4 Doubts of the heart

My school is a semi-closed management, junior high school and high school integration, my home is dozens of miles away from the school, so from the beginning of the junior high school, I was forced to choose boarding, 6 years, my independence has become stronger and stronger, the impression of my parents have only come to see me once or twice, study for the time being, I will not let them worry about life at all, I will not say anything to them at all.

Daxun is the head of our dormitory.,Special ability to spray.,He has a wide range of interpersonal relationships.,Belongs to the kind that mixes everywhere.。 On the surface, he loves to study, in addition to eating and sleeping every day, he basically stays in the classroom, he likes to fiddle with the bridge of his nose when he is doing problems, making a "bang, bang" sound, I am always worried that his nose may be broken by him one day, maybe not, or maybe I am worrying blindly.

Daehun also seemed to be very serious in listening to the lecture, and only he knew what he was listening to. I remember one time in math class, due to spring sleep, many students simply stood against the wall at the back of the classroom in order not to sit in the position and take a nap (of course, there was Daxun among these people) holding textbooks, listening attentively to the teacher's explanation, suddenly, the whole class heard a "bang", and the classmates and the teacher looked behind together, not knowing what was happening. At this time, Daxun got up from the ground and said, "Damn, I'm asleep", which caused the whole class to laugh wildly, I asked him where he was knocking, he touched the back of his head, "It hurts." ”

Another time, the teacher on duty came to the classroom to check his attendance, and saw Daxun dancing and talking about it, and came over and said a few words to him, he felt that he couldn't hold his face, and he was going to lose his style in front of his classmates, so he stood up with the teacher, the more noisy and fierce, and he picked up the chair while talking and was about to smash it, if it wasn't for a few of us to hold him, the teacher's head would suffer. Then he was called to the office, and after a while he came out, and with a smile on his face. I asked him what punishment he received, and he threw a sentence, ", we turned out to be fellow countrymen, and we don't know each other if we don't fight!"

Before Guan Wenhui and I got along, Daxun and I had nothing to talk about.

Daxun likes Guan Wenbin, I didn't know about it in advance, and it didn't take long for me to know.

I really realized it in hindsight, originally I didn't think that Guan Wenhui and I would affect him, it's a coincidence, every time I go back to the dormitory, I can hear Daxun say how lively Guan Wenbin is, how humorous, his face is white, his hair is washed again, his clothes are changed again, etc., after I told him that she wrote to me, suddenly he became silent, and began to distance himself from me, only walked closest to Xiao Wu, and he didn't eat with me, nor did he talk nonsense with me, he felt that his face couldn't hang up again.

I and Daxun about this, Xiao Wu is very happy, he is completely regarded as a laughing stock, those days are often called by Daxun to say some "heartfelt words", and once when they were eating out secretly blood for the alliance, Xiao Wu told me about this, the mouth of the smile never closed.

I was really uncomfortable and aggrieved during that time, I really didn't see that he had a good impression of Guan Wenbin, and then I couldn't hold it back, so I jumped on his bed one night and expressed my doubts. The two of us chatted in the middle of the night, and said the words that were heart-wrenching between men, which resolved the depression in my heart, but in the later days, we seemed to have a little estrangement in the fragments, not so casual, and became polite to each other.

Fortunately, the two of us have become buddies again, and this turmoil has finally passed!

When I told Guan Wenhui about this, she didn't dare to talk to Daxun for many days, and she was so surprised that she couldn't help it, and said things like "You two didn't fight", which made me cry and laugh.

I don't like to speculate on other people's thoughts, but I thought about it afterwards, Guan Wenhui may know that Daxun likes her, maybe Daxun has pursued her, and she doesn't like him so much, so she can't wait to confess to me, I like Guan Wenbin, but if I know that there is really such a thing in the middle, I really can't bear to agree, fortunately, Guan Wenhui kept silent about me, which made me feel that I didn't rob my buddy's love.

It's Friday, there are no classes in the afternoon, and it's time to go home once every two weeks. This is one of the strongholds at the hot pot restaurant we often go to, not far from the school, after school.

"Drink, come, Xiao Wu, I'll fill it for you. “

"Don't, I can't drink anymore, I can't drink anymore. Xiao Wu held his head in one hand and pretended to be very uncomfortable.

The man didn't stop, and took the wine glass to him and poured it full, "How about it, it's interesting enough, if you want to drink it, you have to enjoy it, take it,"

I saw that this situation would definitely not be able to escape, so I pretended to say, "Dude, I can't drink enough, or I drink orange juice, Xiao Wu, you two should drink yours." ”

"No, don't pretend to me, Chen Zhuo, hurry up, hey, Xiao Wu, why are you going?"

"Go to the toilet", said Xiao Wu staggered into the toilet,

The man yelled "I'm urinating after drinking", which caused everyone else to look at our table.

The man and I had another toast.

We often get together on weekends to relieve the boredom in our hearts, and the life of the third year of high school is too depressing, so that we have to use a short and effective way to sort out our thoughts, in fact, we know that there are no thoughts to sort out, that is, we are afraid that a person will be more depressed.

Xiao Wu came out of the toilet, he washed his face and seemed to be a little sober, and said, "Wait a minute, let's go play billiards, right?"

The man stuffed a piece of meat in his mouth, and said while eating: "This proposal is good, I haven't played for many days, and my hands are really itchy." ”

"Go ahead, I'm homesick and want to get back by car early. "I said,

"The frequency of your homesickness is a bit high, I slept on the desk in class yesterday, and when I woke up, I said I was homesick," Xiao Wu said,

"Really", I laughed, "you two go, I'm not going." ”

"Okay, have you eaten everything? Let's go after drinking this glass. The man picked up the cup, Xiao Wu and I also got up and dried, Xiao Wu went to pay the bill, and the man and I walked out of the restaurant.

Xiao Wu came out, looked around, and then looked at the electronic watch, looking confused, he rubbed his face with his hands, looked at me and said, "It's 2:20, are you sure to leave so early?"

"Hmm"

"Okay, then I'll play ball with the man for a while and go back. “

"Don't be too late, you won't have a car too late. “

"Got it, we'll see you the day after tomorrow. “

I waited for the car not far away, so let them go first, I walked there, I felt a little headache, maybe the strength of the wine came up, I couldn't drink enough, two bottles of beer dizzy, so I found a stone bench to sit down, and felt much better for a while.

I was a little careless, my eyes were in a trance, looking at the pedestrians on the road. Are they any different from me? What do they do? They come and go in all sorts of clothes, wrapped in the same shy body, back and forth, where are they going? I wondered until the car came and I was relieved......