I've been with ponies for the past ten days, and nothing else has happened, because the weather is so hot, we basically sleep during the day and go out at night.

There were a few small restaurants across the street from Pony's house, which we frequented, and after dinner, we would ride around in his car. It's fair to say that his bicycle really saved us most of our time wasting on the road, basically the pony carrying me, and we walked through the downtown area, then through the vegetable market, and finally arrived at the Prince Court, an Internet café we often go to, and stay late at night!

As usual, one day after dinner, we got on the bike and were about to go for a walk, the street lights on the road were faintly visible, we passed a place under construction, it was pitch black, I asked the pony to ride slowly, he didn't seem to hear, he still pedaled hard, but got stuck in a deep ditch, he was left aside, and I fell down with the car.

I got up and lifted the car up, but the front tire had burst and had been deformed, so it was scrapped! He asked me if I was okay? I looked at my leg, and it was cut deep by the car, and it was bleeding!

The pony hurriedly took out the toilet paper and gave it to me, I covered the wound, it hurt a little!

Pony panicked and said, "Shall you go to the hospital?"

I said, "It's okay, the blood doesn't bleed much, I'll talk about it when it's done!"

He looked at it and said, "How can there be a ditch here, damn it, the car is also scrapped!"

"I just felt like something was going to happen, and it turned out to be ......"

"You still have a hunch, don't stop me!"

"I said, you didn't hear it, you just screamed in front!"

…………

With that, we threw the car to the side, came to a nearby Internet café, drove two machines, sat down, and the pony asked me again, "Are you really okay?"

"Nothing but pain!"

"I see you walking on stilts,"

"It's really okay, let's go to the network first, and then go to a hospital to bandage it when I'm done!"

"You say that we are so unlucky, and now we are physically and mentally exhausted, so let me die in longing!"

"What else do you yearn for, let's hear it. I chimed in,

Pony stared at the computer screen, while tapping on the keyboard, while saying: "In the current situation, I can only break the can and fall, this is my recent state, always think about the good, but the action is so bad, watching others run to the future with good results one by one, I can only empty yearning to get drunk with myself, and it is so unspecific, fluttering in my mind but can't grasp it, I can only think about it, and then laugh!"

"High, really high! You say so much, doesn't it mean that you didn't pass the test?"

"That's what it means!"

"Let me ask you, even if you are admitted, enter university, and graduate, what will you do? In the end, you will not have to live a normal life? How good it would be that we should skip the bourgeoisie and jump directly from feudalism to socialism!"

"That's different, do you think there is still a shadow of socialism?"

"I'm confused, I know why you yearn for it, but I don't know what you yearn for?"

"Vulgar!"

"Go, you are noble, do you have an epitaph?"

"You never understand my sadness, just like the day doesn't understand the darkness of the night!" the pony laughed.

I skimmed him, he was chatting with others, it turned out that all the words I said were sent to others, and it happened that the meaning was roughly right, all of them were about the same topic, the same tone, and one sentence should be ten sentences!

It was almost early in the morning when I came back from the Internet café, there were few pedestrians on the road, the pony was holding me, limping, and the figure was very funny under the faint light of the street lamp, I said, "I really don't want the car?"

"No, the wheels are crooked, how can you ride it, let it wait for someone who needs it!" and then he sighed, pretending to be very frustrated, I was really a little frustrated, after all, that bike carried me many good memories!

We went to an outpatient clinic with a doctor who asked about the situation, bandaged me, prescribed some anti-inflammatory drugs and let us go.

Where do we go at this point?

I couldn't sleep at all when I went back, so we came to the big garden near the community, where there were people singing, a TV, two speakers, two microphones, a box of discs, two yuan per song, and there were quite a few people singing like this! We sat there for a while, the cool breeze was blowing, and it felt so good!

Watching others sing for a while, anyway, it's okay, I also sang, singing Xu Wei's songs, one after another, the tactful melody made me forget the faint pain of the wound, the pony on the side and a few people I didn't know all applauded, the boss who played the disc was even more happy, said let me sing a few more songs for free, which made me feel stunned in an instant, and after leaving, I looked back and saw so many people around the place where I sang just now that I knew that the boss was using me to pull customers, and instantly felt like a slave in the old society naked waiting to be auctioned。

After I told the pony this, he replied to me: "You know yourself, you don't wear much in the first place, and you still throw the horse clip on your shoulder, you said that you are a disabled slave and someone will buy it!"

"I think you're like a slave, look at your body. ”

"Hey, what's wrong with me?"

"What's the matter, it's dry, there's just a little white face, let the black woman buy you to be a happy slave, you can raise your eyebrows and steal the fun!"

"Fuck off, believe it or not, I'll throw you into the ditch again, this time it's on purpose!"

"Don't, don't, little brother, you are my dependence, my legs can count on you",

I limped as I walked and said, "How about you say I go to sing and earn some pocket money?

"Why don't we go back and ask the boss if he wants to buy you?"

"Why are you so bad!"

"It's hard to earn money, so it's better to go home and sleep!"

"I'm sleepy too, let's hurry up, Brother Pony, help me."

The pony helped me up the stairs!

I like to listen to music, but I don't like songs that are too popular.

At that time, I was just introduced to rock music, and I only knew that it was a very restless music, and in the rest of my life, I never changed another style of music, it became a way of life for me, in addition to restlessness and catharsis, there was also another expression of sustenance and emotions.

I think rock and roll is a twisting force, and in all positive and negative states, there is a kind of innocence that pushes this force to slowly get closer to the ideal, and then infect others! At least it infects me!

In this way of life, there are friends, love, work, pursuits, purity, everything that should be in life, as long as you are sincere enough, you will have food, it does not ask you about your education, it does not ask you about your experience, it will not make you prepare a bunch of things that they don't even look at to prove that you are an elite. In fact, you don't have to prove anything with your mouth, where you don't need to bother to tell others a bunch of nonsense, and others don't want to listen to it, I hope I will always live in my little circle, everything is so beautiful, how good!

Maybe he was really tired, and the pony fell asleep without washing his feet, and after a while the snoring sounded.

Don't look at the pair of glasses he usually wears, but he can break through the wall when he snores. During this period of time, I didn't have a good start to sleep, which is one of the reasons why I only got up every afternoon, coupled with the hot weather and the loss after the college entrance examination, I was groggy all day long, as if I had a terminal illness. While cheering myself up, while taking into account the reality, contradictions are always entangled around my brain, and I can't tell the feeling!

Let's listen to the music, listen to those who are also in conflict, how they alleviate their misfortunes and insecurity, and in what language do they tell everything that exists? I want to resonate with those singers, maybe I can get some comfort from them, those melodies, those lyrics, those voices always calm me down, so that I don't have to toss and turn, and my brain that is about to crack is no longer tense, so I think I have ascended to a height, and no one feels this way.

There won't be a pony either, his snoring is so thick, there is no man, his life is basically musicless, Xiao Wu may have, but he is not impatient enough to listen to rock 'n' roll, so I am sure they don't understand what I am thinking at the moment, and they won't feel that way.

Actually, I'm just deluding myself!

When I seem busy, I tend to get distracted, my thoughts wander, I don't have time to tidy up, and when I stay still, my whole body seems hollow, thoughtless, and I am left pale and sluggish.

I looked at the time, at half past two in the morning, I pushed the pony with my hand, and he turned over with a humming sound, I squeezed in, it was time to sleep, the electric fan kept turning, but it was still a little hot, looking at the pony next to me, I was a little envious of him, he could have such a good sleep.

Anyway, the day is over, everything starts tomorrow, sleep!