Chapter 181: The First Step 481
I don't know why, and I don't want to know why.
Yuan Changwen felt that his body was light and fluttering, and it seemed to be as smooth as a stream. There are no obstacles, no distortions, just a comfortable proximity permeating the body.
I always wanted to explain my actions reasonably, but I couldn't. In any case, it is a distortion in the mind, and the spontaneous behavior without distortion does not require any explanation at all.
I didn't teach my disciples, and I didn't publish a book, what do I need to explain?
I want this explanation, just to imitate, as if I can become what I can become after everything is explained. No, through imitation is merely imitation, not the behavior that comes naturally from reaching a certain location.
I don't know if a slash will lead to a slash, but that doesn't mean I don't have to kill or I have to.
Money pulls on me, this is the presentation of the elements of the picture, and my words and actions have no effect on it. I can't control the presentation of the picture elements, I slash, the picture elements are still presented and pulled, is there anything wrong with this?
There's no thinking, no trade-offs, just doing that. You don't need to know why, and it's not because you can achieve anything by doing this, you just go with the flow.
Where the waves go, I don't know, they just follow the waves. After the waves, is it my own fluctuating behavior that causes the waves to crash on the beach? I just move with the waves, what does what happens to me?
Retire with success.
It's not a choice at all, it's not a trade-off, or to leave the best version of yourself. It has nothing to do with modesty, and it has nothing to do with scheming. Because I don't think the success of this thing has anything to do with me, it's a natural end to something, not a twist in my mind that wants to hold on to it.
It's like a rooster crowing, when I know that the rooster crows has nothing to do with the rising sun, I don't hold on to the idea that the rooster can't die, and the sun won't rise when it dies. If you want to kill the rooster, you can kill it, and if you want to throw it, you can throw it.
And everything in the world has nothing to do with me. There is no causal relationship, it is just the presentation of the elements of the picture, and it just seems that there is a causal relationship. When I go downstream, it's just going downstream, and I won't refuse no matter how ridiculous it seems, such as killing my mother.
It's all about the presentation of the elements of the picture, and that's what I just do. There is no why, and there is no need for a reason. Perhaps in the beginning, the slash was done in order to be done, in order to lead to the truth.
Later, it became clear that there was no causal relationship, and I was not sure that the killing could lead to truth. So why do I have to kill it? It took a lot of chapters to think about and explain what personal preferences are, what is just hatred and falsehood.
But these explanations are only picture elements to explain picture elements, not real.
I'm just slashing, or rather, just slashing with the elements of the picture.
If you want to explain it, if you want to rationalize your behavior, you have already fallen into a distortion in your mind. Why, who can say the answer?
Because I want to, maybe that's the best answer.
But if I'm just because I want to kill, the twist in my mind immediately asks, why do I want to kill, since there is no cause and effect, since I don't know if a kill will lead to a kill?
A whole bunch of problems may seem overwhelming, but they're really waste problems. Replacing the above-mentioned issue of "" with "" in China and Russia is enough to see the nonsense.
After all, it's just falsehood, and I can only discuss falsehood after all, and I feel sad to think about it. And in falsehood, it is pointless to think that these are false, on the contrary, it makes sense to strive to be presumptuous in falsehood.
Think of an immersive experience game that is best designed to make me think I'm the character. When you wake up, you'll scream.
Yuan Changwen found that he had changed, and many very normal things became incomprehensible to himself. It's not a direct opposition, it's a lack of understanding what the other side is talking about. I can't wait for people all over the world to come and explore the truth, if there are really people.
Strangely, I can't even confirm this change. Right, just showing this change, I don't know if the past really happened. Even if it's false, I don't know.
Presenting this sense of change, presenting memories of the past, presenting the state of the present, these are all the presentation of the elements of the picture at this moment. Does it have anything to do with the past?
If you have to think that the past is real, where does this unreasonable idea come from?
Now, any action becomes meaningless, because I have no idea where my actions will take me. It's not just the behavior that comes from going with the flow, but also the distortions in the mind.
I don't make trade-offs through the twists in my head, and I don't know where my words and actions will lead me. And I don't want to analyze and think about the words and deeds that come from the stream, because they are prejudices anyway, and they are not worth believing at all.
That's it, and I don't know why.
Yuan Changwen wanted to laugh very much, this kind of life is something that the school tries to avoid, and the parent social school has always taught himself to control his destiny. And I, now, am throwing myself out completely and living by feeling.
Many chapters ago, I thought I was about to finish the kill, and I don't know once that thought came up. And every time it feels like nonsense, how could the previous self think that he was about to finish the kill? obviously he didn't know this, and he couldn't remember what the situation was before.
Now, I feel like I'm about to finish the kill, will I laugh at myself again after a while?
There is no time, or rather, time is not real. The subtle misleading is that "there is no time" or "time does not exist" is simply a statement that time is not true. Like the presentation of the table, I can't say that there is no table, but I can say that the table is not real and does not exist.
And the presentation of time may be the unquestioning reality of the past and the future. Of course, these are just speculations, and there is no time and no characters in infinity. Everything else is just to cut off the distortions in your mind.
I don't know if the past exists, and even if it was a false existence, I don't know if the past was present. But at the moment, there is only this content about the past, and I am only aware of these pictorial elements of the past, so what can I do?
The presentation of the elements of the picture only presents these so-called pasts, so although they are not real, I can only perceive these pasts. (https:)
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