I always find children annoying, just because children's behavior is not predictive and their behavior patterns are different from those of adults.

Adults set certain behaviors as good and certain behaviors as bad, and everyone agrees with them. Before I knew it, I had forgotten that it was just a premise and instead took it as real.

When children make trouble, when some adults don't comply, I think, "How can this be?"

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I've been pulled by the distortion in my head for so long that I don't even think that the distortion in my head is just artificial. What if the so-called bad things happen?

Is it really because I allowed bad things to happen, and then bad things happened as I allowed them, or did the bad things never happen because I didn't allow them to happen?

Do what you can, do your best, what a ridiculous statement. As I thought before, I had no idea if the distortion in my head was preventing bad things or promoting them.

It seems that this kind of sweat can be comforted when you fail, and this kind of effort can make you feel at ease. Isn't it more cost-effective to look at the twist in your mind and see if it's worth trusting?

Further afield, it's not over yet, I'm not done yet.

Even though it was relaxing at the moment, the thought of throwing away the twist in my mind made me feel like a breeze blowing on a willow branch, gentle and gentle. However, I'm not done yet.

This moment is still false, it is still just a binary opposite, and I am still here. still believes that the character of Yuan Changwen is himself, and still believes in the authenticity of the world.

Once I believe that I am the character of Yuan Changwen, that tension will appear, and it will leave a loophole for fear to enter. Without this character, there is naturally no fear, but at the same time, there is not much joy.

Survive all suffering, and at the same time all pleasures.

The brain is never quiet, but it is just worrying about the character, or thinking about all kinds of things under the banner of being good for the character, all of which are false.

Everyone has their own ideas, but all ideas are false. No matter what the content is, no matter how many people agree, any idea is false.

The idea itself is false and has nothing to do with the content.

It's always about strengthening the character, it's enriching the character all the time, and putting the character as the center of the world, in the middle of everything. Why do I believe that the characters are real, just because they are always in the center of the picture?

How the role changes is all fake, I always think I can get better, but fake is fake. The characters become better and more decisive, but also false.

Truth is the opposite direction, and has nothing to do with changing the character. Becoming a better person has nothing to do with reality.

Without characters, the world is false, kill everything I believe in. I don't know, but I have no reason to keep it false.

As good as the falsehood is, even though I'm in good shape at the moment, it's not the time to stop, it's not the time to stop me from moving forward. Everything that stands in my way must be killed.

The sharing of various ideas is flying in the mind. It's all reasonable, and there is no way to refute it at the same level. In other words, the so-called refutation itself is only one of the truths.

It can be used to kill a truth, to kill the anchor that holds the ship of life firmly in its hands, but after that, the object used to refute it must be thrown away. Otherwise, killing one anchor will add another.

I can't trust others, all I can trust is myself. I thought I was trusting others, but I was just trusting the judgment in my own head. Everything is the stuff of your own mind, what does it have to do with others?

Where did the others come from?

I seem to have been abandoned by society, all those slogans, all the propaganda, all the stuff that makes everyone boil, I no longer understand what I'm doing.

Fortunately, there is no reason to continue to keep society, and this playground seems to have nothing to do with me anymore.

A society made up of characters naturally needs roles to promote, which in turn affects the characters. When I kill a character, it is equivalent to killing my own social attributes.

Luckily, no one knew I was killing, or I might have been sent to a mental hospital.

Yuan Changwen thought it was funny when he thought about it, the first person in the dignified empire ended up in a mental hospital. Perhaps, he will become the laughing stock of future generations and the wonder of spiritual masters.

What the future is, but whatever it is, it's just an imagination at the moment. Whether I'm worried about the future or fantasizing about the future, it's all an act of the moment.

How could I not live in the moment?

Is it good to "think about the present in the present" and bad to "think about the future in the present"?

It doesn't matter what the character is, it doesn't matter if it's spiritual or compassionate, it's weak or vicious. It's just a presentation of picture elements, and there is no such person at all.

It's all false, then this situation is a killing. Whether or not I have a reason to think about the future, this kind of behavior is inherently false and has nothing to do with the content.

My existence is false.

Yuan Changwen suddenly wanted to scold, and kept saying that the character was fake, but at this moment, he really felt ridiculous. It's not a good thing, it's not a good thing, it's not a benevolent or irascible thing, the character's existence is fake.

I, this mind, thinking about all this stuff, is false.

It has nothing to do with the content, the character's appearance, demeanor, conversation, knowledge, words and deeds, heart, muscles, health, etc., all of which do not matter. Because it's all false, it's just a presentation of picture elements.

Being a person who lives in the moment and being a person who thinks crankily are just the presentation of picture elements, and both are just fake. What do these things have to do with reality?

Perhaps, after the slaughter is completed, you will not want to worry about the future. However, I can't achieve the slash by mimicking the state of "not worrying about the future".

All of this is false, including my happiness, which is also false.

There is no need to look back at the previous slashes, it is just a waste of time. However, it seems that the way he killed before suddenly became ineffective.

At that time, I could clearly see what distortion I was pulling by, and what falsehood I regarded as true. But now, even if I take falsehood as true, it's a falsehood in itself, and it doesn't matter.

Could it be that it is because of this kind of thinking that I missed some belief?

However, the killing itself has become a falsehood, and I still have to hold this butcher knife firmly?

Faced with that problem that is not a problem at all, how does an obstacle without an obstacle hinder me?