There is another reason why I can't discard the character, and that is about the flesh.

No matter how false is expressed, the pain of the flesh is the discomfort of the flesh, which cannot be avoided. Being cut off a hand doesn't make it less painful because you see the character as fake. Of course, if this reduces the pain, then the planning of this dream is rubbish.

Even if the characters are false, even if the duality world is false, it still hurts. In order to avoid pain, I will of course subconsciously let the character live well.

Is it just the physical aspect that can control the character? The mere physical perception is not distorted?

What, then, is this boundary? What is good for the flesh?

The simplest, not burned, not whipped, not pricked, etc. So, what about beyond the flesh? Is it okay to want the flesh to eat well? If so, then what does it mean to eat well?

If not, then what is it to eat a full meal? How much to eat? What to eat? Does nutrition need to be matched? Should coarse grains and fine grains be alternated? Must there be fruits? Do you need to consume protein and plant fiber?

I ignore the fact that it's false anyway.

What you eat, what you wear, what you play, you can't move forward at all, you can't help to kill. Because whatever a character does, it's a fake. So, discussing what the character should do doesn't help with slashing.

The only thing that can be done may be to commit suicide.

Therefore, if you want the character to succeed, if you want the character to become the richest man in the world, if you want the character to eat well and have fun, there is no problem. If you want the character to endure hardship and abstinence, or something that only eats grass every day, there is no problem. The character is false, and the character's words and deeds are naturally false.

It doesn't matter at all.

There is a kind of misleading, which is a misleading that all sects bring. It seems that as long as you resist the character's desire for the flesh, as long as you eat lightly, as long as you reduce your attachment to money, as long as you whip your body every day, as long as you keep never eating meat...... Then you can slash and get to the "real" smoothly.

Pointless.

These behaviors don't kill the character at all, they don't touch the root of the character at all, they just make the character change their self-definition. As for why the master will become indifferent after completion, perhaps it is because he deeply understands that the character is fake.

Who would fight for life for a false role?

Of course, this is just my guess. But it is clear that now things are developing more and more in this direction. Sorrow, sickness, and disgust with everything. Especially to have deep conversations with people, those topics, those show-offs, those distortions.

What used to be a normal thing, what I used to do regularly, now I feel disgusted. As the slaughter continues, this disgust inevitably increases.

I always thought that the master would have no liking and just keep smiling, even if someone hit him. Of course, perhaps the master is trying to say, "It's the character who hurts, not the awareness, and the role doesn't hurt that awareness." ”

All-inclusive?

There is no need and no point at all.

If something has to be this way, then it's just a distortion, it's just an artificial setting, it's just shit in the head. Who is qualified to judge? Who is qualified to set?

What do you have to do as a master?

Well, this kind of master is just a social title, like the title of "senior teacher".

Does it have anything to do with reality?

Alas, what am I thinking? I always seem to want to complain, I have been deceived for so many years, and all these things are false. However, it is precisely because of those things that the role of Yuan Changwen has become what it is now. If I didn't have these things, I wouldn't have come this far.

Everything is inevitable, and things can only happen like this. Because at the moment, I am only aware of this situation, so is there any other possibility?

So, it's no problem how you want the character. But if I want to continue to kill, then I will inevitably touch on a deeper self-definition. The question is, do I take my actions and choices as real? Do I think some things have to be this way? Do I feel that the characters are real?

If I equate work with the importance of, I think it all seems to be a lot of fun.

If the characters are fake, why can't I have a good time with this life? Death is just going home, as if if I don't work hard, if I discard the idea of the future in my head, I will die without a place to bury.

It is impossible for me to reach the "truth" through the words and deeds of the characters, even if the character of Yuan Changwen is very happy, it is also just a thing at the character level.

Now, there is no way out. This is not the uncomfortable state that used to be, nor is it the state of being pressed down by the mountains and unable to find its way. At the moment, it is a relatively easy way to go. It's as if I've come to the end.

Of course, this is just an illusion. If I come to the end, if I'm done, then I must know I'm done. Since I still have questions, since I can't be sure, then it means that I haven't finished yet.

The first time I encountered this situation, there was no way out, what is this? The kind of discomfort that existed before was because there were still doubts, because there were still things that could not be figured out. But at the moment, that awareness is everything, the whole dualistic world is false, what else is there to say?

Seeing doesn't mean killing, the character is still grabbing, still trying to grab something. Such as social status, such as money, such as glory, etc. Of course, what is deeper is that the characters want to survive, and they want to divert attention from the reality that "no characters exist".

Unfortunately, the real never ceases to exist, so it can only provide attention constantly. Use the fear of the bewitching woman, as well as the fear of cross-dressing, to make the character constantly recognize his existence.

What's not there for the characters?

If you think about it carefully, whether it is the most basic physical survival or the high-level spiritual enjoyment, in the final analysis, it proves that the character is real. If the character is fake, then it is not a question of living or dying, whether to eat or not, whether to eat well or not, whether to have good nutrition or not, these are not problems.

Only if the character is real, then these issues need to be considered.

This doesn't mean that I don't care about the character's diet, deliberately skip eating and drinking, and then kill myself. Every time I get to this point, I get stuck in a binary opposition. It's as if the character doesn't care about the food, which means that he wants to starve to death.

The whole thing is going to be inconsequential, it's going to be indifferent. Since it is insignificant, it is okay to eat well naturally, and it is okay not to eat. And I don't like to think anymore, so it naturally becomes a flow of life.

Why do you have to explain it? Really, every time, it seems to have been explained many times.

Do I need to brainwash myself?