The winter of '07 came very quickly, just after New Year's Day, it snowed, and the town turned into a white world overnight, making people unprepared.

There was a thick layer of snow falling on the window of my room, and I felt shivering with cold when I slept, and it seemed that it was time for me to fix the window.

At that time, the old mother of the factory director was here, and when the factory director was not there, she asked me to sleep in his room and help take care of it by the way.

During the day, a few people played mahjong there, and the house was warm, and no one wanted to stay outside when it was cold.

I was curious to hear that four girls in the laboratory had been sent to HN University to study at HN University after completing their studies.

Xiao Su found me one evening and said that I was going shopping, and I went with him when I was idle in the dormitory.

We walked through the familiar alleys, and when it was getting dark, I asked him, "Where are we going?"

He said: "Go see a fellow of mine, who sells coal here, and hasn't been there for a long time. ”

We walked a long way, as if at the end of the town, and came to a dark path with no street lights.

The two of us walked to a front room, Xiao Su knocked on the door, no one answered, I said, "People haven't come back yet." ”

He replied, "It should be, it seems that I ran for nothing." ”

"Wait here. ”

The two of us waited for a while, and when we saw that no one had come, Xiao Su said, let's go.

As soon as I walked more than ten meters away, I heard a woman's voice from the opposite side: "Brother Xiaosu." ”

I looked ahead, and there was a girl standing in front of me, with her right hand wrapped in a gauze on her left and right, and a thick coat. She's skinny, and she's kind of scary.

Xiao Su responded, "I'm coming to see my uncle, he hasn't come back from selling coal so late?"

The girl said, "I'm coming back soon, every day at this time." ”

"You're going to the hospital again?"

"Well, I just finished chemotherapy, once a week, and if you had come yesterday, I would be at home. ”

She smiled, then changed her gaze to a glazed over.

"What did the doctor say?"

"That's it!" she paused and said, "Have you eaten?" ”

Xiao Su said: "No, no, I just came to see, come back next time, you go back and rest early, and when my uncle comes back, tell him that I have been here." ”

"Then I'll send you away. ”

"No need, you can go back, it's cold. ”

"Then, Brother Su, slow down. ”

She glanced at me, and I smiled and nodded at her.

On the way back, I heard Xiao Su say that the girl was the younger sister of his own family, twenty-five years old, married once, and after marriage, it was found that she had uremia and could not have children, and the man divorced her.

She couldn't see this disease well, and she could only maintain it after chemotherapy, and it didn't take long for her father to move from his hometown to rent a house in order to see her, and he desperately pulled coal to make money, and I couldn't help but feel sad when I heard this.

It turns out that people really can't take their lives, and death is far away from us, but sometimes it will be very close, he will stare at you specifically, and if you are not careful, he will take your life away.

I saw helplessness in the girl's eyes, and there was more desire for life. How many people in the world are like her who let the god of death pull them, they try their best to get rid of them, and they resist stubbornly, but they can't let the god of death discourage them; on the other hand, I can't afford to live, how can I compare with them? Reverence for life, maybe only they can do it.

When it comes to the Chinese New Year, the factory is on holiday.

Because I often took care of the factory director's old mother during that time, I performed well, and the factory director gave me a little more bonus as a reward, I was ecstatic, I took so much salary for the first time, bought a down jacket for my parents, and returned to the mountain city, which was to invite my brothers to dinner.

It's still where we used to be.

At the dinner table, Xiao Wu yelled: "Long live freedom, the door for people and dogs to enter and exit is open!"

Since Xiao Wu entered the door of the university, his previous tense strength has been completely released, he has become more and more shameless, he has been worshipping people since junior high school, and he is still playing this play in college.

I once asked him, "Is it interesting?"

He said, "Play!"

He talked to several girlfriends in college, one of whom was at least three years younger than him, which he told me later.

Xiao Wu asked me, "Is there still any connection with Guan Wenbin?"

I said, "No." ”

"Do you have anyone now?"

"Why, you want to introduce one to me. ”

"Do I want to keep it for myself?"

"There was a woman chasing me in a small town, and I thought she was ugly and didn't agree. ”

"Phew, pretend to be high for me, you say the opposite. ”

I had no intention of continuing the conversation, saying, "Come on, drink." ”

I turned my face and asked the man: "Bai Xiaolao broke up with you, did you two break up?"

The man said, "Who did you hear that we were going to break up?"

I said, "Listen to what Bai Xiao said."

"What did she tell you?"

I laughed, "Kidding you." ”

The man was anxious: "What did she tell you, you told me." “

"She didn't say anything, really, look at your urgency, I'm really kidding. ”

I smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to be a lover." ”

"Get out of the way and ......"

It's the same every year, there's nothing new, and it's really useless except to add trouble.

I came to work early after the year, because I was going to Zheng@zhou for a week of training, and with those four college students, Xie Yuan was four years older than me, Lu Qiong was three years older than me, Bertha was two years older than me, and Cheng Shuyao was one year older than me.

Xie Yuan teased me, the four fairy sisters are by my side, let's die happily.

Of course I wasn't that happy.

The four of them lived in a guest house, and I stayed at the factory director's brother's house, which was not far away, and every morning I had to bring them breakfast, and they sat comfortably on the bed and waited for me, a laborer, to bring them food.

I sometimes buy an extra egg for Lu Qiong, and Xie Yuan will say, "Chen Zhuo, how do you know that you are distressed, why don't you buy it for your eldest sister." ”

I said, "The fee you gave is almost over, and it is enough to buy Lu Qiong an egg." ”

She said, "You're not going to end well. ”

Lu Qiong had just come back from washing her hair in the bathroom, and I looked at her with an inexplicable excitement.

She looked at me and said, "Close your mouth, I've never seen a beautiful woman wash her hair." ”

"It's the first time, for you. ”

Xie Yuan then said to me, "Why don't you throw yourself into your arms?"

"That's what Lu Qiong did. ”

Lu Qiong said to Xie Yuan: "He's so big and not small, you hurry up and clean him up." ”

Xie Yuan said, "You better take it, Chen Zhuozhun is willing," she pointed to the egg and said, "This is what he bought for you, and we don't have a share." ”

Lu Qiong glanced at it and smiled: "I don't want it." ”

I hurriedly answered: "Don't want eggs or don't want me." ”

"Don't ...... at all"

Bertha and Cheng Shuyao shook their heads beside them and said, "It's shameless." ”

Of course, they're talking about me.