After I followed Tai Merry back to Tianjin, I was still a little afraid, I was frightened in the school for a week, as soon as I heard the siren, I felt furious, I wanted to go to Tai Merry to talk about it, and I was afraid that he would laugh at me, but as the days became calmer day by day, my heart gradually let go, in the middle of the sunspot found me once, gave me 100,000 yuan, patted me on the shoulder, smiled a little weird, I asked for a long time, he just laughed, and in the end, I had to give up, with this 100,000 yuan, my mentality is completely different, that feeling is like a poor boy who has not been able to eat suddenly picked up a cornucopiaIn fact, this is not the role of money, although as the saying goes, money is a man's guts, and a man with money has a straighter waist than without money, but after I slept for a while, I felt that this thing should not be like this.

My father said, if you want to do it, you will make it big, I took 100,000 yuan, and I was proud, it was just too unproductive, thinking of this, I put out the idea of taking the 100,000 yuan to spend a while, and honestly saved it, although I still live a hard life, but my heart has become extremely rich, so I think, this is not a question of money or not, but a feeling of power, too merry and sunspot opened a door, let me see the world that I have never seen, in this world, people are not rich and poor, the only thing they have is wisdom, and there are brains to stand on the skyThis change in mentality soon changed me, I no longer have low self-esteem, no longer secretly curse those classmates who look down on me, in the face of their ridicule, although I still laugh at it, but this kind of laughter, has become the so-called strong indisputable, before I don't care, because I don't have the capital to deal with them, now I don't care, because I don't think there is no need to deal with a group of fools, I am proud of my own change, in my heart, the desire for power is becoming more and more intense。

That day, after taking the too romantic English class, he waved at me and took me to the office, first chatted with me about learning in a fake way, and then waited for the other teachers in the office to leave, he laughed hehehe, I was creepy, got goosebumps, and couldn't help but scold: "Your mother, what are you laughing at?"

"Lao Tzu laughs, Lao Tzu has a good eye. Too proudly took out a cigarette, stuffed it into his mouth, smashed it and took two puffs, patted me on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "The kid is good, he didn't spend the money indiscriminately, if he can have this patience, he will definitely be able to do great things in the future." ”

"This money, what to spend, hehe. I smiled and said nonchalantly, "Small money, small money." ”

"But it's this little money, I don't know, how many people have been scooped out. Tai Merry suddenly became full of mixed feelings, sighed, shook his head, and said, "You can bear it, it's good, it's good." ”

"What kind of naughty people?" I was stunned for a moment, and then asked in a little confusion: "It's too romantic, are you still recruiting troops besides me?" Get so many people, don't you want to rebel?"

"This matter, you will understand in the future, recruitment, hehe, this sentence, what you said is not bad, rebellion, it's almost the same, I tell you, one day, I will also do big things. Tai Merry shook his head and pointed to the tip of his nose and said: "Boy, do you see, when I become famous in the future, this face is a credit card, and you don't need to give money wherever you go to eat and sleep!"

"Just blow it. "I saw that Tai Merry was not serious, so I didn't take his words seriously, and after following Tai Merry to do a case, I returned to school for a week, not just hiding in the dormitory and not going out, but specifically found a few books about deception and researched, while opening my eyes, I also figured out the rules in this circle, that is, whoever comes out to do the game, people must be few and fine, because liars are all liars, this habit will unconsciously change a person's character, and in the end, even habitually deceive everyone around him, so every time there is one more accomplice, the whole gang will be more dangerous, because you never know if what your accomplices say is true or false. Therefore, the gang in this circle will always be a small gang, and once there are more people, the gang will not exist for too long. For this reason, I don't believe in the fact that I want to recruit troops.

"Okay, no matter what this mess is, anyway, the above things, a little person like me, where can I say it clearly. Tai Amorous smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head and said, "Okay, I came to you this time, I want to ask you, do you still want to do it?"

"Yes!" I nodded unambiguously, I did read a lot of books and learned some skills these days, but the paper was finally shallow, although the ideas in my heart were accumulating more and more, but I always felt that it was so meaningful, the desire for power, so that I couldn't help but want to go out and do a few strokes, just when this desire was so strong that it almost lost control and burned me to death, this proposal of Tai Merry was undoubtedly timely and rainy. Because I deeply know that a rookie like me, no matter how many things there are in his head, but as long as he makes a move, he must show a lot of horses' feet, my father said, you have to save your life to do great things, so, the existence of two veterans of Tai Merry and Kuroko is very important, their words and deeds not only taught me many things that I can't learn from books, but also shielded me from the wind and rain that those rookies have to face.

"Yes, it's too fast..."Tai Merry sighed, his face gradually became solemn, looked at my eyes, looked at it for a long time, and then said in a deep voice: "Let's not have any big tricks this time, but, maybe, we have to get some lives, you, dare?"

"Do you want to kill someone?" I was taken aback, my voice trembled instantly, I took two steps back, and after a while, I looked at Tai Merry in disbelief, and stammered: "You, you don't want to play really, do you?"

"Scared?" I looked at me with a smile, and when I saw him like this, I couldn't help but feel that this guy probably didn't have this kind of courage, so he said without showing weakness: "As long as you dare, Lao Tzu will dare!"

"I still don't dare!"

Tai Merry restrained his smile, a sentence scared me almost jumped, I looked straight into his eyes, and saw that there was no joke in those light brown eyes, only then did I understand, this time, Tai Merry was not joking, the muscles on my face were stiff there, and after a long time, I twitched sorely, and said tremblingly: "Kill, kill, but you have to pay for your life." ”

"You're underestimating me. Tai Fengliu smiled faintly and said in a low voice: "If killing people is to pay for my life, I would have died several times a long time ago." ”

"What a joke!" His indifferent attitude instantly filled my heart with a feeling of dissatisfaction and worry, and I almost shouted out and said loudly: "You live well, why do you want to do that kind of thing, I will be sad if you die!"

"Are you sad?" Tai Fengliu looked at me deeply, showed a pleased smile, nodded, and then shook his head again, turned his face away, and said lightly: "In this way, it's not good, people like us, once they have feelings, they have weaknesses, and if they have weaknesses, they will be defeated." ”

"What are you talking nonsense today, how am I, I can't understand anything. "From the beginning to the present, what Tai Merry said was inexplicable, so that in an instant I had an illusion that Tai Merry had drunk too much last night and didn't wake up until today.

"Someday, you'll understand. Tai Fengliu laughed softly, then looked at me calmly, and said in a gentle tone: " Sometimes, killing someone is a last resort, killing a person is to let other people live better, when you kill someone, it is true, it is very painful, but when you see the sun rising, and the smile on the faces of those people, you will understand that those pains, in fact, are worth it, because a person lives in this world, he always has to protect something, even if he is the most careless person, he also wants to protect something. ”

"Guardian?" That was the first time I saw a very merry and serious look, serious like, he was there, giving the last entrustment, that was also, the first time I heard, the so-called guardian.

"Yes, Zhang Deli, people live, there must be a reason, some people live for themselves, some people live for others, but in the end, they are all living for a little thing in their hearts, I probably haven't told you the reason why I like you. Tai Merry smiled, looked at me, and said, "Maybe you have thought about it yourself, why did I find you, can you tell me, what do you think?"

"Probably, probably because we're familiar with each other, and we've drunk so much wine..."I was stunned and said subconsciously.

"I've been in this school for so many years, and the students who have drunk with me are not a thousand, but there are eight hundred, but so far, there are only seven or eight sunspots. Tai Fengliu shook his head, the expression on his face was a little stunned, and his eyes drifted out of the window, as if the branches and leaves on the sycamore outside the window reminded him of many different faces.

"Then, it's not because I'm poor, I see money, right?" I grabbed my head and thought for a long time, saying such a reason that even I didn't dare to believe, if this is true, then it's too damn embarrassing, you know, I'm Zhang Deli, but I want to do big things, how can I be favored by him because I love money?

"Of course not, you can't say that you don't like money, but money is not a very important thing for you, but I remember that a few kind classmates made up some money for you, and you didn't take a penny. ”

"That kind of money, how can I take it, I want to do big things, people who do big things should have the spirit of people who do big things, beggars won't eat it, how can I ask for it!" I glared and said, speaking of which, this matter is also quite embarrassing, my family is poor, not all people will look down on me, and there are classmates close to me who heard about my family, and made a small donation, although a few thousand yuan is not much, but for me who is poor and white, it is also a huge amount of money, but I just smiled, did not take, for this matter, several classmates have turned their faces with me, although I understand, this is their kindness, but, am I really the kind of, do you need people's pity? Of course not, my name is Zhang Deli, a native of Hongqiao, Tianjin, I have been doing big things since I was a child, Zhang Deli who wants to do big things, is a man who stands up to the sky, not a beggar!

"So, it's not about money. Tai Merry smiled faintly and sighed: "Actually, you and I are very similar people. ”

"What do you mean, how are we alike?" I'm a little curious to look at the too romantic, this person is taller, taller than me, one meter seven or eight, a lot of sloppy beard, shaved maybe it's quite handsome, if you don't shave, it's a lewd uncle, a pair of small eyes deservedly resemble me, as for the others, it's nothing the same, the nose is a pointed nose, not my round nose, the face is a big round face, this is not as good as me, I am a Chinese character face with Chinese characteristics, my father said, this kind of face, at a glance, is to do great things.

"When I was three years old, my parents were gone and I never saw them again. Tai Merry smiled lightly and said: " I'm like a weed, grown, although it's a weed, but it's also indomitable, the wind blows constantly, the rain can't collapse the stubborn weed, I'm not like you, I can still go to school, at that time, I can only steal, I can only cheat, so that I have some money, in this way, I slowly got a diploma, became a teacher, although it is all old, but, I can never forget, I was ridiculed by those people, bullied, the insistence in my heart, I saw you, I saw me back then, so, I know, you and I, are the same people, so, I chose you, I chose you, to guard。 ”

"However, it's not good to kill people. "The same experience makes me sad at the same time, but also has a closer heart, too merry has never looked down on me, he is the only one in this university, put me in an equal position to see the person, this is really important, because, the relationship between people, in terms of friends, is actually too general, although friends represent a very close relationship, but there are many kinds of friendship, those because of pity and sympathy and friendship, for me, is a disguised humiliation, I want, just equality, a kind of equality that can treat me as a person, not a wounded cat or dog, so I sincerely don't want this equal friendto do something that kills, especially, to kill someone.

"It's worth it, because I'm going to protect it. Tai Merry looked at me firmly, shook his head, and said in a deep voice: "If I don't guard, then there will be more people like me who used to struggle, struggling in the dark, and can't see hope, although I can't help all people, but they can still do it if they can get a little light and hope, such as you." ”

"Killing people is going to die!" "Seeing Tai Fengliu insisting like this, my heart suddenly became anxious, and I roared: "You are dead, what should those people do, what should you do with the things you want to protect, the police will not let you go, let's cheat the car and cheat the money, it is a small case, the police have no time to take care of it, but if there is a dead person, then, it will be different, they will definitely investigate to the end!"

"It's just that there may be a little human life, and even if it dies, it won't die too soon, maybe in a year or two. Tai Merry laughed out loud, and in a blink of an eye, it seemed to be a different person, and he patted the table with a wicked smile and said proudly: "It really scared you, let me tell you the truth, I will not leave a trace when I do it, what does it have to do with me in a year or two?"

"You, you're really scared of me!" Hearing this, I also breathed a sigh of relief, patted my chest and gasped for a while, then pointed to his nose and scolded: "Too romantic, you are such a bastard, do you know how worried I am about you?"

"Where is there such a mother-in-law who does great things. Tai Fengliu waved his hand, changed the conversation, and asked bluntly, "Do you do it?"

"Tell me what the hell are you doing? Why do I think you're not alone?" I shook my head and said, "You guy is mysterious, and what you said today is inexplicable, half hidden and half hidden, I am terrified when you say it, you are not a special agent of a secret organization, right?"

"This is a matter for the future, I can tell you, that is, there are so many just now, if you ask again, it will be a sentence. Tai Merry lowered his head and thought for a while, and said seriously: "You remember this sentence, if one day, I mean if, if you fall into the hands of others, when people want to kill you with your methods, you will say, in this world, there are thousands of people like me." ”

"Then it's better to kill Xia Minghan and his descendants. I read it silently, and said angrily: "It's really unlucky, what you don't kill or not, you can't think of me." ”

"Anyway, I'll tell you, do things in the future, find out and do it again, don't hurt the innocent, let's cheat money, we cheat all the powerful tigers and wolves, the giant beetles of the people, this is the way for heaven, but if you have a bad conscience and do bad things, then someone will come to collect you." Seeing that I didn't listen carefully, Tai Merry couldn't help kicking me and said, "Don't be a joke with me, there are many such people!"

"I know, can't I do it?" I had to nod, but I said in my heart, Lao Tzu will not be caught, this is something that you don't have to think about, how can Lao Tzu, who does big things, be careless and be caught?

"Okay, don't keep talking about those useless things, he's a half-old child, you let him kill people, and it's not like this to pull out seedlings to help grow. Before I finished speaking, the door was suddenly opened, I was startled, turned around, and saw that it was a sunspot, so I was relieved, he smiled and said hello to me, and then patted the shoulder of the too merry and said: "This kind of dirty hand thing, let's just do it, what do you get him in for, just let him do what he can, he, can he have the guts?"

Kuroko's last sentence angered me, now I think about it, I was really good at that time, people were fooled with a word, don't look at the usual people look down on me, I don't hear the cynicism, but that's because I don't take them seriously, I think you look down on me, I'll treat you as a dog, I haven't heard dogs look down on people, but sunspots and too romantic are different, I said before, too romantic to me, is equal, he won't think I'm not good-looking, short and look down on me, and he won't pity me because of my family affairs and no money。

In the same way, Kuroko is also such a person, don't look at me, I went out with Kuroko to do something once, but that time I went purely to see the excitement, and didn't do anything, it stands to reason that I, a superfluous person, didn't make much effort to share his money, he should be unhappy, but he just smiled, and didn't take it to heart at all, for equal friends, I value it very much, I know that I don't look good, and it's a little obscene, but I hope that in the hearts of equal friends, I'm a good person, as soon as he looks down on me, I'm anxious, and I said with a red face: "As long as this guy is damned, even if he takes a knife, I dare!"

"The old man abducted and sold children, you said he deserved to die. Kuroko smiled, his face was a little proud, and he said to Tai Merry: "I say, this kid actually has guts, but your method is not right, you can't do it, you just give him that thing, if you don't say it, he will do it!"

"It's all about your idea. He glared at Kuroko angrily, threw a dozen pieces of paper on the table, and said to me: "You see for yourself, you can't move or not, it's up to you!"

", I did it!" When I picked up the paper, I was still a little curious, but after only reading two pages, I felt a wave of anger burned in my heart, what was written on this paper was an old man named Huang Laosan, Huang Laosan was an old guy in Huangjia Village, Cangzhou, Hebei Province, this old guy was engaged in the sale of children five years ago, although this lack of morality, but it will not make me angry, a half-grown child without children, what makes me angry is that this old guy actually cut off those children's hands and feet and sell them to street beggars, seeing this, I finally understand why Heizi said that I will definitely do it。

I said earlier, I like to peek at women taking a bath since I was a child, but it is boring to go to see alone, at that time I had a child in my neighbor's house, called Xiao Liuliu, is my good friend, watching women take a bath, in addition to me, there is also him, I didn't study well when I was a child, other people's parents don't let their children play with me, just Xiao Liuliu is disobedient, think I'm good, at that time my family was not rich, my father he was not educated, he was the lowest coal transporter, how much income can he earn a month? The family is tight, and there is no money to buy me toys and clothes, although they are all children, but children will also compare, many children see that I am poor and bully me, only Xiao Liuliu is good to me, take me toys to play, and give me delicious food.

Don't look at it just so simple good, but this makes me remember it for a lifetime, to be honest, from childhood to adulthood, good to me, really treat me as a friend, when a person to see, in addition to my parents, too romantic and sunspots, and only Xiao Liuliu, but when I was ten years old, Xiao Liuliu was gone, and when I was fifteen years old, I heard adults say that Xiao Liuliu was found in Guangdong, broke a leg, lost his tongue, begged on the street, and when he was waiting to find it back, he was already a waste person, when Xiao Liuliu was in the hands of those people, he was locked every day, but as soon as he came back, he had the strength, and the first thing he did was to jump from the upstairs, and I had no best friend, soI hated these people, I hated them, I wanted to kill them, so my eyes were on fire, I almost gritted my teeth, and roared like a wolf: "I must kill him!"

"Kill him, it's too cheap for him. Heizi sneered and said: "God is eyeless, this kind of old Wang Ba, who lives to be seventy years old, is still strong, no illness or disaster, if he is allowed to die like this all of a sudden, it will fulfill him, he will die, he will die slowly." ”

"What are you doing, you say a word, the sword mountain and the sea of fire, I'm gone!" I said through gritted teeth.

"Realgar wine, give this old thing a little drink a day. Kuroko smiled and said, "After drinking this thing, the old thing will be comfortable." ”

"That thing can kill people?" I was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked: "Isn't realgar wine used to drive away evil spirits, and I have drunk it until now, but I haven't seen anyone who can drink the dead?"

"That's because I drank less. Tai Merry interjected and said: "Drink a few cups occasionally, it won't be okay, but as long as you drink it every day, it will add up to a lot, this thing can kill people, realgar is a big poison, this thing has arsenic and mercury in it, add it to the wine, as long as it is heated, it is *, what is it called? ”

Kuroko nodded and continued: " If the average person drinks too much, then you have to vomit, diarrhea, coma, and then send it to the hospital to check it out, but this old boy is not the same, drink the same as not drinking, when I went to check his bottom line, I heard that this old boy drank three catties of realgar wine a year, nothing at all, so, I think, we can try this method, don't look at him usually drink three catties are fine, but in fact, this is a big deal, because realgar wine to drink, there are generally two situations, the first is to drink too much poisoning, sent to life, the second is usually drinking fine, but gradually, accumulated in the body, and finally hurt the liver, liver cancer, this old man, belongs to the second type, let's send him a good walk. ”

"Okay, fuck it, damn, if he can't get liver cancer, I have to kill him!" I secretly made up my mind, by the time I graduated from college, if this old Wang Ba didn't die, I would do it directly, what was too merry to say, everyone was guarding something, these things may be insignificant to others, but to the person who guarded it, it was the most important thing in the world, I killed him because, I want to protect, the cherished memories in my heart, and, best friend.