Again, you need to be aware of "black and white", you will fall into the same trap every time.

I am against "if you don't work hard, you won't succeed", and I don't agree with "you can succeed if you don't work hard".

Who TM knows what's going on, that's how it appears anyway, anyway, it's the picture element that is perceived at the moment.

Can I manipulate the elements, or can my little head already control them? Or is there a pattern to the elements that I perceive at the moment?

Shit.

I'm not done yet, but it doesn't seem to matter anymore whether it's done or not. None of this is real, and it doesn't matter what the characters are. It seems important to complete the slash, but the character can't do it or touch the real thing.

In other words, the so-called completion is just to make the character understand that true state, and at the same time understand that he is false.

Why bother?

The character is not completed, but it will still be completed eventually. Because time does not exist, I am real, who can change it? Reality is everything, and there is nothing but reality. Sooner or later, it all will end, the only difference is whether the character can know it or not.

And it doesn't matter if the character knows it or not. I thought it was important because it seemed like I could show off. "Look, I know the real character, I'm awakened, I'm touching the real, you're all still struggling in the mask of the character" or something like that.

The funny thing is that when you finish slashing, these emotions don't exist. Showing off is just to flesh out the character, and if I'm still showing off after the kill is done, and I want something to flesh out the character, then I'm not done at all.

Not only that, but if I also want compassion, I want mercy, and I think that good people and good deeds are right, and murder and robbery are wrong. Again, I didn't finish it at all.

How can I stand on top of reality? I am the character of Yuan Changwen, I am this thinking, just a fake thing. Remove all the elements of the picture, and all that is left is real.

But I can never remove all the visual elements, I always see and think, there is always a character here. Because I'm one of the elements of the picture, there's nothing special about it.

Moreover, the presentation of picture elements has nothing to do with me, and the character of Yuan Changwen always thinks that he can control the display of picture elements. It's as if you can go to a certain location where you want to go, and then you can go to a certain location, thus causing the elements of the picture to change.

But in fact, I can't be sure if the elements have changed, right? Because the previous thoughts are only the visual elements that are perceived at the moment, who knows that the "before" is real?

Only by taking the former as real will this sense of control be created, as well as the illusion of the linear passage of time.

I'd love to say that there are some basic common sense of life that is true. Unfortunately, I couldn't do it because I was too honest.

This thing is called an apple, so is this thing really called an apple? Even if it says anything, it's just a name, it's just a name, so that humans can communicate with each other. Can I be sure of that? Can I be sure that everybody calls this thing an apple?

I can't do it, because of other people's words, how can I be sure of their authenticity? Even, when others and Apple are both false, and they both belong to a certain program, then in the eyes of others, it is not Apple at all, but only according to the program.

That awareness is everything, there is no one else, all is just the illusion of that awareness. Including myself, it was the illusion of that awareness, the illusion carefully created by that inexplicable force.

So, what exactly are you doing?

Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, obviously he already knew the falsehood, but it didn't seem to have any effect. Have you really made any progress so far? Maybe you have, but it's not done after all.

On the other hand, it's not up to me to decide whether it's done or not. It's all like a movie, I'm just reciting my own lines and doing my own play, and who knows what's going to happen next?

Even, there is no such thing as "next" at all. As long as I take into account the transplantation of memories, I can't be sure how long I survived. Right, it seems that after so many years, there are photos, memories and companions, but these things are also just the visual elements that are perceived at the moment.

What can it prove?

Only by acknowledging the authenticity of the picture elements can the so-called switching or changing of picture elements be recognized. But this is only a hypothesis, a psychological comfort to deal with fear.

Just like those shit rhetoric, "plain is true", "the greatest meaning of life is to be happy", "suffering is a blessing", "what should be yours is always yours", "don't force it", "follow fate"......

Obviously unwilling, obviously very uncomfortable, obviously want to break the shackles, let it die anyway, Lao Tzu is like this. These baseless affirmations are so easy to play with me.

If life doesn't even exist, what is the true meaning of life?

Yuan Changwen didn't know how to act, but it wasn't a big deal, and he felt more and more that the role of Yuan Changwen seemed to have nothing to do with him. From the once clinging to the looming trance, maybe this is moving forward.

If there really is that Yuan Changwen.

What the eyes see, it must be false.

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered his perception a long time ago, if the core teachings of "non-two", "truth is endless", and "that awareness is everything" came from the teacher, then "what you see with your eyes must be false" is your originality.

Of course, there is nothing original, because time does not exist, so what is the originality.

What I see is always a picture element. What I perceive is also the element of the picture. The world is not real, and the real cannot be manifested in this world.

Once it is truly revealed, then it becomes some kind of limitation, and whatever is manifested will become the existence of some kind of limitation and some kind of character.

No matter what I'm thinking, it's not credible because it's false. Whatever I see, hear, or feel is false.

Killing is also a false thinking of words and deeds. It's no different from making money, arranging flowers, going for a walk, and so on. A character who is being killed is still a character, and it is still just a repertoire on the stage.

As for whether the real thing can be touched after the killing, then it is completely a guess. I don't know, no one can know, and anyone who claims to know, including the teacher, is just telling some lies.

Even if I actually touch the real because I kill in the end, can I be sure that the slash will lead to the touch of reality? I can't be sure, because I don't know if the character who performed the slash exists.

In case, I've been touching the real state all along, only to suddenly have a cloud of memories about slashing, and it's very detailed and perfect, and there are so many words to prove it. So, I can claim that I can touch the truth by slashing?

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