The character doesn't matter at all, and what the character cares about is even more ethereal.

Not only is it irrelevant, in fact, the characters are simply fake.

This thought, which is tapping the fingers of these words, is equally false.

There is only that awareness, and I can never touch that awareness. In other words, it's not me who can touch the real thing, not the character of Yuan Changwen.

That's a sad conclusion.

I knew it from the beginning, but when I knew it, I knew it, and the sadness at the moment was another matter. Descriptions of words and knowledge of theories are not enough to experience directly.

Now, the words are typing slowly almost word by word, rather than crackling and rapid as before.

Nothing matters, success or failure, glory or shame, wealth or poverty, it doesn't matter. The character cares, and that care itself doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what it is, whether it's family or money. Those opinions, those understandings of the world, those so-called high views of life, seem lifeless at the moment, more rigid than a piece of shit.

And the likes, and the hatred of certain things, the things that are liked, the things that are hated, also seem to become irrelevant.

What did I lose??

I do not know.

If I don't own these things at all, what's the loss?

The kindness of others is the kindness that I "think". I don't know if he meant it or not, but I would interpret it as a good intention, and I had "someone else's good intention" in my head.

Even other people are just dummy data in their heads.

Even if other people really exist, then who understands what other people say, what they say, what they say, what they say, what they say? And this understanding is based on so many years of memory, cognition, and knowledge reserves, and it is purely false.

What I can interact with is the virtual data of my brain. This is still the reality of others, and I can only play with my own imagination, let alone no one else at all.

There is no text box next to someone else's words and deeds that marks the specific meaning of their words and deeds, and there is no real authority to prove that other people's words and deeds are the meaning. All understandings are my own imagination, just like I used to think I was trusting others, but in fact I was just believing in myself.

So, how do I know that someone else I understand is someone who is a real person?

Even if you understand it exactly the same, you are still playing with the virtual data in your head.

Wrong!

It's entirely possible, it's all true.

The world of duality is real, and this limitation is also real, and the infinity outside the limitation is also real, and it is all real. In this way, the character of Yuan Changwen is also real, the trees are also real, and the family is also real.

Yuan Changwen seems to have grasped something, yes, if all this is true, then he can completely ignore the killing and continue to live according to his thoughts. Although the distortion in my mind is very nonsense, it does not affect my feelings for my family.

Although I can't be sure of the truth of objective things, what if objective things are real?

There is no opposition, no falsehood, only truth. And the real is everything, and the unreal does not exist.

Therefore, the character of Yuan Changwen is actually real...... Do I not have to kill at all?

If in a dream, dream that you are fighting monsters. Then if you exist, so do the monsters. The character in the dream does not think that the monster is fake at all, because the monster is capable of bringing a range of feelings, fear, pain, chasing, etc. The dream character will certainly say:

"Are you stupid? can't you see, can't you feel pain, you're going to break your hands and feet!"

However, after waking up, I naturally knew that everything just now was a dream. And the monster in the dream is not real, because it is just a dream. But on the other hand, monsters are also real, as they also belong to the dreamer.

Can I be sure that the character of Yuan Changwen is just a dream?

No, not at all.

However, I can be sure that the truth is everything, and the truth of "I exist" and "that awareness" is beyond doubt. Since truth is everything, and "that awareness" is real, then "that awareness" is everything.

And when "that awareness" is everything, the content of the perception is naturally false. Because everything is "that awareness", everything is "that awareness", and naturally there can be nothing other than "that awareness". For example, the role of Yuan Changwen.

It's impossible for me to explain at the level of the role, to prove that the role doesn't exist at the level of the role.

Think about the time when you would use some kind of brain electrical signals and the like to explain that you couldn't confirm that there was someone in front of you. In other words, even if you admit science, you can't be sure of the existence of others.

That awareness is everything, so there can be no characters, trees, tables, or anything like that. It can be interpreted as the illusion of "that awareness", but there cannot be something that is not "that awareness".

Because "that awareness" is everything.

Another point is that every time I dream, I don't actually know what the character in the dream is doing. Unless it's a lucid dream, you can't control a single cent of the characters in your dreams.

In fact, if the character in the dream thinks about it for a minute, he will find the whole thing particularly ridiculous. Whether it's a dream of being chased by a monster, or between friends, colleagues, or when you were a student, or something. In short, if you think about it, you can understand that you are in an inexplicable environment.

Moreover, the character in the dream has no idea what he is going to do, and is always pushed by things. As if there was a whole set of templates there, the character in the dream put it on and began to act out the whole dream.

For example, being chased by a monster, thinking for a minute can conclude that the monster is not real, and all this is the truth of the dream. However, if you don't think about it, everyone is running, or you are running away instinctively.

They often wake up feeling funny, or they want to go back into a dream to show their might. Of course, it's also possible to get frightened and rejoice that the dream is over or something.

I can't control the characters in the dream world at all, and in the dream world, the choice of the character is often very nonsense, and when I wake up, I can't figure out why I chose it this way. Or, the story of the dream is absurd, interspersed with inexplicable things.

Of course, it is only after waking up that it feels inexplicable, and the characters in the dream world will not feel any inexplicable at all.

Lucid dreaming, on the other hand, is different, fully aware that you are dreaming, which is not a common experience.