I am "I exist", and the role of Yuan Changwen is just what I am aware of.

Does a movie screen care about the light of the movie? Will the screen refuse to carry the light because it is not playing a blockbuster?

So, how much does the character's life have to do with me before me? So, why flesh out characters, why kill characters, why make characters better, and what's better between template characters and custom characters?

Fear, anxiety, failure, begging, success, joy, these are all role-specific, I'm just aware of it.

When I'm happy, it's the character who is comfortable and happy, not me. When I'm sad and uncomfortable, it's the characters who are in pain, not me.

So, why do I want to kill? Why do I want to clear the falsehood? Why do I think about all kinds of untruths in my head?

The character is not real as a whole, how can I keep the character as unreal and reach the "real" at the same time?

Thinking is a definite number, but is the character's thinking really based on the cognition in the head? How do I know this, it seems to be a choice made through the analysis of the mind. But in fact, I just know that at the moment the character is thinking, or has already made a choice.

I don't know how these thoughts came about, or how these choices came about. It's just that in my memory, I remember that "the character weighs the knowledge in his head to get the result", but is that real?

How do I know that the world is as I see it?

How do I know that the opinions and opinions in my head are true?

How do I know that those self-definitions are really my own choices?

How do I know that the me in my memory is the person I am now?

Yuan Changwen's chest was very stuffy, his whole person was depressed, and his feet were even slightly numb. I don't know how to think, I don't know if I want to think, I'm not done yet, but how do I move forward?

The character has nothing to do with me, so why do I have to kill it? What is the use of clearing the unreality in my mind? The character is still the character, I am still me, and there is no fusion of the two or something.

The character of Yuan Changwen likes to be fake, so let him like it. If you like to be real, it's okay. To be an honest person, or to be an underworld gangster, who cares? Only the character himself cares, only the character wants to succeed or wants to get better, I just feel that "the character wants to change" or something like that.

Why should I intervene? Of course, "I exist" is not able to intervene in the role, never to intervene. The only one who can intervene in the role is the character himself. So, why does the character kill the character himself?

The character believes too many unfounded affirmations, but why not? All perceptions are distorted, so why not allow the character to like distortions?

I don't know if there is a role of Yuan Changwen now, leaving the empire and killing all the way to this moment. The only thing I know is that the character of Yuan Changwen is asking himself at this moment.

Why do you want to look for the truth? Or what if the character is looking for the truth, it has something to do with me? Even if the character is trapped in some fear all his life, can only see the high wall of thinking all his life, and has never been really happy in his life, then what?

It's my business.

How much does the character have to do with me if he is fed up with the pretense and wants to be killed, or if the character can't let go of his family and returns to the empire to start over? As a subtle awareness of "I exist", it is carefully designed to hide behind the scenes, and no one will think that he is not that character.

Since it's just that awareness, it's better to just be aware.

Happiness is more advanced than discomfort, joy is better than pain, who knows, the character likes "good" and "right", so go for it. It won't affect me anyway, and as for the emotional collision, the tearing feeling is very difficult to bear, but it won't affect me either.

The characters can't bear it and collapse, and the characters endure it and become stronger, and these plots can't affect me either. It doesn't matter if the future is certain or uncertain, whether time passes simultaneously or linearly, whether the characters have free will or programmed fixed thinking.

Not me anyway.

The role is not finished yet, it doesn't matter if I continue, further afield, because I don't have any shackles of my own, who can control me? Nothing can control me, and as for the character, it's fake, who knows what the hell it is.

Of course, this series of reflections also belongs to the character.

Yuan Changwen picked up a stone and threw it at random towards the lake, causing ripples. Even in the dark, despite the eerie green aura, the description "pebbles splashing" seems to be equally applicable.

I feel uncomfortable, and I don't know if this is a big mountain or the final boss. Will you be able to kill yourself? Or, as I thought before, it doesn't matter if you kill or not.

If life is a dream, then waking up is the key. But if this dream is deliberately created with great effort, then waking up will seem extremely stupid.

So, it's my business.

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Lao Zhang returned to the headquarters and reported to his superiors about the disappearance of many of the stronghold fighters, of course, as an informal verbal report. The superiors didn't say anything, just emphasized safety work again.

As a general, Lao Zhang heard a hint of loosening from the mouths of his superiors. It seems that there is also a discussion about how to deal with this green halo, and it tends to be partially open to this initiative.

"Doctor, how is my person?"

Lao Zhang walked into the temporary hospital, don't look at it as temporary, but there are many corresponding facilities. After all, as the first human to emerge from the green aura, there is no reason to block the intervention of instruments and other resources.

The doctor frowned and said, "There are no changes in physical signs. ”

Lao Zhang: "That's not good, isn't it?"

The doctor nodded: "If there is a change, whether it gets better or worse, at least we can get the data, and we can make guesses based on the change in physical signs." That green aura is obviously a product of civilization, so even if there is a big difference in thinking, we think that the instinct of racial reproduction is unavoidable. ”

Lao Zhang: "In other words, there is no progress at all. ”

The doctor shrugged: "At least, your warrior is not dead yet." We can at least be sure that the person in the green aura will not die immediately after leaving. Of course, this is only a separate example and is not enough to support the theory. But at the very least, there is still hope for your warriors to wake up. ”

Lao Zhang sighed, the development of things obviously exceeded his own expectations, and also exceeded the expectations of the entire human civilization.

As the doctor said, at least the warrior is not dead, then there is still hope of waking up.

Lao Zhang left the makeshift hospital and looked at the dark night sky, perhaps his ancestors looked up at the same starry sky millions of years ago.

Hope is undying, and civilization continues.