16 They will soon go their separate ways
My life is really boring, so boring that I can't think of anything worth mentioning, but I'm still writing hard, the more I write, the more boring I become, the more I can't write, the more I can't write, the more unwilling I become, how do I live? I don't even have a story.
I wondered, is my fragment really worth mentioning?
This summer, except for the heat, it has almost nothing to do with me, and in the blink of an eye, such a lively summer is about to pass, and there are students who have gone away with it.
Before I knew it, there were fewer classmates around me, some of them were preparing for their freshman year, some were preparing for repeating, and they had new goals anyway, but I didn't know where to go!
Among the several of us, Hanzi and Guan Wenlan chose to repeat, Bai Xiao and another female classmate in our class, Cheng Yao, chose the independent enrollment of Nanjing University of Finance and Economics, Xiao Wu wanted to go to Chongqing, and Xiao Ma and I were left, he was as reluctant to repeat as I was, and I didn't know what to do.
No matter what, we will all be separated! Guan Wenlan and I will be separated, Hanzi and Bai Xiao will also be separated, several people who were originally together were dismantled in pieces, and suddenly it was like this, and no one had time to prepare!
In this land that is about to be scorched by August, there are warm wave patterns, and there is a sound like a filament in the distance, and it is estimated that the wind is hot and afraid, and he hides in a corner and does not dare to come out.
That day, Pony and I saw off Xiao Wu at the train station. I bought some water and food, and Xiao Wu unceremoniously took it. He only took a suitcase, which contained only clothes.
I said, "It's easy for you to take this thing when you're so far away!"
Xiao Wu said: "Brother is going to college, what do you want there, you don't understand!"
"Hey, this hasn't left yet, just lift yourself so high, be careful not to fall!"
"Don't spend my stomach with your villainous heart, I'm not on the same level as you!" I snorted,
The pony on the side also snorted and said, "Your uncle, I am not uncommon to go here after running so far from the last broken school, Chen Zhuo, you say it's not a shame, it's not a shame, my old face has been lost by this thing, don't say you know me in the future!"
Xiao Wu looked cheap, smiled and said, "Which one are you rare, tell my brother, and my brother will introduce you to it." Don't complain around the bush, tell you, it's useless, I just want to run non-stop, and no one can stop me. ”
"Don't lose it, we still get small advertisements to find you, it's not worth it!"
"Dude, where am I going, don't worry! Hey, Chen Zhuo, look at my mobile phone, it's hundreds! Give me yours, let's use it instead!"
"I don't like to deal with you, and I change my phone with you, I'm Motorola!"
"I'll give you another hundred, let me use it, and I'll get it back when I come back!"
"If you don't brag, I'll trade with you. ”
The pony also coaxed: "Don't be scared, I'll change with you." ”
"Here, this is 100, this is a mobile phone, deduct your mobile phone card, quick, I should get on the train in a while!"
I took out my phone, and before I could think about it, he snatched it up, and accidentally changed my phone.
The waiting room is really hot. A few large ceiling fans kept turning, and there were people everywhere, basically freshmen reporting from freshman years, and we would meet a few acquaintances from time to time and chat casually.
After waiting for a long time, Xiao Wu's train just entered the station because it was late, a group of people flocked to check the tickets at the entrance of the station, the three of us should have been squeezed to the side, we asked Xiao Wu to wait for the ticket inspection and not send him, said hello and went out of the waiting room, after a while Xiao Wu called and said that there were a lot of people, and those who did not squeeze on the train were rebooked, and the admission chao was really spectacular!
Two boring people seem to have done the last thing, where are they going next, what are they going to do? We don't know.
After squatting on the steps of the railway station square for a while, the pony finally said, "I didn't sleep well this morning, I need to catch up on sleep!"
I thought for a moment and said, "Go back to sleep! I've spent so many days going home, think about what I'm going to do in the future?"
"You're going back, stay with me for a few more days!"
"It's been long enough here, I'm almost running out of summer, I'm bored! I'll just put your things there, maybe I'll be bored again when I run here!"
"Okay, let me give it to you!"
"No, you can go back!
"Okay, then I'll go back, I have something to call!"
I gave me an "um" and watched as the pony crossed the road and shook its head away. I pulled out my phone and dialed the call.
"Hey,"
"Guan Wenlan"
"Hmm" "It's me!"
"You know, did Xiao Wu send it away?"
"Just got on the train. ”
"Come to my house, my parents are not at home, and I have returned to my hometown in the countryside!"
"I'm going back too,"
"So soon, then you should come here first!"
"Okay. ”
I hung up and flagged down a taxi.
I know where Guan Wenlan's community is, but I have never been in, because I don't want others to know, I walked into the stairs by myself, knocked on the door, and then she opened the door, and we didn't dare to make a sound!
She took me to visit her house, and finally did it next to the bed in her bedroom, I don't remember what she said, I don't know if she saw it, I have lost it in my heart, and even said it was pain, I feel that the distance between me and her, and these friends, I am getting farther and farther away from my life, the kind of reality that used to be is now so illusory, I feel that I am dying, there is no difference from death, I am just my soul, wandering in my life, maybe I will always wander in the future, become a soul that cannot be touched by anything!
She sat next to me, leaning on my shoulder, and there was silence.
I said, "Don't you have a class today?"
"Nope,"
"It's a lot of pressure in the last year, and many of our classmates are repeating!"
"Yes, I'm not very happy with myself. ”
She asked me, "Are you thirsty?"
I said, "Not thirsty!"
She got up and took out a can of Wangzi milk from the refrigerator: "Here, drink it, it's hot and the heat relieves the heat!"
I took it! Guan Wenlan just looked at me, still with a smile that fascinated me.
I did fall in love with her and I was sad not to get her.
"What about you, what are you thinking about in the future?" she said, looking at me.
"I don't know, a relative of mine introduced me to a job and I might go over. ”
She looked devastated and stopped talking, like I shouldn't have done this.
"Then we'll see each other less often, and you'll have to think about me!"
"I only want you once a day, because it doesn't stop 24 hours a day."
"You learn from me to speak. ”
"I like to hear everything you said, so I secretly memorized it. ”
"Flim, what else did I say?"
"You said we're going to keep getting better."
"Are we going to get better forever?"
"Yes, as long as you don't let me fuck off", I laughed, "I still want to eat the egg fried rice you gave me!"
"Okay, I'll have time to make it for you."
"Your parents aren't coming back suddenly!" I asked.
"They're not coming back until the evening, what, you want to eat now."
"Yes, I really want to eat you as egg fried rice now", I said and put my hand into Guan Wenlan's clothes.
"You bastard", she pretended to be angry, I kissed her, she stopped talking.
At this time, someone knocked on the door, and I was startled, and quickly stood up and said, "It can't be that your dad came back early!"
Guan Wenlan was also frightened: "I don't know, don't make a noise yet!"
The man knocked on the door a few times, but no one should not knock, and then Guan Wenlan's mobile phone rang, it was her cousin calling, she put the mobile phone in the quilt, and then heard the footsteps going down the stairs.
Guan Wenlan called her back, her cousin said that she was called to eat, she said that she didn't hear the phone ring when she was playing outside, and she would go later.
Guan Wenlan hung up the phone, we both looked at each other, and we both laughed, she laughed at me and said, "Look at your shrug, your face is white."
"Aren't you too, you're so scared that you almost stop breathing, if you want your dad to see multiple men in your bedroom, won't he blow up the sky!"
"It's okay, my parents arranged for me to go to my cousin's house for dinner before leaving, but I didn't expect to come and call me so early."
"What time is it?"
She looked at her phone and said, "It's almost 5 o'clock, it's still early for dinner!"
"It's not too early for me, and there won't be any cars any later."
"Then it's time for you to go!"
"Yes. ”
"It feels like we meet each other in a hurry every time, and then we separate in a hurry. ”
I reluctantly said, "I feel the same way!"
"Take this", she handed me the bottle of Wangzi milk, I took it and said, "Then I'm leaving."
"If you want me to send you. ”
"No need, it's not good for people to see it again!"
"It's okay."
"Not really," I said
She hugged me and said in frustration, "I really don't want you to go!" I hugged her and didn't speak, I knew I had better not say anything.
"You'd better go, don't dare not get in the car!" she let go and said, "Call me!"
"Okay!" I gently opened the door, walked out, glanced at Guan Wenlan, smiled, and gently closed the door again.