Chapter 179: The First Step 479
Another subtle misdirection is that it's not sitting still. Because "not moving" is also a choice, a prior choice, and the distortion of the belief that "you can succeed by sitting still".
This is not fundamentally different from believing that "hard work can lead to success" and choosing to work hard.
And after discarding the distortion in the mind, it doesn't matter what kind of behavior you do. We will no longer rely on the results of conjecture, words and deeds to make a certain choice.
I don't ask if my words and deeds can achieve my goals, all of this becomes natural and casual.
It's just a matter of doing.
Awareness is more important than what you have said.
And my current worldview is completely opposite, no matter what I think in my heart, I will gain something if I do it anyway. It's like no matter how reluctant I am in my heart, when I throw the apple out of my hand, it will naturally cause the apple to fall to the ground and shatter.
Of course, this is still just nonsense about falsehood, and I want the character to live a better and easier life.
It's not real, consciousness doesn't matter, there's nothing wrong with living it.
It's just that I'm disgusted with the twist in my head.
See, it's just a personal preference.
There's nothing to say, even if it's a slash, it's just a twist, and if it's time to throw it away, it's going to be thrown away. The idea that something is important is just the product of emotion.
The strange thing is that when I think that consciousness is not important, my heart is not important, my words and deeds are not important, I have already become conscious. It's like when I think that "detachment" is not important, detachment has already been achieved.
It seems easier to understand with "consciousness is everything", but it is easy to mislead "thinking is consciousness". The phrase "that awareness is everything" requires a lot of redefinitions, such as what picture elements and so on.
I have no objection to my actions, but what does it have to do with me as to how the elements of the picture are presented?
Hatred is false, so he kills. As for whether the killing can be completed, whether it will be useless, whether all this is teasing me, I have no way of knowing.
The distortion in the mind will ask, since I don't know if it has an effect, then why do I need to kill it?
The answer is, I don't know anything about it. I couldn't find an action that worked, and I couldn't confirm what the outcome of a certain action would be.
It's just a killing.
In other words, giving up the kill is also a kind of killing.
I know that the distortion in my head is distortion, I know that the causal relationship is, and this is already slashing.
The character is always fake, not just a distortion in the mind, but the very existence of the character is fake. There is no need to dwell on the level of the character all the time, it's just a delaying tactic.
Trying to sort out the relevant content of the character is just nonsense, just a means of diverting attention. It's not real, and then you throw it away, it's as simple as that.
Of course, emotions won't allow me to discard, those things are all important parts of the character, how can they be easily discarded. It doesn't matter, as much as I want to get rid of the twist in my head, it doesn't matter if I get rid of it or not.
Because the characters are not real in any way, they do not hurt the reality, and after all, they are just the presentation of picture elements.
What's the point of having friends? I don't know.
Yuan Changwen felt that he didn't seem to care about his friends at all, and the idea that this was my friend and what I had to do was gradually moving away.
I no longer want to deal with the distortions in my head, whether it is my distortions or the distortions of others, and the unfounded affirmations are completely wrapped in emotions. My own emotional pull is disgusting, which makes me feel disgusted, and the emotional pull of others is even more uncomfortable.
I don't think connections are so important, because that idea has been hacked to death by me.
In fact, there doesn't seem to be a high or low level between everyone, it's just a twisted thing in the mind. And even if some people think that there is a difference between high and low, it doesn't matter.
Everyone is the result of a distortion in their head, so it doesn't matter what the distortion is. The role is false, and there is no need to distinguish between high and low in falsehood.
Even if there is no distortion in the character's mind, even if the character goes downstream, there will be no difference in level. Custom characters aren't more powerful than template characters, it's just that life is different, but the picture elements are presented like this.
Mom is not a thing that must exist, and there is no need for that kind of nonsense that must be filial. If you kill your family, you will not be pulled and fettered by your family, but you can't feel the feelings between your relatives either.
Loved ones, family, friends, almost strangers to me. I don't deliberately act because of the twist in my head, and even if there is a twist, I will kill rather than obey.
Everyone acts according to what is in their heads, and changing the distortion in the mind will naturally lead to different words and deeds. It's not bravery or effort, it's just a twist in the mind.
I shouldn't be wasting time on this, it sounds good to explore the human psyche and what kind of fear or something. But unreal is unreal, and how do I know that everyone is acting according to the twist in their minds?
Even, how do I know that there is a correlation between my thoughts and my words and actions?
There is no point in this discussion, and it may be possible to pretend that these are true, but for me at the moment, it is just a hindrance. I haven't finished slashing yet, and the twists in my head are still arrogant, so there's no reason for them to continue.
Burn it all, destroy it all, nothing is worth living, including myself.
Let yourself burn, let yourself be forgotten by society, let yourself be the destroyer of madness.
I don't have anything to catch, there's no one else I have to grab.
It's like a character in a game, but without a manipulator, just a presentation of visual elements.
Death, devouring, uncomfortable, depressed, there is nothing wrong with these negative emotions. Of course, there is nothing good about it.
That's it, even the emotions and thinking itself are the presentation of the elements of the picture, what else is there to say.
The distortion in the mind is also presented, the judgment of good or bad itself is also presented, and the killing is also presented.
Thinking does not control the presentation of picture elements, and it doesn't matter what the characters are, and it doesn't matter.
It's not a slash, it's a natural way of life. When there is no hostility towards oneself, it is natural to start going with the flow. It has nothing to do with what is false or what is being caught, and it has nothing to do with specific behavior.
It's not that going with the flow is about discarding the distortions in your head. Surrender is to go with the flow, not afraid of life is to go with the flow, even if you still think in your mind that you must be a good person, but after surrendering, you can still be a good person.
It's all speculation, everything about the characters is speculation. ()
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