There is nothing to do, but my heart is panicked.

It's not that I'm anxious about the future, I'm not anxious about money, but I just have something stuck in my heart.

I am still identifying myself as the character of Yuan Changwen, and only when something happens, will I realize that I am not the character of Yuan Changwen.

I don't know why, I always want to cry, and my uncomfortable emotions are blocked in my chest. Perhaps, only slashing can bring short-term ease. The question is, what am I killing?

I don't understand a little, how can a false thing need to be killed?

It feels like I'm slaying a fake dragon. But in fact, I don't need to kill at all, just stop identifying with this falsehood. Right, I don't need to analyze the weakness of the evil dragon at all, to study the evil dragon's moves, just stop my identification with the illusion, and the evil dragon will naturally disappear.

Therefore, what does the character of Yuan Changwen care about, it's my business. directly uprooted the role of Yuan Changwen, and it will be over. It doesn't matter what role survives, what role defines itself, what role's various attributes, all matter.

Just stop, shut down, throw it away, and that's it.

I don't think there is a false dragon at all, what else to talk about slashing?

And what is so terrible about this kind of dragon that needs my approval to exist? How can it continue to exist?

Who's agreeing?

Is the character of Yuan Changwen identifying with himself?

Or is that awareness an acknowledgment?

That awareness has the function of identification in addition to awareness, but that awareness is everything, what is identification? There is no role, there is no "that awareness" and then there is something else.

Therefore, it is the character of Yuan Changwen who identifies with himself.

How?

First of all, the character of Yuan Changwen is real, and the entire universe is also real. Then, on top of that, move on to the others. Distract with a lot of needs, a lot of "life musts".

Who would consider the question of the reality of the world in the event of a stressful mortgage?

Who thinks about whether they really exist when they are working hard, the so-called upswing?

Who would have just gotten married and enjoyed their honeymoon thinking about whether a partner really exists?

After agreeing that the character of Yuan Changwen really exists, or when not doubting his own existence is a guess, he naturally began to think about how to make the character's life better. Especially, when everyone is doing this, when everyone is pursuing like this, they don't dare to distract themselves at all.

Really, what if everybody was eating, and the bad effects of eating were seen as a curse that had been around for thousands of years? So everybody was trying to unravel the curse, looking for ways to do it, and guessing theories. For the environment, for mythology, for witchcraft.

Who would doubt what everyone is eating? And that eating has been going on for thousands of years?

Like I said now, the character of Yuan Changwen is not real, who would believe it?

Of course, in my eyes, it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. I've always lived with that awareness, and it has nothing to do with believing it or not.

So, it's good to stop this identification.

Yuan Changwen was a little helpless, could it be that so many chapters of slashing were exchanged for this thing?

However, this is the most fundamental thing, as long as he no longer agrees with the role of Yuan Changwen, then the rest will naturally dissipate. Because everything is something that can only be discussed after the character of Yuan Changwen really exists.

Once the role of Yuan Changwen is dissipated, then the so-called hard work, the so-called positivity, the so-called human nature, the so-called good and evil, the so-called career money, the so-called morality, and the so-called benevolence and beauty will all disappear.

I don't have to fight to kill them one by one.

That is, I'm going to try to stop seeing myself as a human being?

Yuan Changwen felt a little nonsense, but wasn't his previous killing nonsense? Who would kill him? Who would abandon his struggle and efforts to find the authenticity of the world?

Since it's all, let's continue to talk nonsense.

What else is there to say?

But he doesn't seem to be able to do it at all, no matter what ideals, careers, or walking and eating, he proves that the role of Yuan Changwen is real all the time. Perhaps, this is called careful planning, even if you know it, you can't get rid of it for the time being.

However, I have already seen it, how long can the role of Yuan Changwen jump?

Depend on!

When you're happy, you have to remind yourself that it's just a character. When you laugh, remind yourself that it's just a character. When you're happy, when you're happy, when you're happy, when you're happy, when you're reveling, by the way!

Isn't that a curse?

It seems that it is difficult for him to disagree with the role of Yuan Changwen, even after so many chapters of killing, it seems that there is no progress.

Suddenly I feel that the phrase "everything is the best arrangement" is so, can I say "everything is the worst arrangement"?

The good exists because there is a bad comparison to make a difference. If everything is the best, then how do I know it's the best? In the same way, if I think everything is the worst arrangement at the beginning. So, everything is the worst, nothing is beautiful, and where does this badness come from?

Everything is the best arrangement, so don't be afraid to live and be bold to do what you want. There is no need to be afraid, there is no need to be anxious, because everything is the most beautiful arrangement.

Everything is the worst arrangement, so don't live with any expectations, no wishes will be fulfilled, please die and despair. It's the worst arrangement anyway, and it's not going to be nice anyway, so why live according to other people's ideas? Everything is the worst arrangement, can it be worse? Why not be presumptuous? It's the worst arrangement anyway?

All truths are one-sided, and the opposite of every truth makes sense, so how can these things become true, and why should you pursue the distortion in your mind?

What is it to persuade people? It's all sorts of truths, but in fact the truth itself doesn't make sense. Why don't you lose the distortion in your mind, why not just throw away whatever you believe in?

Whether it is positive or negative and pessimistic, it is not real. It doesn't matter which side you choose, even if you take it as true? Falsehood should not be spurned, and without this falsehood, the character of Yuan Changwen would not exist.

Then, this thinking, this vital thinking, even this thinking that as long as the brain is alive and the mind is not dead, it will not exist either. Who can shout falsehood here, just as truth is not worthy of being celebrated.

That's just the way it is, when you're angry, full of hatred for falsehood, and feel like you've been deceived for so many years. And when it's easy, I'll be grateful for this falsehood. Just imagine, if there is nothing but that awareness, then these miracles of nature, all kinds of man-made distortions, will not exist.

There is some sadness.

Not even desolation can exist.