I thought that after solving this problem, it would be easy as usual.

However, Yuan Changwen was full of sadness and couldn't stop the urge to cry.

The most difficult thing about identifying objective things as false is not because I can see them on a daily basis and touch them with a series of hardness, temperature, shape, and so on. Rather, once I think that objective things are false from the bottom of my heart, then the role of Yuan Changwen is also false.

Whenever I talk about other people, I can't be sure if they're real people. There is a trap in this sentence, it seems that I can confirm myself, and the character of Yuan Changwen is like a real person. Of course, I can't be sure at all.

Objective things are false, so everything about Yuan Changwen's character, body, thinking, etc., is also false.

How could I be false?

How could my thoughts be false?

If I'm false, then who's chopping?

The characters are reluctant to give up on themselves and desperately fantasize about the scene to determine their existence. Use the winning cool point to lure, let yourself continue to recognize yourself, and blow up the leaky balloon.

Sadness, discomfort, depression, these negative emotions permeate the whole body. I can't eat, and I can't stop crying. Fortunately, he is far away from his family and the empire, otherwise he will be forced to treat it as a mental illness.

Of course, it is also possible that with his title of "the first person in the empire", he will be worshipped as a kind of cultivation, or a kind of profound realm.

This situation should also be considered a mental illness, because it is a well-planned dream, how can the characters be allowed to destroy it so easily, and perhaps it is also a great pleasure in the dream to treat those who seem to be about to break through the shackles.

If a person can laugh or shrug his shoulders to say that it doesn't matter, knowing that everything about him is false, then I can only admire. Anyway, I couldn't do it, so I had to be ruled by sorrow and misery. Everything you see with your eyes is distorted, and the conversation ringing in your ears is all self-righteous nonsense.

What am I doing? Why don't I die?

As the role of Yuan Changwen, is it very interesting? What are the characters doing?

Why don't you get rid of the characters? Why do you still let the characters be presumptuous there? What other fantasy scenes, why do you still feel cool?

About success, about money, it's simply ingrained. Everyone has to do that, so I have to do it. Otherwise, it's some kind of round-the-world travel or something. But in the end, it is still necessary to make money, or in other words, to choose certain behaviors in order to make money.

I want to die, is that okay?

No one will agree, it seems that as long as you don't die, everything is negotiable. Making money in the face of death has also become the difference between earning more and earning less.

I need the approval of others, of course, in fact, the recognition of the virtual data in my head, which is that I have always recognized myself. Those fantasy scenes are the best proof of this, a vice that simply cannot be shaken off.

What the hell is all this? Where am I? Do I still have the right to speak? It seems that I am talking about "me and me" all the time, as if I am the master of life, as if I can freely choose my own life.

Shit!

There is no me at all!

Which choice is not driven by fear, which trade-off is not based on a distortion in the mind, and which goal is not to move forward with the prevailing values of society?

Excuse me, where is me?

Or do I just have the same values as everyone else?

It's hilarious, it's just the result of imperial propaganda, it's just a template character of an era. What's there to catch, what's to show off, and what's to fantasize?

The dualistic world is false because there cannot be anything that is not "that awareness." So, which tendon is wrong with me that will fight hard in the falsehood?

Of course, I'm not done yet, so consider the world of duality to be real.

But I don't know why I'm holding on to it, is there anything I haven't seen?

Forcing not to care about the dualistic world is just a kind of self-definition, and deep down you will still be entangled. It's just that when I was entangled, I remembered that the dualistic world was false, so I forced myself not to care.

This doesn't work because it doesn't touch on the constituent elements of the character. When you see how ridiculous the elements that make up a character are, when you see how distorted and humble the pride you have in your own head, you naturally don't continue to believe in the character.

So, I need to be very honest to say it, after so many chapters of killing, I still care about the characters and still want to flesh out the characters. Next, finding the motivation to find the deep fear is the main and only way forward.

I really don't understand, what is there to grasp in a false world, and what is there to grasp?

Since it is false, since it does not exist, then everything is like a bubble phantom, which can disappear at any time. So, what am I grabbing? What am I trying to catch?

Even myself, even the character of Yuan Changwen himself is fake, and even the fingers that think about tapping the text are fake, what else can I catch?

This is the true meaning of commemorating the little cutie of the Grim Reaper, without me, there is no character, not only the horror of death, but also the inevitability of death and the character itself does not exist.

Isn't it ridiculous for a false thing to want to grasp other things that are equally false? no matter how beautiful, sweet, warm, or cruel, bloody, and violent, it is false.

So, what exactly am I doing?

In a fake environment, trying to make the fake character real?Did I TM have a problem with my brain or did I take the wrong medicine?

I keep telling myself that the character of Yuan Changwen is real. Then, continue to climb to success and the like, let others pay attention to it and be recognized by others, and ensure that the role of Yuan Changwen is not insignificant.

When I knew that Yuan Changwen's character was distorted, I just thought that his ideas were very bullshit, and his way of weighing them was stupid. However, I have never seriously believed that the character of Yuan Changwen is fake.

Even though I had written many chapters ago that the characters were false and non-existent, it didn't work. In other words, the fear boss was not directly cut down. Barely left a mark, and settled the accounts after the autumn.

Level.

I'm sure I'm not going to let go easily, how can I believe that the thinking I'm thinking is false, and how can I believe that the finger that's tapping the text is false?

Of course, I don't need to believe it. The only thing to do is to stop believing that the characters are real.

It's super simple to say, as the ancient books say, the true word is passed on to ten thousand books. But is a sentence useful? Maybe there is or maybe not, I don't want to go into these questions.

It's either real or it's not.

And the real does not exist, and the real never ceases to exist.

What else is there to say?

Can't let go of the role?Can't help but fantasize about the scene?Or is it afraid?Still want to make money?Is it just a desire to succeed?

It's my business.