I'm not a good man, I'm well aware of that, and I know that this has slowly changed since I got into business.

Once, I was also a promising young man with a pure heart and blood, when I was just in my early twenties, and I met Man on campus, and she was as pure as a lily blooming in the middle of summer, which grabbed my heart at once, and I thought she was the girl I had been looking for, and vowed to chase her.

Later, I finally succeeded, and Man finally became my girlfriend, we were still relatively conservative in those days, God knows how much I wanted to get her pure body at the time, but because of her conservatism, I could only endure it, and finally, after we met each other's parents, I finally got Man's body on a midsummer afternoon!

At that moment, I was as excited as I was to get the whole world, because I finally got this pure and immaculate girl that I had always dreamed of.

Later, I married Manga into the family with dignity, and the newlywed life was sweet, and with the birth of our daughter Tongtong, it added a lot of fun to this small family.

However, as we become more engaged with society, various drawbacks and temptations are also manifested.

After graduating, I first entered a state-owned enterprise, but I was not happy with my work, the state-owned enterprise is a place where seniority suppresses newcomers, I want to get ahead, I want my small family to live better, but these are not things I can achieve in a state-owned enterprise, so in the end, I chose to resign and start my own business.

The early days of entrepreneurship were very difficult, but fortunately, Manman was always by my side and silently supported me, and finally, my company gradually improved, and finally got started, and it became more and more prosperous.

But at this time, a new problem arose, and this problem was the problem between us husband and wife.

In fact, there have always been some problems between our husband and wife, although I love manga very much, and she is also something I worked hard to get my hands on, but to be honest, our personalities are not the same, which is not obvious when we are in love or newly married, because the sweetness of love at that time covers up the huge difference in personality between us.

However, when the excitement of love gradually subsides, the problems between us are exposed.

I have a more active personality, a wide range of hobbies, I like everything new and especially exciting, and I am willing to try, I don't like to be conformist, especially sports, cycling, swimming, skiing, rock climbing, I like to participate in everything.

And Man's personality is more introverted and conservative, her hobbies are just a few, 100 ~ 10,000 \ small!, walking, occasionally painting, she doesn't like sports, especially for those challenging sports, she has a fear from the psychological instinct, she would rather make a small dessert for her daughter at home, rather than accompany me to participate in lively outdoor sports.

In general, Man's personality likes to be quiet and doesn't like to move, he doesn't like challenges, and he likes to live a plain life with his loved ones quietly, but that kind of life is too lacking in fresh excitement for me, which has always made me very unhappy.

So after my company gradually improved, my life with Man became more and more out of tune, she didn't like to play cards, and she was not used to chatting with everyone in a noisy environment, so gradually, I didn't take her to participate in some social activities in my circle of friends, anyway, she preferred to stay at home, make some cute snacks for her daughter, and clean up the house neat and warm, so go according to her own wishes.

In this way, I slowly had my own social circle, and this social circle was to exclude Man.

I don't think there is anyone who hasn't experienced the wind and moon field, like Megumi Yanagishita, if someone says that they exist in the business field, it is pure nonsense, because such people can't integrate into other people's social circles at all.

For example, if you invite a customer yourself, or someone else invites you to a KTV private room to play, and you call a lady, do you want it or not? Saying that I want to be loyal to my wife, I will never touch any woman other than my wife, this kind of talk is pure fart, and it is impossible to achieve a joke at all, because in that kind of environment where the glass is changed and the light is red and green, and the woman is fragrant, no man with a normal sexual orientation can resist this temptation, and the lightest will also hug the young and fragrant one over and kiss it, hug it, touch it, and take the heavy one directly to open the room, everyone is like this, and I am no exception.

When I started doing these things, I also felt guilty about man, but after a long time, my psychology gradually became calm, and everyone else did it, if I seemed to be taking it seriously, it would seem like I was pretending to be b?

Besides, this society is like this, it's flying, my friends, Business partners, all of them have wives and children at home, they have a good time outside, and they don't see any guilt about their wives and children, of course, they do a very good job of secrecy, don't look at them one by one outside hungry and thirsty like perverts who have never eaten meat in their lives, but when they return home, they all pretend to be righteous and gentlemen, lying and swearing in front of their wives, that face is not red, people who have been killed for a long time must have this calmness, I am gradually growing into a bad man under the slow edification of these old fritters。

However, before I met Yang Kexin, I didn't have a fixed lover outside, at most I was the kind of dewy lover who only had a short-term relationship.

Among my dewy lovers, some of them are sitting on the stage women I know, this kind of I generally pick a younger age, the more pure type of girl, because this kind of daughter is not deeply involved in the world after all, to put it mildly, even if it has been opened by a man early, but the number of times it is opened is relatively less, there is a sense of freshness when playing, I usually take them out to open a room to play, but I also have concerns when playing, after all, this kind of woman does not know how many men have been on it, I am afraid that they will pass on any bad disease to me, so I have done a good job every time I play。

The other is the kind of more open or mature senior white-collar workers I know in social occasions or business fields, this kind of woman is generally very experienced in playing, and knows the rules, and will not be stalked afterwards, when the two are happy, they will find a place to shoot, which is both fresh and exciting;

The last few years of my marriage with Man,That's how I spent it.,Usually I'm busy with business outside.,Busy socializing.,Of course, I also find a woman I like to shoot.,So that the number of times I go home is less.,But every time I go home, I still check my belongings.,Try not to let Man see any clues.。

But, despite this, Man is not a fool, and after a long time, she still sees some clues.

For this reason, Man once secretly checked my phone bill list, and spent money to buy a software to check my QQ chat history, and finally found some clues that I was messing with other women, and came to question me.

In the face of her questioning, my principle, of course, is that if I can't admit it, I won't admit it, and I really can't deny it, so I simply said that it was just a show, and everything was for business, and I followed others and got drunk.

In short, in the face of my wife's questioning, I always have a way to deal with it, not only me, but also my friends, and we also help each other to cover, because you helped your friend to get through the trick with your wife this time, and he will help you fool your wife next time, so that in the long run, we can do that the red flag at home does not fall, and the colorful flags flutter outside, and each does not interfere.

Therefore, in the face of me, she didn't change her face and argued with clever words, and in the end, Manga became helpless, and in the end she didn't bother to track me down.

Originally, I thought that our life could go on like this forever, I had a good time outside, and I gave my husband and children at home, and this kind of life was also quite good.

But unexpectedly, at this time, I met Yang Kexin.

To be honest, when I first met Yang Kexin, she really gave me a bright feeling, her temperament is very similar to the comic more than ten years ago, pure and melancholy, at the same time, her facial features and figure are more delicate and attractive than manga, although I have read countless people, but I have to admit that this girl is a beautiful woman I have ever seen, and I was deeply attracted to her at that time.

After sending their sisters home that day, I quietly observed the external environment of her home, and felt that this girl's family background was not very good, I thought I could start from this point and use material things to attract her, just Yang Kexin inadvertently mentioned that she wanted to find an internship unit after graduation, so I warmly invited her to my company.

The rest of the matter was logical, Yang Kexin became my personal assistant, and I also knew that she was originally a student of the Academy of Arts, no wonder her appearance and figure were so outstanding.

At that time, I was really fascinated by Yang Kexin to an incomprehensible extent, not only because of her outstanding beauty, but also because I had gone through the adolescence season, I found a long-lost feeling of youth in her, I felt that with such a youthful girl, I must be many years younger!

So I lost no time in offering courtesy to Yang Kexin, such as buying her some brand-name cosmetics and clothing, etc., for which Kexin always thanked me politely and smiled sweetly, she smiled, and I was even happier in my heart.

For some reason, when this girl was laughing, there was a faint melancholy in her eyes, and at the same time, her bright eyes also had a kind of wildness that exuded the air of youth, and it was this mixture of melancholy and wildness that attracted me deeply, and I especially wanted to press her under me and possess her, but I knew that I could not rush it, I had to be patient.

My chance finally came, after work that day, Kexin didn't leave immediately for some reason, but sat at the desk in a daze, I walked over and asked, it turned out that she was unhappy because she had a little dispute with her adoptive parents, I lost no time in comforting her, and invited her to dinner.

That night, instead of sending Kexin home, I took her to a house that my friend had entrusted me to take care of, and took possession of her.

I have lived with Man for more than ten years, and I am already so familiar with each other's bodies, I can't find any new and exciting feeling in Man, but this feeling, I now find it in Kexin!

Although she is not a virgin, she is a girl from a good family after all, and she is completely different from the girls on the Fengyue field that I have experienced before, and it is also different from those senior white-collar workers who volunteered to fight with me, because those women, whether they are the ladies on the Fengyue field, or those white-collar workers who usually wear professional skirts and are serious, are actually too rich in sexual experience, although they are very cool when they play, but there is no new feeling.

As for Kexin, I don't expect her to have too much sexual experience, even if there are only a handful of times, because when I enter her, I feel very tight there, which gives me infinite stimulation.

When I asked her, if this was the case, Kexin told me that she had only tried a few times with her boyfriend when she was in school, and then the boy went abroad, and Kexin never had another boyfriend, so her body would be so fresh and exciting.

In this way, I cherish her even more.

But at that time, I didn't plan to divorce Man, after all, we have lived together for so many years, and there is a daughter Tongtong, divorce has a very bad impact on my reputation, and what is even more unacceptable to me is that the divorce will divide the company assets that I have worked so hard to accumulate, which will cause my company's vitality to be greatly damaged, and the hard work I have paid for several years may be wasted, which is absolutely unacceptable to me, so I did not plan to divorce at first.

But later, Man's desire to divorce became more and more firm, and at this time I began to be afraid, I was afraid that she would really divide half of my property, so I found someone to seduce her, wanting to obtain some evidence of her cheating, so that I could take the initiative in the divorce.

Everything that happened later was within my plan, but I never expected that the praying mantis catching cicadas and the yellow finch were behind, but I had a trap carefully designed by others, and Yang Kexin, who always pretended to be pure and ignorant in front of me, was actually a couple with the tutor I hired to seduce my wife!

When I learned the truth of all this, I really wanted to slap myself in the mouth!

I guard against my wife who has lived with me for more than ten years, but I don't guard against a little girl who I haven't known for more than a year, because I think Man is a mature woman, she knows too much about me after we have lived together for so many years, and if we divorce, she will pose a real threat to me.

But Yang Kexin won't, in my eyes, she is just a simple little girl who has just walked out of school and has not been deeply involved in the world, how can she have such a deep scheming? It is really a storm and a big wave, but she capsized in a small ditch......

Through this incident, I finally understood why some big men in politics or business eventually fell into the hands of women, because they suddenly lost their minimum defense in the face of these young and seductive beauties, and they would be taken advantage of by others.

Anyway, this incident has taught me a great lesson, the company property I have accumulated for many years has been wiped out in this business battle provoked by Yang Kexin, and I have to fall into the fate of working for others again at the age of thirty-six, and I also deeply feel ashamed of Man and our daughter, although I am not a good man, but I still have a minimum conscience in my heart, and I only hope to make up for them in my lifetime.