It seems that all stories must have a happy ending, otherwise they are incomplete.

Suppose you quit your job to go on a part-time trip, then there must be all kinds of incomprehension in the early stage, and the incomprehension of family members and colleagues and leaders thinks that this is a kind of waste. Then the protagonist is on a part-time job trip.,Encounter all kinds of things.,Enrich your life.。

After coming back, he wrote a book about his experience and posted it on the Internet or published it, which was sought after by everyone.

What takes a year to change a dream, what I haven't bought a house or a car, but I have my own dream.

It's all shit!

Why can't I see these things, all of them are "self" tricks?

If the whole society despises people who work and travel, just as they despise people who defecate and defecate on the streets, there is no room for negotiation, it is contempt.

If that's the case, will anyone still go on a job trip?

When they came back, no one would worship or listen, and there was only a deep contempt. So, who would want to go on a working trip?

Is it really just for the sake of insight and experience a different life?

So why not just defecate on the street? It's a different life experience!

Yuan Changwen felt that he was really pitiful, if he could travel back in time and space to the past, he would definitely wake up his sleeping self. Let him not trust everyone, think for himself and see for himself, what is true.

If you think about it, college is the best time to think.

Alas, why do you think about this, isn't regret another way to survive for the "self"?

Put yourself in the past, regret the choice you made, and then imagine what would happen if you made this choice, and whether you would live a happy life from now on, and climb to the top of the world with a smile.

Shit!

It's nothing more than reinforcing the presence of a character, taking these things as real, and thus continuing to complement the construction of the "self" in the desert.

It's funny to think about it, since I can remember, I've been constantly setting limits on myself. Can do this or that, so a part of the character is established.

Then, a series of restrictions such as his own efforts, habits, attitudes, goals, values, etc., gradually constituted himself and Yuan Changwen.

And this Yuan Changwen is not only Yuan Changwen in the eyes of others, but also Yuan Changwen in his own eyes.

It was obviously a blank space, and then I drew countless lines by myself, declaring that this is me and that is not me.

This kind of labeling is mainly to facilitate the human brain's understanding of the world, but it does not mean that these are real.

And this kind of labeling will obscure the truth. When we see each other, or when we see objective things, our hearts are filled with all kinds of labels.

Putting aside these labels, letting things become "as they should be" and immersing yourself in this thoughtless state again.

No one likes this feeling, breaking their habit of years of giving up their understanding of the world and admitting that they know nothing but "I exist".

Yuan Changwen remembered that he had this kind of experience before, but the memories at this moment were only memories of the incident, and those feelings had dissipated.

Of course, it can be described in words, but what is the use? What is the use of it other than to show off to others that you have had this extraordinary experience?

If you can be in that state at all times, why do you explain it to others?

Come on, let me see, what else can happen!

No matter what happens, I will surrender, and even if I don't give in completely, I will try to surrender myself and slash out the self-definition that is holding me back.

Self-esteem, what a solemn word!

Why is it so uncomfortable when we lose our self-esteem? When we see some people losing their self-esteem for money, why do we feel uncomfortable, and why do the people who have lost their self-esteem cry secretly?

What exactly is self-esteem?

The protagonist of many miles resolutely gives up the low-hanging fruit for the sake of self-esteem, and then there is a series of stages of suffering, but due to the existence of self-esteem, it will not be long before the protagonist begins to turn over.

This time period depends on whether it is the Internet or a literary work, which may not even have a plot for the protagonist to turn over at all.

So, is this self-esteem real, or is it another protective film of the "self"?

If you think about it, why do people respect each other?

Because we need a stable environment, we form a pact and everyone respects each other. In this way, society can develop benignly and we do not have to get bogged down in endless daily quarrels.

Still, are there fewer daily quarrels?

"I was right", this source of quarrel simply cannot be erased. Because once "I am right" is erased, then it means that the "self" is hurt, and the self-esteem is even more precarious.

When others insult me, who are they insulting, and who is rising up against this insult?

It's all "self"!

This world is basically a playground of "self", in which everyone can't tell what is real, just like a drum washing machine, tumbling and stirring wantonly.

Various self-woven definitions collide in it, and a spark called humanity blooms. Some are good and some are bad, some are kind and some are despicable, some are merciful and some are cruel......

In short, anything that can be thought of is in this playground of the "self", which has been putting on a wonderful show for millions of years.

Where do you need any authors, where do you need any movie screenwriters, just to record the flight of human nature, this is a gorgeous and tortuous performance.

Think about this world, is reality cruel or cruel?

And I, do I have to be at this show?

I can't drop this character and yell, "I'm not doing it!"

I had to put in a lot of effort for this role, and even maintained it for the rest of my life. Maybe good or evil, maybe success or loser, and then follow this character to love and hate and experience a full life.

Sounds good, but it's not real after all.

If it is not true, why do you still believe it, and firmly grasp this falsehood as true?

Why can't I turn on the real theater viewer mode?

Unwillingly!

This is the answer, it is his unwillingness, strictly speaking, it is Yuan Changwen's unwillingness. Because this was a suicide mission, there was no reason for Yuan Changwen to commit suicide other than the strong motivation to hate the false.

Who would want to kill themselves? Who would kill themselves in high spirits?

Yuan Changwen stood in front of the window, as if he felt the anger in his heart gradually dissipate. If you want to stop it, you want to continue burning, but you can't do anything.

Forget it, since there is no abhorrence, let's breathe a sigh of relief for the time being.

Yuan Changwen knew that this hatred would return, and then pushed himself to continue on the path of suicide.

Further!

Haha, this word appeared once, and it seemed to be on the other side of the mountain path, emitting a faint light.

guided Yuan Changwen.