Chapter 76: Alone
"What did you say? Chu Mu her? What's wrong with her?"
Lin Xiangwan looked at Shen Shijun with a snow-white face. She heard every word Shen Shijun said clearly, but she didn't believe it.
She always thought that a woman with tenacious vitality like Chu Mu would never die, and even if she died, she would not die.
"Last week, the newspaper published an obituary, and the evening news was broadcast, but you were taking Ye Nan out to play at the time, so it's normal not to know. ”
The Chu family is no longer what it used to be, and it is no longer the focus of everyone's attention, if such a major event as the death of Mrs. Chu had been placed in the past, it would have been turned upside down, and now it is just a newspaper the size of a tofu block, telling the world.
If it weren't for the words that Chu's mother had released before she passed away, if Chu Di hadn't turned back to her and bowed to her, then the real estate and some overseas funds she owned would rather be burned or donated to the welfare institute than left to Chu Di, I'm afraid that even the tofu block would not appear.
Among the wealthy families, there are not a few cases of brothers falling over each other, and father and son cannibalism, but the Chu family is not in this category.
Lin Xiangwan knew that Chu Di and Chu Mu had a deep relationship, which was extraordinary, and the current situation was just because she was forced into it, if it weren't for her, Chu Di would be the most filial son in the world, and Chu Mu was the most loving mother in the world.
"The funeral...... He didn't attend?" Lin Xiangwan's mind was full of confusion, the news of Mother Chu's death was too shocking for her, and she needed time to digest it.
Shen Shijun shook his head, "As far as I know, no." He is injured like this, even if he wants to go, I'm afraid it's unrealistic. The hospital won't let him play with his life and take risks again. ”
Can't even attend my mother's funeral? Now it seems, which of them is more ruthless? Who is more miserable?
If this matter had been placed a few years ago, Lin Xiangwan would have woken up laughing only if she dreamed, but now after experiencing so much, she can't laugh anymore.
This war, which was originally in the name of love, ended up only in a miserable end for the two families, no one profited from it, and no one was able to get out, it was everyone who was hurt, and everyone was defeated. Ye Nan grew up day by day, she understood more and more the nature of a mother who wanted to protect her child, for Ye Nan, she could do whatever she could, and Mother Chu just did what she thought was right.
So far, she has Ye Nan by her side, trusting and supporting him unconditionally, but Chu Di ......
Loner.
He really has nothing left but money. And that money will be used up little by little by the huge post-operative treatment.
The healthy body, the proud dignity, and the relatives who can be relied on were all taken away by her own hands.
Just like the poisonous oath she made at her father's grave, she wanted him to experience the pain of the day, the pain of her skin, and then return it to him a thousand times and ten thousand times! She finally did it, but she did not have the slightest joy of success.
Nothing but loss, sadness, remorse.
"He is now completely passive resistance to treatment, it seems that he intends to report himself, if you have time, accompany him more, if you can do rehabilitation earlier, the possibility of recovery will be greater, but if he continues to delay like this, it is possible for anything to happen. Shen Shijun said, patting Lin Xiangwan's shoulder heavily, and his tone was very heavy.
"Senior brother is persuading me to reconcile with him?" Lin Xiangwan smiled bitterly, the world is changing, everyone is changing, she has changed, Shen Shijun has also changed, once upon a time, he hated Lin Xiangwan and Chu Di the most, seeing the two of them getting closer, he was nagging her, for fear that she would suffer this man's loss again, but now......
Shen Shijun sighed, "Reconciliation or not, it's a matter for the two of you, I'm just standing in the doctor's position and thinking about the patient." Now you are the only one who can help him. To put it mildly, he has already given up on himself, and if you let it go, this person will be really ruined. I used to be able to reject him from the perspective of a rival in love, but now ......" Shen Shijun smiled, "You can't be separated, right? After he did these things to you, can you still let go of this person? really when nothing happened?"
"Ah Wan, you are not such a ruthless person, you can't do this kind of thing. ”
Chu Di really has nothing for her, and he has lost all the pride that a person in his thirties can have. When he made this decision, he didn't hesitate in the slightest, otherwise Lin Xiangwan wouldn't be able to stand here with all his beards and shadows.
"Senior brother doesn't support me anymore, so what should I do in the future?" Lin Xiangwan looked up at Shen Shijun, she looked pitiful, like a lost child, she didn't know where to go, she didn't know where she would go if she continued to walk in the direction of the home in her memory.
This time, it was Shen Shijun's turn to smile bitterly, "In the future, you can only rely on yourself, senior brother can't give you an idea, Chu Qiu did a lot of things that lost his conscience before, but to be honest, he really didn't say anything to you now, even I sighed to myself, how can I have a position to speak ill of him." ”
If a person doesn't want to think about it, he can risk his life to change your life, and what reason do you have to wonder if he really loves you.
If it's not love, what kind of feelings can it have, it will make people so crazy and impulsive.
"Think about it, you are not too young, some decisions must be made, don't procrastinate, my little junior sister has never been an indecisive person, let alone self-deception. ”
After Shen Shijun finished speaking, he went out to check the room and left the office to Lin Xiangwan so that she could think quietly.
If he loves her, there is no doubt about it, then what kind of feelings does he have for Chu Di?
A man who has spent the most important ten years of your life, how will you put him?
What do you say to him about the emotions that you dare not love and can't leave?
*
Chu Di was taking a nap, and the glucose water was mixed with a light dose of painkillers, allowing him to temporarily get rid of the pain.
He had lost a lot of weight, and the stubble on his chin made him look like he had suddenly aged a decade.
Between the eyebrows, there is a heavy "Chuan" character pattern, even if you are asleep, you can't let go.
Lin Xiangwan sat beside him, his palms unconsciously exposed a thin quilt, and the back of his palms was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze because he was burned.
"Ah Wan......" he whispered in his sleep, calling her name.
Lin Xiangwan was inexplicably sad, and wanted to smooth the lines between his eyebrows for him, but his hand hung in the air, but he couldn't let it go.
He also had burns on his face, and Lin Xiangwan knew that burns were the most difficult to deal with, and even if they were healed, they would leave ugly scars. Although Chu Di is not a beautiful man, when he stands in the crowd, he is always outstanding and the focus of women's eyes, but after this experience, everything is unknown.
Many people can't survive the rehabilitation period, the healthier the person, the more they can't accept that they can only be paralyzed in a wheelchair from now on, no way to run, no way to walk, and can't even stand up.
"Can you hold on? If I'm by your side, can you persevere? Persist in living, even if life is difficult and everything is unsatisfactory, still live tenaciously? Can you?" Lin Xiangwan gently grabbed Chu Di's uninjured little finger, "If you can, I'll stay, okay?"
Her voice was soft and almost inaudible, even if Chu Di was awake, she might not be able to hear it clearly, but Chu Di gently trembled her eyelids in her sleep, as if responding to her.
Lin Xiangwan didn't see his movements, and continued to whisper, "It's just the two of us now, my parents have passed away, your parents have also passed away, can the love and hate that belong to them all disappear with their departure?" I may not be able to respond to you, but I am a good caretaker, I can take care of you, if you can persevere, I will definitely not let go, you see, Bai Jing has recovered, you will definitely be able to do it, I will do my best to help you, until you are healed, I will not leave, do you say this is okay?" ”
"No need. You can go now. Chu Di woke up from his sleep and saw Lin Xiangwan, he was overjoyed, but when he heard Lin Xiangwan's words clearly, all his joy turned into loss, "I don't need your mercy, Miss Lin, please disappear in front of my eyes immediately." ”
She won't leave until healed. But what about when he's healed? She's leaving? He doesn't want a 24-hour caretaker, he wants...... She knew everything, but she never gave it.
She didn't even tell him a lie.
Lin Xiangwan didn't expect him to wake up at this time, let alone that he would reject himself so strongly. She felt a little hot on her face, and explained urgently, "It's not pity, you've done so much for me, and I want to do something for you." ”
"That's an exchange? It's even more unnecessary!" Chu Di's face became even more ugly, "Do you think I'm willing to become what I am now? If I knew that my fate would be so miserable, I wouldn't risk my life to save you! Miss Lin, what do you have to do with me? Is it worth paying such a big price? I Chu Di made a wrong step and ended up in this situation, I admit that I am unlucky! I don't need you to fake here!"
His voice was very loud, and he was really angry at first glance, Lin Xiangwan didn't know which sentence he had provoked him, but seeing his chest rising and falling violently and his breathing shortness of breath, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart, how powerful he was before, every time he said a few words, he could count her to the ground, but now that she hasn't said anything, he has forced himself to this step.