Seeing that Chu Di didn't speak, Lin Xiangwan continued, "It's okay to tell you, in fact, you must have been to that place too." In the past two days, I took Ye Nan to my own cemetery, as well as my father's. ”

Chu Di raised his head suddenly, almost staring at Lin Xiangwan viciously, but his gaze did not stop her words, she got up from the swing and walked in front of Chu Di, "I have never been to my own cemetery, this is really a bit ridiculous to say." When Ah Dao injured me, Shen Shijun took me out of the hospital, and when he operated on me, I was awake for a while, and I told him that if I couldn't survive and died, don't bury me next to my father, because I was afraid that he would be angry. ”

"I really failed, as a mother, but I couldn't protect my children, as the eldest daughter in the family, not only could I not support my parents, but also caused them to suffer because of me, and I couldn't shelter my brothers and sisters in the family, and the only sister was still ...... Forget it, don't talk about this, these are my own choices, it's just a shame to say it, let's talk about something happy, I also said to my father, I got married once, not because I like others, but because I want to change the way to harm others, this is really not good, so remarry, I must choose what I like, except that I like it, no matter how good other conditions are, it is useless. ”

"Now that I've found someone I like, I'm getting married, so I won't send you the invitation, please eat candy. ”

On the red candy paper, two festive villains are drawn, and the villains smile at Chu Di, this is the best candy sold in the supermarket, but it is not the most expensive. He remembered that at their wedding, even the candy wrappers were golden, and he knew that it was expensive at a glance, but he had never tasted it himself.

Now she says she's found someone she likes, and she's going to treat him to candy.

The gentle sunshine of the day suddenly became extremely dazzling, Chu Di looked at Lin Xiangwan, as if she wanted to see some flaws in her face, but she smiled so calmly that she didn't give him any chance at all.

"You're getting married?!...... With whom?Shen Shijun?" He took a step forward, his chest almost hitting Lin Xiangwan, and his voice trembled violently, "The person he wants to engage is you?!"

"Of course not, my senior brother and I are just friendship, friendship, you know, I only treat him as a relative, I haven't thought about this kind of thing at all. As for who I'm going to marry, don't ask, it won't be you. Lin Xiangwan was still smiling, but her smile became a little stiff, and she pushed Chu Di's chest as if she was impatient, wanting to stay away from him, "What did you do for me...... No matter what the purpose, I think it's a good intention, but don't use it in the future, you are not a small person, buried in this convenience store is really wronged, although the company is gone, but it does not mean that you have no possibility of making a comeback, your own strength, you should know best, you don't need me to say more. Chu Di, we are not children anymore, in two years, I will be thirty years old, how many thirty years can a person have in his life? For you, time may not be so precious, because you are healthy and have the capital to spend. But I,"

Lin Xiangwan said, shaking his head gently, "I don't have time to spend it." This heart, it may only have a shelf life of more than 20 years, and when the time comes, it will be scrapped, it is not an original product, it can't accompany me for a long time, I don't want to die, I want to live, live one more day, I can see Ye Nan one more day, I really can't afford to play. ”

If she used to be, she was scheming in order to destroy him. So now, she just wants to escape.

But she also knew that he did it all for her.

She also knew that being buried in that small convenience store was really wronged for him.

She knows everything, but she doesn't want anything.

Chu Di felt as if his heart had suddenly been hollowed out. This hollow and terrible feeling was also present at her funeral, when her coffin was seen. It's just that at that time, no matter how desperate he is, he can leave himself with the last trace of dignity and hope, and he can deceive himself, stay in front of her burial ground, and numb himself with alcohol, as if everything is not true.

But now, she said it word by word, so clearly and clearly, that he couldn't pretend to be stupid if he wanted to.

I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of life and parting.

Death is because fate is helpless, but life and separation are her choice.

"You tell me, the man's name. I won't bother you anymore. Chu Di's voice became extremely difficult, he seemed to be extremely reluctant to say these words, but he was forcing himself to ask.

Lin Xiangwan shook his head, "He is a small person, and he can't stand you turning your hands into clouds and turning your hands into rain." I thank you for him, for fulfilling us. ”

Although the Chu family fell, as long as Chu Di did not die, one day he would still stand at the top of power and wealth again, she didn't want to make trouble for Xu Yunqi, Xu Yunqi was different from him, he had the ability, but he had no ambition, the reason why he agreed to marry her was probably the same as her, but he just wanted to live a few days of steady and peaceful life.

Seeing Lin Xiangwan's resolute attitude, Chu Di was like swallowing a yellow lotus, and the bitter taste came straight out from the bottom of his heart.

The girl who stood at the front of his car at the age of eighteen and said to him Mr. Chu, you buy me, finally grew up, she learned to think about others, learned to salute first and then soldier, but the person she wanted to protect was not him.

Yes, how could she want to protect him, from beginning to end, he was stronger than her, he oppressed her, bullied her, thought he could control her life, but in the end he lost himself to the ground.

The sugar in his hand was warmed by the temperature of his palm and became soft and collapsed, Lin Xiangwan saw Chu Di standing in place with a gloomy face, without saying a word, gently closed his palm, put the candy back in his pocket, and turned to find Ye Nan.

"Isn't it that no matter how low I am, I can't make you change your decision?"

Just as she was about to walk out of the small garden, Chu Di's low voice came from behind her. Lin Xiangwan was stunned, and then resolutely said, "Yes." So I advise you, or die of heart. ”

"What if I don't give up?"

The man's voice suddenly became calm and full of threats, Lin Xiangwan's heart tightened, what did he want to do, but she didn't want Chu Di to see her worries, so she quickly returned to normal, and said, "That's also your business, it has nothing to do with me." ”

When the love is deep, when it comes to each other, they will use us, and when the affection becomes thinner, you are you, and I am me, and there is no relationship between you and me.

"Lin Xiangwan, don't regret what you say. ”

* Chu Di's last words that day were like a dark cloud, which had been hanging over Lin Xiangwan's heart, making her absent-minded no matter what she did.

Fortunately, the world has been peaceful recently, and the work at hand, except for the protracted unsolved case, there are no other new cases.

Although he was apprehensive, in fact, after a few days of observation, Lin Xiangwan found that Chu Di did not have any substantive actions, he still stayed in the convenience store, busy going in and out every day, but he became more reticent, and even owed a smile.

After a long time, Lin Xiangwan put this matter aside, ignoring more distractions and paying attention.

The marriage with Xu Yunqi was arranged to be held in mid-August, and I didn't plan to do it, nor did I plan to announce it to the world, but the two of them went to get a certificate, and then took Ye Nan out for a good meal, even if it was celebrated.

It's not a big deal, firstly, because neither of them is the first marriage, Lin Xiangwan's identity is particularly sensitive, Xu Yunqi is not a local, and there are no relatives and acquaintances here, even if he wants to do a big job, he has no resources, and secondly, because the two of them are not rich, most of the money Lin Xiangwan has saved in those years is hidden from Shen Shijun, Shen Shijun doesn't give it to her, and she is embarrassed to be cheeky and ask him, while Xu Yunqi's company has just entered the formal, if he is really rich, he doesn't have to rely on boxing to support the company.

So as soon as the two of them discussed, they simply only got the certificate, and then moved together, as for the future, there is time to make plans.

Lin Xiangwan cleaned up the guest room and used Xu Yunqi as a bedroom, Ye Nan always stood behind her when she was doing these things.

When she stopped what she was doing and straightened up to rest, Ye Nan ran over and beat her back. Lin Xiangwan turned around and thanked him with a smile, but saw the child pursing his lips, as if he was unhappy.

"Mom married Uncle Xu, is it because of that person?" In the end, it was a child, and he couldn't help it, and after beating his back for a while, he couldn't help asking.

Lin Xiangwan turned around and held his little hand in his palm, "Yes and no, my mother is old and wants to have someone to take care of, Uncle Xu is very good, and he doesn't dislike me for being married, so my mother is willing to be with him, why, you don't like him?"

Ye Nan frowned tightly, and after a long time and a half, he shook his head cautiously, "Uncle Xu taught me kung fu and made breakfast for me, I like him very much." But Mom, do you like him?"

Lin Xiangwan was stunned for a moment, and then asked with a smile, "Why do you ask me this? If you don't like him, how can your mother marry him?"

"But if you like him, why don't you live with him......? Don't you all live together?" Ye Nan pointed to the single bed in the guest room that had been covered with brand new sheets, and asked Lin Xiangwan with a raised face. "Mom is with Uncle Xu because of me, right? Actually, you don't like him? I know you don't like him. When you look at him, there is no smile in his eyes. ”

Lin Xiangwan's breath stagnated. She thought that Ye Nan was too young to notice this incident at all, but she forgot that her son, unlike other children, was sensitive by nature and had insight beyond his peers.

It's just that liking this word is too extravagant for her. Words like like, love, or anything like that haven't appeared in her dictionary for a long, long time have been so long that she almost forgot how to write them.

Like, it's just a tool used to deal with others, and it's not really touched from the heart.

Liking someone means giving, it means that you may lose, and it means that maybe one day, liking will turn into disliking.