I don't know how long it took, the doorbell rang... I walked slowly to the door...

Standing outside the door, looking at his anxious expression, he quickly walked to the room as soon as he entered the room.

While saying a little reproachfully, "Why didn't you call earlier?"

I didn't bother to answer, he sat down in the chair I was sitting on, took my mother's hand, and didn't speak, just

His eyes were full of guilt and guilt, he gently touched my mother's face, and then took her hand and held it,

I watched it all in silence, and the whole room was filled with sadness......

THERE WAS ANOTHER VOICE IN THE LIVING ROOM, AND WHEN I WALKED OUT, IT WAS JOAN AND BAI ANNAN, AND THE THREE OF THEM HAD CHANGED

I was in no mood to greet them in my black shirt, so I sat down on the sofa, pulled out my cigarette and smoked it hard

A few bites... AT THIS TIME, JOAN AND BAI ANNAM ALSO WALKED INTO THE ROOM, AND THE ROOM WAS QUIET, AND NEITHER OF THEM MADE A SOUND.

He suddenly stood in front of me, and his tone was complaining: "Where's the child? The children were not returned

Come. ”

I just glanced up at him...... I can't tell if he's dissatisfied with me, or if he's blaming Lin at the same time;

The children should have become stranger to me, they are no longer used to being alone with me, if they want to bring the children over,

That means they have to have Lin still with them, and I don't want to do that.......

So he said calmly: "Forget it... My mom doesn't care about that!"

HE STOOD BESIDE ME FOR A WHILE AND THEN RETURNED TO THE ROOM, JOAN AND BAI ANNAN MUST HAVE MET MY MOM FOR THE FIRST TIME

It's just a corpse that has no temperature, and even when I was in the United States, I don't seem to have seen it

I've looked at my mom, and I won't blame them, after all, JOAN's mom was implicated...

Wu Hao and Liu Sha also arrived immediately, as well as Wu's mother... Maybe she knew I didn't understand that, so a series

The funeral procedures are all helped by Wu's mother... I watched as my mom's pale face was covered with a white towel.

He walked up to me and said, "Qiao Yu, let's go buy a cemetery together......"

I sat on the couch, stared at a corner, and said softly, "I bought the cemetery a few days ago..."

He seemed a little surprised, then sat down next to me and asked, "Where can I buy it?"

"The cemetery in the town of S..."

I chose it because it was a familiar place for her, and I wanted her to return home...

I heard him sigh softly... Then I picked up the cigarette I put on the coffee table and smoked it, in my impression

Village... I've never seen him smoke......

After Han Yixuan and Luo Jing arrived, they began to organize lunch... This home is for as long as I can remember,

It's the first time it's so lively, and the purpose of the excitement is to see my mother off...

................

The funeral was very simple, and the moment my mother's body was pushed in for cremation, I couldn't help but want to take another look

Her countenance... But they stopped me, and I endured it all before my eyes... A corpse was eventually exchanged

It's just a small box, and it will be her permanent home in the future!

I was holding the box, escorted by a hearse... And to this cemetery that I personally selected... When the urn

When the burial was covered in the cemetery, I saw that the tombstone had my mother's name on it...

At the bottom is engraved -----: Qiao Yu

These days, when I'm alone, my tears are almost gone, and I don't want to cry in front of everyone anymore!

After everything was over, they were ready to leave, so Wu Hao said softly: "Qiao Yu, let's go back first,

I'll come to see Auntie in the future!"

I couldn't get out of that sad mood, so I calmly said, "You go back first, I want to stay with my mother again!"

Liu Sha also came over to persuade me: "Qiao Yu... Let's go back... Don't do that!"

I was a little dumbfounded and said, "Let's go first..."

Still he understood me, took out the car keys from his trouser pocket and said, "Keep the car for you, go home early!"

I took the keys and looked at them... Or said the same thing: "Go back, all of you..."

He was still a little uneasy and instructed: "Let's go back to Shanghai first, you can go back to Shanghai tomorrow!"

I didn't answer him, and I wouldn't have gone to Shanghai...

Han Yixuan and Luo Jing also looked at me a little uncomfortably for a while, as if they wanted to comfort me... In order to make them

Reassuring, I said gently, "I'm fine... Let's go together......"

After they're gone... I sat down next to it, then lit a cigarette and looked around the cemetery, I thought

Plant lilacs next to it so she won't be alone... There's one more soul here!

I touched the tombstone and engraved it in black letters: Joman's Tomb... Like her corpse,

It doesn't feel warm to the touch. At this time, there is no second person in the whole cemetery except me,

Only the sound of the wind blowing through the trees in the cemetery, autumn is the season of falling leaves, but also the season of sadness.

It's like there are a lot of withered leaves on the ground falling on the ground with the wind, and the wind blows around at will... It's the same with me

Looks so helpless!

In this gloomy cemetery, I don't feel scared at all now, because my mother is lying here......

I sat on the ground with my chin in my hands... I've been sitting stupidly like this......

It wasn't until the sun went down that I stood up and bowed in front of the tombstone: "Mom, I'm leaving... You're so good

Stay here, I'll come to see you when it's empty!"

As soon as I finished speaking, a gust of wind blew... As if in response to me!

Although it is said that once I go to the United States, it is impossible to have time to see her... I don't want to think about it anymore

Go, that sad scene only makes me more sad......

When I walked to the gate of the cemetery, a voice suddenly came from behind: "I thought you were all gone... Alone

Dare enough to be here for so long?"

I was really startled by the silence... Turned around and was the administrator from last time,

I forced my mouth to twitch... It's kind of an answer... I handed him a cigarette and said:

"Can you buy me a bouquet of flowers and put them in front of my mother's grave next year?

Look at her!"

The expression on his face seemed to be a little sympathetic to me, and he seemed to be embarrassed and couldn't bear to refuse...

When I saw this, I immediately said, "It's okay if it's inconvenient... Then I'm leaving!"

After all, it's a grave, if it's not the cemetery of your own relatives, it's really scary for others...

Just as I was about to leave, he suddenly stopped me and asked, "What flowers do you want to buy?"

I would have liked to say lilacs, but they are rare even in a florist, and he may not recognize them...

So I turned around and said politely, "Buy chrysanthemums... Buy more, I'll give you the money..."

I pulled out my wallet... Feel free to take out a stack of money and give it to him...

He is also a very honest person, and he quickly said: "Don't use so much, you give me a few hundred yuan first."

That's enough... If it's not enough, I'll give it later when you come..."

I look at this rustic face... It looks like it's wrinkled... Hair messy on end, maybe staying

The reason for this is that there is a feeling of being dusty...

There are very few people who have a lot of money these days....... It is even rarer to be willing to go to the grave of others,

So I stuffed all the money in my hand into his hand: "You take it... By the way, take care of me a little, I'm at home

One... I'm going abroad in a few days and I'll be back in a few years... So no one will come to see her in the future..."

After I finished speaking, the man showed a kind expression.......

Then I heard him say righteously, "Yes! In the future, as long as you don't come, whether it's Qingming or the sacrifice day,

I'll take care of it for you... I'll write it down later......."

I was immediately moved and said, "Thank you... Then I'll come back to you when I get back..."

After saying that, I said goodbye to him... also left this sad place......

I took a detour to the villa, and the surroundings were very beautiful, with wide roads planted on both sides

The coconut palms, the rocks have been replaced by fine sand, and the calm sea looks endless, and I am direct

I drove inside and stopped in front of the villa I bought, and the coffee-colored exterior tiles looked very elegant.

No keys... I could only observe the interior through the glass of the window, and the interior had been cleaned

Very clean, beige floor tiles, white walls, the house looks particularly spacious......

I thought of my mother again, she was not blessed to live here, originally I wanted to live here in a peaceful old age, she actually

That's how she ended her life!

I sat down on the stairs and lit another cigarette... Looking out to sea through the villa's fence, the whole sea is over

Glowing red by the setting sun, it is slowly setting along the horizon, and several small boats in the distance are sailing forward.

Suddenly, the security guard appeared in front of me, and my eyes looked up along my shoes, it was a middle-aged uncle......

He asked me first, "Do you live here? I haven't seen you..."

I handed him a cigarette: "Did this house just be delivered?"

He took the cigarette... The tone became polite: "It didn't take long to deliver... Not many families moved in. ”

I whispered, "This house is mine, I just passed by and came in to have a look..."

With that, I stood up... Hop in the car and leave.