Chapter 180: The First Step 480
What the world will be, what life will be, I don't have the slightest interest.
For falsehood, staying away may be the best way to get along.
How can it be real? Where is the character of Yuan Changwen real? Where is the world real?
It's not a magical state, it's not a weird state, it's just a natural state when the distortion in the mind dissipates. Different distortions in the brain bring about different states, so no matter what the state is, it doesn't make much difference.
Even if the two opposite states of anxiety and calmness are still essentially states created by distortions in the mind, there is no difference in essence. It's just that artificial distortion will judge that one is better and the other is worse.
No matter what you believe in your head, as long as you believe deeply, it can bring fearlessness. Believing that "hard work can lead to success", then when faced with no success, it is just to prove that there is not enough effort or time, what is there to fear?
The question of whether hard work leads to success does not arise in a person who believes that "hard work leads to success". Of course, when I don't believe, or don't believe so much, that "hard work will lead to success", I will naturally waver, which is called fear and worry.
Even if you believe the opposite, "you can succeed without working hard", as long as you believe deeply enough, it will still bring fearlessness. Even if I don't succeed at this moment, even if I haven't succeeded in ten years, I still won't waver or worry, because I deeply believe it.
It was only when I didn't really believe it that fear crept in. Like, it's hard to be afraid that the sun will suddenly explode.
Is this some kind of magical state?
However, I can't directly "believe", I can only believe what I naturally believe after not being afraid of life.
No, it's just about how to live a better life.
Yuan Changwen found that he always likes to explore life, always likes to find out how to live a better life and so on. In fact, after killing himself, any belief in his mind will be discarded, and it is completely surrender and ease in exchange for the death of the character.
There is nothing to be afraid of, and nothing to fear. The content of those fears is just justified, and I don't care if I'm afraid or not, because my opponent is not fear at all.
Believing in certain content is indeed easy to bring fearlessness, but this is still a human distortion. Unreal is unreal, and you can't stop here just because it brings the benefits of life and achieves everyone's yearning.
Money is still in my head, and that sense of security seems to be holding me hostage at any moment.
It's not real, it's just a sense of fear created by the distortion in the mind. Those questions about the sense of security are all distorted and self-directed things in the mind.
Moreover, my need for money, which is still the presentation of the picture element.
Yuan Changwen found that this statement was still affecting him, and he was already very clear, why he was still haunting here. I really don't understand, are I really rational? It's becoming more and more like an emotional monster, and it's all driven by emotions.
It's not real, it's just emotions pulling.
Thinking about the situation where you don't have money seems to be safe at all. But this judgment itself is, I have seen it, but I am still being pulled by emotions. So, can reason really triumph over emotion?
I don't understand where these distortions in my brain come from, and how dare to be arrogant in me. Who gave it and who allowed it?
There is no need to discuss what life is, and there is no need to dwell on what to present, it is just to kill.
Is life hostile? Is the universe aiming to kill me?
Where does my idea of being on guard come from? When is it obviously distorted, it can also be called a rainy day or something. Some characters make up stories that are used to preach a certain truth and then become the truth?
A person prepares for a rainy day, and then when something does happen, that person has an advantage over others. So, be prepared for a rainy day, so just in case, so be worried.
However, I could have written a story about this person who was worried and missed a lot of things, and that nothing happened until this person died. As a result, everyone else is laughing at this person, wasting time and wasting life.
It's all.
The presentation of the elements of the picture has nothing to do with the mind, and there is no real self walking in this world. My judgment, my thinking, are all the presentation of the elements of the picture. How many more times do you have to say it before you can understand?
Or rather, not to understand, because I already understand very well. Rather, how many times do I have to say it so that I don't ignore it so that I don't get distracted by emotions?
That awareness has always been there, and consciousness has always been there, so why can't I touch it?
It stands to reason that reality should never cease to exist, always be there. This graphic element is just presented, just something that is realized. There is no reason to occupy the whole field of vision, and there is no reason to only guess the real existence.
After all, I still want to touch the truth, and I still want to become a legendary existence after all.
Yuan Changwen was very self-deprecating, knowing that the so-called killing could not be sure whether it could lead to the truth, but deep down he still thought that the killing could lead to the truth.
This twist also needs to be killed.
There is nothing that cannot be discarded, whether it is my mother, my wife or children, my teachers, my friends, myself, all of them can be thrown away. Because it's not real, no one will get hurt, and no one will remember.
I always cherish my memories, and those sweet and sad moments seem to be witnesses to the role of Yuan Changwen. No, those weren't real, and I didn't even know if those memories ever happened.
That's it, at the moment, I remember. No then, that's all.
The role of Yuan Changwen is not special at all, not powerful at all, there is no such person at all. The distortion in the mind will imagine the scene of a lonely person, some sad feelings, no family and no friends.
But is this terrible? Is this really terrible? Or is it a distortion in my mind that makes a direct judgment terrible, so I stupidly believe it?
When I kill the distortion in my mind, the judgment of this kind of scene will naturally disappear, and I will not feel terrible or regret at all. Because that part has been killed.
Since I don't feel terrible, uncomfortable, or regretful, then I don't feel anything wrong with being alone without family or friends, and I can even be at ease. Without the distortion and distraction in the brain, those so-called family members will not be arrogant in their heads, they are really like strangers.
Perhaps, it is a stranger who still has some distant memories.
However, these have nothing to do with reality, and the characters have nothing to do with reality. Truth has always been there, and I, this thinking, is just the presentation of the elements of the picture.
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