! I hope you ...... You can also find a lovely man, both of them are good......

The next day, we went to Shijiaping to perform. After the performance, Tian Fang and I walked to the small hill behind the village, this was my first intentional date with her, and she asked me to come.

I sat down next to her shoulders and put my arms around her shoulders.

She broke free of my hand: "I'll give it to you...... Look at something. ”

She turned on her flashlight and took out a folded stack of plaid paper from her pocket, filled with dense pen words. She only shows her name on the last page. When I saw that it was the neat Liu Jianguo, I was shocked, and hurriedly asked, "What is this?"

"He wrote me a letter. Tian Fang said quietly, "This is the fifth time!"

"You...... What to do?" I asked hurriedly.

"Do you still need to ask?" she said, glancing at me, pulling a box of matches from her pocket and striking it.

Liu Jianguo's letter is burning.

My heart is also burning.

I was so happy that I hugged Tian Fang, I could hear the sound of my own heartbeat, and I could hear the sound of her heartbeat, and my hand crossed into her fluffy hair, which was softer than silk. She lay quietly on my chest, her eyes closed, her arms around my neck like iron hoops, and I knew that the arms of the person who loved me were so strong.

In the vast plains under the jurisdiction of this county and in the deep Qinling Mountains, the footprints of our accelerated second class performance team members have been left. In every village where the performance was held, on the side of the road on the plain, and by the stream in the mountains, Tian Fang and I also kissed and snuggled up. The heart that has been suppressed for a long time and becomes heavier, once it is free, bursts out with a doubly strong passion. On a few occasions, I kissed her on the neck, leaving bruises on her neck, and she had to wrap a towel around her neck to cover it. She didn't blame me for kissing too hard, but pressed her cheeks and neck to me......

The twenty-day winter vacation tour is too short. The Spring Festival was also spent in a performance in a strange village, and I don't feel any regrets, it was the most enjoyable period of my life. Of course, it is only when you understand my later misfortunes that you will feel that these twenty days are in fact the twenty days of my life in which I have lived truly like a human being in 60 years of my life!