All of the character's actions are fake, so why should I still kill them?

Since killing and pursuing success belong to the same level. So why don't I go for success, and instead let myself go to hell, struggling and killing in the midst of unbearable suffering?

Whatever you do, it's false. However, "doing nothing" is also a kind of doing, so whether you do it or not, it is false. I can't just be "real" by not killing, not earning money, not eating.

If it could be done simply by doing the opposite, or simply not doing it, then the world would have long since known how many people had done it.

So it's not that simple, but it's actually quite simple. Except for that awareness, everything else was false, and then it was over.

If I don't want to continue to kill, then I should treat other things, such as ideals, career, money, family, etc., as if I were discarding and killing. But in fact, I can't discard anything else. And even if I don't kill it, I discard other things.

Then, this act or process of discarding other things is itself a killing.

Otherwise, it's the character's survival. To discard slashing and not discarding other things is to return to the past. It's just that the trouble is, I won't be deceived by the character for too long.

Even if you go back to your old money, family, responsibilities, etc., after a while, you will ask yourself, "What am I doing?" and it won't be long before you hope that something will happen and your whole life will be ruined.

So, he fell into the slash again.

Of course, it is entirely possible to continue the cycle and return to the past. No one has stipulated that I must be killed in this life, and no one can guarantee that I will be able to complete the killing in this life.

What is God? In the face of that awareness, God is just as false. If God is equal to that awareness, then God can't help much, so what can he do but be aware?

Even in my life, there is indeed some kind of high-level spirit that controls the entire universe. It didn't make any sense, the higher spirit was also unreal, and that awareness was not his awareness, but the awareness of the whole dualistic world.

The character will ask, "What should I do", which is a bad habit and a cry for help for the character's survival. If a rule is not set in advance, the character will be very unaccustomed to it.

It's like asking, "When are you going to eat?"

Answer, "Eat when you're hungry." ”

Ask, "When are you hungry?"

Answer, "When you eat, you're hungry." ”

Can I be sure I'll eat at 6 p.m.? Can I be sure that I'll be able to do it? Who knows what will happen to cause me to eat earlier or later?

Characters need to be planned, and once the time is removed, once it becomes haphazard, the character becomes very uncomfortable. Especially when it comes to life events, it seems that the distortion in the mind is the truth, and only by believing in the distortion in the mind can we survive.

It's as if I can live well because of the distortion in my head.

It's just that I'm afraid of life, and I don't dare to let things unfold freely. Of course, these things are about customizing your character, not slashing. Just like the phrase that has been repeated, any behavior of the character has nothing to do with me.

It seems that everything is your choice, but in fact, the character has no choice at all. And, once time is removed, the whole thing becomes ethereal.

Is there such a possibility, I am here at the moment, I have this memory, and then the things around me can also match the memory. And then the next moment, I was in a different place, and then I had another memory, and the same things around me could match the memory.

Is it possible?

How can I tell the difference?

It seems that if a character has a physical body and then experiences it completely according to the passage of time, it is a very reasonable dream design.

However, it is also a reasonable design for a character to have a physical body and then change the memories and the spatial environment in which they are located from time to time. Maybe you want to rummage through something quickly, maybe there's something specific to do, or maybe it's just a way to experience it.

It's like we sometimes like to fast-forward to watch movies, or even start games and movies at the same time.

So, who knows what that will turn out?

A character has more than one body, but can also exist at the same time to experience a completely different variety of lives. Isn't that awareness able to do that?

Back here, behind all the characters, there is the same awareness.

Of course, this is just speculation. It's entirely possible that I'm the only one who realizes that the rest of the people aren't real people. Although this design is inefficient and clumsy, it cannot be denied. Because no one dictates that this kind of thing has to be efficient.

So, what do I know?

Herein lies the problem, I don't know it, but I pretend to know a lot of things. Oh no, not pretending, but thinking you really know a lot of things. From the beginning of the universe to the orbits of planets, models of the universe and the rate of expansion of galaxies, dark matter, antimatter, neutrino bosons, ......

I know so much that I don't even know that "I don't really know anything".

Unwilling to discard one's own knowing, to do everything is guided by these distortions, to think about everything. There are some things that seem very stupid to think about, such as what is the so-called career upswing, getting married, having children, and so on.

Or, lose a stable, high-paying job and do something you don't even know what to do. Even, he didn't know any plans for his future, so he decisively threw away everything he had now.

The so-called impulse, perhaps, is so.

But who knows what will happen?

Is the distortion in the mind correct? If it's correct, then it's not called a distortion.

If I don't know, I should have an attitude of not knowing. How many times have I said this sentence, but I can't do it, what is the difference between me and the former me? Even, worse than I used to be, at least I used to believe that "hard work will succeed", at least I will always move in one direction.

But now, I could have moved forward on the path of slashing, as long as I did "I don't know, I should have an attitude of not knowing". Unfortunately, I couldn't, so the whole thing became a mess. I can't get rid of the distortion in my head, and I can't do things according to the distortion.

Of course, it was all so perfect in that awareness. For nothing can be beyond the only truth, nothing can happen unexpectedly, and nothing can affect that awareness.

So, everything is perfect.

I wouldn't see it that way, and neither would the characters. You can say these words and languages, and you can even say them very well, beautifully, euphemistically, elegantly, and profoundly, but there is no use for fart.

Either "that awareness is everything" becomes my reality, or I'm just a clown who talks big.

Now it seems that I am clearly not done.