The four girls actually don't get along very well in private, Lu Qiong and Xie Yuan often go in and out together, Cheng Shuyao and Bertha are inseparable, each has a little secret, this is what Xie Yuan told me.

Xie Yuan had a soldier who was introduced by someone else, and he only saw one side. Talking on the phone all day, a dozen is an hour, and I don't know what to say for such a long time.

Lu Qiong has just fallen out of love, I listened to her confused, I don't know if he and the man are in love, she said that I am like her ex-boyfriend, which is also one of the reasons why I am excited.

Bertha and Cheng Shuyao are both single, they don't live in the pharmaceutical factory, I don't know them very well, I only know that Cheng Shuyao's mother is now the finance of the factory, and she is also the little wife of the factory director, it has been many years, I listened to Xiao Su, this is no secret, everyone knows before me.

During the week I was in Zhengzhou, I was courteous to Lu Qiong every day, which made her very disgusted, not because she hated me, but because I was younger than her, so don't let me joke with her like this. She is very conservative in her thinking, she said that she is waiting to get married now, and when she is old, she doesn't want to fall in love casually.

When I said I'm going to marry you, she said, "Are you rich?" and I was silent.

She was also afraid that others would say that it was not okay to fall in love with me, so she was always careful not to have anything to do with me, but then she got involved.

After coming back from Zhengzhou, she deliberately avoided me and didn't talk to me much, in the laboratory, she was silent as soon as I spoke, so I told Xie Yuan, Xie Yuan is also a troll, with a high nose bridge and a typical melon seed face.

I always joked to her, "You shaved all your hair, do you know what it looks like?"

She said, "Like what?"

"It's like a rugby ball on the shoulder. ”

", how do you talk to Sister Fairy. Lu Qiong was laughing there, and as soon as I spoke to her, she stopped laughing.

Xie Yuan and Lu Qiong are in a room, two beds, two tables, very warm, every time I go, I go to Lu Qiong's bed casually, she scolded me and asked me to get up, I can't afford it, she can't take me.

Although Xie Yuan lived in the dormitory, he often went home, which created an opportunity for me.

Once I sneaked to their dormitory while Xie Yuan was home, Lu Qiong sat on the bed and listened to the song, I sat on the chair, we didn't speak, and after a while, I said to her, "I really like you." ”

She didn't speak.

I was in a hurry, I walked up to her, hugged her and kissed her, she blushed, and my heart was beating hard, waiting for her to say something to me, she still didn't speak, I continued to kiss her, she replied to me, her lips were very soft, her whole body was very soft, which made me want to stop.

That day, I slept in her bed all night, and when it was almost dawn she woke me up and told me to go back quickly and not let others know, and I felt helpless, so I slipped into the room.

During the day, Xiao Su asked me where I had been at night, and I had no one to answer, so I said I went to an Internet café.

In the blink of an eye, it was the end of spring in '08.

The efficiency of the factory is getting worse and worse, the orders are getting fewer and fewer, and we don't go to work almost every day, receiving a salary like a subsistence allowance.

Spring is in full bloom, this is the scene of spring, in this atmosphere, in fact, work is no longer important to me.

I often secretly ask Lu Qiong to go out for a hike, or sometimes I just lock up in the dormitory for a day and get tired of it, but I don't feel tired.

The only thing I can't stand is that Lu Qiong always keeps her distance from me in front of other colleagues.

Whenever no one was around, she treated me well, gave me a thump on the back, bought me snacks, and said love words to me, but the way she said love words made me unbearable.

She said, "It's nice to be in a relationship with you, but I can't talk to you." ”

I'd say, "Why can't we talk about it?"

"My family is urging me to get married. ”

"I'll tie the knot with you, wait for me for two years. ”

She said, "I can't wait, I'm on a blind date right now." ”

"With whom?"

"I haven't seen it yet, they introduced me"

"Don't go. ”

"How can I not go, it's all agreed. ”

I was angry, she comforted me and kissed me. I know I can't stop her, I'm just a little sad, there are many things I can't grasp, and I can't grasp Lu Qiong, although she and I are close at hand.

We've been entangled together for almost three months, and I've been really aggrieved and tortured these days.

She never said anything about my relationship with her, nor did she let me tell others, and then she could go on blind dates again and again at will, which was really a marriage fan. Later, she told me that she had a relationship, felt good, and wanted to know more about him, and I said, "Then what am I?"

"Let's get it done," she said. ”

After that time, she often went out in the afternoon and came back in the evening, and I waited for her to come back. Once she came back very late, Master Qiao had already slept, she asked me to open the door for her, I went down to the factory gate and saw her with a short and fat man, I turned around and left, she let the fat man go home, she came in through the iron door, trotted to my dormitory, and said, "You are not afraid of me falling." ”

I was angry: "Don't you have that fat man?"

"Don't be angry, Chen Zhuo, it's his birthday today, and he has to be there. ”

"Then let me wait until now to open the door for you"

"Didn't you open it?"

She took me to her room, bought a dress, showed me it, and I said, "Did he buy it for you?"

"No, I bought it myself, it looks good. "She put it on in front of me

I said, "Pretty good."

She hugged me and said, "Chen Zhuo, I'm different from you, you're younger than me, and we're not from the same place, besides, do you really want to marry me?"

I stopped talking, maybe she was right, this is reality, reality is the most powerless.

"This is the last time," she said. ”

We were naked all night, during which the swallow came knocking on the door, and when there was no sound for a long time, he left. She let me touch her, her body is so soft, her voice is so beautiful, how can I bear to leave like this, I better go, she doesn't belong to me, she doesn't need me, she doesn't need my love, what can I do?

She really wouldn't let me enter her room after that.

On the afternoon of May 12th, about 2 o'clock, we were all sitting in the laboratory chatting, I seemed to hear a "bang", I don't know what happened, and after a while, the news of the disaster came on the news.

That night, it was said that there would be an earthquake in the town, so everyone rushed out of the dormitory. I didn't want to move because I was very lost, Xiao Su called me and I ignored, Xie Yuan called me and I ignored, and Lu Qiong called me and I ignored it, so Lu Qiong knocked on my door and said, "Chen Zhuo, you don't want to live anymore, come out quickly, they all ran to the road." "That's when I came out of the room.

Actually, I have something to say to Lu Qiong, and I have doubts in my heart.

It was still a little cool at night, I was wearing short sleeves, shivering, and Lu Qiong looked at me. Say, "Cold, huh?"

I shook my head.

I said, "Are you two getting better like that?"

She glanced away: "Well, he is very good to me, and he knows that he feels sorry for people." ”

I said, "So what am I?"

She said: "Chen Zhuo, don't be like this, I told you before that it is impossible for the two of us to get married, I really like you, but what can I do?"

She said she was helpless, I knew what she meant, she regarded the matter between us as the last wayward.

So, I stopped talking, I looked at her like looking at the stars in the night sky, in front of me, but my heart was already at the end of the world.

I went to the Internet café, and the boss said that it would be closed for three days, so I didn't listen to the persuasion of others, and ran back to the dormitory alone, thinking, either sleep or die, no one should stop me.