Updated: 2012-03-13

In the hospital, Xiao Luofan sat on a cold bench, his head bowed, his expression was very decadent, his clothes were scattered, rain, and mud...... He blamed himself deeply, and the scene in his mind was always like an engraved imprint, which could not be erased.

He didn't dare to imagine what the consequences would be if Huang Yuxin really jumped.

She is like a floating leaf, standing on the top of the balcony, the rain, washing her body and mind, washing her tears, when she was about to fall, fortunately Xiao Luofan shot quickly, grabbed her hand, and rescued her from the edge of death. Is this a parting of life and death, a brush with death......

How much did she love him? Love so much that she lost her mind, her nerves were confused, and she could be desperate and crazy...... just wants to escape from this world, she can't face the person she loves doesn't love him, and she can't face Xiao Luofan's desperation for her, she can only escape, escape from this world that makes her sad and desperate.

Why is she so stupid? Xiao Luofan can't wait that the person lying in the emergency room is him, and he would rather be the one who is injured than hurt someone who simply loves him deeply. Xiaoyu's love, how persistent it is, today, he thought, he should see it clearly. He can't learn to be decisive, he can't learn to be ruthless, he will still feel distressed, he feels sorry for her......

The problem he thought had been solved, but he didn't expect it to be like a thorn, and now it was piercing deep into his heart, and he was stabbing it in the softest place in his heart.

The red light in the emergency room still hasn't dimmed, and every second it flashes on is a painful torment for Xiao Luofan. When he rescued Xiaoyu, she was hot, with a high fever, her wet body, her cold little hands, her pale face, and her bloodless lips, like a gossamer, wanted to speak, and spent the last bit of strength, but she didn't spit out a word, closed her eyes tightly, and fell asleep.

Look, she made a fuss, she made a fuss, but in the end she was quiet. She was always quiet, just like he knew her at the beginning, always liked to stand obediently behind him, timidly eyes, a little afraid of this evil world, she was so helpless, so in need of protection.

She wasn't strong, she was never strong, but he overestimated her, and he thought she could be fine without him.

Xiao Luofan's heart was a mess, how should he comfort her, how should he comfort her, she didn't threaten him with her life, she just didn't believe in the world anymore, so she chose to die and choose to be free...... She has lost even the last trace of fighting spirit, can she still live? Xiao Luofan's head hurt, he propped his hands on his thighs, held his head, and inserted ten fingers deep into his hair, tangled in pain...... It's a difficult problem, a very difficult one.

Qiangzi and Haozi stood next to Xiao Luofan, one left and one right, no matter at any time, they would accompany Xiao Luofan, this time, of course, was no exception. I didn't know what to say, so everyone was silent, in the corridor of the hospital, except for the footsteps of someone walking, the rest of the time was silent, so quiet that even a needle thrown on the ground could be heard clearly....... smooth ground, pure white walls, everything here was white, just like his heart that had forgotten how to think, transparent, unable to think of anything.

Duoduo stood not far from them, lonely and helpless, petite figure, but very embarrassed. The pink bag was carried cross-body, holding it tightly with both hands, without any expression on his face, as if grasping the only life-saving straw, his heart was nervous, and he couldn't find sustenance.

The clothes on my body seemed to dry a little, the rain stopped, and the wind was strong all the way. The little beige boots were still stained with mud and water, and where she stood, they were wet, and there was some rain hanging on her skirt, occasionally dripping a drop. Her hair was messy, like she had just come out of the bathroom and forgot to fix her hair, and she always looked very depressed and embarrassed now, without any image. I can't tell what kind of expression is on my face, distressed, resentful, sad, or uneasy?

She just stood here, standing quietly, like a scarecrow in the wind and rain, letting the wind blow and rain, quietly not speaking, not knowing what to do, she just wanted to look at him, look at him...... He only needed to raise his head slightly, or blink his eyes slightly, and maybe he could see her expectant look, but he didn't.

He should have forgotten, he should have forgotten about tonight's date. He shouldn't know, right? He shouldn't know, she waited for more than two hours in the "memory", and in these two long hours, she spent almost every minute and every second in anxiety, looking left and right, but still couldn't wait for his figure. He shouldn't have known, he wouldn't have known, she was sad, she was sad, she rushed into the rain desperately, she was waiting for the car that had made them meet at the familiar stop sign, but she didn't wait for it after all......

He must not know how worried she was about him, she was embarrassed, desperate to follow him all the time, from the wind, to the rain, from the University of City A to the People's Hospital, he must not know that her eyes never left his body for a moment, as if she suddenly lost him in the next second...... Just like now, she was looking at him, looking at him, but she couldn't wait for a blink of an eye.

Should she rush up? up, what should she say, she will only increase his burden, she will only become a burden to him, Huang Yuxin's matter is enough for him to annoy, if she appears in front of him now, it will undoubtedly add fuel to the fire and increase his psychological pressure.

The heart suddenly calmed down. It was quiet, it was quiet, like the atmosphere here, so quiet that she couldn't think too much about things. The only thing she could do was to act as if nothing had happened, and then turn away. See you tomorrow, still smiling at him!

Oh, is it great? She was always able to think about him, and tried to lighten his burden, his self-reproach. Tearing the corners of her mouth hard, revealing a self-deprecating smile, she never knew that she could be like today, without crying, not making trouble, without losing her temper....... and then just wanted to run away, escape to a place where there was no him, and cry again.

Is it stupid?

Maybe she's such a person, she's a turtle, she's an ostrich, and when she has a problem, she just hides.

She looked at his gaze, with a hint of reluctance, she finally turned around and left!

"Many, many ......!" Haozi glanced casually, and just saw the back of Duoduo turning away, but he just turned a corner, and he only saw a figure who left in a hurry.

Xiao Luofan's whole person seemed to be touched by electricity, and he subconsciously sat on the chair and jumped up.

"Where?" he asked nervously, almost grabbing the hem of Hiroko's clothes.

"...... over there" Haozi tried to break his hand, Xiao Luofan's strength was so strong that he almost couldn't breathe.

Xiao Luofan put down Haozi, rushed in the direction he said, turned a corner, and crossed a corner, but he didn't see many figures, there was still standing water on the ground, look, this is where she just stood, these are the traces she left.

Xiao Luofan can almost imagine how Duoduo came here and then left sadly.

His heart began to feel uneasy, he was worried about her. He continued to follow the trails, only to reach another bend and the trail of water vanished. Xiao Luofan's body was also dirty, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he had suddenly aged several years, and he was no longer like a dazzling star bead, shining brightly.

It's a fork in the road, it's quiet here, there's no one. When he got here, he couldn't find any traces.

Duoduo stood in the base of the wall on his left hand side, holding her breath, she knew he was coming, she felt it, she smelled his familiar smell, she didn't want him to find him.

She didn't want him to see her so embarrassed, she resolutely didn't want to!

He didn't know which direction to go, he knew that she must be nearby, why did she avoid him, was she really sad?

Xiao Luofan took out his mobile phone from his pocket, there was still a little stagnant water hanging on it, he wiped it lightly with his hand, turned it on, and every second of waiting seemed to be so long.

Finally dialed the familiar number, but the cold female voice came: "I'm sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off, please dial again later......!"

His face was infinitely disappointed, maybe she was so nervous to run away, she just didn't want him to see her, she didn't want to increase his burden, she was so stupid, she only thought about others at all times, and never considered her own feelings.

Many, many, you're such a big fool, the biggest fool in the world.

Duoduo pressed her back against the cold wall, pressed her whole body weight on it, closed her eyes, she was so tired and tired, she didn't want to think about it anymore. Maybe in the next second, she will be caught by Xiao Luofan, her unbearable appearance will be seen by him, maybe he will gently hug her into his arms and wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her...... Perhaps, he couldn't find her, just as she never wanted him to find her.

Xiao Luofan's mobile phone rang again......

Many people are almost in a very nervous state, and this time, what kind of news will they get.

Xiao Luofan picked up his phone, "Hey, Qiangzi!"

"Brother Luofan, Xiaoyu is awake!" Qiangzi said on the other end, his words very excited.

"Okay, I'll go over right away!" Xiao Luofan couldn't care so much anymore, he turned around in place a few times, making sure that Duoduo was not here, so he walked back in the direction he had just come.

Listening to his footsteps gradually walk away, many hanging hearts were also put down, and he finally left, but why was her heart full of disappointment......?

That's fine, so that he can leave without scruples, and maybe she can really smile as if nothing had happened.