After dealing with Lao Xu's funeral, Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan went to the beach as scheduled, and if they didn't go, the sea water would be so cold that they couldn't get wet.

The child had never seen the sea before, and at first sight of the endless blue waves, he was so excited that he somersaulted on the beach.

Xu Yunqi taught him this ability, but now things are wrong. Lao Xu's ashes, Lin Xiangwan asked his colleagues in the police station to take him back to the village. She didn't dare to go herself, and she couldn't tell if it was because of a weak heart or something else.

She knew that Xu Yunqi wouldn't blame her, but she always felt that she owed him.

Lin Xiangwan watched him run around on the golden beach from a distance, chasing the waves with a shout, jumping around like a puppy, and looking back in the direction of Lin Xiangwan from time to time, every time he saw him turn around, Lin Xiangwan would respond to him with a smile, but when Ye Nan couldn't see it, her smile immediately leaked.

What's wrong with her? It was like a broken piece in her heart, and even Ye Nan's smile couldn't make it up.

The wind on the beach is very hard, because it has passed the tourist season, so there are not many people on the beach, only college students who come to play on the weekend, get together in twos and threes, laughing together.

Lin Xiangwan looked at them with great envy. She seems to have never had such a youthful time, and she has nothing to talk about with friends or classmates in groups of threes and twos, she seems to have always been preoccupied, and she has been forced to age before she is young.

Some people call this vicissitudes, but she would rather exchange this scar for youth and ignorance.

"Mom, the sea is so salty. Ye Nan's face was still rubbing the sand, half of his body was wet, and he jumped up and down, and Lin Xiangwan wrapped him in a big towel that had been prepared, "Are you happy now? Hurry up and dry your hair, don't catch a cold." Lin Xiangwan rubbed him, touched Ye Nan's itchy flesh, and the little guy smiled like a shrimp and arched his body.

"Mom, can we come to play often in the future? Take Xiaozhen, Uncle Xu, and Godfather together. The child's eyes were bright, and he looked at Lin Xiangwan expectantly.

Xu Yunqi didn't tell him. He was still too young, and Lin Xiangwan didn't want him to experience these things of life and death too early.

"Okay, let's wait for next summer, the weather is getting colder and colder this year, and there will be a typhoon on the beach, so it won't be fun then. ”

"But will the sea be very bold in winter, Uncle Xu told me, he has seen the sea with heavy snow in winter, in Russia, the sea water is frozen, you can go far, far into the sea......"

You see, this is the bad thing about knowing a person too well, his bits and pieces have seeped into your life, even if you want to forget him, it is not an easy task.

She wanted to tell herself that Xu Yunqi was not dead, he just returned to the small village where he had walked out, where the people he loved were waiting for him.

But the reality is so cruel, while she hints at herself like this, she always recalls that scene.

Xu Yunqi and Chu Di discussed something, and after a short time, they made a decision.

What did they say at the time?

Ye Nan's interest was very high, and he chattered with Lin Xiangwan about various topics about the ocean along the way, Lin Xiangwan responded to him from time to time, and soon, Ye Nan saw that Lin Xiangwan was absent-minded, he quieted down, pursed his lips vigorously, and then pulled Lin Xiangwan who was walking forward. "Mom, is something happening? Your face looks ugly. ”

"No, baby, mom is just a little cold, let's go faster, go back to the hotel, mom invites you to eat abalone? Lin Xiangwan rubbed his arm that was blown cold by the sea breeze and proposed with great interest.

When Ye Nan heard that there was something delicious, coupled with Lin Xiangwan's gentle smile, he immediately forgot about her abnormality, and ran forward a few steps with a cheer.

If possible, she wants him to be carefree forever, she wants the things she has experienced, he will never touch, she wants him to be simple and lovely forever, away from disasters and misfortunes.

She has to bear all the hardships, and she has no complaints or regrets.

gave herself a week's vacation, Lin Xiangwan returned to the bureau to report, on the day of work, the Lin team personally led people to greet her at the door of the police station, and her colleagues applauded her, which made Lin Xiangwan very embarrassed.

When she took this task, it was only because she would have a holiday bonus for completing the task, and she didn't think much about anything else, if she knew that the task was so dangerous, and she would take Lao Xu's life, she would never agree even if she lost her job.

Now that the honor is on my head, I can't take it if I don't want to.

"Instead of sending me a certificate, it's better to give me something affordable, a bonus. Lin Xiangwan lazily coped with Team Lin's words, and she was going to award her a medal of honor, so that the whole team could learn from her heroic deeds, and she didn't feel anything other than being ashamed.

Team Lin patted her on the shoulder vigorously, "There will definitely be funds, don't shirk the award, and you will be promoted in the future, this will be an extra weight for you, oh, by the way, your friend, surnamed Chu, will also be responsible for all his medical expenses in the team." ”

"People have money, and it's probably not rare. At the mention of Chu Di, Lin Xiangwan's heart hurt inexplicably, she hadn't wanted him for a long time, not because she didn't want to think about it, but forced herself not to think about it, whenever his name, or his face, came out of her heart, she would pinch her hand fiercely, so that now her entire wrist was bruised.

"That's not the case, this is a little bit of the police force's heart, and besides, if he is so seriously injured, there will definitely be a lot of expenses for medical expenses and follow-up treatment in the future, even if there is more money, he can't afford to spend so much......"

"You said he was seriously injured, where was his injury?" Lin Xiangwan was a little puzzled, she had seen Chu Di after the accident, although he had some burns on his body, it didn't look fatal, but listening to Team Lin, the situation was not so simple.

Team Lin scratched his head, "You don't know? When you had an accident, he and that Mr. Xu were red-eyed, and I didn't know that even if you weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, you must be good friends, didn't you just live upstairs with him, why didn't you even know that he hurt his back?"

In fact, Chu Di didn't hurt his back, but hurt his spine.

The warehouse collapsed due to the fire, and a steel bar that fell from the roof of the warehouse fell right on his back, breaking his third lumbar vertebrae......

"His body, from the waist down, couldn't move, and at the same time he lost all sensations...... Ah Wan, he doesn't allow the hospital to tell you, you know, the patient has the right to ask the hospital to keep it secret...... So ......" Shen Shijun explained with difficulty, Lin Xiangwan sat opposite him, his eyes seemed to have lost focus, and he didn't know where his soul flew in a daze.

He was ...... It's the ...... that protects me That's why she was smashed, but I said that to him...... "The pain that flooded from her heart made her at a loss." Lin Xiangwan covered his chest with his hands, feeling as if something had broken inside.

Shen Shijun was also silent when he heard her words.

She remembered what had happened, and although the moment had come very quickly, she still remembered that after that loud bang, Chu Di crushed her under her body, and then there was a muffled thud, and the smell of blood spreading.

She has been a doctor for many years, and after this kind of thing, she should have thought of what happened in the first place, but she ignored all the details.

Why?

Just because he was the one who was hurt? Just because her heart was full of resentment and alienation from him? Just because he was the one who died, not him?

Lin Xiangwan suddenly felt scared, not afraid of anything else, but afraid of herself, when did she become such a person, cold, ruthless, Chu Di was right, when accusing others of being cold-blooded and heartless, in fact, it was herself who was the coldest.

"How is he doing now?...... I mean, is there any chance of recovery?" suddenly wanted to see him, but didn't dare, after she said such cruel words to him, what kind of face did she have to see Chu Di when she knew the truth?

Shen Shijun shook his head slowly, "I have communicated with my colleagues in the Department of Surgical Neurology, it is very difficult, you also know that the damage to the spine is not a simple matter, it will affect the nerve plexus and vascular plexus below, and it is impossible to repair it at the current level of medical care in China...... And he'...... He was very uncooperative with the treatment, and he kept clamoring to go out not long after he was admitted to the hospital. ”

"If it's not cured, maybe the worst?"

Shen Shijun frowned and said, "Permanent paralysis of the lower limbs." I can't live without a wheelchair for the rest of my life, I can never stand up, I can't walk, and I ...... Inhumane. ”

He was only in his thirties, the best time of a man, and he was supposed to stand at the top of the city, directing the country. But now......

He used to laugh at the mall, and no matter how shrewd and cunning his opponents were, they all failed miserably in front of him. He is cold-blooded, ruthless, cunning and cruel, and he is notorious and terrifying. Doing business with him is like seeking skin with a tiger, and if you don't pay attention to it, you will lose yourself.

But later, he met her, that sunny summer evening, the eighteen-year-old girl who was in the middle of the family thanks to him, she wore a long white dress, walked to his car like a ghost, and said to him, Mr. Chu, you bought me.

This sentence will bind them for a lifetime.

This fate, which should not have been held responsible for the consequences and consequences, made them both lose and their souls were broken.

She lost her heart, and he broke himself. She would never believe in the word love again, and he ......

When we were young, we always thought that the great thing was the feelings, and in the end, we were powerless to see clearly, and it was fate that was powerful.

"There is one more thing, I'm afraid you don't know, last weekend, the old lady of the Chu family passed away. ”