Chapter 193: The First Step 493
Moreover, after revolving around the role, it is easy to fall into a misunderstanding. It is as if to be a better person, a kinder person, a more loving person, is true.
Too many nonsense words in my head, all noise.
And there is only one purpose, which is to make me plump out the character.
What the hell, it's all a presentation of picture elements, is it hard to understand?
What's not something you're aware of at this moment?
What can escape the "I am aware" sentence?
There is no need to kill at all, because the thing itself is for the character, and there is really no need to kill anything. Nothing binds the real, only the characters are bound.
And everything about the characters is just the presentation of the elements of the picture. There is no slash completed, it's just that the screen elements don't present "character slash completed", that's all.
I'm curious to see what else the elements of the picture can represent.
Death is not the end of life, because how do I know that when I die, I will return to reality, or that I will not go to hell or the underworld after I die, and then continue to live in duality?
The so-called death only corresponds to "no role". Or rather, it's the kind of death I need to help me face the fear of "no role".
I should be wary of those words that are full of truth, because in any case, they are only "there is some truth", not "truth that will hold up anyway". So, what are the words that resonate with me?
If you think about it, almost all the books I can come across on the market, the words that countless people agree with, are almost all based on the assumption of time. Moreover, it is all about making life better and more beautiful.
In other words, "self-righteousness" can make life better and more beautiful.
It's all prejudice, and why do I allow these prejudices to run rampant in my head?
I really don't understand, what's the point of this presentation? Is that what makes me say that?
I don't know, but I don't need to. The idea of trying to figure out the situation itself stems from the domination of fear, the desire to control the world, the desire to control life, the desire to carve out a path of life in the midst of stormy seas.
Life must have meaning in order to be found for meaning. And the meaning thing itself is artificially distorted. Life is not engraved with words like "what my meaning is", on the contrary, if it is, we may not want to see it.
Because in that case, it is equivalent to your own life has been set.
What if someone saw that their meaning was to destroy society and slaughter towns?
When we violate the engraved meaning of life, then what do we need this engraved meaning for?
I can't find meaning, so I have to set my own meaning.
And this meaning is itself an artificial distortion. Maybe it will be good, to go to the teaching team, to travel, to help the children to dedicate themselves, and to create a beautiful imperial dream together. These are all good, but it doesn't change that it's just an artificial distortion.
Real is true, unreal is unreal, there is nothing to negotiate.
This feeling is like forcibly distorting the feeling of 1.999=2, which makes sense and logic, but can it really be equaled?
Putting life first, as if you can make 1.999 = 2 for the sake of life, for the convenience of life and the comfort of conversation, all kinds of things can be simplified. That's right, yes, for the sake of life.
But this illustration itself proves that all this is a distortion. Even if the distortion is beautiful, even if it is because of the distortion that such a complex civilization has been built, the distortion is still a distortion.
Yuan Changwen felt more and more ridiculous, how was he talking nonsense in the past, and how did he believe it like this?
Since it is a twist, then please stand in the false queue and wait for my call.
There's nothing to summon, the character has to die, I'm going to die, what are I going to do with these twists? to flesh out the characters? to promote ideas, to stabilize my position?
Of course, it's not clear, maybe you need it downstream. However, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, these are things that need to be considered when they happen.
I am like a retarded person, I have no sorrows, and I don't care about anything. When you see the pull of emotions, your first reaction is not to make up for it, but to quickly avoid these emotions.
Obviously afraid of running out of money, why don't you make money?
Perhaps, the former self will despise the current self like this.
Later, I began to think about "why I am afraid of not having money", rather than thinking about countermeasures based directly on acknowledging my fear.
Then, I found out that it was all a hoax, and it was all an emotional pull.
Now, fear returns, and all I can say is welcome.
I'm afraid of no money, no then, it's over.
I am like a scoundrel and an idiot, lazy to a certain point.
"What to do if you don't have money", well.
"What if there is no money in case of difficulties", well.
"If you don't work hard, what will you do in the future, what will the children of the family do", oh.
The worried part has been killed by me, and the appearance of emotions is just the inertia of the character.
It's like someone is describing what to do when you go to heaven without accumulating merits, or how to go to the Western Elysium without reciting Amitabha, how can Nima ask me to answer?
The twist in my head made me write and direct a play, and made me think about how to deal with it under the rules of the play. When I see this absurdity, I just feel sad and sorry for myself.
However, there is nothing wrong with it, it is just the presentation of the picture elements in itself. And, it's a play that doesn't need to please the audience. No amount of absurdity is ridiculous, and no amount of nonsense is not nonsense, because the existence of the whole drama itself is false.
The absurdity and nonsense gathered here, but the most wonderful drama was performed. It's much better than the black reality, and the truth without the characters.
Good or bad judgments are, but I've been wandering through them for so many years. I want to do good deeds and not do bad deeds, even if I do bad things in the eyes of others, it is for what I think is good.
Always want to find a reasonable explanation for your behavior so that others can agree with it. And the funny thing is, I'll never be sure if it's someone else's approval, in case they're just fooling me?
What is the purpose of one's own approval? In order to keep one's conscience from being condemned? Wouldn't it be better to just throw away one's conscience?
It doesn't make sense, it's a mess.
Yuan Changwen didn't want to pay attention to everything about the characters, how to constitute the characters, how to build them, and how to explain all this reasonably.
No, it doesn't matter.
Death, let me greet destruction with a smile. There is nothing better than death, and I will not refuse or hinder.
I know that Death Cutie has always been there for me, and I also know that she is smiling with a smile full of happiness as we are about to be together.
Let's go home together, just like I did all those years ago when I didn't leave home. (https:)
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